#chats:emily

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Thread || Khai & Emily

Discord thread featuring: Malakhai Ozera & Emily Davis ( @warmvlbes​ )

Mentions: Roman @romanbeckett , Landon @davieslandon , Shea @shea-morgan​ ​

When: July 19th

Description: Khai goes over to Emily’s after wandering around buzzed.

Trigger Warnings intense feelings and SMUT!!!

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈

Emily was dressed in just running shorts and a tank top with her black house slippers. She felt like a grandma stepping out but as long as Khai was okay, she’d be okay. Just as she said, it took her two minutes to find him, parking her car and unlocking the door. “Come on hot stuff!” She yelled out the window.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He was just leaning against a light post smoking a cigarette and scrolling through his phone as he pulled up. His head lifting to look as she yelled out the window. “I’m coming” he said, throwing his cig and getting into the car. “I’m sorry, I was so lost. It looks so different at night. But I almost made it.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily sighed, looking at him and making sure he got in okay. “You were close. But it would have been another 5 minutes of walking.” She said, taking off back towards her apartment. “I see you were smoking. Good for me.” She bummed to herself, pulling up to her place and parking in the right spot, getting out and leading Khai to her door. “Home sweet home!”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I was” he nodded. Buckling into the seat and looking over at her. “Yeah, lucky you” he grinned. Taking her hand in his. They got to her place and she moved so fast he could barely keep up. Stopping her and pushing  her against her door he gave her a grin. “Slow down” he hummed. Leaning in and kissing her passionately.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily was just...well okay truth was she looked like trash. Haha. She wasn’t really wanting anyone to see her in this light. Yes it was 2:30 in the morning but they were in the city that never slept. It was the only thing keeping her moving so quickly. She didn’t even realize it until Khai pushed her against the door, hearing his voice and completely melting in the kiss. The taste of nicotine on her lips, making her kiss him back with just as much passion. “I’m- im so sorry i didn’t even realize-“ she said before not even excusing herself. Instead, she connected their lips again.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He just shook his head as she apologized and before he could speak they were kissing again. His hand moving to her ass as he squeezed gently. “Mmm” he hummed against her lips. His other hand resting on the door beside her head as he kept it going.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily smiled into the kiss, humming into it as she felt him squeeze her ass and she snickered into the kiss before finally pulling away. “I’m really sorry about that. I just- i look stupid.” She admitted to him and wrapped her arms around him. “Forgive me?”’She asked with puppy dog eyes.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’ll forgive you if you keep kissing me” he grinned. Kissing her again, slow softly pecks one after the other

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily smirked, leaning in and kissing him again. They were just outside her door and she heard her neighbor open their door, making her laugh. “Sorry.” She said to them, holding Khai still close as she used her hand to open the door, kissing him still and pulling him into her apartment.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He laughed as Emily apologized to her neighbor and kept kissing her. His hands traveling up her shirt as she unlocked the door. “Hurry” he hummed against her lips

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I’m trying.” She said, laughing as she got them inside, kicking her door shut and pulling her shirt up and over her head. “We really about to not make it to the bed room?” She asked him, jumping up in his arms.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He laughed again as she pushed the door open and he licked his lips as she removed her shirt. Keeping his hand on her waist until she was fully wrapped around him in his arms. “Nope”’he hummed against her lips as he kissed her again. Carrying her until her back was pushed against the wall. “I want you now”

Emily She never had to do anything and she loved it. She literally looked so rough and Khai still wanted her. She connected their lips again, staying wrapped around him as she started to pull at his shirt, nibbling at his bottom lip.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He broke the kiss only long enough to remove his shirt and then reached between them to undo his pants. A soft hum passing his lips as he kissed her again. “How bad do you want me?” He asked with a low sultry voice

Emily “how bad do I want you?” She asked him, raising her brow as she tried to pull her shorts down but they only reached mid thigh. “Fuck...” she paused to look at him. “Finger me and you’ll find out.” She said aggressively, a chuckle passing her lips as she smirked .

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Of course his body was in the way of getting her shorts off.  But that was okay, because he fully obeyed her request. His fingers trailing over her folds as he felt her and then pushed his fingers deep into her. Fingering her slow as his thumb rolled around her clit. His lips moving to bite at her jaw

Emily Emily tried to balance herself, her shorts literally sitting mid thigh as she was wrapped around Khai, moaning as his fingers pushed into her. “Oh fuck!” She called out, arching her back as she relaxed to his touch. “je t'aime et tout de toi.” She smirked, biting her lip as she pulled on his hair.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He was kissing and biting at the soft skin of her neck as he continued to finger her. His strokes pushing faster and deeper as she spoke. “What?” he chuckled. “آپ کو وہ بچہ پسند ہے؟” he moaned

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Baby...” she moaned out as his strokes were deeper and faster. “I’m gonna cum...fuck.” She couldn’t even move her legs. That was the worst and best part of it all. It felt so good to her, she whined. “I- I said...” she couldn’t even get it out, cumming right into his hand, trying to catch her breath. “I said I love you and everything about you. But what...what did you say?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Hearing her words he moved his hand faster, pushing harder and deeper as he twitched his fingers inside of her. His thumb pressing firm to her clit as he worked on making her cum hard. “‘Mmm I love you too” he moaned softly after she came in his hand. Kissing her lips as he slowed his movements but kept going. “I asked if you liked it baby” he said softly against her lips. Kissing her slow as he kept fingering her.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily was not able to really keep still, her eyes of desperation as she was practically trapped against the door and him with her shorts holding her legs captive. “Take then off.” She whined, her nails digging into his shoulders as he continued to finger her. “I like it but...i wanna feel you closer.” She whined, rolling her hips against his fingers as she kissed his lips again.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ She was so sexy, and the fact she couldn’t move. It really turned him on. He shook his head no and hissed as her nails dug into his skin. “I’m gonna drive you crazy.” He said with a low tone. His fingers picking up pace again as they continued to kiss. “You like it... I’m right here” he moaned against her mouth. His tongue licking against the roof of her mouth as he twitched his fingers inside her again. “میرے لئے بچے آو”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily groaned, not really hating it but this did restrict her from feeling him against her, making her body quiver once more. “Fuck!” She hissed again, kissing his lips eagerly as she used her teeth to pull at his lips. “What did you say?” She asked him, throwing her head back again as her legs started to tremble again, feeling herself about to release again.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He was loving the way she bit at his lips. Moaning against her mouth as he kept going more and more. “I said cum for me baby” he growled. His lips moving to her chest as he kissed up her neck and bit against her jawline. “Fuck you’re so wet” he moaned. Pulling his fingers from her and turned her around to lean her over the couch. He slapped her ass as he pushed his pants down and lined himself up with her. His hands moving to hold her arms behind her back as he pushed into her. “میں تمہیں اتنی مشکل سے بھاڑ میں جا رہا ہوں”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily was so spent by Khai, it was not even funny. They literally were having some very eager sex. The cravings were so hard, making Emily easily cum into Khai’s hand right on command. Finally, he pulled her off the door but they only made it to the couch, her knees still parted as far as her shorts would let her. As soon as his hand made contact with her ass, an evil laugh emerged from her. “Fuck me daddy!” She groaned, lulling her head back into him as he slammed into her. “Ohhhh my fucking god you feel so good.” She groaned, breathlessly. “Please daddy. Tell me what you said.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He was so fucking hard for her his cock practically twitched inside of her. His body slamming into hers over and over. His wrapped his arms around her as she lulled back against him and he grabbed her breast. Squeezing and pinching at her nipples as he continued to bite at her neck. “Fuck baby” he growled against her skin. His body leaning back slightly for a deeper angle. “I’m gonna fuck you so hard you’re gonna squirt all over” he moaned. Pushing her forward again as he aggressively rammed into her round after round.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Holy shit, Khai!” She moaned out, gripping at the back of his hair as he slammed into her over and over again. Fuck, he was so sexy and the way he spoke to her, he knew he owned her body. Her hands followed his, feeling him touch all over her breast, which made her reach down, rubbing at her own clit. She knew he would punish her for this. She wanted it. As she hit the couch, her hands gripped the back, grunting as he pushed into her, feeling herself about to cum again. “Fuck, right there baby. Don’t you fucking stop! FUCK!”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ This was probably the hardest he had ever fucked her. But he wanted her to know how intense he could get. She needed to know! She reached down to touch herself and of course he slapped her ass again. This time much harder. “Don’t fucking do that” he growled. She was already sensitive from cumming twice so he knew it was a struggle for her to not cum yet. He watched her grip the couch and he reached down to wrap his hand tightly around her neck. Cutting her air off completely as he squeezed her neck. “You gonna cum baby” he growled. His hips thrusting into her as he started to bottom out on her

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Ah!” She yelped, loving the sting of how hard he slapped her ass. He was rough. Very rough. But she was so turned on and craved him That much more. She wanted him to keep doing that so she moved to touch herself again but it was cut short. He soon was gripping at her neck, causing her eyes to roll into the back of her head as her body started shaking and she squirt right on him, gasping for air. The feeling was exhilarating but she fucking loved it, her body convulsing as he fucked her. “God I fucking love you so fucking much daddy!”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ The way he body shook and convulsed against him caused his own cum to shoot out of him. Growling through his gritted teeth as he pushed all the way into her and let his cock twitch out every last drop. He let go of her neck and leaned against her back. Kissing the back of her shoulder softly. “Are you okay!” he asked with a satisfied smile. Kissing her shoulder again before breathing out against her skin. “I love you too baby girl”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Am I okay?” She asked breathlessly, her body starting to relax as she felt his kisses against her skin. “I think...that was the best sex...we’ve had.” She said to him, her head still hang into her crossed arms on the back of the sofa, then turning her face to kiss him. “I’m fine baby. Thank you for checking.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He wrapped his arms around her as he kissed her back and lifted her from the couch. Pulling out of her to turn her around and kiss her again. His tongue slowly caressing hers a he hummed softly. “I’m glad you think so. I love fucking you” he moaned.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She winced as he pullled out of her but let him turn her around, leaning in to kiss him back, humming with him. “I love when you fuck me.” She said back to him, kissing him soundly again as she let her tongue slide into his mouth before she pulled away. “That will at least tithe me over until you get back which is....when?” She asked him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He closed his eyes melting into her kiss until he was pulling away and his forehead pressed to hers. “I’ll be back tomorrow night I do believe. But I have dinner plans after. So I guess Tuesday”’he said softly. His hands trailing up her sides as he leaned in to kiss her again. “God, you’re so intoxicating”’he hummed. Picking her up and setting her on the back of the couch as he pushed his body between her legs

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Okay. Not so bad after all.” She said to him, not asking any further questions. Trust. That was what this was all about. And she felt she was off to a good start hoping this made Khai happy. “I want a date.” She told him. “Like ice skating!” She smiled, moving up to the back of the couch, cupping his face as she continued kissing him. “Mmmm your lips today....I can taste the nicotine.”(edited)

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Not so bad” he repeated softly. Kissing her again. “Okay, we can do that”’he nodded. His hands moving up to push her hair back as he looked down at her. He knew she was being so strong right now, and honestly? It was a real turn on. Of course he knew he shouldn’t be making dinner plans or kissing other people. But he had to get any thoughts of anyone else out of his head. He had to! Maybe now wasn’t a good time to tell her about Shea, but he did promise he would tell her if he kissed or hooked up with anyone. “You like it?”’he asked humming against her lips. “I could use another right about now” he smiled

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Can i ask who the dinner plans are with?” He owed her That much. She really needed him to be honest with her. She didn’t like this whole taking a few steps back after she had just got him. But this was part of proving to her if he really wanted to be with her. “I do like it.” She told him. “I have an ash tray in my bed room if you want to use it.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He nodded his head and pulled back to kiss her forehead. “Okay, hold on. Imma grab it” he said. Pulling up his pants and going to grab the ashtray and his cigarettes before coming back. He pulled a Marlboro black from its pack and placed it between his lips before lighting it up and sitting on the couch. “Come here baby” he said, reaching for her as he took a drag. Letting the smoke exhale he looked into her eyes. “I’m having dinner with Roman. But it is not a date.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She fluttered her eyes shut as he kissed her head, waiting patiently for him to come back as she pulled her shorts off and just pulled up her underwear and threw her shirt back on. As he came back, she listened, leaning into him and then looked at him. “Okay. Anything else you need to tell me?” She said to him, giving him the opportunity to be honest. “Khai if you hook up with him....I’ll never forgive you.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He continued to smoke on his cigarette and leaned back into the couch. Placing the ashtray on his thigh as he looked over at her. “Yeah” he nodded. Taking another drag to calm his nerves as his other hand rested on her leg. “I kissed Shea” he said softly. Ashing his cigarette before taking another long drag. “Hooked up with him?” he said as he breathed out the smoke. “When would I have even had a chance?” he asked. A little surprised she said she would never forgive him.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I don’t know Khai. He’s the guy you’re still in love with.” She shrugged. “I know you want me to trust you so at this rate, I’m putting my trust in not just you, but Roman too.” She raised her brows and then pushed her face into her hands. Kissing shea? Really? “Khai...” she said, her leg shaking as she tried to think. “No comment.” She said shaking her head because if she said anymore, it would turn into an argument and that’s the last thing she wanted. But it hurt. He did exactly what she was afraid he’d do.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m always gonna love him, Emily. I think that’s a little unfair.” He knew she was hurt but he didn’t say anything more. He didn’t wanna fight either but he knew this was what he had to do. He needed to get these other people out of his thoughts and off his radar. “I’m sorry. I just really wanted to” he said honestly. “I love you though. Not him.” He took another drag before putting out his smoke and moving the ashtray. “Emily, I told you I would never cheat on you, and I know this is hard. I do, I get it, and I hate myself for it. But I’m fucked up. I’m trying to be what you want but I can’t do that as long as I’m bottling up what if’s.” Sure that probably didn’t help his argument.  But he wanted to be so honest. He was used to open relationships and he was happy with the freedom. It didn’t mean he wanted her any less. In fact he wanted her more

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily listened to him. Khai was no fool. He knew when he would hurt her. He knew when she was happy and he sure as hell knew when she was sad. However, what he just said: that was what she had been waiting for. That raw and open honesty. She barely got this last night at the hospital and it was likely because of the drugs. He knew how hard this was and he was actually understanding her position in all of this. “Khai.” She said lowly, and crawled into his lap, wrapping herself around him so tightly. “Thank you. That’s all I needed to hear.” He was trying. He was finally proving what she had asked. Pulling back, she kissed him passionately, and then smiled back at him. “I know you hate saying it but damn it, Khai. I love you. I really love you.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He wrapped his arms around her as she crawled into his lap and he kissed her back slowly and intimately. Pulling back to look deep into her eyes. “I don’t hate saying it. I love you too” he replied. Leaning his head against hers and he breathed deeply. “Please don’t say you won’t forgive me. I need you”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She pressed her forehead to his and then chuckled. “Ok my bad. Saying it so much.” She laughed, getting serious as he kissed her back and she looked right into his eyes. She knew there was not a bone in her that couldn’t forgive him. No matter if she tried. Cupping his face, she nodded. “I’m sorry. I was...In my feelings. I should not have said that.” She told him honestly. “You have my heart, Malakhai Ozera. I’m yours and I can’t wait to be your girl again.” She said happily, kissed him again, passionately before turning around and picking up another cigarette. “Shot gun?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Don’t ever apologize for that” he said softly. Kissing her again before looking into her eyes. “I know, it’s okay. I just... I don’t wanna lose you. I know it’s hard to be with me right now. But you are my girl. You’re the one I come back to every time.” He watched her grab a cigarette and chuckled softly. “You wanna shot gun a cig?” he asked with a raised brow. “You sure?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily nodded, loving that he was finally understanding her stand point. She was starting to wonder if he ever would. “It may be hard Khai, but I’m still here. No matter how mad you make me, you can ask loren, I never let go. Loren, he praises us all the time and keeps me in line. He sees the love between us. So i know what we have is real and it’s strong.” She said to him, biting her lip. “You’re my person, Khai.” She teared up, smiling. “Like, you’re all I want in a man. Flaws and all. You’re mine.” She covered her face, trying to stop the tears and cleared her throat. “Ehemm yes.” She said, pointing to the cig. “I wanna try it.”(edited)

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai’s eyes started to tear up as he watched her. Her words meaning so much to him. That’s all he ever wanted, someone to stay and not leave him. He wanted to be enough and he was trying to be. It was never about double standards or hurting her for him. He was honestly just a mess. He leaned in and kissed her again before nodding his head. “Okay,  but don’t say I didn’t warn you” he smiled.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily saw him tear up which let her know he understood every word. It was in these moments, not much more needed to be said. They had a bond That could not be broken. Smiling, she kissed him back and then she nodded. “I’ll choke. I’m sure but let’s try it.” She snickered. “I’m ready.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He put the cigarette in his mouth and lit it up inhaling deeply. Using his finger he motioned for her to come closer and he blew her a shot gun right between her lips

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She inhaled, a little sharply but not trying to do it like she would weed. Weed it was a lot easier. However, this stung. She leaned back, coughing a little bit smiling as she blew the smoke out. “Wow.” She laughed, tucking her head in the crook of his neck. “I liked it.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He watched her and smiled as she coughed softly. Wrapping his arm around her as she tucked her face into his neck. “Yeah?” He asked. “You looked so sexy” he complimented. Kissing her head before continuing to smoke the cigarette

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She could lay like this forever. Right in his hold. She brought her arms up, wrapping loosely around his neck as she watched him smoke the cigarette. Damn he looked so good. “If there’s one habit I don’t want you to kick, it’s this.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He laughed looking at her and shook his head. “I don’t think you have to worry about that. Or weed” he said honestly. “I’m too addicted to the burn”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ She pulled her face towards him, looking up at him with her big brown eyes. “And I’m addicted to your kisses because of it.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Oh that’s why huh?” He asked with a chuckle. “Here you finish it” he said handing her the half smoked cigarette

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily looked up at her lover, and then at the cigarette. Could she even do this? She was such a rookie. But she brought it to her mouth, taking a hit and blowing out the smoke, smiling up at him as she finished it off and sitting up to put it in the ashtray. “Done.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He watched her with a smile until his phone chimed in his pocket. He pulled it out and looked at it sending a couple texts back and forth before putting it away. “I should probably go” he said. His eyes looking a bit sad

