#cady’s fics 🫶🏽

[weirdo09]

i don’t smoke

a byler song fic

‘i don’t smoke’ ‘except for when i’m missing you’ ‘to remember your mouth, how it’ ‘tasted true’ ‘and i don’t smoke’ ‘except for after i’ve held you, baby’ ‘being with you’ ‘makes the flame burn good’

“well good morning, michael. how’s your day?” mrs. kelley asked with that fake smile. mike looked at the floor then stared at her clock necklace. “oh, just fine.” he said, staring into mrs. kelley’s eyes. mike hates high school, sure but he also hates not experiencing with his boyfriend. who’s his boyfriend you ask? well you know him and you live him, it’s will! but then, the byers moved and the phone line was always busy and suddenly, his mom began confiscating his letters from will so now, mike’s stuck, stuck in this stupid fucking town without his best friend, his boyfriend. “michael-.” mrs. kelley began to say until mike interrupted her. “jesus christ, would you stop calling me that fucking name? my name’s mike!” mike snapped before suddenly standing up.

mrs. kelley cleared her throat, “your session doesn’t end for another half hour. sit down.” she demanded, mike narrowed his eyes at her. “no.” he said, mrs. kelley sighed. “you don’t have to make this any more difficult than it seems, mike please sit down.” she said, mike glared at him. “and as i said, no, i don’t give a shit about this stupid sessions!” mike shouted, walking over to her office door, opening it and slamming it. “michael!” mrs. kelley yelled, putting her head in her hands.

mike has been prone to outbursts and other things since the byers had left, it seemed like he was missing something but no one could figure it out. mike hid in a bathroom stall, grabbed a cigarette and lit it. he inhaled it then exhaled, putting the cigarette to the side. mike closed his eyes, the warmth of the cigarette reminded him of joyce, of jim, of will as crazy as it sounds. mike began to cry and took another puff, hands shaking. he opened his eyes and suddenly he was back in will’s old room.

mike had his head on will’s lap, who was scratching his scalp. mike hummed, smiling like he was drunk on love. this had been good for a while until their lives were spun out of control. hopper was wary of their relationship, not wanting what happened to el to happen to mike so he began limiting the time spent between the two. it’s not like mike wasn’t pissed but for the first time, he sucked it up and went along.

that time was shortened to weeks to days to mere hours and mike just couldn’t take it. he snuck will out and never saw him again, kinda shitty how that was also the day the byers moved due to government orders. god, mike hated himself, he messed up the one good thing in his life but not entirely. sure, for a few weeks, the couple were exchanging letters so that was fun. then, for some strange reason, his mom suddenly felt the need to confiscate his letters from will and that also happened to be the time he started smoking, fun.

so sure, during the months that passed, mike’s been irritable, quick to anger, prone to verbal outbursts but was never physical to an extent. in his defense, it was only when someone really really pissed him off. so, this was the shell to protect the soft bits of himself, to protect himself from being unrecognizable to his will.

‘so if you need to be mean’ ‘be mean to me’ ‘i can take it and put it inside of me’ ‘if your hands need to break’ ‘more than trinkets in your room’ ‘you can lean on my arm’ ‘as you break my heart’

people have said that mike’s always been a mean kid but will would always disagree. for he knew the sweet, vulnerable, caring mike that always seemed to come out only when he’d be alone with him. now, all he feels is hurt, hurt that mike hasn’t been writing back to him in a while. he would try calling and karen would answer saying he’s not there. will has been getting more and more irritated with everything.

mike seemed just as irritated, he sat in his room and screamed. he searched his room for something to break, his anger getting the best of him. mike found a picture frame and threw it against the wall, when he went to check the damage, he realized that the picture was. it was the last picture him and will had took before he moved. mike was shown kissing his cheek while will sat there laughing. he began to sob, mike took the picture out and held it to his heart. “i miss you, will…” mike whispered, clear tears streaming down his face like a waterfall. he clumsily leaned against the wall and sobbed. all that could be heard throughout the wheeler household was his cries.

holly looked at her mom, worried. “mommy, why is mikey sad?” she asked, karen looked at her with sympathy. “oh, i don’t know, baby, i don’t know.” she said with a sickeningly sweet smile. she knew why her son was crying and screaming his lungs out, she just didn’t know that it was all because of her.

