#can u tell i kin marcy

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Gonna kill two birds with one stone so... posting this first-

Day 2: Character you connect with the most

Hmm.. I’d probably say Marcy or Anne really, maybe even a little Sasha.

Marcy really reminds me of myself, especially with my ADHD and hyperfixations- but also for the fact that I have a bad time reading people’s feelings exactly, and sometimes it can affect my relationships really too. The escapism thing with reality also is a little accurate as well.

For Anne, she feels like an empath to me. Big heart, caring for others, maybe too much so where she ignores her own feelings first and puts others before her. She puts a lot of trust in people though because she believes they’re good and mean well, or can change- which I do a lot, and I have a hard time breaking off connections with people because I oversee their flaws more then if they’re good for me or not.

And for Sasha, she reminds me of my past self- maybe even a little bit with how easily jealous I can get, with how I used to be able to manipulate people without realizing it most of the time and god do I regret it. But shes trying, just has a lot of baggage to unpack.

Prompt list credit to: @/thatonedorkthatdraws

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these will all be sorta ordered not in frequency/importance bc HA not feasible tbh thatd be impossible bc we’re all over the place but rather ordered in clusters of who are mentioned most/have a lot of presence and broken up into groups a lil but ofc there’s lots of intermingling and crossover of alters and their various relations to one another

/ these are kinda the main crew of ppl who kinda are like our core alters who are closest to hosts in the big picture of things - most of them have been around a pretty long time and contributed the most to our system + are just generally rly important to know

james/genevieve • (they/she/he)  • bi trans/nb  • 

ezra  • (they/she)  •  agender  • 

Eleanor  • (they/she) • agender • protector hypersexual and probably jsut a ghost but in the past they presented as if an angel and alien - has an icelandic accent?? and alter memories of how they died (in iceland, presumably) and is a wife to james & adoptive mom to gaylor. doesn’t front too often or chat very much but always feels like she’s looming around like our gay matriarch lmao

emery  • (they/them)  • agender aro ace • have been dormant since the start of the year - we thought they were our core or whatever but we eventually found elsie n did some speculation and so we think rly emery was just our main host for a large part of our late childhood thru early/mid teens but they....dont like the rest of us alters much. they didnt want us + got upset at the prospect of being an alter themself so theyre not around anymore. not technically a *ghost* host but they did literally think they were dead bc mentally illness + the confusion of years of james’ actual ghostly passive influence . so consider them ghost kin i guess

kaelin  • (he/they/”whatever”)  • nb.. boy? who knows if he even still is, not him tbh • autistic gay nerd w special interests of cosmetology (namely hairdressing), monster factory, and sweeney todd (we all like these things but he is RLY into them. also he loves cows.) he has a very close relationship w ezra & they grew up together n depended on each other a lot of our childhood

angeline  • (she/they)  • girl & likes other girls • age-slider & trauma holder

gaylor  • (she/her) • lesbian, GAY-lor, if you will (she named herself well) • 

elsie/chelsea  • (she*/they) • toddler/trauma holder, possibly our “core”/”original”?? • * she prns are ok but please dont refer to elsie w terms like “girl” and “daughter” bc they trigger her flashbacks when used in certain phrases so try to be neutral n say kid if u can

"soft boy"  • (they/she???)

/ (w the exception on penelope - all these dude lovin’ dudes always hang out or at least associate w each other + kaelin also)

Penelope  • (she/they) 17/18 yrs • lesbian furry like. straight up an anthro rainbow cat she’s p cute and is pals with bear (naturally)(#mlm wlw furry solidarity)

jude/bear  • (he/it) ~18 yrs • gay ace guy, sorta age regresses or smthin like that - he loves scene/emo/furry culture circa 2007-2010 from our childhood. he is also, a Huge Furry (fursona is obviously a bear)

caleb  • (he/him)

martin  •  (he/him)

holden  • (he/him)

daren  • (he/him)

rory  • (he/him)

/ these are all kind of intense goth-ish girls that associate w each other

Allison/winona/Aberdeen/anna/aladine  • 19 yrs

Tuesday  • (she/her) ~20  •

Josephine  • (she/they) ? • non-human kinda aloof sheep girl who had kinda a weird obsession-y/worship-y delusion thing with eleanor idk but she’s good now ; she loves dressing like Really Extra and idk what she qualifies as but she’s like humanoid and has ram horns and has a purple tinge to her pale skin and has freckles of varying purple shades, whatever she is isol also is

eden/chrys  • (she/they) early 20′s idk  •

/ mix of miscellaneous alters that dont come around as often nowadays/ the long dormant, fragments, introjects, etc* just kinda if u wanna know who else we have if they come up or front

ghost  • 

nora  • 

nick  • 

amber  • (she/her) 17/18 cis pan girl  heathers (mcnamara) fictive

alcide  • (he/him) 30′s-ish ?? bi/gay questioning dude True Blood fictive fragment and protector

johanna  • (she/her) fragment, sweeney todd fictive

Lillian/iris  • (she/they) everybody’s supportive older goth sister™ very dark aesthetic heavy makeup but she’s real kind +nurturing + has a stutter. kinda id's w emma from glee

Fran (he/they) used to grow up with kaelin and ezra as teens but it’s kind of like a complicated thing ???? hasn’t been around in forger since reappearing early this year a while so i forget how they all get along now

Candace/candee (any spelling)/dee  • (she/her) ~16 yrs protector/motherly figure literally so sweet and darling, she loves vintage 50′s clothing and that whole style and is such a dear, calls u a million pet names and will bake u a pie after taking care of ur traumatized ass

mimi  • (she/her) 17 yrs vocaloid (hatsune miku) fictive has like been around since we were about 10-11 but came back recently, she’s very bubbly and loves britney spears. will compliment you + want to be ur bff 

pearly  • (she/it) ??? yrs ; adult  protector non-human alter just sorta a big bipedal wolf were-creature but acts like a big puppy. basically gay’s sidekick (pearly is 3 times her size but they LOVE each other)

mar (Marceline/Marcie)  • (they/she) 19 yrs dormant since last year but they used to be a subsystem and thats where gaylor came from and thru used to be in a relationship w ezra who helped her thru a lot. then and today they both treat gaylor as a little sister

lisle  • (they/she)

isol (pronounced “ee”-”soul”) • they/he/she?? everyone including isol has like. no grasp on their gender tbh • age?? like joseph its hard to tell bc not human • they acted as host for a month or two in a rly rough span of time during school Hell + theyre also humanoid type of person and has ram horns and is very light skin with blue freckles

jonny/alec  • (he/him) 15/16 yrs trans guy was in mar’s subsystem, persecutor i think - he’d say a lot of really hurtful things to other alters and harass them about their gender/misgender them n just be really awful to especially the “ghost hosts/ghost gals” (james,ezra,eleanor; allison wasnt around yet)

L • not comfortable sharing much about him at all. abuser introject. will not come out around others or online so do not worry about him

marla  • 23 yrs

"accent alter"  • 

jim  • 

briar  • ur big nerdy older brother. tuesday scared him tf off so he’s only fronted once or twice but he’s a sweet dude, formed when we were 10/11-ish? and when we found him recently he was naturally like. rly confused rip