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#been journalling abt my delusions most of the time just to stay sane(which is what i'd do at home anyway)
etherical-angel
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oh yea in 3 days its gonna be my 1 month anniversary of being in japan???? it literally has barely felt like a weak wtf(<- going thru the horrors)
#def forming some..new alters from this lol
#been journalling abt my delusions most of the time just to stay sane(which is what i'd do at home anyway)
#i always say shit like 'yea i cant talk to my alters' which im coming to terms with not entirely being true
#its just not as much as it used to be. but the more isolated i am the more i notice it
#(i was supperrrrr isolated during that og period which is why it got the way it did)
#but i think it just comes with getting used to it. its more mixed n blurry when 2 alters are fronting so it makes it less distinct
#but there is dialog happening. whether it just be back and forth or a helper coming in to get me thru the night.
#'me' being whoevers fronting obv
#like. i am in a small room that only fits a bed n a small desk n fridge. the air conditioner kills me stimulation wise. but i need it on.
#outside its 29 degrees(hot) at NIGHT but i fight thru it just so i can go on my nightly sanity swings. i cant see the stars.
#theres been a cold going around for weeks and i cant do anything about it.
#at least the anticipation anxiety for my potential apartment has died down a bit..not entirely but its easier now
#idk. even tho i know i'll probably only get the apartment for like 4 months(IF i get it) i have to tell myself its for my benifit
#its not a fix all forever home. its a place to finally chill for a bit. to go to the beach. to go on hikes in the forest.
#to have a bigger enclosure all to myself
#godddd i need to buy a water filter i hate having to go BUY WATER everyday(<- doesnt trust the tap water. per usual.)
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