#but im literally like. starved for corporeal sensation i feel like a ghost
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it’s that time of night again lads
#i am ACHING to DO something to FEEL something real#music doesn’t do it anymore. im listening to everything in my library and feeling nothing. so fuckibg empty#might go to a show of some punk band i don’t listen to. poser for the thrills. go int he pit. im craving physical#contact. i want someone to beat me up or fuck me really hard or both or something#but im too fucking ugly for dating apps and too fucking nervous to attend any…events.#but im literally like. starved for corporeal sensation i feel like a ghost#and mental stimulation too. but no intellectual or spiritual or emotional shit is affecting me anymore#and tmi but ive discovered i can’t even c*m on these pills#driving me up the WALLSSSSSSS please someone give a reason to run#might sign up for some extreme sport. or something#i don’t even do drugs but it feels like i need a tolerance break. from WHAT though?? phone? phonebad???#jamie.txt
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