#being lonely stinks š« and I donāt ever want yāall to feel burdened by my feelings
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Okay I know I donāt shut up about it but let me scream okay š
#I just saw a post on Twitter about the feeling of not having teenage romantic interaction and how it leaves you feeling really wrong#and everyone in the comments is like 17-19 and here I am at 25 thinking about how#well anyways Iām sorry I know itās silly Iām just a little tired is all#being lonely stinks š« and I donāt ever want yāall to feel burdened by my feelings#so I try not to make those feelings seem so big#I should start tagging these again#my talk posts ? I used to tag them but I would forget#I guess Iāll do that from now on#melifails#oh oh since I already made this post I might as well blab#I š am high key tempted to download tinder#I donāt *want* to actually use it I just wanted to see šš½šš½#but I think you need an account and idk I donāt wanna seem desperate#not in a shaming other people and myself type of way#absolutely not I think itās awesome that it exists#I mean in a āmy mom used to brag about how I didnāt care about boys only school to all the family members at partiesā type of way#in a āMelissa be honest are you a lesbian?ā badgered type of way#in a ābecause if you are I love youā āno boys just donāt like meā type of way#in a ānever admitting to my mom Iām very lonely and only alive for my familyā type#of way#that one didnāt let me finish š£ļø#anywyas I feel very shallow because this doesnāt really matter does it#there are real problems in the world and Iām but a spec of dust waiting to be scooped up by the broom#š§š½āāļø Iām sorry Iām making it seem like a bigger deal than it really is#Iāll be better about it#all that aside#my best friend invited me to go to universal in September and I š¤š¤ I gotta prepare myself for the burden of prolonged outdoor activities#š„ŗ tbh Iām scared Iām not going to fit in the seats for the rides#thatās how we became friends: she stuck with me when I didnāt fit on a ride. I never told her that was the day I loved her and it still make#me cry. forever grateful for her and I want her to be happy sheās the Eli Iām always talking about :3 anyways this is my last tag (30limit)
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