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Is it Landon?” She asked, knowing they were looking to meet up soon. She took a deep breath and crawled out of his lap. It sucked to see him go but she knew hed be back soon. “Have fun.” She said with a light smile. “I’ll miss you.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “No, it’s not” he said shaking his head. “I just need to get some sleep before I meet up with him.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I mean...do you have to leave now?” She asked, her eyes growing sad. “Can’t you just...sleep here?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He looked at her with his eyes tearing up. “I’m sorry” he said shaking his head. “Yeah, I can. I just need a minute.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Khai what is it?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “It’s nothing... just... Roman. It’s fine” he said. Clearing his throat and swallowing back tears. “It’s fine. I’m sorry. I’m gonna stay. Okay”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily pulled khai’s face to hers. “Hey. Talk to me. What’s going on?” She knew how much roman meant to him so she wanted to be there for him.(edited)

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ She pulled his face to hers and he just lost it. Pressing his forehead to hers with his eyes closed as his tears fell. “It’s fine... really” he choked out

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Khai, I know how much he means to you. You can talk to me. Look at how upset you are, baby. What’s wrong?” She held him, rubbing his back. “I’ll just listen. Talk to me.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I don’t... I don’t wanna... talk about it” he hyperventilated. Just holding her and trying to relax

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Okay she wasn’t going to force it out of him but it broke her heart to see him this way. “Come here baby.” She said, lying down with him on the couch, holding him close and pulling a blanket over them both. “I’ve got you, okay. I don’t know what happened but I’m here. I love you.” She told him, kissing his forehead, and wiping his tears as she pressed her forehead to his.(edited)

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I don’t wanna... be this upset. I’m really sorry. I am” he said laying against her. “I’m just... I’m never... enough for him” he cried more. “Fuck... stop it Khai” he told himself. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Oh that hurt her. Not her but to hear him say something so silly about himself. She cupped his face and looked him dead in the eye. “You listen to me Malakhai. You ARE enough. Do you hear me? That’s his loss. Not yours. You will ALWAYS be enough. Remember what I just told you? You are everything I want in a man. You ARE enough for me. Your flaws, your pros, your cons, your smile, your laugh, your cry. You ARE enough. If he turned the cheek, that’s on him baby. That’s not on you.” She kissed his forehead, pulling him close. “I’m so sorry Khai but don’t ever talk like that. I love you.” She would say it a million times to let him know how special he was to her.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He held onto her and just cried. He hated crying over him in front of her or even in her arms. But he couldn’t help it, he did love him, and it hurt so bad. Her words did make him feel better, he loved her too. But he didn’t know what to say. He just cried until he felt asleep

[lorencourtier]

Discord Thread || Loren & Emily

Discord thread featuring:Loren and Emily ( @warmvlbes​ )

When: August 21st.

Mentions: Jace @jace-matthews, Khai @malakhai-ozera, Landon @davieslandon

Description:Loren and Emily talk about deep feelings and being together. They also talk about going to France and past relationships.

Trigger Warnings: None.

Emily she had the covers on, covering her up as she waited to see when Loren would return to her room.

Loren. He was gone for about twenty mins. but when he came back, he had wine for her and a few snacks. “Sorry I took a min. Jace cut my hair. What do you think?” He asked. Sitting on the bed next to her and handing her the glass of wine.

Emily she had dressed back in her shorts and t-shirt, taking the wine and sipping it as she played with his locks. “Damn....you look good. “ she said, examining him. “Jace did this?”

Loren. He smiled watching her and nodded his head. “Yeah, he did. I’m glad you like it.” He put the snacks on the bed and made himself comfortable. “He went out for the night, so it’s just us. Figured I’d try to eat something” he shrugged. Opening a stick of string cheese and taking a bit.

Emily “do you pick up string cheese?” She joked, playfully pushing him as she picked up her own stick and started to pull it off and start eating it. “And just us??? All night!?”

Loren. “I do yes” he grinned. taking another bite as he nodded his head. “Yeah, just ya. All night” he repeated. Leaning in to kiss the side of her mouth before taking another bite. “I’m so hungry. I might eat the whole bag” he laughed

Emily “go for it! You probably vomited everything you ate in the last day or so! So def eat it all.” She smiled, and hummed as he kissed the side of her mouth. “Wow I haven’t had a night alone with you in a while! I’m excited. I get my boyfriend all to myself.”

Loren. “I just might” he grinned. Placing his hand on her leg as he leaned back against the head board and at another stick. “I know, it’s been so long. I’ve missed having the night alone with my girlfriend too ya know?”

Emily she leaned back with him, placing her hand over his And smiling as she intertwined their fingers. “I really can’t get over you calling me that.” She hummed, smiling at him, and then resting her head on his shoulder. “You sure you don’t want me to fix you something?”

Loren. “Well, you better get used to it. Because one of these days. It’s gonna be more than true” he smiled. Lacing his fingers back through hers as he leaned over to kiss her forehead. “Yeah, I’m sure. I don’t wanna over do it”

Emily she had the biggest grin on her face, knowing what he said was true. She loved it. He was probably one of the first people she could really trust too. “I can’t wait.” He finally said, her eyes fluttering shut to the feeling of his kiss. “So tell me more about your life in France. I wanna know as much as I can before we go”

Loren. “Me either baby” he said honestly. Keeping their hands laced together as he draped his arm around her shoulders. “I mean, it wasn’t that great. My family sucks. But it’s really beautiful there. Lots of flowers around and a clear Mountain View so close you swear you can touch it. I miss it there for how beautiful it is. But, I don’t think I’d ever move back. I went back there when I was dating Landon because my grand mere was sick and passing. She left her house to me. So, it’s a great vacation spot”

Emily she nodded, listening to him. “Almost like California.” She said to him as she looked over. “That’s pretty cool though. That means your only expense is just airfare and food really.” She said to him, kissing his shoulder. “Last time I was in France, Khai was with me.” She snickered. “We went to Paris. Just like you and Landon.”

Loren. “Yeah, almost” he nodded. “I think you would really love it there. Isn’t it crazy we both been there with out exs? and not to say it’s a bad thing or the memories are bad. But we are definitely going to make it a place of our own” he assured. “But yeah, I don’t have to worry about money anyway. My dads a famous actor so.. I have like 6 different trusts” he shrugged. Never really talking about how much money he actually had.

Emily “I do remember that fact about your dad!” She assured him and then laughed. “That’s where I fell in love with Khai.” She smiled, thinking about it as she played with her bracelet. “He will always hold a place there for me. But I’m glad I get to start over with you. Even if it’s not Paris.” She smiled up at him. “But our own memories in our own place.”

Loren. “I know the feeling” he nodded. Thinking back on it being where he had falling in love with Landon. He had to go there so soon after they had gotten together. It had become their own little sanctuary. “Of course, yeah. No replacing. Just new memories” he assured. Kissing her forehead again before kissing her lips

Emily “but now I’m in love with my best friend” she smiled, looking up to him and kissing him back deeply. “Don’t leave for Maldives too long. I’m gonna miss you so much.”

Loren. “I am too. So very deeply in love” he smiled. Kissing her again before leaning his head to hers. “It won’t be long. But I’ll FaceTime you when I can” he promised.

Emily “mmm.” She smiled thinking about it and biting her lip, blushing. “Then we can get married and start a family like you actually want.” She nodded, leaning up to kiss him again. “Mm. Okay! What shall we do now? Turn on a movie?”

Loren. “oh yeah, I would love that” he grinned. Blushing slightly himself as he watched her. “Yeah, we can do that. Or just cuddle. Whatever you wanna do baby.”

Emily “is that what you want?” She asked him, smirking as she blushed, moving to cuddle him again as she turned on a movie just to play as white noise in the background. “Emily Courtier” she mumbled to him, turning his face towards her and kissing him soundly

Loren. “I mean, yeah. I really would love that with you one day” he said honestly. A wide smile spreading across his face as she said her name with his. “I love you” he breathed out. Kissing her back just as soundly as he pulled her close

Emily “I want your kids, I want to marry you, grow old with you.” She smiled, not even feeling a bit remorseful knowing that one day, this really would happen and Jace would just be a past relationship. She loved Jace for Loren but what they had was undeniable. A single tear ran down her cheek, unknowingly as he kissed her and it made her smile as she buried her face in his neck. “I’m not even watching this movie.” She snorted, laughing at herself. “Because i can’t stop loving on you”

Loren. God, Loren was over the moon hearing her words. He was so in love with her and there was just no stopping it or slowing it down. He wanted her to be his and only his. He brushed her cheek with his thumb and smiled softly. “I want all that too. And I don’t want you to ever stop loving on me.  You’re... “ he stopped for a moment and smiled again. “You’re all I want Emily. Completely.”

Emily “do you fear that’ll happen?” She asked him, looking up in his eyes. “Because I’ll never stop loving you loren. I promise I won’t.” She said to him, kissing his lips again. “You know I’m yours. Always.”

Loren. “I don’t know. Sometimes I guess. But I wouldn’t blame you if it did” he said honestly. He knew it had to be hard on her to see him with Jace. Hell it was hard on him too. He was so torn. But he didn’t want to hurt Jace. He just couldn’t stop loving her. “Always baby. Always and forever” he smiled. Kissing her back again

Emily “thats never gonna happen.” She knew he was torn but she’d never ask him to choose. She was happy with where they were and knew they’d find their time one day. She smiled into his kiss before resting her head back on his chest. “Don’t let go.”

Loren. “Good, it’s never gonna happen for me either”’he assured. Holding her tightly against him as he rubbed her back. “Never baby. I’ll never let go.”

Emily “good!” She smiled, holding him tightly and her eyes started to close and drift as he rubbed her back. She cooed to his last words, staying completely cuddled into him.

Loren. “Mhm”’he hummed. The smile never leaving his face as they snuggled into one another. His own eyes closing as he rubbed her back until he drifted off to sleep.

[quentinxdelancret]

Discord One-Liner Thread II Quentin and Emily

Discord thread featuring: Quentin & Emily @warmvlbes

When:  August 1st

Description: Quentin goes over to Emily’s to provide her with a distraction.

Trigger Warnings: SMUT!

Quentin. Once he got her address he headed right over to her place. His acoustic guitar draped over his shoulder just in case. Knocking lightly he waited for a respond. Stuffing his phone into his pocket before pushing his hair back from his face.

Emily She was bummed Khai didn't even budge but at this rate, she was far from surprised. Just annoyed and needed anything to get her mind off of him. No amount of going through old pics would work out  for her except to make her sad. So whether it was music, or more, she was happy Quentin had decided to come over. She ran over to the door, answering and smiling as she saw him, standing in a black  crop top and greay sweats, her blonde locks up in a messy bun. "Welcome in."

Quentin. He smiled at her as she opened the door and he made his ways inside once invited. “You look cute” he said, turning around to gave her again. “Nice place”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "I actually look like a train hit me." She laughed. "But thank you for appreciating my run down look. I call it emily couture." She snickered, taking a seat in her room with him. "Thank you. We just moved in."

Quentin. I actually prefer the grungier look if I’m being honest. Comfort is everything” he smiled. Taking a seat at the edge of her bed he placed his guitar case on the floor. “It’s really nice. I like the view” he pointed toward the window.

Emily "I can agree to that." She shrugged, walking to take a seat beside him. "Yeah the view is my favorite part. I get to see right over the skyline and it's amazing." She smirked and then looked down at the case. "Can I see it?"

Quentin. He looked out over the skyline and nodded his head. “Yeah, it’s amazing. I have a similar view at my place” he added. She asked to see his guitar and he nodded again. “Oh yeah, definitely. It’s kinda old but it was the last thing I got from my birthday parents. So it’s kinda special.”

Emily "Were you adopted?" She asked, starting to play a light tune for him.

Quentin. “Yeah, I was” he nodded. Watching her play. “I was born in France but my parents were... they passed. So my brother and I got adopted by a family here. Well not here but in California. What is that? It’s beautiful”

Emily "Right! you told me you were from Cali. Me too." She smiled. "Well, that's really sweet you got to keep the guitar, at least. That's pretty awesome." She said before clearing her throat. "You don't have to know exactly who you are just let your heart lead. It's all worth the trials that you're going through...so just enjoy the fall and you'll land right where you want to..." she sang.

Quentin. Quentin smiled as she sang as he rested his elbows on his knees. His head bobbing to the tune as he hummed along

Emily She stopped, sitting the guitar back in the case and she laughed. "I'm working on that song." She smiled. "It's called daydream."

Quentin. “it’s really good! I like it a lot” he smiled. “You’re voice is so beautiful”

Emily "Thank you so much!" She smiled, bringing her knees up to her chest on her bed. "Sorry i don't have the s'mores as promised."

Quentin. “that’s okay. We don’t need s’mores” he shrugged. “So.. whatcha wanna do now?”

Emily "We don't need them! You're right!" She smiled and then shrugged. "I don't know. I like talking to you for sure."

Quentin. “alright... let’s talk” he smiled. “How long have you been doing music?”

Emily "Hold that thought." She smiled, going to grab 2 beers from the kitchen and coming back. "You care for one of these?" She asked, opening her own and sighing. "I mean, my whole life, really. What about you?"

Quentin. “okay”’he smiled and watched her leave and come back. “I’d love one. Thanks!” He took the beer from her and opened it before taking a long swig. “Same... my mom was actually a singer. So she taught my brother and I how to play piano and how to hold a note at a very young age. It just progressed from there”

Emily "It was my dad for me." She said to him. "But they hate me now."

Quentin. “why do they hate you? If you don’t mind my asking”

Emily "because I chose a less promising career path than my brother." she said to him, taking a swig. "He actually just moved here. I literally can't stand him."

Quentin. “that’s stupid” he said without filter. Taking another drink before shaking his head. “I’m sorry. Here’s to the underdog” he clicked his bottle to hers

Emily “haha thank you! A and a proud underdog At that!” She smiled, taking a swig if her beer and then setting it down. “So you said you wanted to see my tattoo?”

Quentin. “Absolutely” he grinned. Placing his beer bottle on to his knee before nodding again. “Yep, lets see it. No going back now” he teased

Emily she laughed, starting to undo her pants and pulling down just the front, showing her exposed thigh. “There it is. No judging!”

Quentin. He licked his lips as he watched her undo her pants and then cleared his throat. “That is sexy. I knew it would be” he smiled

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She smiled, blushing as she pulled the pants back up. “Thank you.” She gave a shy smile, tying her pants back up. “Do you have any?”

Quentin. “I have one... it’s stupid. On my wrist.” He flips his left hand over to show her

Emily she traced her finger tips over the small tattoo and she shook her head. “I don’t think that’s stupid at all.”

Quentin. His eyes watched her face as she touched his tattoo and he gave a crooked smile. “Thanks, doll. It’s like my secret control panel” he teased

Emily “what happens if I press play?” She laughs, pressing lightly over the play button

Quentin. “Depends.. what do you want to happen?” He raised his brow

Emily “surprise me”

Quentin. “Well, I don’t think you just invited me over here to chat”

Emily “then what did I actually invite you over for?”

Quentin. I don’t know Miss. Davis. Maybe you should tell me” he grinned

Emily she sighed, moving some of his locks out of his face. “I need a distraction.” She whispered before using her fingertips to trace his jaw. “And I just hoped you’d be down to help”

Quentin. “I think I could do that” he replied looking directly at her. His hands moving to rest on her thighs as he got off the bed and placed himself in front of her. He leaned forward and kissed her slow. Pulling at her lips with his teeth.

Emily she kissed him back, nice and slow, moaning as he pulled at her bottom lip, doing it right back to him as she brought her legs around him.

Quentin. A small grin pulled at his lips as she bit at his bottom one. Pulling away to remove his shirt before doing the same with hers. His lips immediately attacking her neck soon after as he kissed and sucked at her skin

Emily now things were moving and she was enjoying it. This probably wasn’t smart but she needed an out. Something. She moaned lightly as she pulled him on to the bed with her

Quentin. He crawled onto the bed with her before lifting to his knees to undo his pants. His eyes scanning her body before pulling them open and leaning back over her to kiss her again. Pressing his weight against her between her legs

Emily she watched as he removed his pants, removing her own and cupping his face to kiss him back, humming as he pressed his weight against her core. “You tease.”

Quentin. He smiled against her lips at her words and reached his hand between them to touch her. His fingers trailing over her soft softly before licking her lips. Pulling away again to get back on his knees and removing his underwear. His length completely revealed to her as he pulled a condom from his pants and ripped it open with his teeth. Once he had it on grabbed her waist and flipped her over. Pulling her up to be on all fours before pulling down her panties and slapping her ass. His fingers teasing her clit from behind as he aligned himself with her and pushed deep into her.

Emily he was dominant. She loved it. And she watched his every move. Even the condom. As she saw his length, she bit her lip smiling before she realized she was on all fours, moaning loudly as he yanked down her panties and slapped her ass. “Oh fuck....” she said, wincing at the feeling before feeling him deep inside her. “God that feels good.”

Quentin. Once he was inside her and moving at a slow deep rhythm. He grabbed her arms and pulled her back against him. His arm wrapping around her to fondle her clit as he fucked her. His other hand moving to grab her face just under her chin as he kissed and bit at her jawline.

Emily “oh my god.” She groaned, moving her hips back to match his rhythm, moaning loudly as he fondled her pierced clit. “Fuck Quentin...” he moaned, gripping the sheets before her as he pounded into her. “Mmm keep fucking me.”

Quentin. He was definitely not one to have to be told twice. His rhythm quickly picking up as he pounded into her over and over. “You like that baby?” he asked with a low raspy moan. Pulling at her piecing a bit aggressively but not too hard as he gripped her face tighter

Emily she was trying to hang her head but his grip was firm, and he had her locked in place. “Yes yes yes.” She pushed through gritted teeth, her mouth falling open as he messed with her piercing. “Ah fuck. That feels good!”

