#cause what’s 1 more month of scraping by even worth in the grand scheme of things
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Sometimes it’s very important to go to bed at 8pm
#my stuff#i know i’m very tired like i’ve been getting up at 6 for a week and having shit sleep and falling asleep at like 1am#so horrible to start#but finding out from the older grad students how little we’re making has destroyed me#i will be losing money for the next YEAR bc rent and car insurance is gonna take my whole monthly paycheck#no money for food without dipping into savings. i have enough and i’ll survive but FUCK#nothing for gifts for my family. nothing for doctor’s visits. nothing for HRT. nothing for a goddamn little treat once in a while#like yes i can pay for those things from savings but it’s not sustainable!!!!#this CANNOT CONTINUE#i want to CRY i was so excited to try and start HRT soon i can’t do that like this and i still owe my parents like 30k for undergrad and#and i’m tired#i’m tired of having to worry about money. i’m tired of getting paid so little#i’m tired of not being able to spend money on myself without feeling guilty at my balance going down#this really sucks i’m just gonna do a fuck it expense and blow $500 on looking cute for my birthday/halloween#cause what’s 1 more month of scraping by even worth in the grand scheme of things
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