#but for now it's (grindr) mayhem

[tuituipupu]

the cursed reel k just reposted to his story is like a tiktok fan edit... but with more curd and same homo antics.

[kuppikahvia]

okay fINE i'm joining this madness but only because jere reposting a fucking grindr mayhem thirst trap edit of himself made me throw my phone as a reflex

[jenny-purr]

I kot not resist. Grindr Mayhem Vol.2

[Grindr Mayhem Vol.1] (TikTok)

Now also on TikTok if you wanna interact with it there! ♡

Edit: Ya'll guys' notes making me kick my legs in air and giggle ♡ Kiitos / Takk fyrir!

[c28hunter]

FUCK YOU JERE NOW IM HAVING GRINDR MAYHEM ON REPEAT AND I KNOW WHEN I STOP

[echoes-of-mia]

Jukebox January

Day 7: songs starting with the letter G

Girls by MARINA - i feel like the song speaks for itself, nothing to add

girls by girl in red - seeing this live and hearing hundreds of young queer people sing along healed something in me i think

Gasoline by Halsey - this song is just perfect to scream along to, 10/10

Glass Houses by Bad Omens - i want to steal noah sebastian's voice so bad, man i wish i could scream like that

GRINDR MAYHEM (feat. BESS) by Antti Tuisku - listen... i have watched that one tiktok edit that käärijä reposted too many times and this just slaps

Gola by Joker Out - idk why i took a bit longer to warm up to gola, but now every time i hear the first notes i have to smile and singing along to it live is just amazing

[vilnan]

♡ CHARACTER SONG MEMES TAG

Game Rules: Choose one of your characters and list songs that fit them.

tagged by @v-arbellanaris! 💞 thank you!!

i’m going to choose damian hawke for this, because he lives in my brain rent-free right now. i don’t currently have a playlist for him, because i’m redoing all my oc lists, so i think it would be fun to just list bops that he would love in a modern AU. so don’t think about the lyrics too much, skdjksj.

memories by maroon 5.

house of memories by panic! at the disco.

mr. brightside by the killers.

grindr mayhem by antti tuisku (feat. bess).

good grief by bastille.

tagging: @ava-du-mortain, @yennefre, @yennas, @morvaris, @aartyom, @ehlnofaey, @gvnseylike, @sataari, @mondhound plus whoever else wants to do it. 💓

[golden-----hour]

95

4/1/24

Can you glean this without extracting a voice? I think I will just write what is true about the last two days, and maybe something about stability too.

I just came a second time. I didn't think about the horror of it when I climaxed. Many men on Grindr wanted to fuck me.

I commuted to school thinking there was school today and I was wrong. There were few commuters and I didn't think anything of it until I was one block from Sperlgymnasium. I didn't see any students.

I fell asleep at 6PM. There is no sheet on my bed. I set my alarm for 7:30PM so I could have a normal night of sleep. But I woke up to it and just kept sleeping and sleeping. I woke up feeling so much better. I didn't know the depth of my exhaustion.

The cum towel from when that Mexican man, Axil, fucked me. His sweat dripped off of him onto me. The room had a stench kind of. I did so many poppers that I couldn't feel anything.

This happened only a few hours before Domchor rehearsal for the Easter performance. I got 1.5 hours of sleep after not having slept sufficiently for a few days having been travelling in Amsterdam. I was so tired I felt normal. When I showed up, the director told me that I could not sing, because I did not attend the general rehearsal one day earlier. He was very kind about it, but I couldn't tell where it was coming from: if he was offended, or if he was blindly following protocol and had actually not cared. But I headed back home again and was honestly glad. I tried to nap and I could not nap because I felt a sharp anxiety at my center.

I had a picnic at Lichenstein Park with Molly, Laura, and Katherine. Katherine is esoteric. The weather was phantasmagorical. The bright white sky and hundred of dandelions and wild white flowers. It felt transitional and unreal. How Spring comes in, but not with sunlight.

This morning had the same vibe: hypnotic light, muffling of light, wind so strong it blows church bells into a roaring near the river. The wind is not blowing cold. The virginal leaves, lime green, dust. The mayhem of weather.

My room is filthy and there are things I need to do. I even feel nervous about shopping because food is a big stressor living here. I will buy easy to prepare things: sandwich stuff, pasta. Maybe I can look up other easy things to make and to make minimal mess. This is turning into a list of my obligations, which is a different sort of entry, that I don't feel fully ready for. My biggest task right now is to eat.

[ressyfaerie]

List your fave fics of all time and talk a bit about why you love them.

This is really similar to an ask I just got! But I'll go in detail this time.

Of course I love my own fics, because they're tyka and exactly what I want LMAO but I would like to give a call out to some of the amazing fics I have read the past year.