Quentin. He pushes his length all the way into her as he rolled his hips. Holding in place for a moment before pounding into her again. His hand moving from her chin to the base of her neck as he kissed fervent at her jawline “you feel good too baby. So good” he breathed out against her skin

Emily her moans were becoming more verbal. Not even able to use her hands now since he had them pinned behind her. The sounds of their bodies meeting making her body shake, her legs trembling at his thrust. “You’re gonna make me cum baby”

Quentin. He loved how vocal she was, and it only drove him to thrust even harder. His hand still working her clit as he held her in place. “Oh yeah baby... I want you to cum for me”’he moaned. His own body tightening with pleasure as she shook against him.

Emily she didn’t even last much longer before she was cumming all over him, her face falling forward into the sheets as her body went into a full body orgasm. “Jesus fuck”

Quentin. Feeling her body give in, and her juices spill out around him. He continued to thrust into her. Fucking her throughout her entire orgasm before letting himself cum as well. A soft low growl escaping his lips as he pumped out every last drop. Once she dropped to the bed he laid down beside her. Smiling over to her before letting out a soft chuckle. “You’re so sexy” he finally said. Trying to catch his breath as he pushed his sweaty hair back

Emily her body fell limp beside him and she snickered, trying to get comfortable. “Oh fuck that felt so good.” She moaned out, looking over at him. “You um...well you’re sexy but also....that was amazing”

Quentin. “yes.. you are amazing” he grinned. Reaching over to push her hair back from her face. “Did that help?”

Emily “a whole lot! Feel free do that anytime!”

Quentin. He chuckled at her words and nodded his head. “I’ll definitely keep that in mind”

Emily she laughed, rolling over and standing up on her knees, pulling him in for a kiss. “I just hope I was good”

Quentin. He kisses her back and smiled against her lips. “Of course you were good. I’m just not very vocal. I’m sorry.”

Emily “no I was just asking in general. Don’t worry about that.” She smiled and then sighed. “You leaving now?”

Quentin. “You’re amazing Emily. Very sexy, and so tight” he grinned. Licking his lips. “I probably should. Jaycee is expecting me.”

Emily “Don’t keep her waiting. I appreciate you coming.” She smiled and then walked him to her door. “Get there safely”

Quentin. He discarded of the condom and got dressed before grabbing his guitar and walking with her to the door. Kissing the side of her mouth with a smile before nodding at her words. “This was fun. We should do it again” he said meaningfully.

Emily “we will.” She smirked crying kissing him one more time and then  watched as he left.

[stcygcld]

closed starter for @swords-before-words​​ !​

As it was Emily’s first Christmas away from Boston, it was safe to say that she had kept the festivities to a little simple. With Walter being sick, and her cousin working through the holidays, she did not see a point in celebrating on her own. She had just managed to get herself a tree at Walter’s insistence, and kept the decorations to a minimum. 

She had turned on the Christmas lights and poured herself a glass of wine that night, fully ending to spend the next few hours binging on some Christmas movies when her doorbell rang. She hadn’t been expecting anyone, but she worried that something might have happened to her uncle who lived next door. Grabbing her sweater and shrugging it on, she hurried over to open the door. 

“Veronica?!” The blonde exclaimed upon seeing her best friend. “Oh my God, what are you doing here?” Pulling the other into a tight embrace, she fought back the tears. Oh how she’d missed her. 

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Thread || Khai & Emily

Discord thread featuring: Malakhai Ozera & Emily Davis ( @warmvlbes )

When: July 23rd

Mentions: @davieslandon

Description: Emily goes over to show Khai her new piercing and Khai tells Emily he has feelings for Landon. Talks about going back to Bradford for a bit.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily didn't really know how she was going to make it but she made it a point to get there and waddled up to the door, trying the knob and sticking her head around. "Hey handsome." She called out, walking in slowly and placing the kettle corn on the counter. "Don't laugh at how I'm walking."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He stood up from the couch and walked over to her. “Why would I laugh? You okay?” He asked leaning against the counter

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily smiled at him as he got closer and before she said anything, she snaked her arm around his waist and hugged him, tucking her face in his neck. "I'm okay but....things hurt."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “What did you do?” he asked hugging her back softly.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily sighed and pushed her self up on the counter and pointed towards her center. "go look."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “You did not do that” he said raising his brow

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Are you mad...?" She asked, a little pout playing on her lips.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “No, I’m done being mad about anything. I just can’t believe you did it”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily sighed. "I wanted to do it for a while." She shrugged. "So i just did."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Nice! How’s it feeling?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "It hurts." She pouted. "But I do want to know how it would feel...during...stuff...."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Too has you can’t have sex for a week” he chuckled dryly

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "UM!" She whined, holding on his hand. "I gave it to you though..."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “It’s different for girls. You’re already in pain”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "It's fine. you just don't want to have sex with me." She shrugged, pulling the popcorn in her lap and starting to eat it.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Don’t do that” he shook his head. “I’m not gonna hurt you.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "I didn't want to hurt you either and you told me you liked pain. You fucking choked me out the other night and you don't think I can't handle a little pain?" She asked him, brow raised. "But it's fine. At least you can look at it."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Em... I..” he shook his head. “I do like pain but that’s different”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "I really just think you're not in the mood and  i can't be mad about that." She said, looking into her lover's eyes. "What's going on with you?"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Yeah, I guess not” he shrugged. “I just, I’m just numb today. I think I’m gonna leave town for a bit.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Her eyes fell blank, and her appetite came to an immediate stop. "L-leaving?" She asked him. "W-where? Alone? W-why?" She asked, her voice cracking. "did I do something?"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m just gonna go home for a while. You didn’t do anything it’s about me”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily felt the tears building, and she took some deep breaths trying to fight it. "Are you going alone?" She asked. "Khai your dad is there...."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Yeah I’m going alone. It’ll be fine. He’s not as bad as my step dad. Plus I’m not gonna stay with him. I’ll just be able to see my sister and dumb ass brother. Don’t cry”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shook her head. "Will I hear from you?" She said, worried. Sure he can say not cry but that was hard when he'd seemed off this entire time.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Probably. I kinda wanna cut myself off for a bit. But if I text anyone it will be you. If you’re sure you still want me to. I told Landon I liked him today. So, I don’t blame you if you don’t want me to.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “You did WHAT?” She hopped down from the counter. “Khai what the fuck!?” “Never worry, huh? Don’t worry about anyone. It‘s innocent flirting, right!? IT MEANS NOTHING, RIGHT!?” She threw the popcorn across the room, a massive scream erupting from her body. “WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!? Y-you want to talk about someone who isn’t enough? For fucks sake! IM NEVER GOING TO BE ENOUGH FOR YOU!”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai just stood there watching her. He couldn’t even react he was so numb to everything right now. “I’m sorry. I just... im sorry.” He walked across the room and picked up the popcorn. Placing it back onto the counter. “I don’t wanna fight with you right now.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ The tears started streaming down her face as she backed herself into a corner, sliding down the wall as she broke down.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Emily... I told you I would tell you and be honest with you. I didn’t do anything with him. He doesn’t even want me. I just had to tell him. I can’t do this right now.” He turned around and walked into his bedroom slamming the door

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She got up and walked right over to his room and opened the door. “No! You don’t get to walk away from me, Malakhai Ozera. I told you this would happen!” She said to him. “Why would you tell him with no intention of trying to be with him, Khai!? Tell me the truth!”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ0 He sat on his bed and looked over at her. “Because I did wanna be with him I guess. But it doesn’t matter cause he doesn’t want me”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Yeah you wanted to be with him. Everyone could have told you that. I could have told you that.” She flared her nose. “I am never going to be enough, am I?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Yeah, I’ve liked him for a while but like I said it doesn’t matter. It will never happen. I never said that. I just don’t wanna do this right now”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m leaving” he stood up and grabbed his bag that was already packed and he headed out of the room.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “You should have been honest with me from the start. You lied to me Khai. Over and over again about your feelings for Landon and i look like a god damn fool out here defending my love for you and defending you.” She said watching him pack. “It’s fine. Jace and Loren are picking me up anyways. Have a nice trip!” She smiled. Walking out the door and slamming it shut.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I didn’t mean to lie. I was trying not to like him cause I knew it wouldn’t go anywhere. We’re just friends.” He watched her leave and sat back onto his bed with his head in his hands. “Good bye Emily”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She heard him and opened the door one more time. “It’s not goodbye. And I’m sorry about your mom. I want to be here for you Khai but you keep hurting me. Enjoy your trip and text me if YOU want to. Goodnight.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I can’t do this Emily. Please. Just go”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I AM!” She said to him. “But this shit is far from over. You just remember who wants you in the end of all of this.” She spat, slamming the door behind her.

[lorencourtier]

Discord Thread || Loren & Emily

Discord thread featuring:Loren and Emily ( @warmvlbes )

When: August 23rd

Description:Loren and Jace had decided to have an open relationship. So, Loren and Emily have been seeing each other for weeks now. He asks Emily to meet him in the bathroom because he has a confession he wants to make about their relationship.

Trigger Warnings: SMUT!!

Emily she walked in, her arms crossed across her chest as she waited for him

Loren. Loren walked into the bathroom and walked right up to her. Placing his hand on the back of her neck and kissing her soundly

Emily she frowned, a little confused but was at ease once he kissed her, and she didn’t hesitate to kiss him back. “Whats wring?” She asked him, looking in his eyes as she pulled away.

Loren. He pulled back and placed both of his hands onto the sink counter. She was trapped between his arms pressed against the smile and all he could to do was smile. “Nothings wrong, baby. I think it’s time that’s all.”

Emily “t-time?” She asked him, scanning his face as she smiled. “What do you mean?”

Loren. “I think it’s time I tell Jace that I want us to be more” he clarified. “After Maldives. I think I want to tell him that I want you to be my girlfriend.” His eyes were so full of emotion as he gazed into her deep browns, and he raised his hand to rest against her cheek. “I can’t keep pretending I don’t want more.”

Emily her heart was beating so fast. So so so fast. She smiled at Loren, cupping his face before slamming into his body, hugging him so tightly. “I’m so ready to be your girl You have no idea.” She said against his skin, pulling out of the hug and kissing him deeply. “I love you”

Loren. His smile never left his face as she spoke and he kissed her back just as deeply. Humming into the kiss as he wrapped his arms tightly around her. “I love you too, baby. So so much.”

Emily she wanted to squeak into his hold but she didn’t. she just matched his smile, kissing him over and over. “I should’ve waited for you to tell me but I got scared!”

Loren. He kissed her back smiling widely at her reaction. “It’s okay baby. I’m kinda scared myself. I don’t want to hurt him.”

Emily “you’re behind honest with yourself.” She smiled, taking his hands. “We...our timing was shitty.” She sighed. “But I need you more than you know”

Loren. “I’m trying to be” he assured. “It’s just so hard” he admitted with a soft sigh. “You are worth it though, so fucking worth it.”

Emily “we’ve been waiting.” She sighed happily. “For a really long time. Even while we were with other people.” She admitted. “You’re my world. My heart.”

Loren. Emily was making his heart melt right there in the bathroom. you could see it in his eyes just how in love with her he really was. “I want you right now” he said in a low voice. Lifting her up and setting her into the counter before leaning in to kiss her passionately. His fingers rubbing between her legs as he hummed softly.

Emily she couldn’t help but laugh as he picked her up and placed her on the counter, her legs wrapping around his waist,nibbling at his bottom lip as she started to undo his pants. “Better make it fast.” She snickered, moaning lightly to his fingers between her legs.

Loren. He grinned at her words and nodded as he pressed his lips to hers again. His fingers hooking in her shorts to pull them to the side as she pushed down his pants. “You’re so sexy” he hummed. Biting at her lips before sucking them between his own.

Emily she giggled, biting her lip as he pushed her shorts aside and dropped his pants, making her reach for his cock. “Mmm You are the king of fucking me through my clothes I swear.” She teased him, kissing him back as she pressed her hips into his.

Loren. “I better be the king of fucking you, period” he grinned. Moaning softly as she stroked his cock. His fingers pushing into her a few times before letting her replace them with his length. “Mmm baby....” he moaned softly. Biting his lip to try and keep quiet.

Emily she went to kiss him but was caught off guard by his cock, pushing between her folds. She had to kiss him. Needing to muffle the moan that just passed her lips as she leaned her back against the counter. “Fuck me hard.”

Loren. He kissed her back, moaning into her mouth as he did as instructed. Pushing his hips deep and harder into hers as he fucked her faster and faster. Slowing down after a few moments to really punch into her as he bottomed out over and over.

Emily “fuck baby...fuck!” She moaned out, biting into his shoulder as he started pushing into her. She fought back, pushing him off but not fully as she started to try and push her shorts off. The temp was jjst so hot. “Ughhh rip them off. I don’t care”

Loren. A loud moan slipped past his lips as she sunk her teeth into his shoulder. But he didn’t care, he kept pushing into her slow and hard. Letting her feel every inch of him as he grabbed onto her shorts. “You’re all mine baby”’he groaned. ripping her shorts from her body as he got even deeper into her core with them gone.

Emily god she was so happy to get those shorts off because they were restricting the fuck out of her, making her spread her legs more for Loren as he fucked her core, her nails biting into his skin. “Goddddd.” She groaned out, coming off the counter and turning around as she placed her hand on the mirror, spreading her legs enough and smiling as she watched him through the mirror. “God you fuck me so fucking good baby”

Loren. Loren was so relieved to have them gone as well. His thrusts hitting deeper and harder before she pulled away to change positions. “Oh, Fuck yeah baby” he grinned. Aligning himself with her again and pushing in deep as he tucked her doggy style. “Shiiit” he hissed. The new angle giving him just the right amount of pressure as she pushed back on him.

Emily she was hanging her head, her ponytail keeping her hair right out of her face which was perfect as she gripped the counter, moaning as she watched him own her body in the mirror. “dont stop baby. Please don’t stop...you’re gonna make me cum. Fuck baby.” She moaned out, biting her lip as her head started to hang low again.

Loren. Jesus Christ she was so sexy! He could feel the tightening in his lower stomach just from watching her watch him. “Yeah baby... right there. Cum for daddy” he growled through his clenched teeth. Their bodies slapping together loudly as he pounded into her deep and hard. He wrapped his hand around her waist to fondle her clit as he held onto her hip with the other. “Emily... fuck! I fucking love you baby” he moaned. Feeling his release right there on the edge.

Emily It was almost on command, cumming right over his cock, and drenching him as she felt him plowing into her, loving the sound of their body’s making contact over and over again. “I fucking love you too daddy...fuck!” She groaned out, her body so sensitive to his touch as she stood up, turning her head to kiss him. “Don’t you fucking stop. Keep going...”

Loren. He could feel her juices spilling over him and fuck... it was so sexy. His hand moving from her hip to the side of her face as she lifted to kiss him. His tongue tracing every inch of her mouth as he continued to pound into her sensitive walls. “Fuuuu..” he moaned out against her mouth. Feeling his cum shoot out of him hard as his cock flexed inside of her. “Fuck baby...” he trembled against her. Continuing to kiss her passionately as he rolled his hips into her as they both started to come back down.

Emily god he was so sexy, and he felt so good. As he came into her, her body was trembling against his cock, her head killing back on his shoulder as he started to slow his pace down. Soft hums passed her lips as she was trying to catch her breath as he rolled into her. “I’m gonna need more.” She admitted, laughing. “But I know you gotta get back.” She said to him, turning to kiss him again.

Loren. “Mmm, I always need more” he hummed against her lips. His hand moving to stroke his own cock slowly as she turned and stood in front of him. “You’re so sexy. I can’t get enough of you.” He could hear Jace call to him and he groaned softly. “Shiiiit... I guess I gotta go. But soon, youll be all mine.”

Emily “come back to the shower.” She groaned, pouting as she heard Jace. “I’m taking a shower and want you there to just hold me.” She sighed, taking her shirt off and hobbling over to get the water started.

Loren. “I’ll try baby”’he promised. Kissing her soundly before helping her  over to the shower. He got his pants back up and fixed his hair a bit. Turning to smile at her as he pulled the door open. Mouthing I love you before going back into his room.

Emily she finally got under the water, letting the water rush down her body as she started to shampoo her blonde locks and started to rinse out all of the suds.

Loren. Loren came back into the bathroom and removed his pants. Stepping into the shower behind her and wrapping his arms around her waist as he leaned down to kiss her shoulder.

Emily “baby..” she smiled, not even knowing he snuck in behind her until he grabbed her waist, having his arms around her. She cooed to the kiss before she completely turned around and kissed him under the water.

Loren. He smiled as she called him baby. Wrapping  his arms around her again when she turned around. He kissed  her back soundly as he held her against him again and hummed softly. Lulling his head back as he let the water run over his face and down his body.

Emily she took that complete opportunity to kiss his neck and down his chest, pressing kisses all along his body and leaving a few love bites behind, not caring if Jace was gonna say anything about it. She brought her lips back up to his jaw line before meeting his lips again, letting her tongue trace his lips as her hands traveled down his back.

Loren. God, he loved having his neck kissed. His lips parting slightly as she left marks on his body and he brought his lips back to hers. Letting her tongue tease his lips before kissing her slowly and intimately. Letting his fingers trace lazily over the small of her back as he hummed softly. “I love you so much” he said with a soft whisper against her lips. Her body pressed firm to his as he kissed down her jawline to her neck and licked sensually at her earlobe.

Emily “i love you more.” She hummed, smiling as he kissed down her neck. The earlobe was such a sensitive spot for her, she giggled to the feeling but in a sensual way. She bit her lip as her hand moved towards the front of his body and her finger traced his cock. “I need more...” she said again, biting her lip again as she turned around, bending herself over.

Loren. He was so obsessed with the way her body responded to his touch. Whether it was his hands or lips, she was just a complete fucking goddess. Just like he had said the very first time they met. His cock twitched at the light touch of her fingers as he smiled devilishly as she bent over. “Mmm, yeah baby. I love when you demand my body” he said honestly. Guiding his cock to her folds and rubbing against her a few times before pushing deep into her again.

Emily she was still sooooo sensitive from before that she actually winced to the feeling of him pushing inside her. “Slowly okay?” Well...at least for now as the water still ran down their bodies, her hands resting on the glass barriers around them. She loved that she could ask for this anytime and get what she wanted. But tonight she really wanted to love on him because he was really making her want of having him come true very very soon. He’s deserved this. They both did.

