#but i do get worried im disappointing or being too annoying or yk. just being a pest or not being adequate

[todayisafridaynight]

I genuinely can never thank you enough for the past year. I can't express how much it's meant to me to be understood and have my energy reciprocated with someone on the same wavelength. Although I've been in the fandom for quite a bit longer than most people writing in, and longer than you, even, I can't remember the last time I felt this welcome and motivated. A TRULY embarrassing amount of my work's just been fueled by "oh Snap's gonna wanna see that," and of course that circle's expanded since then, but it probably wouldn't have had I not met stream chat through you, aaaaaand if I'm honest you're still up there... lol...

It's always, always a highlight of my day to see your your work, your posts, and your responses, whether they're to me or to others, and it's always a highlight of my week to be able to make it to streams! You're a huge inspiration for me, particularly in terms of your work ethic across the board. I always come out of streams energized and feeling like I can actually finish things, and usually this is hubris, but it's gotta count for something.

Not to be dramatic, but you kinda changed my life, no exaggeration. I still really can't see myself the way I was two or three years ago not just calling it quits after some of my Gaiden experiences... lol... but I'm still around, and like always, I wanna be able to write in and interact as much as I used to sometime soon. Thanks for everything! I hope RGGS continues to deliver so we can stay in touch :3

i cant thank YOOOOU enough for the past Xsome months or so. feelins ABSOLUTELY mutual in that i wasnt sure anyone else would really be into talkin bout rgg as you and i have (or would be willing to read my. miles-long scrolls of bullshit LMAO) so it's been real fun gettin to know you an everyone and chattin !!

most bafflin thin to ever to think i have good work ethic, i feel like ive been behind everyone for the past couple weeks and even with the things i do make it's really not up to snuff. it's always nice to hear that's not supposedly exactly the case :) I Suppose :^)

rgg community (like any community lbr) can be. An Experience, esp for someone with a position like yours. so im glad i can make it worth to hang around somewhat LOL

regardless, i always look forward to you next ask or the next time you leave tags on a post i make. if i ever bother making a post again ☠️☠️

[thatonequietkidinclasslmao]

The brothers and dateables with a child!reader

I wrote this in the morning in my friends house. Sorry if this HC ends up shitty lmao.

Lucifer:

-what

-WHAT 

-WHY in the name of Diavolo is there a CHILD here??

-He’ll be cold towards you at first. 

-But he warmed up to you and only to you when you came to him crying after a nightmare

-He’s 100000% dad material 

-He’ll be strict if you don’t finish your tasks, but will help if you need it

-buys you everything

-when you had to leave he was ACTUALLY crying

-mammon took a picture lets pray lucifer won’t find it 

Mammon:

-bro he actually hated you

-not only does he have to babysit watch over a human, but they’re a child too?!

-don’t worry, this thought would go away quickly because you two became super close like brother and sister

-you came crying to your “big brother” because some kids were bullying you

-when mammon heard this ahahaha

-big brother™ is activated 

-he kicked their asses and told them not to bother you

-when it was time for you to leave nooo he was so sad it was like taking goldie away from him 

-he hugged you and kissed your forehead before you left to go back home

Leviathan:

-again he didn’t like you at first 

-children are loud and annoying and he doesn’t need that

-he sort of shut himself in even more because of you

-UNTIL you knocked and asked if you could come in 

-great... 

-but what you said shocked him the most 

-”can we play video games together?”

-you guys started off with minecraft

-now after that you guys have weekly sleepovers and you play games and watch anime and of course the iconic tale of the 7 lords

-you guys got really close but when you left Levi shut him in, and saved whatever you’ve built in the video game. 

Satan:

-So this man

-he had mixed feelings

-he liked you but also didnt yk? 