Everyone should know by now about my strange affiliation with Warrior. Warrior is a fic on fanfiction. Net that has 2 parts. They might as well be 2 books! However this fic deals with a lot of dark themes: death of many major characters, drug use, etc. But the writing is phenomenal and the author does an amazing job of adding in emotions in just the right way and I love their OCs. Its ongoing (almost finished!) And they've been writing it since 2017!:

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/12326093/1/WARRIOR-VOLUME-ONE

I'm a big fan if the ongoing fic 'jealousy Lingers' by @littleagranger1 ! It's very good tyka stuff and with every chapter their writing improves and I'm very excited to see what turn this takes!:

I also recently read a fic that unfortunately isn't complete and probably never will be, but still ends in a decent place. It's not tyka (but easily could be interpreted as such) it's long, the writing is good! It's very dark and focusing on just abusing the absolute shit out of Kai. So if your into that:

Aaand I just tried looking for it I can't find it for the life of me! I thought it was on archive but it must have been on fanfiction, anyways.

I really enjoyed a fic I found that I only realized after reading it was made by one of the blogs I've been following for a long time LOL. @misdre does some amazing beyblade art for the fandom and although I started reading the fic because it was tagged as tyka (and has some tyka elements) I feel in love with max and Rei's relationship!:

I am a BIG FAN of that short one I found on tumblr of kai and hiro/ hitoshi finding each other on grindr and hooking up in london?? Oh man, I read that and I keep thinking about it to this day it really gets my jimmies going. I cant remember who wrote it, (I know two people did) update I FOUND IT it's a beautiful work by @itsbeen20years and Mayhem wonder?:

Soooo I've read more than that, those are just the first to pop into my head! There's a lot of good ones that pop up if you look up beyblade bakuten shoot in archive!

Reblog if you've wrote fics or reblog with links to fics that are really good!

[hackedfm]

⌠ BILL SKARSGARD, 28, GENDERFLUID, HE/THEY⌡ welcome back to gallagher academy, SINCLAIR PORTIER! according to their records, they’re a FOURTH year, specializing in ADVANCED ENCRYPTION + RESEARCH & DEVELOPMENT; and they DID NOT go to a spy prep high school. when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of (thick cigarette smoke from plump lips, iced coffee for blood, loud music from clunky headphones). when it’s the (scorpios)’s birthday on 11/04/1992, they always request their WHOLE STRAWBERRY TOPPED CHEESECAKE from the school’s chefs. looks like they’re well on their way to graduation. ⌿ kay, 29, she/they, est ⍀

h-holy sh*t are me & my nerd glad to be here ! i am OLD & it may take me a min to get situated bc wow there are so many muns & amazing characters to go through , so pls be patient w. ur new resident grandma <3 more about sinclair below the cut ! @gallagherintro​

summary : sinclair is from charleston, sc , & didn’t know of his affinity for technology & espionage until he was an adult. his grandmother passed & left her entire estate to him , which he liquidated , & sought out a place to hone & put his new found talents to use. after a large donation to gallagher academy , it didn’t matter that they were a nobody. now he’s a senior , & he’s always looking to tackle bigger & more complicated tasks. their whole attitude is : probably smarter than you (TM) <3333

the basics : - sinclair portier. 28 years old. occupies room 105 on the sutton floor.  - scorpio. gay as hell. 6′4″ & 265lbs of solid nerd. - can be a little quiet & a little awkward at first , but once you get to know him. . . good luck getting him to shut up. he thinks out loud when he’s comfortable , & doesn’t care who’s around to hear it. - that being said , he is a massive whore. he wouldn’t mind being tied down , but grindr is defintely his most used app, - they’re a big gamer , & is known to throw streaming parties on their floor. everyone’s invited , on a strict BYOB basis. - those who know know him , knows he’s also a supplier for most illegal substances. if he doesn’t have it , he knows someone who does. - hacks government websites for ~ funsies ~. has multiple online aliases that the NSA has put on their shit list. - does have a southern drawl to their speech. he also speaks french & german. - he gives off massive “couldn’t care less” vibes about most things , but the truth is --- they care so much it hurts. beneath the sass they’re very emotional & sentimental.

wanted connections : - frequent fwb / someone who’s trying to tie him down : someone who’s looking to end his hoeing ways. - hacker friends : people who will zone out with him for 11 hours at a time on a saturday night for no other reason than to cause some mayhem while they forget to take bathroom breaks & survive on mt. dew & goldfish. - gamer friends : don’t have to be hacker friends ! people he can add on twitch & talk game speak with. - a best friend : someone who’s been willing to put up with his weird, quirky ass for the last three years. - a past hookup : a past hookup that ended awkwardly, & left the two of them on not - so - good terms. - someone from his past : someone that may know him from south carolina , who knows the dork he used to be. i mean he’s still a dork, but before the inheritance ? phew. . .