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whatego · 2 years ago

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Also wtffff pay attention to me :(((

.. The (not too long lasting) urge to ghost people just because they don't give me much attention or/and don't respond to me right away, plus projecting my insecurities onto them/fearing their possible hidden judgments - is Real.

#🎤🛜#Yes I know people have lives + people care about me + my brain is going blank but basically ik the world doesn't revolve around me #but sometimes I wish it did a bit whenever I'd want it to #OH and when I'm feeling socially insecure/getting rejection sensitivity dysphoria big time #I wouldn't ghost someone ever unless if like.. They were dangerous to my wellbeing or some shit.#+ I value talking things out/regulating my emotions/the good stuff y'know?#beung honest and vulnerable whenever I'm ready/feel safe enough #being*#-- Or sometimes instead of that urge I just feel sad or mild anger + ''>:p fine!! Meanie ass/fuckhead... ��'' + once in a while mild #arrogance - the arrogance/superiority thingy (idk what to call it) only really happens towards ppl I remember who've hurt/made me feel #really insecure in some kinda way #though. Also - this is coming from a person who's more humble and rarely tries to attention seek (or.. Maybe just overtly?)#Hell - I used to think I was *better* than attention seeking people and couldn't stand it. Now I can understand mult. reasons why ppl do #that though and don't think so harshly about it #btw Yes ik what cognitive distortions are!... Gonna add that to my pinned post actually #What having a minimal amnt of socialization/semi-involuntary isolation and ableist xps/trauma/double empathy issues does to a mf

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