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#but i have simply never started bc with the exclusion of occasional alcohol and like. periodically caffeine. unless im in a decaf phase
july-19th-club · 1 year
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the thing about drugs is that while i have a genetic history of fairly addictive tendencies and therefore it probably wouldnt be a good idea to get into anything too dangerous anyway, i know i myself am not likely to ever really have to worry about the temptation simply bc im too embarrassed to get high. like i dont want to meet that person and almost certainly nobody else does either. so i just dont do drugs not because they're drugs, i dont think drugs, conceptually, practically, are embarrassing or, like, ontologically morally wrong or whatever. i think they're fine and more power to those who can enjoy them, hopefully safely. but i personally cannot get high just bc i couldn't stand for anybody to see me acting silly
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wannawrite · 6 years
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Bar Goer
who?: JBJ’s Kim Donghan
genre: 🌸
type: bullet point
TW: alcohol
blog navigator.
donghan isn’t very successful at finding true love at clubs but trying doesn’t hurt anyone
inspired by kdrama ‘Tempted (The Great Tempter)
I’m so upset that jbj is going to disband so quickly 😭😭😭 it’s just a HUGE disappointment. This request went straight to the top of my priority list. They deserve to disband with dignity.
I’ll probably still take requests for them - same with W1 - bc I love them so much.
Thanks for requesting anon!!
- admin l
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bc he deserves more
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disclaimer: pictures used do not belong to me and credit goes to their original owners
everything that is written here is purely fictional
DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERING
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No one has heard of a seducer greater than Kim Donghan
he had cherry lips, shielding a bitterly sweet tongue
he walked with a wicked stride, confident and narcissistic
Donghan was fresh out of school, just a 20 year old
yet, the neighbourhood gossip column stated he had wormed his way into the heart of a much older woman
she was his classmate’s mother
the reason he spent all night flattering her with sweet nothings and a couple of deep kisses?
likely because he wanted free alcohol for himself
why had he gone to that particularly expensive club only open to the guest list?
because his best friend and partner in crime, Hyunbin, had gotten free entry for both of them
troublemakers, those two
Donghan would go to that extent for free drinks
and he had the highest alcohol tolerance out of the people in his class
crazy
all the caused was chaos
Donghan would seduce anyone, anything, for whatever reason
if it was given by his other best friend, the aristocratic Kim Sanggyun
or if he felt like it was worth the chase and effort
some people nicknamed the trio TriK
Tri for three
K for Kwon and double Kim
and TriK for how deceiving they look
they trio played pranks on everyone and anyone
their other close friends, Taehyun, Kenta and Yongguk were helpless to stop them
tbh they didn’t really care as long as Taehyun did not have to wake up at 3am to bail Hyunbin out of jail
besides, it wasn’t like TriK to be so mundane and muted
they just bore too bright and wild personalities
Taehyun let out a disgruntled sigh. ‘Donghan, if I receive one more angry text for a heart broken person, I’m doing to snap your neck.’
Donghan simply shrugged, a knowing grin on his face
people liked to think Taehyun was the most responsible in the clique and often went to him for advice or to take revenge on Donghan
like Donghan ever cared about what his hyungs had to say about him
they too had given up long ago and just let him carry out his activities
it wasn’t like seducing was fatal
or was it?
‘Hyung, don’t be mad. I’m here, I bought you your favourite sushi from Tokyo! Cheer up!’ lovesick Hyunbin attempted to lift Sanggyun’s sulky mood.
he only pressed his lips into a thin line and twirled his chopsticks in his hands
‘it isn’t fair how she just moves on so quickly just two years after she signed divorce papers,’ he seethed. ‘Does she want the chairman or does she want JK group?’
it had been a long day of settling unpleasant affairs
to begin with, Sanggyun was forced to attend some gala that his mother’s company, Myeong Jeong Healthcare had organised
smile for the cameras
talk to stuck up ‘friends’ or ‘diplomatic allies’ who cared about nothing else than the Kim family’s bank account
entertain guests
To end the dessert course on the sweetest note possible, his mother announced her engagement to JK Group’s chairman
more commonly addressed as Kim Donghan’s father
Donghan too was obliged attend and witnessed the announcement
It was too soon after his father had erased any trace of him from his life
throwing out of the family home just hours after Donghan’s graduation ceremony
Donghan had disappeared shortly following the loud declaration
he was last seen driving off in a red sports car that was not registered under his name
Sanggyun had finally released all his pent-up frustration, throwing wine glasses at walls and crunching him up in his hands
his shouts shook the whole building from the carpark level
Hyunbin’s effort was useless
Sanggyun was not to be stopped
in the end, Sanggyun had to be hospitalised because of his injuries and emotional distress
obviously, he wasn’t one for bland hospital food so Hyunbin had made sure to grab his favourite
meanwhile, Donghan was out somewhere by himself, most likely equally traumatised
the next day, Donghan paid Sanggyun a visit
‘I can’t stand this,’ Sanggyun whined, referring to his hospital gown and IV drip.
which Hyunbin had been desperately tried to keep in place
uhh by preventing Sanggyun from ripping it out
perhaps he also meant that he couldn’t stand Donghan’s dad marrying his mum
‘Let’s go somewhere, do something,’ Donghan suggested.
