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eveningclouds 1 year
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i think i might start journaling agaun jnstead of meowing in fhe tags of various posts. you're welcome
ok edit i typed waymore tags than i thought i would so if you click see more hou will get a whole wall of text that isn't really worth reading but for reasons elaborated upon below (in the wall of text not worth reading) i'm still clicking post bc thisis the internet i can do what i want
#for one last hurrah: 1 i have realized it's so easy to make friends if you actually talk about your feelings i feel#like i made more friends last week than i did thru all of last semester (didn't make any new friends last semester)#2 i did end up breakinf my stupid sobriety challenge on 4/20 with half a white claw & a baby edible and#even tho i poured the ofher half down the drain what they don't tell you is that yr like...cravings? get worse#if you start again by even a little bit. (they literally do tell you this)#3. i think i am realizing that my anti carceral & restorative beliefs have to apply to myself as well#beyond love & beyond a supposed intrinsic value & even beyond forgiveness#4. i keep thinking about my therapist's visible anguish when she saw my sh scars & my roommate's worry wheb she saw me#asleep at the kitchen table bc i didn't wanna interrupt her call. & it hit me today like ohhhh. i get it#like ooohhhhhhh...people are connected to each other & i am a person#& my own repeated denial of my humanity denies/d other ppl of theirs as well...ohhhhh#5. i have been taking gorgeous walks and today i walked past the er on the way to the park and#realized i was retracing backwards the times i walked/crawled back home from there alone & afraid#& realized thst processing trauma Outside of the limited framework that ptsd offers is so so necessary#it's honestly way less humiliating typing all this out rather than writing it out physicaly#but maybe i'll transfer this to an actual journal and delete#it's weird bc i like to treat online like a journal but um getting flagged as a suicide risk has really made me aware#of i guess the value of privacy that isn't contingent upon anonymity#OK BYE 馃憤馃徑馃憤馃徑馃憤馃徑馃憤馃徑馃憤馃徑#kidding doing 6 bc of reasons but i think that this is honestly the best way it could have ended up happening like#idk. *understanding*
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etudaire 6 years
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Bujo trackers for getting your shit together
I typed a super long ass post about this and the accidentally deleted it before saving and now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Yohoo potatoes, I'm back with another *whips out a megaphone out of nowhere* "long ass post" (is that my patent now?) for you guys! This one could help out with your studyjo/bujo (if you don't know what a studyjo is don't worry I'll link it later) and organising that potato life to make the most of it!
Why should I use a bullet journal?
You's a student
You's busy
You's got life you can't handle sometimes
You will 120% forget about tat assignment deadline unless you're reminded of it
You get to laugh at your past self after 20 years or so
It's therapeutic and all that ish
You'll like it because it's being productive while actually kinda procrastinating (aren't we bosses at procrastinating?)
Memories :)
Bolded ones are the trackers I am using and are potato proofed
1. Study related :
SYLLABUS TRACKER : finals can go a little smoothly if you have it all at one place
PROJECT PLANNER/TRACKER : deadlines + road map of how you're gonna ace that project
STUDY SESSION TRACKER : time, date, subject and rating your session
GOALS TRACKER : realistic ones, like score 75% or more in this test, or master the concept of integration (ughh). Philosophy ones come later ;)
EXAM PLANNER : plan something for each day a week before your exam and see the magic
For solving based subjects :
PROBLEM TRACKER : shade the box every day you solve "x" number of sums
FORMULA QUIZ : the most difficult ones which you'll never remember unless they're carved on your ribs
Theory based subjects :
CONCEPT PLANNER : shade the box every day you learn "x" concept nicely
RANDOM CONCEPTS TO REVISE LIST : super helpful when you're procrastinating and don't know what to study - refer to this list and do you ish
READINGS LIST : shade the box every day when you read "x" number of paragraphs from textbooks/notes/books
Language based subjects :
WORD OF THE DAY PAGE : one word every day
PASSAGE OF THE MONTH : sort of like a journal but in your target language
FAVOURITE SENTENCES/QUOTES /SONGS/ETC IN *TARGET LANGUAGE* PAGE - similar to a journal thing, make it all aesthetic and cool so you'll want to fill it in more
2. Entertainment related stuff :
MOVIES WATCHED SO FAR - all the movies, maybe stash a ticket or smthn?
MOVIE OF THE MONTH - can pick any one tbh
APPRECIATION PAGE FOR *FAV ACTOR/ACTRESS* - can you guess who's appreciated by this potato?
SONG OF THE MONTH - only pick one and trust me that is very difficult
APPRECIATION PAGE FOR *FAV SINGER* - guess mine again?
PLAYLIST OF THE MONTH - best songs only
MIX TAPE FOR *FAV PERSON* - you can actually even make a real one and give it to someone you really like ;)
SERIES TRACKER - episodes/seasons number, shade the box as you finish it
REVIEW PAGE - review some movies/TV show you just saw
FAVOURITE MOVIE QUOTES PAGE - "you're a wizard, Harry"
3. Mind related stuff :
QUOTES PAGE - motivational, sentimental stuff
MEDITATION TRACKER - this potato might try it
CROSSWORD TRACKER - shade the box every time you successfully solve an entire crossword/puzzle
RIDDLE TRACKER - shade the box every day if you solved 1 riddle
CREATIVITY PAGE - doodles, ugly poetry, cringy picky up limes, whatever floats your goat
BRAIN DUMP PAGE - every single thing on your mind transferred on this page. Suggested before sleeping so that you're light headed and stress-free
IDEAS ORGANISER PAGE - give form to those abstract plots and connect all ideas to make a bigger one
PERSONAL PROJECT PLANNER - like maybe that book you always wanted to write
LIFE IN PIXELS - mad, sad or smad?
4. Health related stuff :
EXERCISE TRACKER - shade the box every day if you did "x" duration/amount of exercise
FOOD TRACKER - keep record of what junk you munched on today and try to avoid it sometimes
WATER TRACKER - ughh so important
CARBS TRACKER - kill a puppy next time you overeat
MOOD TRACKER - graphs look fancy tbh
ROLE MODEL'S PAGE - everything hermione granger does/says
5. Money related stuff :
BUDGET TRACKER - note down every little thing you spent on, figure out where you can save up
SAVINGS TRACKER - fill that little jar and buy those pens you always wanted to
Aaand that's about it for now! I'll be back with another long ass post so have fun bullet journaling till then!
Feel free to hmu if you aren't clear about how to use a certain tracker!
Etudaire ~
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