Loren. He wrapped his arm firm around her waist. Not too tight but not too loosely either. Holding her as if he owned her as he leaned over her back and kissed softly at the back of her neck and shoulder. “Okay baby” he nodded. His hard breaths hitting against her wet skin as he slowly moved in and out of her.

Emily she was feeling every single inch of his cock inside her. Every. Single. One. God it felt so good and was sending her body into another dimension. She stood up, pulling at his hair as she turned her face to kiss him deeply and then locked eyes with him, smiling as she started to grind her own hips a bit faster against him, bouncing her ass off his cock over and over

Loren. Loren could feel his cock throbbing inside of her. His show movements against her tightness was driving him insane. He let out a low moan as she lifted up to tug at his hair. His kiss hungrily craving hers as she started to bounce against him. “Mmm shit baby” he moaned against her mouth. His thrust becoming a bit harder as he pressed into her deeply. “You feel so good... so fucking good” he groaned. His hand moving to fondle her clit as he kept her firm against him.

Emily “ohhhhh fuck baby.” She finally said as he felt his cock pulsing, and he was meeting her thrust. He was moving a lot harder and it made her laugh before she gasped for air as he fondled her clit. “Fuck daddy!” She yelled out, bending forward again as she hiked spread her legs more. “Harder daddy. Just get rough with me.” He was driving her crazy and at this point, she stopped caring. She needed him

Loren. He couldn’t help himself when it came to her. He wanted to go slow and take his time, but he wanted her so bad. He wanted to make her feel good and feel her squirt all over him. “He moved his hand to grip around her chin from behind as he pulled her head back. Kissing her hard and he bit and sucked at her lips. His cock pounding into her as she hiked her leg onto the side of the tub. “Fuck, Emmmmily” he moaned loudly. His cock pushing balls deep into her over and over as he pinched at her clit piercing. “You like that baby?” he asked through hard breaths. Dropping his head down to rest between her shoulder blades as he continued to pound into her

Emily “unnnnnnnffff fuck don’t stop. Right there!” She yelled out, catching her breath as he drilled into her. “UNNNNH LOREN!” she screamed out, pulling off and squirting before slamming back down on his cock, kissing him back as she tried to catch her breath. “God i love when you play rough. Fuck me so hard, daddy.” She said through gritted teeth, reaching back as her nails dug right into his ass

Loren. God Damn, she was so fucking addicted to her. He continued to pound into her over and over. Even when she pulled away to squirt he pulled her back to him. Continuing to rail into her as he growled through his clenched teeth. “Fuckfuckfuck” he groaned loudly. His hot cum shooting deep inside of her as he kept his sloppy thrusts pushing into her over and over.

Emily she was spent, so sensitive. More so now. And loving the feeling of him literally inside her, savoring every drop and pressing a kiss to his lips as he road out both of their orgasms. “Fuck...” she laughed against his lips. “Can I stay with y’all tonight?”

Loren. He kept his arms around her as he practically held her up. Kissing her back fervently as he smiled against her lips. “Yes baby. I want you to” he said honestly. Pulling out of her with a soft moan and reaching for a towel to step out of the shower.

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Thread || Khai & Emily

Discord thread featuring: Malakhai Ozera & Emily Davis ( @warmvlbes )

When: August 4th

Mentions: @dammitdorian

Description: Khai and Emily text to meet at the grind. They meet up and she ends up slapping him and throwing coffee in his face.

TEXTS

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Are you up

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Kinda What’s up?

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ I’m sorry I called you pathetic

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ It’s fine. You’re not wrong.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ It wasn’t nice I’m just- angry

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I know you are I deserved it

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ I know neither one of us can predict any kind of future but...I do have it in my heart that you find your way back to me. just right now, shit is hard You really really hurt me this time

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I didn’t do it intentionally Emily. I loved being with you, and I loved you the best way I knew how. I just couldn’t seem to fill that void in me and I truly am sorry. I never wanted to hurt you and the more I tried not to the more I did I’m legit falling asleep off and on so if I stop responding I do apologize. But we can definitely talk more later.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ fill what void? Khai you never gave me a chance to fill any kind of void. We officially dated maybe 2 day’s before you gave up on me and here you are doing it again. You always thought about yourself and only yourself and put others before me every single time. What you did was so fucking shitty because I was never your first choice Khai. Not once. And then to turn around and give that chance to someone else? Guess what. You’re still hurting me.(edited) You also keep saying everything past tense. Can you not? Last night you told me you still love me so stop using “loved”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Also just to add, That chance of us being together again will have to be granted by me. Because I don’t trust you at all and it’s going to take a lot before i ever do again. I’m sorry.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I was talking past tense like before.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ K

AT THE GRIND

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ

“I do love you Emily. I care about you a lot. I’m just not in love with you right now”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “That’s literally because you’re focused on everyone BUT me. You are the only person to blame”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Too much has happened and it was my fault yes. But we just need space”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I’m fully aware of that Khai which is why I stayed away but you always came back and fed into it. this time, if you come back, mean it Khai”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Because I did want you”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Yeah well you didn’t act like it”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I tried. I wanted to be with you and I wanted to be happy. I wanted to make you happy. There was always just this piece of me craving something else. I tried to be honest about it and I told you I was scared. I’m not the best with expressing my feelings but I really tried”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Khai you lied so many times tho. Even this time. you literally didn’t give me a fighting chance at all. You left me out. You put me on a back burner. you put everyone before me. You’re even doing it now.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Because it’s easier”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “You...really SHOULDNT have said that Khai. that’s hurtful”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m just trying to be honest”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “And that just confirms that i was nothing to you. Well thanks for that”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “That’s not true. You are not nothing to me. I just like guys”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “...so what you’re gay now? You’re completely closing me out after leading me on? Seriously? Did I fucking sign up to be your beard?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Kinda... I’m bisexual. You’re not my beard Emily”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ “okay then shut the fuck up and quit acting like me having a pussy wasn’t enough. bc you basically are like “well I like guys so you take a back seat Acting like I didn’t already know you were bi. Fuck outta here It’s not an excuse to literally push me back so you get your fix. and it doesn’t excuse any of your actions”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Idk what to say anymore. I’m trying to be honest and open and I just keeps getting twisted”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ It’s not getting twisted. I’m telling you it doesn’t excuse what you did Khai doesn’t excuse any of it.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ0 “I know that. Nothing I did was okay. I’m just trying to tell you where I was coming from”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈08/04/2020 “Okay and while that’s great, I’m letting you know it doesn’t make it better. Nor does it excuse the behavior. It’s just all around fucked up.I’m Bi too And wasn’t sleeping with women to get my fix”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “You’re bi?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Yes”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Interesting”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I dated beth when I first moved here. Not that it’s your business. but that’s bc she and I just didn’t work and she left me due to her own problems.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Well we all know I have my own problems”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “yeah but beth didn’t do the things you did and neither did I. What you did was cruel. And cold hearted. And selfish. I love you Khai but you’re gonna have to give me time to forgive you, okay?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I know I’m selfish, and I know I can cruel. But I honestly wasn’t trying to be. I wanted to be with you and be with others too. It’s what I’m used to and I’m sorry. I always felt like I was constantly trying to prove something or change who I was. It was just too much... and then Bradford. I just needed to break away from it all. We were always fighting and it was ruining us. I didn’t want that. But I knew if I just kept asking for space i would just come back anyway”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Khai...we were fine In Bradford. And we even agreed to the 30 min rule. Don’t bullshit me. And we fought bc you never kept your word”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Yeah I know we did. But then I met someone who just changed things”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Dude fuck you and your cheater bullshit. I’m so over it. Again, giving someone a chance before I even could. here’s to space. You’re a shitty person Khai. And you weren’t even honest with me about that until just now. Enjoy Dorian you kiss ass. And enjoy the song.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I didn’t cheat. What the fuck? Where not ever together.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “You schemed behind my back you low life piece of shit. All that shit you fed me in Bradford, a fucking lie. Take your god damn bracelet slaps him hard. And you stay the fuck away from me!!!! Love me my ass. Fuck you khai” throws her iced coffee on him and walks out

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Text || Khai & Emily

Discord thread featuring: Malakhai Ozera & Emily Davis ( @warmvlbes )

When: July 31st

Description: Emily and Khai talk about their “relationship” and plan to meet up at throuple for Romans Birthday party. It all goes bad!

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Love the song babe I love your voice

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ why thank you that was a hard one

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ You did amazing love

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ thank you. and i didn't answer your question but why wouldn't we be okay? Well like i said- you've been distant this all started the night you got back. but considering the turn of events, it makes sense? i guess i'm just in my head

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I’m just a little numb right now

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ my anxiety was through the roof. i'm sorry. or has been through the roof but I get it and i'm really sorry about everything that had happened. i hope that in the very least, last night was a good escape

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Yeah, it was It always is I just... idk how to explain it

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ You've been through a lot khai I get it you don't have to explain

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I feel like I do though

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ you really don't. that was some really traumatizing shit that you went through and the last thing you need is to relive it just to explain how numb you actually are

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ It’s just... sometimes being used makes me feel less obsolete

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ i...can't do that to you

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I know And I get it if you end up hating me right now

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ I don’t hate you I’m just scared of being replaced I’m scared you’ll find something better and forget I’m here.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Better?

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ It’s not like I’ve  been a walk in the park Khai.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I just don’t even know what I want right now

but I love being with you.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ I love being with you too. as I’ve always said, you’re my person I just hope you don’t find it in your heart TO replace me. But if you do, I can’t stop you.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I just hate that it always feels like we’re breaking up. Over and over

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ So are we....done....again? because i didn't think we were together. i just thought we were taking things slow...and dating unofficially with an understanding of a 30 min rule

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I don’t wanna be done. But I don’t wanna keep hurting you either. I’m just so bad for anyone and everyone

Emily khai how many times do i have to tell you i'm still here how many times do i have to tell you that i want every part of you i want you khai and i don't think you're bad for me. i just think you have stuff you have to figure out but i love you too much to just let go if you ask me to, i'll comply but you'll always have my heart

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Are you going to throuple tonight

Emily yes

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Okay

Emily why?

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Just curious

Emily so is that it? you're just going to bypass what I said and worry about if i'm going to be at throuple tonight?

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ What do you want me to say? I hear you

Emily nothing khai. see you there

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Yeah you will

Emily read

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ I’m here Did you want to see me?

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Yeah

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Okay Hang on

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Earth to KHAI

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Yeah?

❈ ���ⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ I’m 2 steps from you. Khai I’m seriously going to walk out if you don’t get off your god damn phone. You said you wanted to see me

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Hold up

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Fuck you

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Text || Khai & Emily

Discord thread featuring: Malakhai Ozera & Emily Davis ( @warmvlbes )

When: July 29th

Mentions:

Description:Khai and Emily  FaceTime while he’s in Bradford England.

Trigger Warnings: Abuse, Sexual Abuse

Emily incoming facetime call answer itttt

Khai. “Hey” he said as he was looking down

Emily “look at me.”

Khai. He shook his head before sniffling and bringing his hand up to wipe his nose. “I’m sorry”

Emily a look of sadness fell over her face, sighing. “It happens. We all do things we’re not proud of, baby. It’s okay.”

Khai. “I was just being childish. For stupid reasons and I didn’t mean to hurt you”

Emily “Khai, we’ve all done it. I said some fucked up shit to Loren last night that I regret and he and i are okay. You and I are too. I forgive you baby. Don’t be sad. I  honestly should not even be bothered but that’s always the hard part because when you love someone, it’s never easy hearing their business or business to come.” She shrugged. “But we see each other Thursday. And I already have my room almost set up for it. We’re fine.”

Khai. “I’m sorry that happened. I’m glad you two are okay. I know it’s hard and I shouldn’t say shit whether it’s a lie or not. I just.. I’m sorry.” He said looking up

Emily she smiled a little. “You’re changing.” She said positively. “Not in a sense of losing yourself but a good small change.”

Khai. “I’m trying to. But, I still have demons that don’t wanna leave” he shrugged

Emily “things take time. Remember I’m working on myself too, yeah?” She raised a brow. “But I’m proud of you and i love you.”

Khai. “yeah, i know” he nodded. “Thank you. Love you too”

Emily “you really going to bed on me?” “if so, let me lie down with you. I’ll sing you to sleep.”

Khai. “I don’t know. I don’t know if I can sleep”

Emily “did you want to try?”

Khai. “nah, I’m good”

Emily “okay what can I do to make you smile baby? I don’t like you sad.”

Khai. “I don’t know. I did stupid shit and I don’t wanna be happy right now”

Emily “baby” she sighed, trying to think of anything. “Wanna see what i have set up for us?”

Khai. “no, I want it to be a surprise” he said with a soft smile. “Emily... I need to tell you something. But I don’t want you to make a big deal of it okay?”

Emily “okay.”

Khai. “Promise?”

Emily “I promise to at least try not to.” She shrugged “just tell me Khai”

Khai. “alright...” he nodded. He grabbed a blunt and placed it between his lips before lighting it and inhaling deeply. Holding the smoke in his lungs for as long as he could before exhaling. “My step mum... “ he started. Taking another hit and looking down as he blew the smoke out. “Sucked my dick” he said quickly just trying to get it out.

Emily Emily’s eyes started to water. She didn’t know if it was from anger or confusion. What kind of sick person sucks their step son’s dick?? Especially if still married? She didn’t even know what To say. She turned her face to wipe the one tear that escaped her eyes. “Okay.”

Khai. “it’s not like... I mean... I didn’t want her too” he said honestly. “We were at the restaurant and I was just working... and she pushed me into the cooler. I didn’t know what to do. I just had so many flash backs and I just let it happen. I’m so sorry” he said as he started to cry. Bringing his hands up to cover his face

Emily “DONT be sorry. I’m not mad at you. I’m just trying to understand what kind of sick person-“ she choked. “Khai come home. Please come home.” She choked out after a very long pause of tears. “I don’t like you out there. First your dad, now this?” She shook her head.

Khai. “I’ve never had a good life here... or in Henderson. I don’t know why I came here. I just wanted to better myself and my dad seemed like he was actually proud of me. I was so wrong” he cried harder

Emily god. She was scrambling to figure out something. “Let me come to Bradford. I’ll get a room on the last night there. No one has to know I’m there. Just...i don’t want you by yourself anymore.” She whined. “I love you so much. You don’t deserve this.”

Khai. “No, I don’t want you here” he said a bit sternly. It wasn’t that he didn’t really want her there. But he wanted to protect her from anything bad possibly happening. “I’m coming home.”

Emily “yeah on Thursday.” She rolled her eyes. “That’s one more day with you possibly getting hurt. I don’t want THAG Khai.” She started to sob into her hands.

Khai. “no, I’m leaving early. But I need to go see Jay. I can come over after thorough. Please don’t cry” he said. Trying to catch his own breath.

Emily “you come see me after then. But I won’t have our room set up until Thursday.” She tried to catch her breath as she fell back on her pillow

Khai. “she’s coming to get me. She has a private plane. She...” he cried again watching her. “It’s okay. That’s okay. Thursday will be great” he nodded. “I’m shouldn’t have said anything. I’m sorry... I just” he shook his head. “I guess that’s why I lied before. Cause it just seemed better”

Emily She was crying into her pillow. “Khai it’s not just her but it’s your dad too. You don’t deserve this treatment and i just want to protect you because i love you so fucking much.” She cried. “I just need to hold you. I need my man back. I need to know he’s okay.”

Khai. “I know... I just wanted him to love me” he cried. He shook his head and wiped his tears away. His face going kind of blank from emotion. “I’m okay. I’m gonna be okay” he nodded. Taking another hit from his blunt before blowing out he smiled. “My dads been hitting me and my step mums a slut. I just never should have come here”

Emily “come home, baby.” She winced our, turning her back on the camera because she didn’t want him to see her cry like she was but all the worry she had was unleashing tonight without fail.

Khai. “I am”’he nodded. “Baby... please don’t turn away from me. I know I’m dirty now. But I need you”

Emily “You’re not dirty.” She choked out and turned to face him, her face red but she wiped her face and looked at him. “When will i see you?”

Khai. “I don’t know... a few hours or in the morning. I just need to get out of here”

Emily “okay.” She said looking up at him and her eyes closing. “Don’t hang up until you get to jay. I wanna sleep but I can’t if I don’t have you by my side.”

Khai. “I won’t hang up. But I’m at a hotel right now. So, if you’re tired you should sleep. I’ll try too. We can just lay down together” he said softly “Emily...”

Emily “what is it baby?” She said to him, pulling her covers up as she watched him.

Khai. “I just... I love you.”

Emily she smiled softly, swallowing hard. “I love you too.” She whispered, putting her hand on the screen. “Get here safely.”

Khai. He placed his hand against hers on the screen and he chewed his bottom lip as his eyes teared up again. “I’m trying.”

Emily “I’ll be here to welcome you as soon as you say the word.” She told him. “You can lay your head here. I don’t care.”

Khai. He nodded his head before crossing his arms on the desk and laying his head down. Silent tears running down his cheeks. “He never wanted me, I was never good enough. I don’t know why I thought this time would be different” he said so softly. Obviously crumbling right in front of her

Emily “I know the pain you’re feeling baby. My dad was the same way. But you are better than that. It’s his loss for acting like that. But you’re wanted here.” She said to him, wiping her tears. “And you are enough. I promise.”

Khai. He placed his hand back onto the screen without even lifting his head. “Thank you”

Emily “I love you.” She told him again, her hand still on the screen and closing her eyes, envisioning him closer.

Khai. “I love you” he whispered. Closing his eyes as he kept his hand on the screen. Tears still streaming down his face as he tried to relax. Maybe he should have moved to the bed instead of sitting at the desk. But right now, he felt content where he was

Emily “baby go lie down.” He said peaking. “Unless you’re comfy.”

Khai. “okay” he said with a shaky whisper and a nod. Getting up and going to the bed to lay down. Still fully  dressed shoes and all. Laying on his side he put his hand back on the screen. “Don’t let go” he whispered

Emily she kept her hand on the screen. “I’m not. I’m right here.” She said through a shaky tone. “Always.” She assured him, closing her eyes again. This helped her. She felt like this was the closest she could get right now. And that’s the only thing that was keeping her content, while humming a light tune of “natural” to help them both sleep.

