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u kno what, funny thing with stel + telly having kids + them two always being out an about.... who’s looking after them o_o grandparents + aunts + uncles i guess but it’s not because they don’t love them obvsly it’s just Job Happens. and telly even goes abroad sometimes w/ west so ! telephone calls. hiiii kids i miss u soooo much mwah mwah mwah. they miss their kids fr when they are out bless
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blazedgraysons · 4 years
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babe can u bless us w some new years smut w papi gray ?
oml i’m sorry it took me so long to finish this but of course, angel!! lmaoo let’s start the new year out with some hate sex with gray.
warnings: so i guess the words papi gray triggered something in me because i don’t really know what this is anymore. anyways hatefucking, a smidge of choking, some dirty talk and the return of my fave: cocky fuckboy grayson. anyways hope you like it bby <333
New Year’s had never been your favorite holiday. Too many blacked-out people in a bar, all with high hopes for the year that come quickly crashing down the next day along with their hangovers. Plus, it doesn’t help that you’ve been puked on two NYEs in a row.
It wasn’t like you had a personal vendetta against the holiday, just the older you got, the more you wanted to spend New Years' at home. So you ended up creating your own traditions: Indian food, shitty beer, and rewatching your favorite chick flicks.
This is why you were so surprised to find yourself outside of a huge party this year. Your two best friends had dragged you with them, explaining how they didn’t want to ring in New Year’s without you.
“I look like a disco ball.” You groan as the three of you walk in, Ali and Stella confidently leading the way.
“You look hot.” Ali assures, smiling in what you figure is supposed to be a comforting way. She had been the one to invite the two of you tonight, and a part of you feels bad for your miserable attitude, knowing that she just wanted to spend time with you.
“Warning: Dolan at 3 O’Clock.” Your other friend, Stella, whispers into her red solo cup, and you can feel your bad mood return. Turning your head slightly, you can see Grayson Dolan walking in with his entourage, already acting as if he owns the room.
You can hear Ali snapping at Stella, reminding her how they agreed not to point him out tonight, but all you can focus on is how arrogant Grayson looked.
The two of you had never gotten along, a wrong first date leaving each other permanently on the other’s shit list. Despite your disdain for another, the two of you ran in the same friend group, so you saw each other more often than you like. At this point, everyone knew to keep you two far away from each other unless they wanted a whole night of insults, fighting, and yelling.
“Remind me why you two hate each other again? It’s been like two years.” Stella asks nonchalantly, tilting her head as she holds up her drink.
“We just do. He was a dick on our date. Some people aren’t meant to get along.”
“Aw, you two just need to kiss and makeup.” Ali coos, fixing your hair.
“More like fuck and makeup. So what if you had a bad date. The two of you still have this weird sex thing that needs to be figured out.” Stella interjects.  
“I do not-“ Your friends start laughing at your loud objection, watching as your face grows hot in embarrassment.
“I do not want to fuck him!” You hiss, hiding your face from nosy onlookers.
“Why not? I would; he’s fucking hot.” Stella whispers, gesturing over to him. All three of you look over at where he’s standing against the kitchen counter, laughing loudly with his group of friends.
You hated to admit it, but she was right: he really was super attractive. He’s simply dressed in jeans and a black t-shirt, denim jacket finishing everything off. It’s nothing special, but you hate the fact that he still somehow managed to look better than everyone else here.
He looks over, smirking when he sees your little group staring at him. All three of you turn away, doing a horrible job at trying to look inconspicuous. Your back is turned towards him as you fix your hair and smoothing out your dress. Ali’s eyes light up suddenly, and she’s whispering to Stella before turning back to you.
“Stella has to pee; we’ll be right back.” She rushes out while dragging Stella to the nearest bathroom. Before you can protest, Grayson’s taking their spot.
He’s chewing his gum obnoxiously, and you can’t help the way your eyes focus on how his jaw moves with every bite.
“Didn’t think I’d see you here tonight, Y/N.”
“Yeah, I was just leaving. Decided it’s not really for me anymore.” You get out, moving past him to walk to the door. You figured you can just call an Uber and text your two friends you were feeling sick. Before you can make it past, he grabs your arm to stop you.