-he helped you with your homework, and through that you guys became super close

-you two would mess with lucifer

-you two would play pranks on lucifer

-you two would tease lucifer

-you two would annoy lucifer

-poor lucifer

-you guys read together and he always tried to push you your max

-when you had to leave he wasn’t that sad

-you weren’t dead

-but he still was a bit disappointed because he would really miss you

Asmodeus:

-Ah now out of all of them he hated you the most 

-children are snobby, slobbery, snot sneezing, germ coughing, disgusting things 

-he avoided you at all costs until you unexpectedly came up to him and asked him to teach you how to put on makeup

-he didn’t want to ruin your skin so he ordered those kiddy makeup kits from amazon akuzon

-after that he invited you fore his spa days and skin care routines and you guys became best friends

-you went shopping together and he bought you clothes that other kids your age would dream to have

-like a unicorn tye-die

-no im just kidding

-after you left he still kept your kiddy makeup kit, in memory of you

Beelzebub:

-now he actually liked you 

-you guys became closer as you asked him for something to eat 

-but unsurprisingly there was nothing there so you two went to the store and brought food

-he thought of you as a little sister

-you guys were always together

-and you got piggyback rides uwu

-when you had to leave omg he was so sad :( 

-he kept eating more than he did

-he really loved you a lot

Belphegor:

-ah so there would be two routes for this one

*if he killed you

-guilty guilty guilty guilty

-how could he have killed a child?!

-he avoided you because he thought you were scared of him 

-but he was shocked when you slept right next to him and hugged him 

-he hugged you back and you both slept together

*if he didn’t kill you

-no he didn’t like you

-children were not his forte

-he just made sure he locked the door every time he would sleep so you won’t disturb him.

-poor you bby 

-you became close to belphie because of beel and after knowing you for a while he really liked you

-he remembered his times with Lilith when he was with you

-when you had to leave it pained his heart because he just got to know you and now you’re leaving 

Diavolo:

-another one who liked you 

-you two would have tea parties and for your sake he

-yes the prince and future king of the devildom

-wore a dress for you during your tea parties

-you guys would go roam the streets together

-he would hold your tiny hand so you wouldn’t get lost

-WILL spoil you 

-you want this? fine lets go take this to the register

-you want the whole store? one minute.

-he saw you as his own child

-when you had to leave he was really sad 

-like really really sad :( 

-plans on bringing you back because you were his tiny ray of sunshine in a dark, dark realm

Barbatos:

-he was like satan he liked and didn’t like you at the same time

-you guys got close when you asked him if you could bake cookies with him

-how could one say no to that smile of yours?

-you guys baked cookies and they tasted SO good 

-now i really want cookies

-you guys kept baking more and more sweets

-istg by the time you get back home you would be a master chef

-when you left for home he never thought much of it because he knew you would come back

-why am i not surprised he knew

-sneaky mf

Simeon:

-he adopted you

-change my mind 

-he adopted you and luke thats FINAL 

-you simeon and luke would bake and cook when it’s solomons turn for dinner

-sorry not sorry sol

-simeon was like a dad

-but unlike lucifer he taught kindness and compassion VERY MUCH like an angel

-when you all had to leave to return to your own realms, you made simeon and luke friendship bracelets

-simeon takes good care of it 

Solomon:

-He didn’t like you either

-im sorry they were programmed this way :(

-he warmed up after you asked him to help you with your potions homework

-then he started teaching you magic

-you became shady with him 

-in return for him teaching you magic, you teach him cooking 

-seriously solomon even a CHILD can cook better than you

-He wasn’t sad when you guys had to leave because you guys were in the same realm and thanks to magic, he could just appear wherever you are

Luke:

-you guys became best friends

-tell me otherwise

-you guys were in a world filled to the brim with demons, and your only hopes of surviving are eachother

-after a while of being friends, he started to develop a crush on you (REMINDER: you are a child in this HC too. pedophiles are absolutely disgusting)

-you two bake together a lot and you guys usually watch disney movies together

-when you had to leave it was so sad

-you gave him and simeon a friendship bracelet

-he still wears it to this day

A/n: I’m sorry this came out bad my friend is not a morning person so I had to do something so I just wrote this-