Khai. He closed his eyes as he let out a deep shaky sigh. Tears still streaming until he finally fell asleep

Emily let me know when you get here.  i love you, baby.

[lorencourtier]

Discord Thread II Loren, Jace, and Emily

Discord thread featuring: Loren and jace @jace-matthews and Emily @warmvlbes

Mentions: @malakhai-ozera @davieslandon @bensonnick

When: July 28th

Description: Loren, Jace and Emily all get into a fight after Lorens texts with Emily

Jace “do you know what’s funny? You and emily living under the same roof but texting each other. Cutest friendship ever.”

Loren. “It is funny. But I don’t wanna leave you.” He laughs

Jace “I’m sure it’s juicy whatever it is.”

Loren. “Oh, just Khai shit” he shrugged

Jace “because....he backed out of a chat after a couple exchanges about a food item?” He snickers rolling his eyes.

Loren. “Yeah... I don’t know. I thought it was funny”

Jace “guys are weird. Id know. I am one.”

Loren. “Yeah, I just don’t have the brain power to analyze Khai right now” he chuckled

Jace “who...does?” He laughed. “I haven’t even had the chance to speak to him really”

Loren. *so, I guess if you wanna move in with me. It’s gonna be at my old place. Thank god I still haven’t sold it yet”

Jace “I beg your pardon? No I’m not doing that.” “I like it here.”

Loren. “So then move in with Emily. I’m out.” He gets off the bed and starts grabbing shit from the closet to throw back into its box

Jace “can you explain to me what is going on?” “because y’all are literally in the same house. Don’t make me pull you both out into the common room and treat you both like my students that I mentor”

Loren. “I’m just done supporting her ass and then she turns around and calls me fake because I think their being intense and weird? Fuck that Jace. I don’t need this shit in my life. I’m sorry.”

Jace “Okay first of all: watch your tone with me. Second of all: if you felt that way, then maybe you should’ve told her that versus saying other things? Calling people is tense or weird isn’t nice. And you know how Khai is with emily. You can’t blame her for acting out. He’s literally done nothing but to prove he can’t be trusted. If I did that shit with you, how would you feel being called intense or weird? You’re her best friend loren. She’s always going to look to support you bc I’m sure if I fucked up, she wouldn’t be on my side. you don’t have the brain capacity for tonight, okay. But insulting them all together isn’t going to solve anything. It does come off a little left sided.”

Loren. “Okay, you know what. She should know damn well I love her. I get intense and weird myself and if I was being that way I wouldn’t be all shitty for being called out on it. Second off. I know how he’s been, fuck do I know, and if it were you I would have already left. I don’t do this drama shit, I don’t play, and I’m not about to be disrespected for speaking my mind. I always have her back, always. She knows this. I try to help her see the light in Khai because she loves him. I personally don’t like him. Anyway, I’m leaving. You can stay wirh her”

Jace “loren you’re staying and thats final.” He said raising a brow. “Im literally moving in with my boyfriend of 24 hours and she didn’t call us intense or weird. So she’s stronger than the average person but that doesn’t make her crazy. You hurt her feelings loren. And so she did it right back. Y’all just need to talk this out. But you’re not leaving and if you do, thennnn....I’m gonna take a step back because this can be easily solved and if you walk out on her for this, then I’d hate to see how you’d react for the first time we fight. running away solves nothing.” He shrugged. “So either get it together the both of you? Orrrrr Im out.”

Loren. “You’re kidding right? This isn’t our first fight, and if your out for that. Because she disrespect me. Then you know what? I’m sorry. I’m not gonna sit down and be a fake person and smile when all I do is be there for her. I say one thing she doesn’t like and I’m the bad person, and now you threaten to leave me because I don’t wanna deal with it? That hurts” he turns around and walks into the bathroom slamming the door

Jace “did she not feel disrespected by you too though...?” “EMILY GET IN HERE RIGHT NOW.”

Emily She walks in, standing in the door frame.

Jace he opens the bathroom door. “LISTEN TO ME RIGHT NOW. I’ve had enough with both of you. This is bullshit. OVER A BOY? REALLY? Y’all- it’s KHAI WE ARE TALKING ABOUT. he’s not perfect. You’re not perfect. pointing to em and you are not perfect pointing to loren. BUT DISRESPECTING EACH OTHER IS A LOW OF ALL LOWS. IT SOLVES NOTHING”

Loren. He comes out of the bathroom and pushes past them both. “Figure your shit out. I’m done” he said to Emily. Turning to jace after. “You wanna leave me over this? Fine. Do what you want. I’m leaving” he walks toward the front door

Jace “Loren if you walk out that god damn door, I will know your love for me was not real and you are running from me just like you had to do with Landon. Pick and choose your battles right fucking now bc she is here and so am I. I am trying to help. and you literally aren’t even listening. You’re too busy trying to run.”

Loren. “I can’t believe you just said that to me. You can’t be serious”

Jace “you two need to talk. I don’t care if it doesn’t happen tonight but we’re not about to throw away this home over a boy. YOU can’t be serious. You’re running. Is it that easy for you to walk? I’m trying to help.”

Emily “I’m not going to be the reason y’all break up either.”

Loren. “I’m leaving because I’m obviously needing to cool off. But you want me to stay and keep fighting? You want me to be fake and say it’s all okay? Fine... it’s all okay baby. She didn’t disrespect me at all. Happy?”

Jace “did I fucking say THAT LOREN? NO I DIDNT.” “I JUST SAID TO TALK IT OUT”

Loren. “I DONT WANT TO! I tried and she just kept saying fuck me. So guess what! Fuck me!”

Emily “Loren wait*”

Loren. “I don’t wanna do this. I am not about to do this again. Just stop” he said dropping to the floor and holding his head

Emily “look i was fired up and said some things I didn’t mean. But you really did hurt my feelings...”

Loren. “Just stop”

Emily “stop what! I’m trying to apologize”

Loren. “I didn’t do a fucking thing wrong. And I can’t do this... i need to leave”

Emily “so my feelings are invalidated because it stung to hear you call me weird and intense? With someone you’re usually happy for me for?” “i mean if it means saving the friendship, I’ll just stop going to you about Khai. It’s not like I can talk with anyone else about him. So I’ll just leave the subject of him to deal with myself.” “because all people do is want to either try to insult him or tell me how I should do better. I’m just gonna...stop...talking about him”

Loren. “Well I’m sorry you don’t think it’s intense and weird to be off and on and constantly trying to one up each other. I don’t care what you do. I always support you, you know damn well I do. But YOU” he pointed to Jace. “Just broke my fucking heart.”

Jace “what the fuck did i do? You just tried to walk out on me for trying to help mend something?”

Loren. “I never said I was walking out on YOU”

Emily “Loren YOUVE always supported us so it was just weird to hear you say that...it felt out of no where. But I am sorry that I disrespected you. I just felt disrespected too.”

Loren. “But to throw Landon in my face? That hurt”

Jace “I’m not talking about this in front of emily.”

Loren. “Yeah. I’m just don’t with this whole conversation”

Jace “then go like you planned on doing.”

Loren. “I’m not going”

Emily “can we just light a joint or something? I don’t like us all fighting.”

Loren. “But I’m not about to ever be threatened like that again. Ever”

Jace “you tell me you love me every fucking day and you were ready to throw me in her by myself over some petty ass bullshit. You’re not going to just walk out on me trying to talk to you and that wasn’t a threat. It was a promise. Bc it was juvenile. This whole thing is Juvenile.”

Loren. “I was upset and the first thing you did was say I was acting out and sides with her. You wanna do that, fine. You don’t wanna talk about this in front of her, fine. I wasn’t walking out on you. I just don’t wanna live somewhere that I feel like I have to walk on eggshells. I did that my entire fucking life”

Jace “I was trying to get you to see from her perspective as you do every time I’ve spoken to you about my mom, or anything else loren.”

Emily “can no one leave? Please. Y’all this is my fault. I raised the tension bar and i don’t like this. I’m really really sorry loren.”

Loren. “ I see her fucking perspective. But she doesn’t care to see mine. I’m not even going to be okay with this. Or pretend to be. Maybe you should just... I’m not doing this. Fuck this” he started to cry

Emily she walked over and held him. “Jace can you just give me 5 minutes? Please.”

Jace “whatever”

Loren. “Don’t touch me I need to leave. I need to go. Just leave me alone”

Jace “I thought you said you weren’t going.”

Loren. “I-“ he just shook his head

Emily “Jace! 5 minutes.” She said again watching as Jace walked out. “Loren I know you hate me right now but you need to listen to me. You hurt my feelings too. Okay? I know you support me and yeah I see your perspective. But you’ve literally called me strong from day 1 and now it’s like you’re calling me weak for even attempting to make shit work with Khai.” She shrugged. “I don’t want to fight you at all. I’m just a little blindsided by the comments you made and I’m sorry because yes, you have supported me 100% of the way. But that’s exactly why I got confused and upset just now. as for Jace, I-I don’t have advice for that but you guys love each other and y’all just need to breathe and talk this out. But don’t leave. Because that’s clearly not what he wants. But if it’s what you NEED to do, then I guess do it.”

Loren. “Emily, I do nothing but listen to shit between you two. I never complain, I never hardly ever bring up my own shit. But the truth is. I do think you could do better. He obviously has shit he needs to deal with before locking down. But still I support you and root for you. I’m always honest with you, and I’m sorry you didn’t like what I had to say tonight. But it’s always something with him, and that’s a lot on me to make you feel better. I told you I was off. But you still get shitty with me like I’m supposed to just kiss your ass and lift you up. Now I This shit with Jace? Because of Khai and you and what he said... I don’t know if I can forgive that. It’s obviously just too much for me.’so leaving felt like the right thing to do. If he doesn’t wanna support me. Then maybe I was wrong about him”

Emily “I think he was just trying to support us both.” She said through worried eyes. “He cares about Our friendship, Loren. That’s not terrible but he didn’t need to stoop that low and I’m sorry he did. But i don’t think you were wrong about him. Just remember how much shit i deal with when it comes to Khai. But i still love him. Just like you love Jace. If you need to, stay in my room tonight. I don’t care. I want to be there. And like i said, I’ll stop talking about Khai because yes I fully take responsibility for this and that’s exactly why I don’t want to be the reason, or my bullshit with Khai, to be the reason y’all break up.” “I’m really really sorry.”

Loren. “I don’t wanna stay in your room. I don’t wanna be here. You both hurt me. You both made me feel like my opinion or feelings didn’t matter. He should support me not you. I know your friends but he is supposed to be my number one supported. Someone who calms me and is there for ME. I’m just not going to pretend this didn’t happen, and yeah. You started the whole fire in me but he fueled it. I’m just done. I’m just fucking done. Do what you want with Khai. But don’t expect me to sugar coat shit anymore. You deserve better. He’s a piece of shit. Handle it”

Emily “I’m just gonna try and move on. It’s all i can do and i don’t expect you to just bump and forgive me for this or forget this happened. I’m just saying sorry because your opinion does matter. It just hurt coming from you. And if you don’t want to be here, then go.” “or I’ll go. I’ll just go stay at nicks.”

Jace “and I’ll go too.”

Loren. “It’s like everything is fine as long as I’m saying what you wanna hear. How many times have I backed you or lifted you up?”

Emily “every time...”

Loren. “Now it’s all my fault and I’m losing my boyfriend over it? Go stay with nick like I fucking care.”

Emily “i was just saying that i will go....Christ.”

Jace “actually I’m still here but I can go if this is how tonight is gonna continue to pan out.”

Loren. “Are you here for me or her? Cause I’m a little confused right now”

Jace “I’m here for both of you because this fight is dumb. Like y’all both invalidated each other. Grow up”

Loren. “Yeah, grow up” he just laughed

Jace “yeah I’ll just go because we’re gonna be going in circles all night. I’ll see y’all later.”

Loren. “Okay, Emily, baby, it’s okay. I forgive you.”

Emily “no you don’t. I’m leaving too.”

Loren. “Jace, I forgive you too. It’s all my fault and next time I will watch what I say more carefully”

Jace “goodnight, Loren.” Walks out the front door and slams it

Loren. “Let it all be on me”

Emily she sighs, runs into her room and starts packing an overnight bag

Loren. “Don’t you ever talk to me again. I can’t believe you just did this to me after all I did for you”

Emily “loren I do not control Jace’s actions....”

Loren. “This is not friendship You just broke me in a million pieces all because of a stupid left on read by Khai”

Emily “Okay this is bullshit. I didn’t even do anything except fight with you. I don’t control what Jace does. I’m sorry he cared about both of us??? LOREN I SAT HERE AND TRIED TO APOLOGIZE AND YOU ARE BEING A DICK SO INSAID ID LEAVE. IDK WHATBYOU WANT”

Loren. “I’m going to get high. Fuck you”

Emily “fuck you too dude.”

Loren. “I’ve never felt so alone in my whole life. And I’ve been beaten, raped, and disowned by my father.”

Emily “I’m not Jace, Loren. he tried to help...”

Loren. “No your not. Did he?”

Emily “yeah he did but you’re too pissed off to see that and taking it out on me.”

Loren. “I don’t think he did. He threatened to leave if I didn’t just suck it up and forgive you”

Emily “shouldn’t you be fighting him?”

Loren. “That’s not someone who was trying to help”

Emily “you’re not even taking fault for what you said. You’re not sorry at all. You don’t care how it made me feel so why should I care how you feel right now? Oh that’s right. Because i tried to apologize and it’s still nothing.”

Loren. “All I did was wanna leave and I wanted him to come wirh me. But he chose you”

Emily “Because he didn’t want to see a friendship end over a stupid boy...”

Loren. “I didn’t say anything wrong You both were being intense and weird.

Emily “it’s funny how you can see things from Khai’s prospective but when it comes to people pissing you off, it’s complete tunnel vision” “Loren you don’t have to berate or lecture me again on how i can do better. I got it the first 2 times you said it.”

Loren. ”oh my god. Can you not just take one step back and try to see where I’m coming from?”

Emily “I did and do. Do you know how many people tell me that i can do better?” She asked.

Loren. “I don’t care that’s the thing. If you wanna be wirh him I support you. I just said what I saw and you flipped”

Emily “do you know how annoying it is to feel like Me fighting for something that i really want only for people to say why emily?”

Loren. “I give up. It’s always about you” “I’m trying to tell you. I support you”

Emily “if you’d let me fucking finish— I should not have snapped at you but it had been everyone. Literally everyone. Even anonymous beings telling me to do better. Hearing it from you, it just hurt.  AND I KNOW LOREN. OKAY I KNOW.”

Loren. “But all you hear is this stupid shit I said one time”

Emily “you want what’s best for me. Okay i hear you. I do. I’m sorry. Idk how many times you want me to say it. I’m. Sorry. I know you want to see me do better.”

Loren. “I can’t even keep up with you right now. That isn’t even what I was saying” “Let me talk”

Emily “It’s how it came across loren.”

Loren. “I wasn’t saying that in our text. I was just saying. You two are intense and weird. I don’t see anything wrong with that, it’s who you two are. But you completely flipped on me. I always support you and root for you and try to paint him as an angel for you. You know I do. So why you went off on me is beyond me. You should know I’m not aaron or any of those stupid assholes. I’m here for YOU! Yeah, maybe you could do better. I don’t really like the way he treats you. But I didn’t say that in the text. I always support you. I wanted to take a step back and just cool off because you literally went off and said fuck me. I don’t need that shit. I’m battling my own demons too you know. Now Jace...”’he teared up. “I should have known better. But guess what? I didn’t. So now I’m broken and you can be sorry but it doesn’t matter. I learned what I had to I guess. I hope you do too.”

Emily “Loren you also just said that I could do better though. But i do appreciate you supporting me and I’m sorry...I’m sorry if I’m the reason you and Jace break up but i really hope I’m not. I highly doubt he’s even left. He’s probably just as broken but this is my fault and I feel horrible for all of this. At this rate, i don’t even know how i have friends because I’ve snapped at every single one of them this week.” She shrugged. “I just don’t want this friendship to die over this. This is so stupid. And I will bring Jace back in here because yalll have to talk. Don’t let this ruin you both. Please. but can i also please just ask for pure transparency with you? Because painting Khai as some angel ISNT going to help me if he pulls the shit like he did tonight.” she sighed, peaking out the window. “He’s literally on the staircase, top step. I’m gonna bring him back in here. Just please...try to talk.”

Loren. “He didn’t even do anything but not text you back. That’s why I try to calm you down. Cause something you act like he’s so bad. When literally he barely did shit. I get why you feel the way you do, trust me I do. I have trust issues myself. But Jace using Landon against me. I can’t even.... that’s just not okay.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Loren it wasn’t even about the text. It was the fact that he backed out of a convo when I was joking with my best friend. Hello.” She sighed. “Talk to Jace. It’s the only advice i can offer. I already said he shouldn’t have stopped that low and i mean it.”

Loren. “I didn’t run from Landon. I tried to protect him and then I fell in love with someone else. I don’t run. I cool off, and I’m done with this. This is too much”

Emily “Loren I’m behind you on this. But I can’t solve it. You have to talk to him, babe”

Loren. “Nope, let him go” “I’m used to being left”

Emily “Loren stop.”

Loren. “I don’t want to” “I don’t have the energy for this.”

Jace he walks in and grabs his book bag, trying to grab his things in peace, his face red from crying but doesn’t say a word

Emily “then give it up. If he’s not worth it then let him go”

Loren. “I didn’t say he isn’t worth it”

Emily “well he’s leaving.”

Loren. “Don’t you dare put words in my mouth”

Emily “I’m not...I’m giving you options Loren. Either talk it out with him, or let him go. doesn’t have to happen tonight. He’s already on his way out”

Loren. “Wow, you really don’t ever listen to me do you?”

Emily “LOREN IM LITERALY SAYING TALK TO HIM WHEN YOU CAN”

Loren. “Has the one choosing to leave” “He’s also the one choosing to hurt me. I can’t control him”

Jace “BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO, LOREN!”