“C’mon, it’s the last day of the year. Can’t you be nice to me just for tonight?” He asks, eyes shining with mischief.
“ Don’t you have some other girl to mess with?” You yank your wrist back, walking off as he follows you.
“Why? You jealous.” He asks, and you know that arrogant smirk is painted on his face.
“Over you? Hardly.” You keep moving until he says something that has you stopping in your tracks.
“Did you wear that dress for me tonight?” Your jaw clenches, annoyance washing over your body. However, you figure two can play this game, so you turn around, walking towards him with a flirtatious expression on your face. He’s looking down at you, appreciating the way your attitude has done a complete 180. You wrap your arms around his neck and bring his face towards yours, leaning in as if you’re going to kiss him.
“Fuck you.” You whisper, mouth millimeters away from his. You turn away, turning to look at him over your shoulder one last time. The irritated expression on his face and his clenched jaw should’ve warned you that you were playing with fire. Still, you simply keep walking forward, choosing to look for Ali and Stella.
Maybe you could stay a little longer to see how this plays out.
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Fuck Grayson Dolan.
At this point, you weren’t sure if you were angrier at him or if you actually wanted to fuck him.
All you know is he was pushing every last button.
It started with constant flirting - just with everyone else besides you. You knew Grayson was a tease, but you swore he had given every girl at this party his signature charming smile. The one that screamed, 'I'm Grayson Dolan, and you're the only one here for  me.' You had pretended like you hadn’t seen red when he leaned down to whisper a joke in some girl's ear, winking at you when he notices the way your eyes had narrowed and your lips were puckered.
It only got worse when he decided he needed a refill on his drink, coming up to where you were standing in the hallway. He slyly placed his hands low on your waist, pressing up against you to squeeze by even though you both knew that there was more than enough space.
You were in the middle of debating on whether or not you should finally leave for good this time, figuring you shouldn’t have to subject yourself to this torture when you still have leftover takeout in your fridge.
“Hey, we need to talk to you. Can you meet us in the upstairs bedroom in like 5 minutes?” Ali appears out of nowhere, blonde curls messed up as if she’s been running her hands nervously through her hair. Stella just nods casually, and you look at the two of them suspiciously.
“What are you two planning?” You ask.
“Nothing! Upstairs. Five minutes!” Ali assures, kissing you on the cheek before walking off again. You can tell she’s drunk, smelling the lingering vodka shots on her breath. However, curiosity gets the better of you, and after five minutes, you’re slowly walking up the stairs.
“Ali? Stel?” You call out, getting nothing in response. You keep walking until you reach the end of the hallway, closed door in front of you. You open it, greeted with the sight of Grayson in front of you.
“What the fuck?” You both exclaim, the door closing behind you. You jangle the door handle, cursing under your breath when you realize it’s locked.
“We’re not letting you out until you guys kiss!” Ali calls out.
“You guys got 20 minutes until midnight.” Stella laughs, both still holding the door tightly to keep you from breaking through.
“Oh my God, we’re not fucking 12. This isn’t 7 minutes in heaven.”
“Less talking, more frenching!” Ali yells, giggling loudly as her heels slowly click away.
You roll your eyes, “You two are the fucking worst.” You kick the door before sliding down against it, tilting your head against the door.
“Your friends are weird.” are the first words out of Grayson’s mouth, and you roll your eyes.
“They mean well, they’re just really … stupid sometimes.”You get back up to your feet and start knocking on the door, hitting it with your palms, anything that could hopefully get a passerby’s attention.
“Can you stop banging on the door? It’s annoying.” Grayson mumbles out from where he’s sitting up on the bed after five minutes of your obnoxious knocking.
“I’m sorry, did you want to spend New Year’s locked in here with one another. I’m trying to get out.”
He leans back down on the bed, covering his eyes with his arms. “You realize it’s locked; we’re stuck in here. No one’s coming up here for a while.”