‘i’m what’s left of when we’ ‘swam under the moon’ ‘now the rest of my days are just’ ‘waiting for when’ ‘you come down and tell me’ ‘i was meant for you, baby’ ‘being with you’ ‘makes the flame burn good’

that day, mike often reminisces. that day at the pool, that day before hopper separated them forever, they went night swimming. he had thought that it would be a good idea and it was….for a little while. try dipped in the pool and swam for a bit, shared an underwater kiss or two. after they got out, they chilled by the side of the pool. mike laid his head on will’s shoulder, will hummed, holding mike’s hand in his lap. “i was meant for you, baby.” will whispered, placing a soft kiss to mike’s hair. mike smiled, his eyes still closed. it didn’t want this night to end, until it did.

suddenly, mike was back in his room, laying on the floor, tear stains on his cheeks and his clothes. he crawled over to his desk and pulled out a hidden pack of cigarettes. mike then crawled out the window and jumped down to the ground, sitting down on the pavement. he pulled out his lighter from his back pocket, took out a cigarette and lit it. he took a puff then exhaled it out into the world, that warmth in his chest felt good, close to being as good as being with will.

‘so if you need to be mean’ ‘come be mean to me’ ‘i can take it and out it inside of me’ ‘if your hands need to break’ ‘more than trinkets in your room’ ‘you can lean on my arm’ ‘as you break my heart’

will has had his fair share of verbal outbursts. his family just dismissed it as adolescent behavior but el knew the truth. she has been secretly ‘spying’ on mike to see why he was making her twin cry. that night, el crept into his brother’s room and asked to talk. “yeah sure, el. what do you want?” will asked, his eyes puffy probably from crying. el winced at the sight, all will seemed to do now was cry and sketch mike.

“i know something about why mike hasn’t been writing to you.” el said softly, will’s eyes brighten slightly. “why? what do you know?” he asked, el sat next to will on his bed. “k-karen has been taking your letters and hiding them. she also told mike to stop sending letters. he really misses you, will.” el admitted, will stared at her for a bit. “ok but how do you know this?” will began to say, though it seemed like he already knew the answer. “you haven’t been spying on him, have you?” will asked, el looked down but nodded.

“i have, i was angry that he was ignoring you and decided to, but i couldn’t stop after the first time i did.” el said, not meeting will’s eyes. “well, how is he?” will asked, sniffing. “he’s… not okay, will. he seems lost without you.” el started to say. “he’s been smoking, cursing people out and crying.” el finished and look up at her brother. will frowned, “karen’s a bitch.” he whispered, el chucked. “will, you can’t say that.” she exclaimed, will smiled. “i can and i will. she’s seriously ruining my love life.” he said before pulling his sister in a hug.

el was surprised but hugged him back. “thank you, el” will whispered, “your welcome, will.” she whispered back. after they pulled apart, will asked. “could you talk to him? just tell him that i’m still thinking about him and that i love him.” el nodded, “i will, for you.” she said. they smiled at each other. will leaned his head against el’s shoulder, the two siblings content with the comfortable presence between them. his heart felt lighter with the news el had given him.

‘just don’t leave me alone’ ‘wondering where you are’ ‘i am stronger than you give me’ ‘credit for’

mike woke up back in his bed with an excruciating headache. he thought about will and started to tear up. mike really hoped that will didn’t hate him for not talking to him, for not writing to him. he seriously hoped that will wouldn’t leave him. then, he heard el’s voice. “mike?” she said, mike jumped. he looked around to see if she was in the room and there she was, standing right in front of him. “el? are you here?” mike asked, el smiled and nodded.

“will wants me to tell you that he still thinks of you and he loves you as well.” el said, mike smiled for the first time in months. “thank you, el. could you tell him i love him too? and that i’ll send him letters again, i’ll address them to lucas’ instead.” mike asked, el nodded. “i miss you, mike.” she said suddenly, mike chuckled. “i miss you too, el.” he said smilingly. el smiled back and waved goodbye, mike returned the wave and just like that she was gone. mike was still smiling after she left, he took a look at the pack of cigarettes in his palm. he took out a cigarette and vowed that it would be the last he’d smoke for a long time. if it ever was, that i do not know.