Emily she sighed, and walked out.

Jace “IM HOMELESS. I HAVE TO FIND SOMEWHERE TO GO”

Loren. “Well, im just done. I literally can’t do this anymore” “You didn’t want me to leave. But there you go”

Jace “so that’s it. Youre breaking up with me”

Loren. “As long as it’s not me right” “No I’m not. You’re the one leaving”

Jace “I didn’t leave. I’m still here. I was crying on the top step because I shouldn’t have said what i said. And now yes I want to leave because I really don’t think i should be here. I’m not good for you loren. I’m not.”

Loren. “Wow.’okay”

Jace “You can’t convince me I am when I just hurt you that badly.”

Loren. “I really just don’t even understand how this is my fault”

Jace “i have to live with that for the rest of this life, this relationship. I’m not blaming you. I’m blaming myself.”

Loren. “You wanted to protect her instead of me. That’s fine. I’m just not going to beg you to want me. I’m not gonna beg you to side with me. And I’m sure as hell not staying in this fucking town”

Jace “so you are leaving”

Loren. “Why do I have any reason to stay without you?”

Jace “and I didn’t want to protect anyone...I was literally just trying to help... immsorry” “Loren if you leave, so will I.”

Loren. “You literally ask me every day if I’m okay. No, Jace. I’m not”

Jace “you don’t talk to me. You never fucking talk to me maybe I’ll just take that trip to Hawaii like I planned to find my mom.”

Loren. “I try to stay stable for you. For her. For myself for gods sake. But I’ve been through a lot. To the point I just wanna die most days. But you are literally the only thing keeping me going. Then you say that about Landon. Like I actually ran from him? I didn’t run from him. I was beat within inches of my life. Then I met you... and now you. Okay you know what. I can’t even... I just need to go. This is pointless”

Jace “our love is FAR from pointless, Loren.”

Loren. “Neither one of you let me talk”

Jace “you just spoke”

Loren. “I’m sorry okay? I’m fucking sorry. Can I please go get pure now?”

Jace “I don’t even know what that means. And I don’t know why you’re apologizing when I’m the one who fucked this up.”

Loren. “I don’t know either. I literally am not in the right state of mind tonight. I said that half a dozen times. And still... “

Jace “I’ll just crash on the couch. Talk later.”

Loren. “Okay. I’m done”

Jace “ok”

Loren. “Don’t say I didn’t fight for this” he says walking out the door and slamming it

Jace “what the fuck is going on?” He follows him. “you’re really confusing me loren. You wanna talk but don’t. You don’t want me to walk out, I don’t want you to walk out but here you are ready to skip town. So which is it? I thought you were needing a break to talk about this later. So I opted to stay on the god damn couch but that was a wrong move too. What the fuck do you want? Talk”

Loren. He sat on the top step and just cried

Jace “I love you loren. I’m trying here. But I don’t know what you want me to fucking do”

Loren. “I wanted you to back me. No matter what. I wanted you to love me,  no matter what. I just wanted to know I could come to you with anything and you wouldn’t leave or tell me I was invalid in my feelings. Now everything is ruined, and it’s all because I didn’t want to be treated like shit by my so called best friend” [3:32 AM] “I’ve done shit for her that was so out of line, I’ve done everything for her. I didn’t deserve any of this”

Jace he sighed and sat down beside him, keeping his hands to himself. “Loren, you’re right. You don’t deserve anything that happened but you have 2 people trying to apologize. I don’t know how many times I have to say this: I was trying to get you to see it from her perspective. That is it. I’m not saying what you said was wrong. Im not saying what she did was right either, baby. You have to listen to me.” He sighed, wiping his own tears. “It’s...a boy. And this is a friendship. Khai is a shitty person, okay? But she loves him. And truth hurts. People lash out on that shit. All i was trying to do was for you to see why she did. I did have your back by trying to help mend it but I see that’s where I came off wrong. And I’m sorry.” He sighed, choking up. “And I’m sorry for what I said too. That was low of me and i know you will never forgive me for that.” She sighed, trying to catch his breath. “Truth is I do love you. I do have your back. You can come to me with anything but much like you told emily, I’m not one to sugar coat shit. I’ve been in my own depression since finding out about bea but you’re the reason I stay afloat. And no. Not everything is ruined. You still have me and you still have emily. But if you don’t want us, that’s your decision. We can’t force you to do anything. No matter how bad I may not want you to leave, the choice is yours.”

Loren. “I did see her side, Jace. That’s the whole point. I tried to talk to her and explain myself and she tore into me like I haven’t been there for her the whole fucking time. I can’t do this shit with her anymore. I can’t, and I can’t let it come between us. Yeah, you hurt me with what you said. I don’t even know what to do with that. But I’m so in love with you, I need you. I know you’ve been stressed and I think I just need to focus on us and not them. I need to. Because I need you, and I’m so in love with you. I’d fucking marry you if you’d let me. But you need to know, when I say I’m leaving. I just need to cool off. I’d never walk out on you. Never”

Jace he took a deep breath and moved to hold loren, cupping his face. “I know what it’s like to try and focus on others relationships. But she has to fix this on her own. You can only do so much. But y’all need to support each other. NOT that you WERENT before. Because you were. But you know what I mean.” He presses his forehead to his. “But i love you so much and yes, we’ll get married. I don’t want to lose you. I want us to work on ourselves together. But please be open with me baby. I can’t help you if you’re not”

Loren. “I’m trying” he said grabbing his wrists. “I’m so used to being told to keep quiet and to stay in my own lane. But I’m really trying. I told you about the heroin, and Dominic, and I have been doing good. But, I’ve just been stressed with Emily. Because I love her and I hate seeing her hurt” [3:55 AM] “Please don’t leave me. I love you so much and don’t you ever threaten me like that again. I literally crumbled”

Jace “of course you do baby. Shes your best friend.” He pressed his forehead to his. “I am so sorry. I really am. I just was scared to lose you. I didn’t want you to leave. Too many already have walked out of my life.”

Loren. “I didn’t even think that’s how you might have felt. I just thought you knew I needed to cool off and that’s my bad. I apologize for that. I do” he pressed his head back against his and sighed. “I’m never gonna leave you okay? I just build up and I go off. So I just need to calm down. Please know I’d never leave you”

Jace “I believe you. I’m sorry.” He told him, moving to hug him and breaking down in his arms. “I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry.” He repeated over and over in light whispers

Loren. He wrapped his arms around him and cried with him. Kissing the side of his head. “I’m so sorry too. I really am. I love you”

Jace he sobbed into his neck before pulling out and pressing his lips to him. “Can we go back inside our home?” He asked, breaking away from the kiss.

Loren. He kissed him back with all the love he still had for him and nodded as he pulled away. “Yeah baby. Let’s go to bed.” He brushed his cheek wiping his tears and smiled softly. “I love when you call it that”

Jace “well it is. It’s our home. I want it to stay that way.” He smiled, kissing him again as he wiped his own boyfriend’s tears. “Let’s go” he took his hand, holding tightly

Loren. “Yes it is” he nodded. He kissed him back and took his hand before getting up and leading him inside. “I’m not going anywhere, ever. I promise”

Jace “I’m not either. A trip to Hawaii? Without the love of my life to support me? I’d be out my damn mind.”

Loren. “Yeah, you would. But if it’s something you really feel you need to do alone. I’d respect that”

Jace “I can’t do that alone. I don’t have the balls to do it alone*”

Loren. “Okay, then I’m there. I’m by yours side always. I love you” he led him into the bedroom and pulled the covers back on the bed. “You sleep on my side okay?”

Jace “w-where will you sleep?” He asked lying down hesitantly.

Loren. “In your spot” he said. Crawling on top of him and laying his head onto his shoulder”

Jace “the switch up only for you to cuddle me.” He smiled, tilting his head up to kiss him. “I love you.”

Loren. “Yeah”’he chucked. Kissing him back before rolling off of him. Half his body still on him though. “I love you too. With every ounce of my existence”

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Thread|| Khai & Emily

Discord thread featuring: Malakhai Ozera & Emily Davis ( @warmvlbes )

Mentions:Roman  @romanbeckett, Aaron @aaronhart93, Landon @davieslandon. Shea @shea-morgan. Nick @nicbenson, Loren @lorencourtier

When: July 17th & 18th

Description: Khai passes out while texting Emily and she shows up to take him to the hospital. The thread takes place over the duration of his night at the hospital.

Trigger Warnings: Hospital, Drug use, intense feelings, SMUT!!!

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈

"Khai!" She called out, walking to where he is. "Don't sleep. Please don't sleep. You don't know what's wrong. I need to get you to a doctor."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Laying on his couch with his face pushed face down onto the pillow. He laid on his side, his phone clutched in his hand. He was asleep, but the sound of her voice woke him. Not that it made him move an inch at all. He just groaned.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Come on." She said to him, hunched at his level and trying to help him up and walking him out to her car. He was heavy...was this dead weight? probably so. or she was just that weak with everything going on. but she didn't care to see him like this and she wouldn't stand for it. she safely put him inside, taking off her hoodie and cushioning it up against the window so khai could lie his head down. "don't sleep, baby. just please don't sleep." she pleaded, getting behind the wheel, frantically trying to fix her keys before finally getting the car cranked.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He didn’t want to move, so his body fought against her lifting him. But eventually he was up and leaning into her like a crutch. His head handing low as he moved with her to her car. He kept hearing her say not to sleep, but he couldn’t help it. He kept dozing in and out.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily was worried sick but she had to focus. she just held on to his hand before finally getting to the hospital. "I'll be back." She told him, leaving him in the car and running right into the emergency room unit to get a nurse. It felt like it all happened in the blink of an eye. The receptionist was trying to tell Emily other stuff but she couldn't even hear. She needed someone and someone now. Finally, paramedics were on their way out to her car, helping khai up on a stretcher to get him inside. catching up with them, she took his hand, following them as far as they'd allow her. "I don't know what happened. We were texting a-and he started getting dizzy. So i went to his place and he was passed out on the couch." She said, her voice cracking as she started to cry. "please....please just help him. that's the love of my life. I can't lose him."

<moving into the hospital room>

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈

Emily was a nervous wreck. Hearing what had happened with Khai was not what she expected. He was taking the right meds, but mixing them was clearly not the way to go. Surely, he was just trying to sleep and that's exactly what Emily assumed was all it was. The way of the hallway seemed so long and narrow. Every step felt like she was only moving an inch before they had finally reached his room. There he was. On the bed, the machines beeping in the background. She pulled the closest chair up beside his bed, taking a seat and grabbing his hand. "I'm here, baby." She said softly, kissing his hand, her head hanging as she broke down beside him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai was still pretty out of it, and didn’t really have any idea what was going on. He had taken his medicine like this before. Usually doubling up the adderall instead of the Effexor.  But, he didn’t even know that’s what had took him down. He heard Emily walk into the room and he barely turned his head to look at her. A smile trying to push its way into his features. “Emm” he hummed in a low airy whisper. His eye lids dropping heavily as she took his hand. “I’m so tired” he whispered again. His hand barely wrapping around hers he was so weak.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ The sound of his voice was even weak and it felt like a hand was reaching out and clutching Emily's heart as tight as it could. But she was so grateful he was okay but damn, did he scare the shit out of her. She kissed his hand again and then moved up to kiss his forehead where she silently broke down again, sitting back down and scooting as close as she could, reaching up to stroke his hair. "Shhh." She said to him, looking up at him. "I know you are. I know baby. I think you're okay to sleep now." She said lightly, swallowing hard to try and be strong for him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He closed his eyes as her lips pressed to his forehead and he breathed deeply. He didn’t even have the energy to hum at the moment. But he forced another small smile. “I’m so... sorry “ he breathed out with a broken voice. His eyes opening to a squint to look at her once again. “I... I... love.. you”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shook her head. She didn't want to hear him say sorry. Everything that had happened was a figment of the past and she was just focused on the now. "shh, baby it's ok." she said, kissing the back of his hand again. what she really wanted to do was climb up in the bed with him but she knew how weak he felt and she didn't want to add an added pressure. She forced a smile up at him and leaned up, kissing his lips softly before nudging her nose with his. "i love you too." She whispered back.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ His eyes drifted shut one last time before finally falling a sleep. He slept for a couple of hours soundly before his head started to shift from side to side. Soft grunts of discomfort passing through his lips as his shift became more aggressive. “Don’t” he said loudly as he finally shook himself awake. Looking straight at Emily with wide eyes.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily was keeping calm, not leaving his side, watching him as he slept. She had picked up a magazine in the room as he was sleeping until she started to see he was shifting his head from side to side. She put the magazine down, holding on to his hand now with both hands and kissing his hand. "Khai." She said right before he was getting more aggressive, making her frown. She called out to the nurse, rubbing his arm lightly before she startled at the sound of his voice. Emily placed her hand on his chest, looking right at him. "I'm right here." She said lightly.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ The nurse popped her head in and came over to check his vital. His heart rate was up but aside from that all looked good. She spoke with Emily for a moment before leaving the room once again. Khai just squeezed her hand and a single tear rolled down his cheek. “You stayed” he finally said softly

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily listened to the nurse carefully and then turned to Khai as the nurse walked out. She saw the tear roll down his cheek which made her tear up. Pushing the chair out of the way, she took a seat beside him, squeezing his hand and using her other hand to wipe his tear. "I told you i'm not going anywhere." She whispered to him, wiping the tears that were trying to start in her eyes.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ They had been through so much in just their short time together. It made Khai feel awful because he knew it was mostly his fault, but the fact that she stayed meant so much. He nodded his head to hers words before leaning into her hand and he licked his lips. “I had the worst dream” he said through a tired raspy voice. “Thank you for being here.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily ran her thumb against his cheek bone watching him, trying to calm him. "You wanna talk about it?" She asked him, and then she shook her head. "Baby, you don't have to thank me for being here. I want to be here." She said, biting her lip before carefully lying down beside him, resting her head on his shoulder, one hand still in his, the other still against his cheek.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “No” he breathed out. Not wanting to think about it anymore. His head leaning against hers as she laid down beside him. He closed his eyes again as he soaked up the feeling of her beside him and he sighed heavily. “I just wanna go home. Can we go home please?” he pleaded. He hated being in the hospital and he hated the way people looked at him laying there helpless in the bed.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily nodded, not pushing the dream any further. She wanted him comfortable and that was her first priority. She didn't know if she could get Khai out right now. Getting him discharged would probably be hard but she was willing to at least try. "Let me talk to the nurses." She said to him, sitting up carefully. "I'll be right back." She said, calling for a nurse again to see if she could get khai out, promising that she'd keep a close eye on him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai nodded his head and he watched Emily interact with the nurse. His eyes falling shut again as he heard what was being said. The nurse unfortunately was not as willing to discharge him as Khai and Emily may have hoped. He was on a suicide watch,  because of the amount of Effexor in his system. Not to mention the traces of other drugs found in his blood stream. She insisted he stay for at least 24 hours. As well as stressing how exhausted his body was.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily took a deep breath and turned back to Khai, shaking her head. She knew this disappointed him and she didn't want this for him as much as he didn't want it for himself and that killed her. But there was no way of convincing the nurses otherwise. She nodded, turning, and then walking towards him and taking his hand. "I know it's not what you wanted..." She paused, sitting back on the bed as she looked at him. "But i'll be right here the whole time." She told him softly, squeezing his hand lightly.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Honestly it broke his heart to even hear he was on a suicide watch. He would never do that to himself on purpose. Not after his mom and sister and what it did to him. He shook his head as he pressed his lips together unable to say anything in fear of crying. He was so tired of crying. He cleared his throat and held onto her hand tightly. “Can you please let Landon know I won’t be able to go tomorrow, and apologize for me.” His eyes looked away from her as they filled with tears again. His hand coming up to cover his face.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily nodded, pulling out her phone and immediately texting landon to let him know what khai had said. Placing her phone down, she looked up at him and saw that he was crying and she couldn't help but to lay back down and pull him into her embrace. She knew there wasn't much she could say except to be there. She knew him well enough to know that this probably was an innocent accident. Her fingers grazed against his arm, kissing his temple. "I'm so sorry, Khai." She said to him, kissing his forehead. "but you listen to me: you are so strong, okay? I know you didn't mean for this to happen and you know that too."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He rolled over onto his side to face her and curled into her in a fetal position. His head on her chest as he breathed deeply to try and stop the tears. “I didn’t mean to. I just wanted to sleep” he said softly. “I would never do that”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ she wrapped herself completely around him and rubbed his back. “I know baby.” She said softly in his ear. “I know you wouldn’t.” She kissed his cheek, pressing her forehead to his. “I believe you. Okay?” July 18, 2020

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Thank you” he whispered. Wrapping his arm around her and pulling her closer. Sure they were technically still broken up. But he felt so close to her right now and didn’t want to let her go.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She didn’t even say he was welcome. He didn’t need to thank her. She just shut her eyes, and let him hold her as she held him. She was still in pain from everything that has happened but she was trying her damndest to not show him, even though some tears still trickled from her eyes. “No need to thank me.” She said softly.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Holding her tightly he nuzzled his face into her. Placing a soft kiss against her body where his head laid and closing his eyes. He hoped that when he opened them that everything would just be okay. But that wasn’t going to happen. “Don’t let me go okay?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Her body tensed up to the feeling of his lips on her skin. It made her feel closer but it was unexpected, especially with everything going on. Her hand cradled his head as he snuggled her and she nodded. “I’m never letting go. I never did and never will.” She choked out, resting her head against his, closing her eyes with him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai laid there just breathing her in. Her scent comforted him and he hummed softly. Drifting back to sleep for a bit at the sound and comfort of her words. Waking up again after about fifteen minutes he sat up and looked around. Almost as if he hoped he would have been dreaming. But alas he was still there and he laid back down snuggling into her again.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily held him so close. She wasn’t asleep. She couldn’t. She felt him move, watching as he looked around. While he didn’t want to be there, at least she was the one familiar thing he could count on. She kissed his temple as he laid back down, wrapping both arms around him.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Hope you like this. It's not much but it's something."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Smiling when he saw the gift he nodded his head. “I love it! Thank you”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She smiles, strumming on her guitar a bit and nods. "You're welcome, love." "hopefully, you won't have to be in here much longer and you can go home."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I hope” he said, sitting up and pulling the hair tie from his hair to let it down. “I need a shower”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "yeah, so do I." She said, putting the guitar down and pulling her knees up to her chest. " shower only just to Get back in the bed with the pups and read through my scripts.Do you know when they'll let you know? It feels like it's been a day already but maybe i'm tripping."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “It’s been 24 hours, yeah” he nodded. “But, i don’t know when they will let me go” he shrugged. “I’m starving though”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily sat up. "Right. Sorry. I ordered you something." She got up, shuffling her feet by her purse and grabbed a paper bag. "It's a quesadilla with rice and beans. There's some sour cream and salsa on the side and then I got you a water." Handing it to him before taking a seat back in the chair next to his bed.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Thank you, you didn’t have to do that” he smiled. Watching her as she sat back down beside him. “Have you slept at all? Or eaten?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shrugged. "I slept right beside you. Wasn't the easiest because the bed is so tiny but i got to rest some." She gave him a little smile. "I ate while you were napping so I'm good. That's all yours." She said, pulling her knees back up to her chest and resting her chin on them. "Do you at least feel better?"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He smiled at her and nodded his head again. “Okay” he said softly. Getting the food out before starting to eat. “Yeah, much” he answered after swallowing his bite

