#beyond like. circumstancial instances of 'i missed you' or 'i'm hurting'
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Although I guess I always am exploring incompatibility and love/learning how to love in the most supportive/accommodating way despite that, but kind of exclusively w family dynamics.
#maybe don't want to overshare at this point LMFAO but. it is important to me.#kind of half reconciling and also half exploration of something beyond me?#like i've actually have never had any problems w my sisters. they've always been really kind and respectful and loving#and very aware of my boundaries.#hng. iffy territory here NOT gonna talk too much LMFAO#but what i do want to acknowledge is how. it's almost a bit of autistic wish fulfillment?#where i have never really been physically affectionate w my siblings and don't really have any desire to be#beyond like. circumstancial instances of 'i missed you' or 'i'm hurting'#so it's interesting to imagine the inverse of that and also how it looks in different ways.#like hcing sharena to be v touchy feely and hcing corrin to be v physically/verbally affectionate#and imagining how the other half who's more adverse to being touched/doesn't know what to do w affection works through it#and imagining how both will ultimately have to work through it together.#i guess i just. have little to no interest or maybe even discomfort about exploring that outside of family ties.#you can always just leave! hit the bricks! fuck outta here!!! YIPPEEE 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉#which is true for blood family as well but. not for me unfortunately LMFAOOO i'm here bc i chose to be.#anyways. i've had enough of this guy fucking explode him to smithereens 🫵💥💥💥🔥🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️
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