#but also I already have the brainworms for a first gay crush

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met my new doctor today and is2g he was wearing dean's fruity boots paired with medium wash jeans and plaid-esque patterned business shirt and i almost snapped a pic for reference but sadly failed anyway now i have dr dean brainworms where the kids call him that instead of his last name and adults refer to him as real life dr sexy and he's the sweetest bean who's great with kids and everyone is charmed by that boyish smile and charisma but while he drives a badass black muscle car from the 60s he's also an endearing nerd with novelty mugs and pjs and he wears glasses for reading and volunteers at the local fun run sam takes part in and has an embarrassing not-so-secret crush on the honey stall guy at the farmer's market who turns out to also be an economics teacher at the community college and an ex-soldier and is somehow inept with computers but loves emojis and dean knows this not because he got up the courage to ask the guy out but because blue eyes got hurt at the fun run shielding someone from a wayward sign that blew away anyway they got to talking and talked more when cas came in for a follow-up and they just kind of hit it off and stay in touch and a friendship blossoms and dean doesn't want to blow it by pushing for more plus he loves being friends with cas and before long cas knows as much about his past as anyone close to him like how he practically raised sammy and their childhood was pretty dark for a while but he put himself through med school with barwork and as a mechanic for his uncle bobby and he learns all about cas' bees and visits his little farm and hears how he was homeless for a time after cutting ties with his homohobic family and he has an adopted son in his 20s and dean tries not to fixate on the fact that cas is gay but hope blooms in his chest meanwhile it doesn't change the fact that they already eat homecooked meals together and go to movie nights in the park and dean meets jack and takes him fishing and cas gets the official seal of approval from charlie when they all go larping together and their first kiss isn't actually with each other bc it's at a christmas festival and they're standing under mistletoe but cas kisses the stuffed nemo dean is holding which he won on the ring toss which cas helped him cheat at and they build a snowman which cas tries to turn into a bee but ends up looking like an angel and dean says something stupid about cas being his angel and wants to blame it on the mulled wine and immediately regrets it but cas responds to dean's foolish flirtation with a real kiss and then ofc it starts snowing and they huddle closer in the cold and it's the start of a new chapter in their relationship and honestly dean couldn't have asked for a better gift