#cant have shit in dunmesh!!

[athina-blaine]

kabru's relationship with his eyes makes for suuuuuch a fantastic trans allegory (an aspect of your body alienating you from your community, being compelled to understand the perspective of someone who also has a complicated relationship with their body in the hopes that you'll better understand your own, people straight up misunderstanding biology) it makes me kind of insane because now I feel like I can't dig into any complicated feelings he might have about his body in relation to his gender without feeling like im just ... double dipping?? like fifjpejgh ryoko kui straight up already told that story in a way that exquisitely fucks??

[thedeepweb]

thats a man?

[worldwright]

Good evening !

So. My mother finally believes I have depression lol

Apparently my psychiatrist never gave me a diagnostic because it's obvious as fuck

jfc

so, yeah, need to tell my shitty father this so he can lose his shit once more and go into burnout a third time bc he learned smth he doesn't like about his children wait brb gonna tell him

...

he fuckin told me to talk to more people and going outside more and all LOL LMAO I DONT HAVE ENERGY BRO WDYM GO OUTSIDE AND WALK YOUR DOG IM IN FUCKIN CRUTCHES AND WE DONT LIVE SOMEWHERE FLAT I CANT WALK LAIKA EVEN IF I HAD THE ENERGY FOR

fuck him

he doesnt knpow what hes talkin about it's been years im suffering from depression and hes saying shit like that

fuck him

hope he dies old, in a hospital and alone. ill be there to spit on his grave

before you ask, yes i ate well today, my mom made lebanese rice and i like it very much when i put eggs with it

have a wonderful morning my friend, gonna read some fics and play pokemon bc fuck

RICE yum

also yeah fuck him fr jfc. not bothering to know enough about hus child to be able to tell when you're struggling and ALSO being an active detriment to you getting help

gonna do taxes tonight, I still gotta call my dad for help cuz I've got some stuff that complicates it, but he's really good at explaining :3 and maybe we can watch dunmesh afterwards :3333

I shoulddddd get groceries today, and i also need to do laundry (shockingly. I did not do it yesterday) but it's a pretty day and I showered last night so I should be able to manage it

thh convention schedule finally got released!! lots of exciting stuff hehehehehehe

hope you have a lovely evening, friend!!

[masonsystem]

dunmesh spoilers

i feel like a circus clown the way im crying over how falin is dead afffff and that laios lost his fucking sister except the story doesnt frame it that way at all and nobody else fucking thinks this but like THIS HAS TO BE THE CASE so im just bawling and its like. well honk honk i look the fool and play the part too

^ like this is making me want to THROW UP

and like i can only remember the instance from the sorbet episode where laios tactlessly say shit among the lines of "im glad my sister died :D" tho i swear he said smth like that at least one other time but i cant remember it.. but anyways when he says stuff like "we could only be eating this delicious food bc falin died!", hes saying some real shit, bc it echoes his other line of "im prepared to take and to be taken / have something taken from me" bc he gained a lot from falins death! he met senshi, he gained chilchuck's honesty, became closer to marcille, BECAME A KING, etc;

but it came at the cost of his own sister. (and the curses laid upon him by the demon.) like his sister is dead... his sister who was his strongest link to humanity. like they were two ostracized children in a neglectful environment and the dependency between the two has been forcefully severed and it can never be recovered. to gain all these wonderful things and to grow as a person, laios had to lose something in return 🥲