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tardis--dreams · 1 year

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Shocking: student with steadily declining physical and mental health who swore that this semester would be different and they would keep on top of things, is currently behind on all their work and assignments and is considering dropping out of university just as it was the case in all previous semesters

#my body is shutting down lol #i feel like mentally I'd be ok if i wasn't limited by my physical 'weakness'#i just feel like it's too much #I'm overwhelmed and feel like i won't manage any more #but i Have to keep going this semester #i can't drop another course #i HAVE to get that degree before the next semester starts #so i Will have to continue working through the days and nights and kinda die a little everyday #when i see how Little i actually got done in 8 hours #like #i know i Have to do more #ideally 12 hours or more #but like #i Can't. Physically it seems impossible. Even if I resist the urge to rest and lie down during the day #i feel like a failure lol #because i mean. i am. everyone is managing somehow but I'm just making excuses #i need to be better #just get some shit done and write that thesis and work those 20 hours per week and do those 4 presentations #and study for those exams and try to keep my apartment in a condition i can live in #because that's currently what i sacrifice for the sake of focusing on uni and work #idk how people do it tbh #i just kinda wish i had someone to talk to about this but i know other people feel the same or have it worse #and i don't wanna sound so whiny and annoying #whatever #shut up amy #university ramblings

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