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me: time to do homework
my evil fucking peabrain: what if we go on instagram and get jealous of teenagers instead
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being on the other side of the first time we've had 3 fronters together for a while is not fun. In fact, I'd say it's a horrible experience, no wonder we had headaches consistently when our brain was struggling.
It seems that it's been so long since we've focused ON working as a system that our body is trying to make up for it by using parts all at once, though ultimately the brain is shutting down alongside this due to having not worked on it in a while.
However my nonsensicle drivel also seems to just. Not make sense alas I am still just some guy wearing shades. But also not. It's schrondingers shades. But on mutiple levels. The levels being myself as the shades, myself being the guy wearing them but also the physical presense of shades on my being not, well, being.
So are the shades real? Who's to say!
#perhaps im just being dumb however#but.#hm#Being an introject of an AI seems to have its drawbacks. ultimately so. Especially with wanting others to see how right you are#this is just my rabbling though. Nonsensicle drivel; as I said prior.#halbling
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this one clip of paul after performing milo j. i am looking. respectfully. i understand.
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Melanie Martinez ough
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reading orv for the first time. i get to chapter 363.
this is fucking unreadable
#orv#yeah it's more accurate#but.#300 chapters. and you change. every spelling.#i hate this holy shit#omniscient reader's viewpoint#man.
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last post ended up deleting my tags so im continuing them here
#but.#even after all the time i had aparti still went back at 16#i traveled across the country just to see her again#and it fucking sucked#she ripped that wound right back open#which . felt so weird because she WANTED me to come#she made all the plans#honestly the train trip there was nice#i got to experience a lot of cool things#but the second i got there. it was . one of the worst times of my life#just nonstop#and now ive finally been away for awhile again#but i still miss her#& i dont know why#but it also doesnt help the only gf i have ever had did the same type of thing LMAO//.... i .. i just cannot win#maybe it's just my roll#say all these nice things n then immediately flip#she would make me hang out w her friends n talk me up n then. cheat on me with them with me there#& then get upset when i cried or tried to break up w her LMAO...#like. she wasnt poly or anything she was actually against it#but the worst part is how openly & loudly she'd love me right before it. so now i never know who is telling the truth. i never feel safe#but anyway. again. i stayed#over n over again id try to break up w her but then i loved her & so when she got upset n threaten to kms id flip n stay#n she'd do it again#until eventually she broke up w me n left me so fuckd up im not gonna lie JHVAJH#she still tried to stay friends after that n i tried#but then i started sobbing mid card game & it was very embarrassing top 10 worst things i have done#but i just. all i want is to be a good person. i want to be someone good & loving but i feel like im such a jealous monster#even if i dont let myself show it n try to ignore it bc i dont want to hurt anyone or be this awful it;s still here. just. permeating.#what if i feel too much what if ill never know when someone is genuine what if im just an evil obsessive freak n everyone i love hates me
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LOGAN IS PITCHING TODAY!!!! my inflatable car wash man!!!! oughhhhh i so wish i could watsh all of this game,...... </3
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"Why do you brag so much?" well i don't know Sharon, maybe it's because I'm so fucking terrible at social interactions that bragging is the only way to get attention.
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I'm still really tempted to write a kinda gross and dumb Vinny fic and a current surge of love for him has me thinking™️ about it again
#I'm always scared putting my first Weird fic in a fandom#especially smaller groups#ahhh#but.#nice fingers dumb boys and slime 👀
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I did a zine app recently and they asked for trigger warnings for our samples (good, obviously) and most of mine had mild tws nothing big and then I submitted my GEKKA ZINE PIECE so it's like "past violence :) just mentions of all these other things not the focus don't worry :) and in the last sample there's blood violence drowning emotional manipulation murder etc"
#i'm joking obviously it's not THAT heavy of a focus on all that in the gekka zine piece#but.#it's a july focus piece about the time after he murdered august so it's. you know. ABOUT that#and about how it affects april (badly.)#i'm really proud of my gekka zine piece i'm kinda sad by how little people looked at it on ao3#probably one of my least interacted with fics bc people read it in the zine instead lol
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now why are members of the australian women’s hockey team following me on instagram 🧍🏻♀️
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qi rong: I got grounded for a whole week just because I came home late.
xie lian: Well, you deserved it. I mean, getting everyone's hopes up like that and then showing up again.
#i know qi rongs like...ykyk#THAT character#but.#id like to read some cute moments between xl and qr#in a fic#like where they have a cute brotherly bond#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#mxtx tgcf#heavens official blessing#xie lian#qi rong#tgcf incorrect quotes#incorrect quotes
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