You hate to admit it, but you know he’s right. With only 20 minutes until midnight, everyone’s going to be downstairs, not wanting to miss the main event. You walk over to the dresser, sitting on top of it as you pull out your phone to find someone to text for an emergency rescue.
“We really should just sleep with one another.”
You nearly drop your phone in your lap from his sudden outburst. “I think that’s the dumbest shit I’ve ever heard.”
“Why not? I think you’re hot; I know you think I’m hot. Stop- don’t try to argue with me; I’ve seen the way you look at me when you think I’m not paying attention. Let’s just get this over with; clear start to 2021.” He looks over at you, raising an eyebrow.
You roll your eyes, “I’m not sleeping with you Grayson.”
“What, scared you might actually like it?” He pushes himself up off the mattress and stalks over to where you’re seated on top of the dresser. You start to feel uncharacteristically timid, not knowing how to react under his dark gaze. You don’t say anything, just watching the way his eyes rake over your entire body slowly.
He takes a deep breath, “If I kiss you right now, will you let me?” You wait a second before throwing on caution to the wind, and nodding, deciding to give in to whatever tension is growing between you.
He leans down, softly kissing you before coming back to gauge your reaction.
“If you kiss anything like the way you fuck, this is gonna fucking suck.” You whisper, smiling at the way his face drops. He pulls you into him, forcing his lips onto yours roughly. It’s messy, teeth clashing into one another, noses bumping, and you love it. You didn’t want softness, you didn’t want intimacy, you wanted Grayson to let out everything he felt towards you.
He starts to roughly mark down your neck, leaving dark marks, and you whimper, desperately pulling his jacket off his shoulders. He leans back slightly, pulling his shirt over his head and your mouth falls slightly. You take in all the deep contours and ridges, not even missing the way he flexes briefly.
“Like what you see?” He rasps out, pants growing tighter at your open arousal.
“Just because we’re fucking doesn’t mean I’m another one of your fans. I still fucking hate you.” You pull your dress off and spread your legs slightly on the dresser. You mentally thank Ali for forcing you to skip wearing a bra because the way Grayson’s face zeros in on your bare tits has you whimpering softly. He moves even closer to you.
“Doesn’t seem like you hate me right now.” He whispers, eyes darkening at the dark spot growing on your underwear. His arms are on either side of your thighs as he’s standing in between your legs. You can feel the heat coming off from his body, close enough that you can pick up the subtle nerves in his energy under waves of excitement.
“Whatever.” You’re trying your hardest to remain unaffected, calm under his intense gaze. Still, between the lack of touch and the way he’s looking like he can’t figure out how he wants to ruin you first, you start to squirm.
He pulls roughly at your underwear; you watch as his biceps bulge until the fabric falls apart in his hands. Whatever facade of calmness you were trying to maintain flies out the window. You swallow deeply, eyes wide as he tosses the ruined underwear over his shoulder with a cocky smirk. The smug look on his face is enough for you to snap back to normal and return to your usual backtalk.
“Watch it, asshole. Those aren’t cheap.”
“Trust me, I’ll buy you two more to make up for it. Now shut up; you talk too much.” With that, he’s leaning down and sucking your clit hard.
You’re not quick to compliment Grayson, but you can admit he’s incredible at eating pussy. He genuinely sounds like he’s ready to die in between your legs, quietly groaning to himself with every suck and lick. Your breath hitches at the imagery, and he’s slowly licking up your slit, savoring the way you taste for him. He gives you a few more licks before he starts sucking at your clit again, and you can feel yourself growing closer.
“Fuck, Gray- I’m about to cu-“ Before you can finish, he’s pulling away and smiling up at you with shiny lips.
“Fuck you.” You practically spit out, and he just laughs shortly, amusement barely hidden in his face.
“Before I make you cum, I wanna hear you ask nicely.” He’s leaning into you again, lips hovering yours, mirroring the same position you had him in earlier. You push his shoulder, hoping to give you some distance, but he stays firmly planted in place.
“If you think I’m gonna beg for your sorry excuse of a dick -“
He cuts you off, fingers slipping inside you, and he starts curling his fingers, your back arching into his touch. With how close you were to your orgasm, you’re falling apart in a matter of seconds. You start whimpering out his name, and he stills all his movements, thumb hovering over your clit.
