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maybe it's the cough cough relatability I find in the concept but ppl do not explore/think about danse and substance abuse enough
#something something staring at a bottle and knowing that it could make you better (by knowing i mean deluding yourself into that idea)#out of desperation to not be the person you are. to be fun and relaxed and friendly and not feel this way anymore#but also privately and almost subconsciously wanting the problem because its a nameable one. its one you can blame#someone asks whats wrong with you and you can point at it. you can say you can fix it#as you stand - as yourself unchanged and untouched - there is no excuse. its just you#but theres this thing that can either fix you or maybe allow yourself some kind of sympathy#at the same time you can hate yourself more and have a better reason for it#and danse finds out hes not who he thought he was and he desperately wants to be someone else. someone he has a choice over#idk.#im fine btw haha
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