[realt-21]

[1:55 AM, 10/20/2017] +44 7933 545242: okie I'm going to type it out randomly.. so it may be a while [2:02 AM, 10/20/2017] +44 7933 545242: I don't know.. I guess I kinda just got sad randomly because there was a lot of things going on.. For starters my friend was telling me he's miserable at home and it kinda hit me... like I feel that way too. And it made me sad again the fact that I feel so strongly against my family and that I don't have the family I wished I had. Or the fact that I can't help but feel so angry to my mother even though I shouldn't because she is my mother. And I've just been thinking about family a lot yk. Like why is it that I can only be happy when I'm not around them.. and I should want to be around them. How fucked is it that I don't feel like that. Just a conflation between emotion and thought I guess. But then I started feeling bad for how I treated my mom this trip... because she honestly didn't deserce it. And I do love her. And I realized it was really because I wasn't taking my medication. Now that I have again, I see how far I spiraled down... like that night I told you I wanted to die I really did. I wanted to just get in my car and crash into anything, or just take all my pills at once so I can die happy. And I don't know if its because I'm out of that forsaken house, or because I started my pills, but I'm so ashamed of what I've done to my mom. And I'm going to apologize, but I'm also embarrassed of how I acted/ treated her in front of my godparents. Because I'm sure she told them everything, yet they have to treat me nicely. They must be so disappointed. And I know you're going to say, just apologize and they'll forgive you, but I shouldn't have to do that. I should try to SHOW them that I love her. Maybe I'll send her flowers... idk. But I also want to talk to them more, but I know they'll think its weird. My godfather got so confused when I called him one day, and that just turned me off. But before I left, I hugged my aunt and my uncle, and my uncle said to my aunt "Is she ok? she's never hugged me that hard before" I think he was scared for my emotional state. And she said "no, she's just appreciating us more". I hate that its taken so long for me to really understand the importance of my family and I feel like its too late. I know its better to start now and at least I have the time to mend it, but all those years that are gone and I can never take back [2:06 AM, 10/20/2017] +44 7933 545242: And then I think about what I'm going to do when I come home.. where I'm going to live. Who my friends will be. Maria's my only true friend. She and I talk 24/7 even if its nothing. No matter how annoying she is, she is my best friend. And I'm going to miss that when Im in America. Its going to make me feel even lonelier when I come home, because I know what true friendship should be like, and I most likely would only ever see her once a year after this. I also don't know where I'm going to live. I want to live by myself but I know that I can't.. but I really don't want to live with anyone else. I don't want to feel restricted especially now that I know what its like to live in a single. And I need to find a place for my dog. And its really stressing me out because, I told myself next year is THE year. First thing I'm doing is buying a puppy. But if I'm jobless and homeless... I move back home. and ill be MISERABLE. and Amy is afraid of dogs. But then I have to find a place that will actually take dogs and is big enough for him when he grows up... and I have to make sure my roommates are ok with him.... and then if I have. job I have to figure out if I can take care of him. And its just so depressing because thats literally alll I want ... to have dog [2:08 AM, 10/20/2017] +44 7933 545242: and to be honest, I'm so bored here. Not in the sense where I want to come home... but I feel restricted in what I can do. It's hard to meet people... and especially as a postgrad, everyone here is younger. Or everyone is older. A lot of my friends are 25-27. But it feels weird talking to undergraduates... and no one wants to talk to me.I've been really missing Rutgers, being able to bump into people and being involved on campus. Being involved kept life interesting, and now I'm lacking that. [2:08 AM, 10/20/2017] +44 7933 545242: And sometimes I worry about us, [2:09 AM, 10/20/2017] +44 7933 545242: I worry about our future [2:09 AM, 10/20/2017] +44 7933 545242: and everyday I feel your absence more and more