‘if your hands need to break’ ‘more than trinkets in your room’ ‘you can lean on my arm’ ‘as you break my heart’

after el went to see mike, him and will’s relationship began to recover and now, they’re going on stronger than ever. though, mike still delves sometimes into his anger tendencies. he began to pick back up on writing, so that was nice. sometimes el would bring will along on her mind visits.

like yesterday, the two boys looked at each other, tears streaming down their faces. it was evident that they loved each other dearly and quite deeply. they hugged and kissed, el fake gagged. the two did as much as they could in the void. they ended up on the ground, mike’s head leaned against will’s shoulder. their formerly broken hearts seemed to heal in that moment for they were content. it seemed to be just them against the world and i like to think that they preferred it that way. their understanding of each other was most so through, in that short moment, they were happy about the road ahead and how their relationship would forgo.

tags: @eggo-owl @foodiewithdahoodie @unprofessionalprofessional @cgi-heart-eyes @atbyler @eefonline @xhavibee @yelenapines @over-rated-cheese @adorewillbyers @ikwhatyouaremikewheeler

[weirdo09]

new intro post again 🗣️‼️

it’s ya girl, cade n i thought that it be time for a new intro post soooo let’s go

as i said before, my name’s cade, ya can also call me cady it doesn’t really matter to me :]

my birthday’s nov 6th (yes, november 6th) i’m an infj n i’m an astrology geek 😅 scorpio ☀️ scorpio 🌕 n scorpio rising

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-main fandoms

-across the spiderverse (atsv)

-stranger things

-pjo

-proud family (the original n reboot) [updated]

-my dad the bounty hunter [updated]

-hsmtmts [updated]

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- main romantic ships (atsv

-punkflower

-chaipunkflower (goldenpunkflower)

-chaiflower (goldenflower)

-chaipunk (goldenpunk)

-flowerbyte

-prowlerbyte

-prowlerpunk

-main platonic ships (atsv)

-ghostflower/gwiles

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-main romantic ships (st)

-byler

-elmax

-elumax

-lumax

-stonathan

-ronance

-main platonic ships (st)

-elmike

-madwheeler

-henderhop

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main tags i use

#cade’s things - usually on all my original posts

#cade’s thoughts - again usually on all my original posts

#cade’s writing ✍🏾 - all of my fics and fic ideas are tagged w this

#cade’s moodboards 🫶🏽 - for my moodboards ofc

#cade vents - for obvious reasons

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shoutout to my moots !!! (if i forget any of u just let me know, i have the worst n best memory ‼️)

@royallydivinelesbian @yarkayaslava @cringefail-loser @pimplepogue @pinkbebasins @pinkpwuddin @yelenapines @xhavibee @zipzaptoastainthebath @eyebagtree @delusional-dingus @miaisagirllover @mike-wheeler-hater @shortcakezzzz

@sunflowersand-bees my stepparent <33

@atbyler my platonic spouse <3

@eefonline my fellow Guy

@rashadliveson my everything, my reason for living, my husband <33333

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favorite singers (as of now):

-sade

-kali uchis

-sza

-mitski

-olivia rodrigo

-laufey (lin)

-ice spice

-megan thee stallion

-nicki minaj

-selena (quintanilla)

-kiana ledè

-minnie riperton

-beyoncé

-rihanna

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favorite songs (as of now):

-moonlight by kali uchis

-muñekita by kali uchis (with el alfa n jt)

-snooze by sza

-supermodel by sza

-pretty little birds by sza

-bitter bitch by kiana ledè

-deeper by kiana ledè

-plenty more by kiana ledè

-your love is king by sade

-bug like an angel by mitski

-class of 2013 by mitski

-carry me out by mitski

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favorite albums (as of now):

-lush by mitski

-retired from sad new career in business by mitski

-bury me at make out creek by mitski

-puberty 2 by mitski

-be the cowboy by mitski

-laurel hell by mitski

-aaliyah by aaliyah

-ctrl by sza

-renaissance by beyoncé

-red moon in venus by kali uchis

-wasteland by brent faiyaz

-fuck the world by brent faiyaz

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DNI:

if you’re a flowerfang shipper

like child porn/are pedophilic

ship flowerfang/blood flower, you’re fucking disgusting and you should drop dead because you literally like to read a 15 year old be raped by a man x2 his age that tried to kill his ass

IF YOU ship miles and the spot

IF YOU ship miles n hobie where hobie’s 19+

IF YOU TREAT MILES LIKE A SEX SLAVE !!!!!!

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