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idiotlovers · 1 year

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isnt it crazy how spencer barely knew this kid and yet his entire heart died in that motel somewhere when he found him barely clinging to life ? man isn't it crazy how much love and compassion spencer can hold to a kid who's struggles were killing him from inside and out ? how much care and consideration and attachment he had . ? man isn't that fucking wild <- is not okay at all

#cm 2x11 #lvdipics #im not okay because spencer had to profile the kid and it was like he knew him from the back of his hand #do you think that he knew what it felt like do u think that he felt such overprotectiveness for nathan because he understood?#to understand to have compulsions that destroyed you . that made you want to rip people apart and make you hurt and others hurt #do you think he understood the hardships of witholding that burden from the world when all you wanted to do was scream ?#do you think he understood what it felt like to keep it to yourself and to keep quiet and to not let a peep to anybody because #you dont wanna burden them ? do you think that he understood #what it felt like how painful it was to be good and to not sin and to keep your hands to yourself #when in fact you're as sinful as anybody else and maybe even more because you have these thoughts #thoughts that make you want to die cry kill murder to feed an addiction that you know that cant be fullfilled #because nobody will accept you once you do theyll think youre a monster and the most terrible person alive #do you think he understood that #cm #spencer reid #i KNOW spencer has pent up anger i absolutely know that he does

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