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily forced a smile back at him, happy to see he was okay and nervously pulling her sleeves up to her hands. Khai, why did you dump me? What did I do....these words couldn't even pass her lips no matter how long they sat on her mind. maybe it wasn't her fault but she was feeling mighty awful about it. But there was no denying he could probably see the hurt in her eyes. "I was thinking about getting a pedicure tonight. Gonna attempt to do it myself."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Oh yeah?” he asked covering his mouth as he spoke because he was still chewing. “Why don’t you just go get them done professionally?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Well I..." She shook her head, swallowing the knot in her throat. "Haven't really had the strength to get out of the house."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ0 “Oh” he hummed. Turning to face her more directly. “And why is that?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily looked up at Khai and shrugged, her eyes starting to water again. "Because the man I love dumped me and I've been broken since."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He just looked at her and licked his lips. “Really?” he finally asked pushing the rest of his food away and laying back down.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shook her head. "Yeah. Really." She said, chewing her lip. "Sorry. I shouldn't have said that. We can talk about this another time." She said, resting her head on her knees, facing the wall.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I mean, you’re here. I want you here. I’m just conflicted. I don’t want you to not be here. It’s just... kinda like it was before it was official. I just needed to take a step back. Just for a bit” he said honestly. His own eyes tearing up as he turned away from her onto his side.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "So why didn't you tell me this, khai?" She asked him. "And what the fuck is up with you doing this over the phone?" She asked him. "Is it so you can flirt and fuck with another person? Was I that much to handle? You never discussed any of this shit with me and I'm beating myself up over and over. I want to be here too but you can't keep having these bad days and your go to is to keep stomping on my heart. I'm human Khai. I'm not your fucking play toy."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He just laid on his side as she spoke and he shook his head. His heart rate speeding up and the machine giving it away. He turned back onto his back and shook his head again. “I know your not a toy and I wasn’t fucking around with anyone else. I told you I’ve been stressed, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. But I’ve never been in a closed relationship before and yeah... it is a struggle. But I’m trying. I wanna be with you, but I am a flirt, and I do like dick, and I’m probably so bad for you. But I’m really fucking trying. I don’t know why I resort to texting. But it’s just easier I guess. Because doing this... fighting with you, or watching each other cry. It’s just more stressful and I’m already fucking crumbling.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily started crying as she listened to him. "Khai, the only reason why we argued was because you didn't realize the detriment of what you were doing. You can't be with me and telling another girl you'd date her. You can't be with me and sending your best friends texts about you wanting to suck their dicks. You can't continuously flirt and then when a guy remotely looks my way, you get upset with me. That's not fair." She said, her nose flaring. "I want to be with you too. You have me. all of me. But You can't ask for me to not do all of these things, but you get a free pass."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’ve told you, I only talk like that with Shea and Landon. It’s not serious and I only said that to Aurora to boost her ego. I told her I had a girlfriend. I wasn’t trying to play games. If you wanna fucking flirt go right ahead and do it. I’m not gonna fight about it anymore. I’m stressed, and it’s not because of you. It’s me! I struggle with what you like to call double standards.   But I’m trying to tell you, I’ve never just been with one person before so it’s different for me. I’m trying, I’m trying to be what you need.  But I don’t want to lose myself to make you happy either.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shook her head. "Khai, the thing is I never flirted with anyone. You got upset because Nick wanted french toast over a brunch I invited people over for. You say it's so you can cope, then okay. Flirt. I wasn't asking you to change. I just asked you tone it down. Like if I'm literally in the GC, is it necessary for you to do that right in front of my face? I don't want you to lose you either but I just asked for that small thing. You also practically ignore me every time it happens, Khai whether you realize it or not." She said, crossing her arms. "I'm willing to work with you on this: work on growing to get used to that part of you. I don't want to fight either. I just want you to try and if you say you're going to try, and are trying, then I trust your word." She sighed. "I just love you too much to lose you, Khai."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I don’t care about Nick, I really don’t. He’s the one flirting but it’s whatever. I don’t like him. It’s fine. I just don’t think it’s a good idea for me to be with anyone right now because I’m clearly unstable and I clearly piss you off. I don’t even know why you wanna be with me if I’m so terrible. But I’m not gonna question you. I’m just gonna step back.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily shrugged. "You made me the happiest person until you turned your back on me." She said biting her lip. "For the second time. I never asked for you to take a step back. We were even talking about trust before you decided to pull the plug. But this level of trust takes time to build and clearly, you're just not patient enough. I'm happy to know it was easy for you to just call it quits when I never walked out on you once."  She said, shaking her head. "Do what you want Khai. If you really want me, you'll prove it."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “It was easy for me? Emily, I’m in a fucking hospital”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "You've done this twice Khai. What the fuck else do I think when it's so simple for you to walk out?"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “The first time was taken way out of context. I wasn’t trying to end things with you at all. I just didn’t want to mislead you in anyway. I was trying to be cautious and you went off”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Because I had to compete with someone who couldn't figure out what the fuck he wanted when I wanted you the entire time.Insecurities exist, Khai. I'm no where near perfect."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Yeah, I get that. I’m sorry. That’s why I wanted to step back because it wasn’t fair to you. I hated doing that to you”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "And you really wonder why I don't like you flirting with other people in front of me? ha."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m just a flirt, Emily. It’s not like I’m fucking them.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Yeah well so I have shit to work on too. I told you I would but you gave me no time. You broke up with me.When I promised I would be patient with you!"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I don’t even know what to say anymore. I’m not perfect either and I do like the attention I get from flirting. I can’t help it. I was taught to be a sex object and I was told I wasn’t enough. So it feels good, am I’m sorry I’m that way. But I thought stepping back would make it easier for us both.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "You did more damage stepping back because you never communicated how stressed you were." She sighed. "Communication is key khai and because you didn't speak up, you've really hurt me this time. I said I wanted to work with you, you panicked and walked out on me and as a god damn coward." She looked around. "I'm done talking about this. I just want to go home."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “What do you want me to say?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Nothing." she shrugged. "you've said you're sorry a million times. in time, i'll forgive you."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m trying to be honest with you, and I’m sorry. I don’t want you to leave”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I’m still here. Just can’t say I’ve felt wanted in the last few days. Hate to break it.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Are you serious?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Khai i really don't know if you realize how broken I've been...do you see my eyes? It's hard to cope when the man you love just does something like that. I'm sorry. I'm here because i want to be here."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Why can’t you just be with me and be happy without the damn title?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "I can be if that's what you want. Like if that's what we're going to do, then okay. but I still need to heal."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Jesus Emily, I told you I just need time. I need time to adjust to being.. “ he stopped taking and just starred for a moment. Soon closing his eyes and taking a few deep breaths.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She looked at him, taking his hand and sitting beside him on the bed. "Adjust to being..."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I’m sorry... I just got lightheaded for a minute. I... just.” He closed his eyes and breathed out deeply before looking back at her. “I just need time to adjust to being with you, and only you. It happened so fast after Roman. I guess I just kind of whip lashed and panicked.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily sighed a sigh of relief. It wasn't everything she hoped for but it was a start. She reached out, cupping his face and then moved to lie down next to him. "Okay. I'll give you that time." She said to him. "As long as you give me time to adjust to. I love you, Khai." She said, hiding her face in his neck.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He closed his eyes and wrapped his arm around her. He hoped that she really did understand where he was coming from. He didn’t have any more energy to keep trying to explain. He just held her and leaned his head against hers. “I love you too”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Can I ask for something?"

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Yeah” he nodded

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Will you kiss me? Well, only if you want to."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “God, Emily. You’re so needy” he teased with a soft grin. “Of course I want to.” He places his hand under her chin and lifted her face to his. Leaning down and pressing a soft slow kiss to her lips.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Hey. It's been rough without them." She softly grinned, tilting her head up and kissing him back slowly, savoring his lips. "mm, okay one more question and I swear I'll shut up."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He couldn’t help but chuckle at her last words. It was cute, but also terrifying. “Okay...”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Is it just me or is this like last time where there's others and then I become the roman everyone competes with?" She laughed at the sound of her sentence but she hoped he knew what she meant.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Uh...” he laughed more vocally this time. Coughing soon after. “Oh god, wow. That’s not funny. I’m sorry.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Khai. I'm serious..." she said, her smile dropping. "It was already so hard."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I mean, I figure we could start as open and work our way in. I don’t have plan of being with anyone. But I think it would help adjust to the flirting. You would definitely be the one people compete with though.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "EXCEPT I KNOW WHAT I WANT!" She said, making it very clear to him. "But fine. If you sleep with anyone, you tell me. I don't have plans to do that but I'm just letting you know." [9:50 PM] "And I know you're going away with Landon on Monday. So I'll keep my distance."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He nodded his head. He did know she knew what she wanted and he was so thankful for that. He just wished he could be as confident as she was. “Okay, deal. But I’m not planning on doing that. But you tell me to, okay? You don’t have to keep your distance. We’re just friends trying to escape reality for a bit.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She nodded, trusting his word. "Deal." She said, turning her face to face him and cupping his face. "You're my number 1, Khai." She said, leaning in to kiss him soundly in hopes he'd kiss her back.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He kissed her back just as soundly and tightened his arms around her. “I better be”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "OOooh  and if you're not?" She teased.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Then I’ll have to bend you over the counter and remind you why I should be” he grinned

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ "Khai....we're in a hospital shhhh." She laughed, cupping his mouth.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He laughed against her hand and shrugged his shoulders. Like that would stop him. Ha!

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Do these hospital rooms lock?” She asked him seeing the look on his face. “Nahhhh you’re probably to weak to even try.” She smirked, teasing him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I don’t know” he laughed. “They do on House” he shrugged. “To weak for sex? Your joking right?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily sat up, letting him go for just a second and she tried to lock the door, successfully doing it. “Hm!” She said, walking back to him and lying back down. “I just don’t want you to hurt yourself.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ A devilish grin spread across his features as she successfully locked the door. “I like pain though... a lot”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She cupped his face, tracing his cheek bone with her thumb. “How do you want it, if you want it?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “However you wanna give it” he grinned

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She snickered. “Are you dressed under this gown?” She asked, reaching her hand up his gown.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He flinched slightly as her hand went up under his gown and he shook his head no. “Nope. Nothing”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I see.” She smiled, grabbing his length and stroking slowly. “Not much space. Might be one of those things where we’re both on our sides, and my leg is up on your hip.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth as she started to stroke him and his breathing got heavier. There was just something so sexy about what they were doing right there in the hospital. “Or you could just ride me... or both” he grinned raising his brow.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I’ll start to ride and when I can’t anymore, turn us to the side?” She asked him, looking at his monitor. “And what do we do about that?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Sounds like a plan” he moaned softly. His heart rate monitor already going faster as she kept stroking him. “How do we turn that off?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She laughed. “Well I can tell you that if I take these off,” she poked the at the things attached to his chest. “It’ll make you flatline.” She smirked. “Want me to actually cut it off?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Oh shit” he laughed. “Do something cause your gonna make me stroke out in a minute” he joked

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She laughed, getting up again and walking over to the machine. She stood there for a hot minute but finally found the plug before turning to Khai and climbing over his lap, straddling him. “Come here.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He chuckled softly as he watched her unplug the machine and licked his lips. Lifting to his elbows once she was straddled over him. “I’m right here”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Khai. Efforts.” She laughed leaning down to kiss him. “Or is this where you just like me in control?” She pouted. “I want you to want me just as bad as I want you.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He laughed again and kissed her back. “No, I want you. I’m just slow, give me a break” he mused. His hands moving to remove her shirt before leaning in to press his lips to her neck. His hands caressing her breast.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ thank god the blinds were closed because emily would’ve been embarrassed to be exposed to everyone. She laughed with him, her laugh soon turning into a light moan as she pulled at the strings on his gown, untying it and letting it fall off of him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “God, get these off” he practically whined as he pulled at her waistline. “I wanna feel you.” He leaned up and bit at her neck as he pushed his hands into her pants over her ass.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily arched her back so he’d get himself a nice handful, moaning as she felt his hands against her skin. She nodded pushing herself up on her knees and pulling down the sweats she was wearing and throwing them to the side, now completely naked before the boy. Leaning in, she kissed him, rubbing herself against his length as she slowly laid him back down against the bed.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “God, you’re so sexy” he hummed. His eyes trailing up and down her body. “You were prepared, huh!” he grinned. Happy she was naked beneath her clothing. He kissed her back and moaned softly against her lips as she rubbed against him. Laying back and bringing both his hands up to grab her hair

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I didn’t have much to change into.” She laughed, nudging his nose with hers. “I’d like to concur that you are the sexiest in the room.” She smiled big, keeping her hips grinding on him slowly, pulling away as she watched him, biting her lip. “I gotta tease you at least a little.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “That’s okay” he breathed out. His bottom lip pulling between his teeth as she pulled away from him and watched him as she teased him. His cock hardening against her as he moaned through pressed lips. “Fuck that feels good” he groaned. Moving his hands to her stomach before sliding them up to tease at her nipples. His hips moving against hers as he urged her to move faster.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Yes it does.” She moaned, keeping her pace slow until he urged her to speed up. “Baby, if I go too fast, you’ll come before we actually fuck.” She teased, her head hanging and pressing against his forehead as he messed with her nipples. “Fuck I missed this.” She moaned, pressing her hands on either side of his head to balance herself as she continued rubbing herself against his cock.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Mmmm” he groaned with a soft whine. His hips lifting to rub his cock harder against her as he closed his eyes tightly. The pace was infuriating but it felt so fucking good. He bit his bottom lip again as his eyes connected with hers. His hands moving to grab and hold onto her wrists. “Fuck me” he begged.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily moaned as his hips met hers, making her lips part as she felt him right there at her core. It really was hard to tease him when she was teasing herself just as much. Keeping eye contact with him, she nodded, pressing her lips against his as she lifted her hips and slid down his cock slowly, moving just her hips over him, keeping the speed up. “Fuck you feel so good baby.” She moaned against his lips.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Once she slid down onto his length, he lifted his hips to meet her. Pressing deep into her core as she rolled her hips on him. Kissing her back he bit and pulled at he bottom lip. A soft growl passing from his mouth on to hers. “God baby, uuhhh. Don’t stop” he moaned. The slow pace was driving him insane but he absolutely loved it.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily moaned loudly as his hips made contact with hers, her body holding still as he did so, and then starting to grind on him some more. She bit her lip, watching Khai, sitting up as she held her own hair back, body rolling over his cock, a smirk played at her lips before lulling her head back, her hands resting on his chest. “You...” she moaned out but couldn’t even say it, she was already out of breath.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ She lifted up and it caused him to go even deeper into her. Another groan passing from his lips as her  body rolled against him.  He moved his hands to caress her breast once again. His fingers pulling at her nipple as his other dropped to rub at her clit. “Mmm no baby... YOU” he growled.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “Shit!” She hissed as he began to rub her clit and she shook her head. That was always when she would lose momentum to be able to ride because it would drive her nearly insane. Her moans were more frequent and she was starting to slow her ride as he thighs started to tremble up against him. “Khai...” she moaned out, her nails digging into his skin, rising up as she felt herself squirt, a groan coming through her gritted teeth as she fell to the side, her body still squirming with her full body orgasm. “Don’t...stop...” she begged, her leg hiked up on his hip.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He could already feel her walls tightening around him as she began to slow her movements. His fingers pinching and pulling at her clit until she lifted up to squirt all over him. Her nails digging into his skin in the best way possible. “Fuckk... baby” he moaned aggressively. Turning to his side as she dropped and continuing to grind into her. Letting her orgasm build a bit before thrusting hard into her. “Oh shit..” he hissed. His own release building fast as her walls clenched around him. “Fuuu—ckk... I’m cunning” he moaned as his hot cum shot deep into her core.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “God i love you!” She was feeling so good, her body was hanging nearly half way off of the hospital bed, her hand resting on his abs as he thrusted hard into her. Her lips were parted, her breathing was out of control, and her body craved him so much. As he shot into her, she groaned, throwing her head back into the crook of his neck, trying to catch her breath as her body was still reacting from a second orgasm.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He held onto her tightly as her body shook against his. His lips pressing a trail of kisses across her shoulder as her head dipped into the crook of his neck. “I love you” he breathed out. Nearly jumping when he heard a banging on the door. The nurse behind it not sounding happy at all.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “I love you too.” Emily smiled against him, laughing as she heard the nurse at the door. “You think that she’s coming to tell us to get the fuck out?” She asked, chuckling against him. “ONE SECOND!” She yelled out, kissing him one more time before getting up and getting dressed and opening the door. “Ehemm....yes? Hi! Sorry. We were napping.”

[malakhai-ozera]

               Discord Thread II One Liners

DISCORD THREAD FEATURING: Khai Ozera & Emily Davis (@warmvlbes​)

MENTIONS: None

WHEN: June 23rd

DESCRIPTION: Emily comes over to Khai’s apartment after getting her nipples pierced.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: Smut!!!

