#but in all honesty i truly do love him and oshi things aside he's helped me grow creatively which also adds fuel to the fire

[bonten-mikey]

Thinkin about Mikey.. I feel like how I did the first time I saw him. When I realized hey wait I like this guy. Because my first response was the exact opposite and I was in denial for a long time. When I finally accepted that I did, in fact, like him. I just couldn't get enough and I still can't. I will simply never move on. Even when my feelings eventually slow down I know he'll always be special to me, on the same level (or atp more than) robin.

I know everything there is to know about him, all the silly facts, all the lore, but he's still the most interesting character to me despite the new favs I've added over the years. Mikey just has such a hold of my heart, and I can't think about this too much because it really does overwhelm me. Lately I just have so much emotion about how deeply I love him and working on my yume just isn't enough to get it out, and it used to be before. This is actually the 2nd week that I can't sleep because I'm thinking about him (which made me realize this feels just like the first time but on max.)