“Beg.” He demands, and neither of you misses the way you tightly clench around him from the change of tone in his voice.
You stare at him long until he lightly brushes your clit, reminding you of what you’re missing in your stubbornness. You sigh dramatically before swallowing your pride and saying:
“Grayson, fuck me.” He stares at you pointedly, and you sigh again.
“Please, Gray. Want you to fuck me, please.” You whisper. It’s not a lot, but he knows that’s probably the most he’s going to get out of you at this moment, so he just smiles proudly and starts moving his fingers again. The coil in your stomach starts to grow tighter, and your toes curl when you start cumming all of your fingers. You cry out, nails scratching down his stomach as he continues to move his hand to work you through your orgasm.
He leans back, sucking up everything on his fingers before unbuckling and taking his pants and underwear off. You were glad he had made you cum before because he was big, bigger than anyone you’ve ever been with before. He brushes his dick over your entrances a few times, tapping his dick lightly on your clit. You whimper slightly, and he winks, arrogant persona back in full force.
“You’re still a dick.” You whisper, no real sting to your words.
“Yeah, I know.” He strokes his dick lightly before sinking in, and both of you moan out from the initial feeling.
He starts snapping his hips relentlessly, not giving you time to adjust to his pace. Your eyes begin to roll back, only able to focus on the wood digging into your back, arm wrapped around your waist, and dick ramming roughly into you. You’re moaning out constantly, nothing able to come to mind to express how good he’s making you feel.
However, Grayson is starting to get frustrated, not satisfied with the way you’ve laid out in front of him. He picks you up, holding you close to him before dropping you carelessly on the bed. Before you can say anything, he’s twisting your body around, so you’re on all fours in front of him and is sliding back into you, taking you from behind. You’re arching underneath him, allowing him to reach you even deeper as you moan out. He’s practically fucking you into the mattress, and from your constant sounds and ass jiggling in front of him, he’s releasing a guttural groan.  
He places an arm next to your head while wrapping a large hand around your throat, lightly cutting off your air. His body is entirely over yours, encasing your entire body in his large frame. It all starts to get to be too overwhelming, and your mind starts to go blank from the pleasure, pulling at the railings to get away from how hard he’s fucking into you while also leaning back into him to get more.
“Stop running; thought you wanted to see how good I can fuck you.” He moves his hand to slap your ass, and his dick jumps from the way you start squeezing around him. He rubbing your ass, ready to spank you again, when the both of you stop from loud screams coming below you. You both hear yells about countdowns and New Year’s and Grayson’s leaning down, rutting himself into you before whispering in your ear -
“How much you wanna bet I can get you to cum before midnight?”
10!
You didn’t think he could go any faster, but his movements pick up, hitting your g-spot with every movement of his hips.
9!
He brushes his fingers against your lip, watching as you slowly take them into your mouth and start sucking. You don’t miss the way he lightly swears when you lightly nip at the pads of his fingers. “Fucking brat.” He mutters before he’s wrapping his hand around your throat again.
8!
He moves his hand, going back up on his knees so he can hold you still as he keeps thrusting into you.
7!
With the way he’s gripping your hips and pulling you back into him, you already know you’re gonna be bruised with his fingerprints on your hip tomorrow.
6!
You start to fall forward, and all you can think about is how badly you want to cum.
5!
He starts rubbing at your clit, and you swear you can feel him deep in your stomach, knowing that he’s going to be responsible for your limp tomorrow.
4!
“If only I knew earlier that all I needed to do to get you to shut up was to fuck you properly” were the words coming out, and you hate yourself for moaning out louder at the way he says it.
3!
You can tell he’s starting to get close by the way he starts slowing down, choosing to grind his hips slowly into you.
2!
You haven’t stopped moaning, volume picking up until you’re practically sobbing into the pillow. You briefly think how grateful you are for the screaming in the living room when Grayson smacks your ass hard before groaning in your ear, “Fucking cum, Y/N.”
1!