‘whenever you say that...you mean let’s go clubbing...’ Hyunbin raised his eyebrows
his friend’s lips stretched into a smile. ‘Why not? I know of a new club that just opened.’
Hyunbin crossed his arms over his chest, pressing his lips into a thin line. ‘I think it’ll be best if we just called pizza and chicken in. Right, Sanggyun? You love that chicken place down the road.’
how the hell am I going to manage to emotionally unstable drunk boys?
‘Actually,’ Sanggyun began, tearing at his IV drip. ‘Checking out that new club sounds nice and we’ll call pizza in to cure the hangover.’
he wanted the thick liquid to burn as it slipped down his throat
Donghan felt like he just needed the adrenaline from clubs, maybe grab a drink or two but he didn’t feel like inhaling alcohol tonight
he just wanted some time away from all the chaos
hyunbin knew the night wasn’t going to end in the most spectacular fashion but that never stopped him from hopping in
‘There are too many nurses and security on duty as of now,’ Donghan hissed, teeth gritted
the quicker they left and arrived back the better
less suspicious
less problematic
less chaotic
a bundle of black nylon was shoved into his hands.
unravelling the package, his hands met with sturdy rope
‘hyung, you never come unprepared,’ he whispered in disbelief. His hyungs were always so unpredictable
Hyunbin locked the door behind him as Donghan pushed the window open
they were lucky to have gotten such a hospital ward 
imagine if the windows were sealed 
but no, Sanggyun threw a fuss about how he was allergic to some chemicals
the contractor was in to redo some windows of different wards 
Sanggyun hastily slipped into the different set of clothes and fluffed up the blanket to make it look like he was asleep 
with a thud, the rope landed on the other side of the wall
the knot reeling to keep it secure 
under the pastel hues of sunset, three boys shimmied down the wall of a hospital
the moon reached its peak by the time they set off for an adventure
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for Kim Donghan, getting into some of the city’s most exclusive clubs was no big deal
he just had to cut the line and give the bouncer a small smile before the velvet rope was pulled back and he was ushered through the doors 
he did frequent clubs quite a bit 
but most of the time it was to meet Hyunbin or Sanggyun 
it didn’t necessarily mean he got hammered 24/7 
he just found the atmosphere one to suit his mood at given times 
strobe lights, loud music, the scent of sweat and alcohol almost seemed more welcoming than the icy draft that wafted through his ‘father’s’ house 
a/n: in the drama, a reason why Sihyun gets kicked out is as he isn’t the legitimate son of his ‘father’
from what I know 
please don’t spoil it for me 😬🙏🏼
Donghan takes on Sihyun’s role, Sanggyun as Sooji and Hyunbin as Sejoo 
but tonight, Donghan just feels like having a beer before napping on the plush seats in the VIP lounge 
there was no room for hooking up or ruining someone’s ego today 
that was his plan 
if he succeeded in getting through the insane VIP line 
usually, the VIP line would have one - the most two people - in it 
however, tonight was strangely packed 
he was Kim Donghan
if there was an event, he would have been informed of it by his contacts 
but he hadn’t even heard anything on the grapevine about tonight 
weird 
Sanggyun was beginning to get impatient, worried about how he was going to explain himself to his mother should they be caught 
‘I’ll go check out the situation up front.’ Donghan pushed and squeezed his way through until he could see the doors 
after some eavesdropping, he concluding the club was hosting someone’s birthday 
‘hey, you!’ someone yelled. ‘Don’t cut the line, dick move.’ 
Donghan wanted to roll his eyes but he controlled himself, flashing his signature grin that made even people with the most concrete hearts melt into a puddle of cement 
unfortunately, it only earned him an icy cold glare from the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen 
oh, how he wished they would be filled with adoration instead of annoyance 
the girl it’s been so long since we specified genders scoffed at him, then returned to chatting with her friends 
Donghan felt a pang of guilt - an emotion he rarely felt 
he slipped back into his spot in the queue 
thankfully, Sanggyun and Hyunbin were too engaged in a chitchat to mind him much
staff came a few minutes later to clear the customers into the club 
Donghan ignored the bar and the impressive array of drinks, mood spoiled by the earlier interaction 
for the next half an hour, he spent it wallowing on the VIP room couch, crunching on the occasional snack 
red had spread across Sanggyun’s face like a sunburn as he sipped his brew
Hyunbin was more concerned about keeping his friends sober than drinking 
but we all know this boy can drink 
‘this is no fun,’ Sanggyun started to whine. ‘We came to forget about being sad but we’re just crying in the club.’ 
‘it’s better than sobbing in the hospital,’ he added quietly 
• Hyunbin nudged Donghan in the ribs. ‘Come on, our little seducer, who do you fancy tonight?’ 
Donghan stared off into space, propping his face in his hands, his mind not even pondering about it. 
carelessly, he replied, ‘I’ll talk to whoever walks through the doors next.’ 
that person would mostly be someone he was already acquainted with 
you had to be extraordinary to access the VIP lounge 
TriK was no exception 
His friends snickered. ‘Done deal.’ 
