#but nooooooo im just 'feeding into his bullshit' when i get angry
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parents: you should stand up for yourself more!
me: *stands up for myself*
parents:
parents: not like that
#i dont actually fucking care if the stuff my brother says is meant to get a reaction out of me or if its his real beliefs#i dont fucking care i dont#because when he calls me a queer in a derogatory way and my parents dont do anything it doesnt actually matter if he believes in what hes#saying or not#its still fucking homophobic/transphobic and youre LETTING HIM SAY THAT NASTY SHIT TO ME#YOU ARE FAILING ME AS MY PARENTS WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME#AND YOU TELL ME TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF BUT WHEN I DO IM THE ONE WHO GETS IN TROUBLE FOR LETTING HIM 'get under my skin' OR FOR BEING#'too sensitive'#FUCK YES IM BEING SENSITIVE#my own flesh and blood is acting like im the scum of the earth and telling me to kill myself#but nooooooo im just 'feeding into his bullshit' when i get angry#not fair#moth.txt#vent in tags#vent#also literally remembering that after having someone say something nasty to me about my appearance he told me he would never stand up for#me if he heard someone being homophobic or transphobic towards me#which was great#like thats man that brings me soooo much faith that the stuff you say to me is DEFINITELY all a joke and not at all serious
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