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#but im tired and lazy and uninspired and it kinda works the way it is now so Whatever it's published now
pl4n · 1 month
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#my art#ive been so jsvgjsnsndjbdjks#just a big ol jumble of kahsjdbskdhi#and i wanna draw more but im so uninspired aahhaah#i kinda wanna do some studies or smth but ahhhh idk i also just wanna lie in bed when i can#i so tire#but being lazy and bored is also so exhausting haha it feeds itself#so yeah itd be good to try to push myself a bit in my free time to do smth kinda fun chill engaging#its crazy bc theres so much that i could be doing but i have such a hard time being self motivated...#so outside motivation like work or friends is the only reason i do literally anything#which sucks bc i have a lot of things id like to be able to do on my own but yeah. idk why its so hard to do things for myself#that being said if anyone sees this and wants to do lil drawing challenges or trades or smth together that might be niceee#im sort of painfully shy online haha tho im not so much irl#i think the thing abt it for me is the feeling of creating these lil digital footprints#like if i send a message or make a post its just preserved like that... forever.. actually i recently looked at emails from my childhood#and its really cool to see a slice of the past like that but still. idk why it bothers me tbh. i just never got used to it#memories fade and warp over time right? so it really feels like existing in the world and talking to people is just a passing moment#it doesnt really feel that way w the internet. as small and insignificant these small imprints might be#and im really just being neurotic but yeah. maybe i dont like the feeling of taking up space and slowly widening it with every little step#yea thats neurotic fr LOLL#anyways im really rambling away in these tags haha but if ima post this art anyway its such a good excuse to ramble into a void :D#and a good way to practice existing on the internet. im sure ill get used to it
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astralprojection · 4 years
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i like contrasting jasna and imere because both are like. Devout characters in a way. because jasna’s a cleric and imere’s a warlock so there’s a strong component of faith in both of their lives
but their relationships with their respective... uh... Figures Of Faith are vastly different
imere really looks up to their fey patron, and i mean REALLY looks up to her; they revere her to a point where it’s almost unhealthy because in their eyes she’s just so great and wise and powerful, and imere feels honored to have her as a patron. they’re SUPER committed to helping her (AKA following her orders). not that they’re always efficient... well honestly most of the time they’re not. but their patron is pretty chill about the entire thing, probably because imere will happily do as they’re told so it’s just. convenient to keep them around i guess
and jasna’s like. OK so jasna actually is really, really, 100% devoted to oghma! she doesn’t doubt her faith or her line of work or anything, she likes what she does and she agrees with oghma on pretty much everything. she has an easy time living by his dogma and stuff (hehe oghma dogma. rhymes) because all of it aligns so well with jasna’s convictions and desires and so on that she’s like britneyspearsyeah.gif
BUT she’s very flippant about oghma to the point where other oghmanytes can’t stand her. i wrote a few paragraphs a LONG while ago where she met oghma in a dream and she was generally unimpressed? and kinda annoyed. it’s not quite like that anymore (she thinks oghma’s a pretty cool dude and if he showed up in her dreams she’d say “hey bro what’s up, nice to see you”) but the point Kind of still stands
it’s not that she disrespects oghma but she sees him as like. a friend. i mean, sure, he gives her divine powers and is a god and all that shit, but what’s the point of being a cleric if you can’t start your prayers with “dude you won’t BELIEVE the cool things i saw today” and leave weed as an offering????
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