Donghan did NOT expect the next person to be you 
he regretted his words
such an impetuous comment, what a grave mistake 
Sanggyun threw his hands into a clap, pouting lips tugged into a smirk
‘there’s your target, Romeo.’
swearing, Donghan took a sip of Hyunbin’s beer
he observed as you approached the private bar and perched on one of the barstools, chatting up the mixologist like he was your best friend 
nerves began to settle into his stomach like never before 
whatever  
I’ve done this more than a billion times, what could be so different about this one? 
Donghan moved to the twin barstool before anyone else could take his place 
he winked at the bartender, cueing his usual drink 
seeing it was the insolent young man you had previously encountered, you edged further away from him 
‘waiting for someone?’ 
you turned at the sound of his deep voice, meeting his sultry smirk and dark eyes 
sucking back a snarky reply, you only uttered a finite ‘yes’. 
‘shall I accompany you?’ 
such a try hard 
you refrained from rolling your eyes, instead, you sent a killer smile his way
‘no need. I don’t associate myself with people like you,’ you bit back 
ouch,,, that has got to sting 
panicked, Donghan sampled his drink, brain clogs reeling to come up with an answer 
he feigned nonchalance, shrugging his shoulders which shifted his shirt to show off a pair of defined collarbones 
‘excuse me.’ you began to slip out of your seat. ‘I came here with a purpose and with friends, so...I’m not wasting any more time with you.’
arrows shot into Donghan’s heart and smashed it into smithereens 
the feeling he had was completely foreign, they felt like cupid’s arrows 
he was baffled by the new wave of emotions 
hmm cupid had spoken, there would be another chance won’t there be?
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‘who cares?’ your best friend yelled after hearing your story. ‘He’s so hot! There won’t be any strings attached anyway. That’s why we came anyway, isn’t it?’ 
you cringed, pulling a face at her reaction 
he was kind of hot though...
‘you HAVE to grab him before others do! I see he’s caused quite a stir.’ 
her words were true, quite a number of people swarmed that guy and his bunch of friends as they emerged from the VIP lounge 
I’ll see if he makes a move first 
your glass slams down on the table, making your way to the dance floor 
across the club, Donghan spots your figure immediately
he keeps his eyes trained on you as you sway to the music, moving your hips to the beat 
to your surprise, Donghan simply flittered off into the crowd without even making eye contact 
oh 
disappointment flooded you for some odd reason 
an hour ago, you were disgusted by his presence and even shooed him off 
now, you wanted his attention...desperately 
blame the hormones 
still, this sort of behaviour was so unlike yours
@ spiked alcohol 
don’t spike anyone’s alcohol, that shit ain’t cool and it’s so gross and uncalled for 
you retired to a quieter corner of the bar, feet aching from the killer heels 
you felt someone’s arm lean against the bar counter, trapping you in your seat 
‘where’s your friend?’ the same voice asked. 
‘hmm, not here right now,’ you whispered, voice low. ‘But you are.’ 
Donghan chose to ignore your latter comment, playing hard to get. 
‘having a fun night?’ he made sure his eyes met yours for at least 10 seconds before breaking away for 11 seconds 
you paused, deliberating on your answer. 
yes or yes but in italics
doing something crazy for once wouldn’t hurt you 
‘no,’ you replied, tone huskier than before. ‘not without you.’ 
damn sweetie wyd
before you knew it, Donghan’s lips were inches away from yours, beckoning you to close the gap 
ask before you kiss anybody 
your lips captured his and his hands trailed down the curves of your waist, finding their seating on your hips 
I’m reading my bible 8 times after this brb 
he tasted like sour lemon and spicy vodka, tampered with a hint of cherry cola 
his lips were plump and experience, puckered at a certain angle, tilted to a certain degree 
it was electrifying, terrifying almost 
unintentionally, you pressed closer to him, only craving more 
and causing a whirlwind of pretty butterflies to flutter in his stomach 
idk shit abt kissing too i’ve only kissed my dog 
Donghan finally pulled away to catch a breath, his hands left your form and rested on the seat of the barstool instead 
*denies second kiss* • he was toying with you, making you crave more, driving you insane with his teasing 
‘tell me your name,’ you demanded, cheeks heating up 
he chuckled in response, deep and growly yet playful 
‘It’s Donghan.’ 
Donghan moved to the other side of the bar, possibly only to get water but you followed him - not with just your eyes
he kept you company, offering small tipsy talk but refused any of your further advances 
from time to time, he made a flirtatious remark or played with your hair, maybe dropped a compliment or two
you forced yourself to respond neutrally to them 
eventually, his friends caught up with him
one was flushed pink and the other was supporting him 
they needed him to leave 
‘when will I see you again,’ you blurted out. ‘I want to.’ 
Donghan only smiled, giving your hand a light squeeze 
it was unclear if his gestures were out of assurance or a farewell  
you had to see him 
some unexplainable attraction willed you to 
you would hanker after him if you had to 
‘you want to know more, you’ll have to cave into the chase, sweetheart.’ 
how sweet 
you didn’t understand why people got themselves dead drunk at clubs when they could do this instead
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