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merulanoir · 2 years

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So I'm now going to be living elsewhere for 1.5 months while my flat is being renovated. This means my routine is basically in pieces and oh boy how awful that feels.

My mobile network is patchy here and idk if I can get wifi in this temporary flat. It's going to be one and a half months before I get to go home and sleep in my own bed and. Yeah.

I hate this, I want to go home.

#blackbirb babbles #being here feels like there's a constant jarring background noise i can't shut out except it's entirely mental #and i cant even explain this very well because it's a minor thing! it will pass! im an adult and i can handle this shit #except not having my safe space is going to fuck up my ability to mask big time #tonight is feeling extra difficult. it'll probably be better tomorrow #i feel lonely like twice a year but damn if today isnt one of those days ugh #and at the same time a small nasty part keeps pointing out i have nothing to complain about and im being ridiculous

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