#being an archaeologist is genuinely my dream job but that's not sustainable
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#personal#k it's my bday today i had a nice day whatever#but i'm upset kinda!#this is all gonna be me complaining so please don't read if u don't wanna hear that or if u think it's annoying bc i get it it's annoying#but i need to put it somewhere and i have no irls on here so i don't have to deal with the consequences#but i just got the whole big college talk and i just feel shitty now! idk what i wanna do and everyone's acting like its my fault#i guess it kinda is but like?? u can't be nice about it?#i'm interested in history and want to major in anthropology and study ancient cultures#being an archaeologist is genuinely my dream job but that's not sustainable#that and being a musician but literally no fucking chance so i need to find smth realistic#short tangent i want to make music so. bad. like it's all i want and i love writing and singing but i'm not gonna make it so no#but archaeology? second and i want it so bad!!! it's so shitty how all i want is not sustainable#i'm just feeling rly hopeless right now#how does anyone ever make it it's so overwhelming especially for me because i feel like i have no direction at all#i don't want to do something that's completely useless but i'm just not interested in anything that has a good job market which is homophobi#i told myself i'd never teach but honestly if that's gonna allow me to do what i like then i might give in#but college level i fucking hate kids that's another story i could never teach children#but yeah. it all feels useless and like what am i even doing anything for at this point?? i've kinda accepted that my life is gonna b shitty#people who have their dream jobs: i want to be you and i'm so happy that ur happy share some of that#this is so fucking long and i'm sorry if you've read this
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