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frecklystars · 7 months

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I finally fell asleep after almost 60 hours of not sleeping at all. I had a dream about Nick Blaemire… I miss him dreadfully. But it was a very good dream, and I haven’t had any good dreams in such a long time, I’ll take it

#his jazz songs are on my Sebastian playlist and my heart aches when I think of him #I don’t know why it’s like that. if I’m not hyperfixated on something then it’s hard to hear it without an ache #i still have his message he wrote for me as my phone bg from 4 years ago. almost 5 years ago now #I want to ask him so badly if he has a PO Box for fan mail but I am anxious #but his dms are right there!!!! same with Mitchell Whitfield I wanna send him fan mail so bad #like literally I’m not gonna know unless if I ask these people but augh. the anxiety. of asking #I’m just so relieved I had a good dream tbh I’ve had nothing but abuse nightmares for 14 months

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