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#blocking friends of mutuals bc they interact/post v triggering content for me makes me feel awful
benetnvsch
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8 months
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Blocking ppl both makes me feel safer and yet skyrockets my paranoia
#cw for potential derealization
#in the tags specifically
#following this point on
#now
#pls don’t read if u think it may trigger u in anyway <3
#BUT MAN
#it makes me feel strangely like???
#seen???
#like everyone must be watching me and hating me and they’re all going to get me now
#blocking friends of mutuals bc they interact/post v triggering content for me makes me feel awful
#like that mutual is going to appear at my house
#they’re watching my every move and are gonna be like [mutual why did kite block me ??] and the mutual will be like
#[yeah that’s fucking stupid why did she block u] and everyone is going to hate me
#they’re gonna turn on me and come to my house and steal my bones
#and there’s no one I can talk to bc everyone’s connected
#no actually I do have one [1] mutual who I think?? is pretty similar to me in what they like/tolerate
#and in the little circle of kvnikida fans I kind of know that if they’re not following X bigger artist something strange abt them is -
#probably going on BWHDJSJS- and they’ll never know who they are cuz we never fucking talk
#but I appreciate them sm- but man fucking sucks
#mental illness right? what’s it like to just be able to ignore things and accept u can’t please everyone?
#I need to return to ccs asap LMAO
#Before I have a legit paranoid episode over this-
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