The tight feeling in your stomach snaps, and a small spurt of wetness releases, you squirting into his dick and thighs. You practically collapse forward, suddenly exhausted, and it only takes a few more thrusts before Grayson’s pulling out to cum on your lower back.
Happy New Year’s, Y/N.” He whispers in a cocky tone, pride in how he practically has you reduced to nothing underneath him.
He covers you in a blanket before getting dressed and walking back out to the party, not even bothering to hide his self-satisfied smirk when his friends ask him why he missed the ball drop.
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MANNA VOOR VANDAAG
Galaten 2:11‭-‬14
Maar toen Petrus naar Antiochië gekomen was, ging ik openlijk tegen hem in, omdat hij te veroordelen was. Want voordat er enkelen uit de kring van Jakobus gekomen waren, at hij samen met de heidenen; maar toen zij kwamen, trok hij zich terug en zonderde zich af uit vrees voor hen die van de besnijdenis waren. En ook de andere Joden huichelden met hem mee, zodat zelfs Barnabas zich door hun huichelarij liet meeslepen. Maar toen ik zag dat zij niet juist wandelden, overeenkomstig de waarheid van het Evangelie, zei ik tegen Petrus in het bijzijn van allen: Als u die een Jood bent, naar heidens gebruik leeft en niet naar Joods gebruik, waarom dwingt u dan de heidenen op de Joodse manier te leven?
Ben je wel eens teleurgesteld in iemand? Gebeuren er dingen waarvan je denkt "zo dat valt mij van Hem of haar zo tegen", dat had ik niet verwacht...
Petrus, de man die op water liep, de man waarvan Jezus zei op deze Rots zal ik mij kerk bouwen ("Gij zijt Petrus en op deze steenrots zal Ik mijn kerk bouwen" (Mt. 16, 18).
Deze zelfde Petrus verraadde Jezus 3 maal uit angst voor eigen hachje, deze zelfde Petrus huichelde over het Ware evangelie omwille van de Joden door te zeggen niet bij de niet-joden te horen...
Lijkt er op dat de aard van het beestje er nog steeds in zat (na het verraden van Jezus).
Wat zal Paulus teleurgesteld zijn geweest en wat zal hij boos geweest zijn, verraden en in de steek gelaten door Petrus.
Op wie stel jij jouw vertrouwen? Wat verwacht jij van wie? Ik ga nu niet zeggen dat je niets van de mensen mag verwachten, dan zou de wereld onleefbaar worden, we zijn nl aan elkaar gegeven.
Echter als wij alles van Jezus verwachten dan veranderd ons denken, dan zullen we ook anders omgaan met teleurstelling veroorzaakt door mensen, we worden daar dan minder upset van, we weten nl dat God alles ten goede keert voor Zijn kinderen, we weten nl dat Hij ons ALLES wil schenken wat we denken nodig te hebben en we weten wie wij, niet die ander, maar wie wij zijn geworden in Hem.
Dat maakt dat we in staat zijn om relaties te onderhouden met elkaar ondanks dat we elkaar als mensen soms teleurstellen. Natuurlijk zijn daar soms heel lastige situaties bij om andere oplossingen vragen, maar de basis is wie wij zijn in Jezus, wie jij bent in Jezus.
Stel je verwachting op hem die alle macht heeft :
Efeziers 3:20-21 Hem nu Die bij machte is te doen ver boven alles wat wij bidden of denken, overeenkomstig de kracht die in ons werkzaam is, Hem zij de heerlijkheid in de gemeente, door Christus Jezus, in alle geslachten, tot in alle eeuwigheid. Amen.
Omarm deze waarheid en put daar je verwachting/hoop en geluk uit, niet alleen zal jij daardoor veranderen maar je omgeving ook, je zal merken dat je (wellicht voor je gevoel) minder of zelfs niet meer in situaties terecht zal komen waar je diep teleurgesteld door raakt.
Door van Hem te verwachten zul je zien dat Zijn zegeningen rijkelijk stromen, dat was al het geval, maar plots krijg je daar oog voor.
