#blog will be deactivated on 5:40 or so PM on gmt+4.

[tighnaeri]

long post utc

to be v honest guys,, i don't think this tumblr thing is working out for me. fyi i'm not new to genshinblr, i've joined first in august / sept 2021 but have left in nov / dec. wasn't too involved in it except writing so yeah. all my moots are AMAZING. they were so fun to interact with on this one month or so journey but actually? i don't think this is cut out for me.

not for the hate anons, weird creepy dms or asks from people not only to me but literally most of my mutuals. but it's actually very toxic ?? first time and even this time i've noticed how my attention span has decreased immaculately because im scrolling on tumblr, insta all day instead of sitting down, watching a 3 hour movie with a lot of plot or reading a book. which imo is toxic

i love, love interacting with y'all so much. it's very enlightening but at the same time with me looking at one screen for the whole day for around 12-13 hours without doing anything productive or having a recreation of any sorts is kinda disheartening for me. even writing fanfics is a hobby, but i'm not even getting that type of motivation or enlightment from anyone around me to pursue something, even small.

even before joining tumblr again i've had this issue where i'd scroll on tiktok and instagram for hours n hours wishing i could have an exciting life instead of lying in bed with my 140 pound self.

i think i might leave tumblr once and for all. this has not helped my mental health at all. once i again my mutuals i give trophies as theyre much more hardworking than me. i've had selfdoubts, insecurities here and then and you guys have made it so much better /gen.

i would love to give you all a goodbye, as i'll be deactivating this account around tomorrow 5 am or so in gmt+4 timezone. :)

would like to mention my mutuals who might see this sooner or later and my mutuals rn as well.

@tiredsleep @astrxealis @o91wo @telemi @scarahours @catcze @raincxtter @foxic @rxspbrrry @something-was-here @yinyinggie @heizours @mx-kamisato @meimeimeirin @ilyelan @cxlrosii i am really tired to mention all my mutuals, so feel free to rb if you like. sorry if i have not mentioned you as ik i have more mutuals than this :) love all of you,

regards,

— june.