You are blessed
Casper
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ecotone99 · 5 years
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[RO] Be Here When
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Air slammed through Stella’s throat like an ice pick as she shot up in bed.
“Where am I? What’s going on?” She thought, mind scrambled.
She caught a blinking out of the corner of her eye. A red blink—what? Oh.
She knew where she was. Levi’s room. Of course. His smoke detector‘s bright light might be annoying, but it always reminded her she was right where she was supposed to be.
She’d been having another anxiety dream. So intense she probably wouldn’t have recognized even her own room if she’d woken up there.
She wanted to get up and walk around. Call someone. Turn on the TV. But the futon was pressed against the wall and she’d fought Levi to get the inside half. She couldn’t risk waking him up now. Besides, he had a test early in the morning.
Stella dabbed at the cold sweat on her forehead with the soft edge of her shirt. She tried to steady her breathing. She was disappointed her mind could conjure up images as horrible as what she’d just seen in that dream.
That’s when she felt it. He was looking at her. In an instant Levi knew what he was seeing. He was worried it had been happening more frequently, but he couldn’t tell if the thoughts were getting worse or Stella was just staying over more. Right now, that didn’t matter.
“Hi” Levi smiled, repressing his intense desire to pretend he’d fallen back asleep.
Stella fixed her lips to respond but whatever she meant to say was sucked into the blackness only she saw. Levi recognized her expression. He sensed hollowness taking hold of her.
“Alright.” He croaked, shaking the outer crust of sleep off. “Here’s what we’re doing. We’re going to turn this light on.” Levi leaned over and powered up the ceiling lamp.
He wished he had a dimmer switch, but for the rent he was paying, he was just glad this apartment had any light at all.
“Now we’re gonna sit up.” He placed a hand gingerly behind her back and propped her up with his pillow, knowing full well he probably wouldn’t get it back for the rest of the night.
“Ok. Good, you’re doing so good. Water or milk?” Stella shook her head. “Not a yes or no question. You‘re drenched, you lost a lot of fluid. Water or milk?”
Stella realized she’d turned this poor boy’s bed into a gym mat. “Water please” her voice cracked, not breaking the thousand mile stare into the distance.
Levi slid out of the warmth of the covers and steeled himself against the shock of the frigid bathroom tile. He filled a cup and brought it to her, rubbing her back as she took small sips.
She swept a dismal hand over the perspiration puddling around her. “Fuck, I’m sorry I—“ “No apology necessary Stel, I threw up all over your new couch.”
Stella didn’t have a rebuttal. She thought she’d done a better job pretending she wasn’t mad about that.
“Do you want to talk about it?” “I want to forget it.” “But can you?” “I don’t know.”
Levi felt the inertia draining from his body and with it the chances of his falling back to sleep.
“What will help you feel most at peace right now?” He asked, pressing the tense spots in her shoulder blades, admiring the gentle curves of her face. He felt cursed in the short term and blessed in the long term all at once.
“Just, I—can you do something?” Stella asked, gaze unbroken still. “Sure can.” “Be here when I wake up?”
Levi couldn’t protest. He knew how it felt to not want to fall asleep because you dreaded waking up alone. So he didn’t bother mentioning it.
“I’ll be right here. Dreaming of you... Or eating pizza, it depends when you wake up” he winked. Stella said something that felt right, but she was so relieved and tired, she would never remember exactly what it was.
Levi waited until he was sure she was asleep and reached over to email his professor he’d need a re-test, because he wasn’t coming in that morning.
He turned to Stella and wrapped a possessive arm over her trembling torso. Even though his eyes were lead-heavy, he fought to keep them open just to look at her a moment more.
He drifted back to sleep, without his pillow as he suspected, to the tempo of Stella’s breath as she finally got a real rest. “Mission accomplished” he congratulated himself as he slipped out of consciousness.
There was nothing that could put Stella more at ease than companionship. Although she’d fly into a frenzy of remorse when she finally remembered about his test, almost a week after the fact. And wake him up to tell him so.
He would think often of the night, but not twice about the sacrifice. There was no grade more rewarding for Levi than feeling needed.
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