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “Honey I’m homeeeeee!”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ I’m in the living room. Come here!

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ Emily walked over before peeping her head around the corner with a small smile. “hi baby.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Hey gorgeous” motions with his finger for her to come closer with a sexy grin.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ she walks closer and moves to straddle his lap. “Long time, no see.” She winks before leaning down to kiss him softly. “I’m surprised you’re not asleep”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Wrapping his arms around her he kisses her back just as soft. “You know me, I don’t sleep much.”

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “I know but that was a long flight. I just care.” She’d kiss him again, running her fingers through his hair. “Are you hungry? I brought burgers from stardust.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I know. I’m okay though.” He means his chin in her chest looking up at her while she strokes his hair. “Mhm”

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “Alright let me go grab them. I put them in your kitchen. I’ll be right back.” She’d cup his face and kiss his forehead before getting up to grab them and bring them back. “I got stuff on the side because i didn’t want to put anything on it you wouldn’t like.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ0 Smiling genuinely as she kissed his forehead, he nodded and watched her go and grab the food. “You’re the best. You know that right?”

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “Only for you. Don’t even know how I got here but I swear I’m the luckiest girl in New York when it comes to you, baby.” She’d grab her burger and start eating. “Now eat up. You need the stamina haha”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Grabbing his food he put some dressings on the burger and took a bite. Looking over at her with a flattered smile as he chewed and swallowed. “I think I’m the lucky. I still don’t know how I deserve you” he said honestly. Laughing at her next comment as he raised his brows and nodded slyly.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ She frowned as she finished her burger. “Baby. Don’t sell yourself short. Please. Of course you deserve me. You deserve the world. Don’t let anyone else tell you otherwise.” She gave him a genuine smile, her eyes looking right into his.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Her words melted his heart as she smiled over at him. He finished his food and wiped his mouth with a napkin. Reaching his hand out for hers as he pulled her back into his lap. “You’re amazing” he said softly. Placing his hand to the side of her neck and kissing her again.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ kissing him back, she tangled her fingers in his hair, making sure he felt every word she said through her kiss before pulling away. “I mean it Khai. You’re an amazing guy.” She pressed her forehead to his, tracing his collarbone with her fingertips.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Well, I’m glad you think so. That’s all that matters.” He looked up into her eyes as she traced his collar bone and  licked his lips. “I still wanna fuck you. Even more so now” he grinned.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “And why is my opinion all that matters?” She asked, smirking before starting to remove his shirt. “No worries, I still want to suck you off.” She winked.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Because your the only one who matters” he smiled. Letting her easily remove his shirt. “Yeah?” he asked licking his lips. “You wanna taste me?”

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ Emily blushed, not able to even remove his shirt as she nearly melted at his words. “I hope you mean that.” She cooed before finely able to regain enough attention to move his shirt and tossed it to the side. “Taste you? No. Devour you? Yes.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Of course I mean it” he assured. A grin spreading across his lips with her next words. “I like the sound of that, baby. You’re so sexy.”

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ She smirked, kissing his lips once more before moving out of his lap and getting on the grown between his legs. She immediately moved her fingers over the button on his pants, undoing them before bringing both them and his boxers down, watching as he springed out of them, immediately wrapping her small had around him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He kissed her back with a soft hum. His eyes watching her as she moved to the floor and pulled his pants down eagerly. “Jesus. You’re so sexy” he breathed out. His breath hitching as she grabbed his length. Already hardening even more just by her touch.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “That’s all you, baby. I’ll show you.” She winked, tracing her tongue up his length before kissing the tip of his dick, flicking her tongue across the top, tasting the Precum in her mouth, wrapping her entire mouth around him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He had a grin on his face he couldn’t seem to erase. His hands pushing down his thighs with pleasure as soon as she took him into her mouth. “Oh shit.. that feels so good.”

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ She began to bob her head up and down, over and over, increasing her speed but tried to be gentle with his new piercing. Her hands found his, squeezing at his thighs as she began to gag over him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Oh shit baby” he hissed. “You look so beautiful like that.” His hips raised to meet her as she took him completely and he leaned his head back with pleasure as he moaned.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ She was loving the response she was getting from him, even if she was playing gently. He seemed to like it and the way he thrusted up into her mouth made her moan against his skin as she continued to deep throat him, watching as he threw his head back in pleasure. She pulled back, smirking up at him as she looked at him with her brown hues. "don't cum..."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai was very into rough painful sex. But if there was anything most people didn’t know about him. It was that taking slow made him crumble. “Fuck... “he breathed out. His cock twitching with withdrawals from her mouth. He reached out for her wanting her closer.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ Emily smirked as she watched him, his dick moving on it's own. It made her giggle, knowing she served the exact type of tease she meant to. "Where do you want me, baby?" She asked as he reached out to her.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Grabbing hold of her waist he worked on getting her pants undo. Struggling to push them down fast enough before pulling her into a straddle over his lap. “I want you here” he whined. His patients wearing thin as he craved to be inside her. Letting his cock rub against her folds as he lifted against her

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ Emily obliged, getting up and helping to shimmy out of her pants, wearing nothing under them. She knew what she was getting into, so she dressed accordingly. Before fully sitting down, she removed her shirt and bra as he teased her entrance with his cock. Leaning down to kiss him, she wasted no time before sliding slowly down his length, pulling at the back of his hair as ecstasy filled her. "Fuck, baby..." She moaned as her walls began to adjust, slowly moving herself up and down until she was comfortable.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ She was so sexy he could barely keep his hands off of her. Letting them roam down her neck to her breast as he caressed them. Flicking softly at her new piercings as he kissed her back. She slid down onto him and he moaned against her mouth. The feeling of his piecing rubbing against her causing his hips to jerk. “Oh god you feel so good”

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ She nearly yelped at how his hips jerked up, not expecting the immediate thrust into her but loving the feeling, especially with his tongue on her newly pierced nipples. Pressing her hands into his chest so she could hold her balance, she began to grind against him, quickening her pace as she did so, moans constantly pouring out of her mouth.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He wrapped his arms around her waist as she began to grind against him. His hips rolling in rhythm with hers as he continued to lick and kiss as her breast. Licking up to her neck and back down as he sucked on her skin.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ "Fuck, baby." She groaned against him, nearly losing her balance as her body started to quiver with her first orgasm, pressing her forehead into his as she bit her lip. "I want you to fuck me from behind." She whispered to him as she attempted to catch her breath, but still needing that friction.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Feeling her tighten around him as her body shook with pleasure, he couldn’t hold back any longer. Cumming deep into her core as he groaned against her skin. He was almost instantly hard again as she continued to move on him. Her words turning him on immensely as he stood up lifting her with him. He placed her onto the couch, pulling from her to flip her over and wrapped his arm under her waist. Using his free hand to guide himself back into her as he kissed the back of her shoulder. He rolled his hips all the way down into her until they were completely connected. Waiting only a moment before pulling back and trusting back in deep and hard

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ "Fuck baby, keep doing that." She moaned as she felt him continuously pound into her, reaching her g-spot at this new angle. She felt so in his realm, moaning loudly as he continued to thrust into her, the sounds of their skin making contact over and over again. She gripped the side of the couch, throwing her head back as he continued, groaning as she pushed her hips back to meet his thrusts.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “You like that baby?” he asked through gritted teeth of pleasure. Continuing to slam into her over and over as his hand gripped tightly to her hip. His other hand grabbing her around her neck as he pulled her back up flesh against his chest. His hand sliding from her hip to play with her clit as he squeezed her neck with the other. His hips thrusting hard and deep as he picked up the pace.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ He was driving her absolutely wild, and the amount of ecstasy she was feeling was unbearable. At this point, she didn't care who could have heard them. she wanted everyone to know how good he was fucking her. as he pulled her up against his chest, she pushed her head back against his shoulder, moaning over and over, especially as he began to touch her clit. "fuck, daddy." She groaned. "You fuck me so good....fuck."

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ God, when she called him daddy it turned him on so much. Causing him to trust into her and bottom out as he leaned in to suck and bite at her neck. “Mmm you like that” he growled. Fondling her clit more aggressively as he fucked her.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “I fucking love it. Please just be rough with me.” She said through her teeth, pressing her hips back into his, gripping at the back of his hair as he messed with her clit more aggressively. “Fuckkkkkk, baby!!” She screamed, her legs starting to tremble as she started squirming at his touch

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Emily was driving him crazy in the best way possible. She was so sexy and it was like he couldn’t get enough. He pushed her forward draping his arm around her waist as he drilled into her harder and faster. His piercing scraping against her sensitive walls with each thrust. “Oh fuck baby” he groaned through hard breaths. His hand tightening around her neck even more as he pulled her head back to kiss him.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ She kissed him back, moaning into it as he started to tighten his grip around her neck. He fucked her so well and his piercing was adding so much more to his thrust. She could feel it with every thrust. Spreading her legs further, she reached back, digging her nails into his thighs. “I’m gonna cum. Don’t you fucking stop.” she groaned. “Harder, daddy. Please.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Her nails dug into the back of his legs and he let out a deep pleasurable moan. His hips jerking deeper as he bit on her bottom lip. Sucking it between his own as he continued to pound into her over and over. “Fuck yeah baby... I wanna fill you up” he hissed. His thrusts becoming a bit more sloppy as he felt his own orgasm wash over him.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ she came along with him, collapsing on the couch before him as she tried to catch her breath, turning over to face him before sitting up and connecting their lips again. "You fuck me....in the best ways possible. holy shit." she smirked before looking back at him again. "you also make me feel extremely special with dates involved. Let's me know this isn't just about my body for you."

[malakhai-ozera]

  Thread || Khai & Emily

Discord text thread featuring: Khai & @warmvlbes

Mentions: brief mentions of Ro & Jay

When: After the Throuple Pride Event.

Description: Khai plays his song for Emily and things get heated.

Trigger Warnings: SMUT SMUT SMUT!!!

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ A laugh belted from her mouth as she started walking with him, shaking her head just thinking about it. Stardust was great for putting on a show. However, the guest were no joke. Emily had many times where they never failed to remind her of how badly she hit a note, or whether or not a song was right for her and while she appreciated the criticism, for people like Khai, she didn’t want that for him. It could easily discourage someone so fresh to the scene and she wasn’t going to let that happen. “I knew you’d like that better.” She smiled, happy he agreed to come by her place, simply happy she’d get to actually enjoy him without any distractions surrounding them. “I’m just down the road here, actually.” She said as she lead the way and turned to look at him, blushing as he smiled at her. Stopping at a tall red building, she buzzed herself in and began walking up the steps, leading them to her apartment. “Just um…head straight back. My piano is right inside my bedroom.” She said, opening the door and waiting to follow him inside.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai was definitely a lot more shy than he’d usually put off. He was good at faking his confidence, but lately he had been a bit of a mess. He followed her down the road to her building with his nerves rattling the closer they got. Laughing once they were inside and she had informed him that the piano was in her bedroom. “Ah, that’s a brilliant place for it” he teased, giving her a wink. He made his way to her room and slowly opened the door to peek in. The piano was beautiful and very well kept and he made his way over to it with enthusiasm. Even with his nerves getting the best of him, he couldn’t wait to play. Lifting the cover he sat down onto the bench and smiled over to the blonde. “So... this song is really personal. So, I’m sorry if I... uh, get emotional” he laughed. His fingers brushed over the keys playing a few notes before turning to her once more. “This is called Fool For You” he said softly. Closing his eyes as he began the melody and started to sing. His voice was soft at first,  but it was easy for him to get lost in the words. Pouring his emotions into the song and forgetting that anyone was listening at all. [Song for reference]

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ "Hey, it's the only place I keep most of my studio equipment from home." She smirked, knowing that it was in a daring spot but her sanctuary was her bedroom. It was where she felt safe and felt like she could get away from the world for a while. Even on her worst days, Emily would immediately come out of work and find herself locked away in her bedroom, a pen to paper, and her guitar or piano right at her fingertips. It was the only place she felt home and she only hoped Khai might feel that same feeling, if not something similar, as soon as he sat at the piano. "Don't worry. We all get emotional at times. Just...sing from the heart." She encouraged before taking a seat next to him on the bench. As he started playing, Emily closed her eyes, listening to the beautiful playing. It was amazing, and quite hypnotizing. She felt as though she was in a daze and the minute he started singing, she could really feel the emotion in the song. She turned her head, watching him play as he gave his all. Her eyebrows furrowed as she watched him, nearly wanting to tear up before finally placing a hand on his back, running her hand across it slightly in hopes it offered him some comfort as she waited for him to finish.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai could feel her hand press against his back and start to rub as he neared the end of the song. He hated showing his emotional side in front of people, especially people he had just met, and was trying to make a good impression on. When the song finished he smiled over to her and shrugged slightly. “I- uh, that’s it” he nodded. Licking his lips before pulling the bottom one between his teeth. He wasn’t sure what she was thinking, but his hands were shaking. He felt like he had just been through an intense therapy session.  It it felt good, in a weird and kind of rejuvenating way.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “Khai, that was amazing.” She told him, keeping her hand on his back and smiling before pulling him in for a small and short hug. She was thoroughly impressed. Emily had met many musicians through the years but she hadn’t come across anyone like Khai. Not only that, the way he poured his emotion into the song was incredible. It’s hard for people to be able to break down walls: she was one of them. So the fact he trusted her enough to do so meant a lot to her. “I think one day you should definitely consider performing that.” She told him, looking down at his hands and seeing them shake. She didn’t even hesitate before reaching out and holding his hands in hers. “You okay?” She asked, looking into his eyes.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Emily’s words meant so much to him. He could see it in her eyes that she really meant was she was saying, and that was something he wasn’t really used to. Sure, Roman and Jaycee always told him he was amazingly talented. But, he kind of always thought they were just saying those things to boost his ego. Emily took his hands into her own and he let out a soft chuckle. “Yeah, I’m good” he breathed out, trying to relax himself a little. “It’s just nerves, and the emotion. I don’t usually sing in front of anyone. Not seriously anyway” he chuckled again. “My mom was a musician. Well, sort of. She taught me to play the piano, and gave lessons at the local theater. She did a lot of professional singing there.” He wasn’t sure how he ended up bringing up his mom. Especially since he rarely talked about her. But he felt safe with Emily. There was just something about her eyes that pulled him in and made him feel like she would never hurt him.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “Nerves. Yep. I know all about That.” She said, nervously herself. She listened to how he spoke about his mother and smiled. “That’s kinda something we share in common.” She smiled, still having his hand in hers. “My dad actually taught me how to play drums, guitar and piano.” She smiled, happy that he was willing to talk about this stuff with her. “One thing that wasn’t in the horn was singing but I changed that, as you can see. While it may not have been supported, I’m so happy I continued to chase my dream.” She smirked and then tilted her head to the side as she still made eye contact. “Do you have any dream jobs or is this just something you’ll do on the side?” While he may have talent, some people don’t care to use it which was totally normal but if he was, Emily hoped  she would be able to work with him at least at some point.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ It made Khai smile knowing that they had something from their past in common. But when she said she may not have been supported, he could totally related to that as well. “Who wouldn’t support you?” he asked kinda shocked. She had such amazing talent. He couldn’t imagine anyone not supporting that. “My dad was the same way though” he shrugged. Not really knowing how to answer her following question. A dream job? That was something he never really gave much thought to. “I mean, I’ve dabbled in a lot of different things. Art, music, cooking. My dad is actually a pretty famous chef back in Bradford. He wanted me to take over for him one day. But, that was before he decided I was worthless and not good at anything.”  Here he went rambling at the mouth again. Maybe it was the nerves making him spill his guts, or his new found sobriety. But he kinda wished he’d just shut up. “You’re amazing though. I couldn’t imagine anyone not supporting you. I know you’re gonna far. I can feel it” he smiled. Trying to bring the conversation back to a happy point.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “Eh, my parents just...” she paused as she thought about it. It made her sad to think about how her parents thought her entire life was wasted for music, which isn’t promised, but she was determined to change their mind. “They had other plans in mind for me and me doing my own thing just  wasnt enough but that’s okay.” She said to him with a half smile. “It will be okay because I do have something going for me and I can’t wait to tell them I told you so.” She smirked at him and then took a deep breath, as she listened to him, even more intrigued than she was before. “Wait wait wait. So you can sing, play piano, you’re an artist, and you can cook?” Her eyebrows raised, definitely giving off a flirty vibe. “Man of many talents? Makes me wonder what else you’re talented in...”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ It broke his heart to hear her parents were like that with her. He knew all to well what that felt like. He was never good enough in his fathers eyes, and his step father literally tried to beat the stupid out of him. But his shit didn’t matter now. Right now he just wanted to be there for her. “I’m so sorry, Emily. You deserve every bit of what’s coming to you. And I really hope I can get the change to see the look on your parents faces when they see how far you’ve gone.” It warned him to know she was only inches from her dream. Jaycee was one of his best friends and he knew that she had signed Emily. Which truly made him so happy for her. He let out another soft chuckle as his cheeks heated up and he chewed his bottom lip. “Yeah, I’m your original jack of all trades” he mused. His eyes searching hers as he thought about showing her his other talents. “Yeah? Well, I’ve always been told I’m very talented with my hands... and other things” he flirted back.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “Hey. Please, don’t be sorry. You are not at fault for the reason my parents don’t believe in me and that’s a fact.” She told him, happy to hear how supportive he was of her. She never really had that type of support from anyone. It was different and wow, did it feel good. “I’m sorry your dad made you think you’re good for nothing.” She told him. “I can easily say that’s not true. You are meant to be here and you have enough talent to share with anyone in the world. I’d be happy to be That number one fan for you too. Don’t test me.” She said, squeezing his hand a bit before taking a long look at them. “Your hands? Talented with your hands and other things such as...what?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I know it isn’t my fault. But, you still deserved better” he said honestly. Giving a slight shrug at the mention of his dad again. “It’s ok. That’s not your fault either, and I truly appreciate that.” She squeezed his hand and his eyes dropped to her lips. He couldn’t help himself. The thoughts of touching her leg back at the diner, and the way she kept looking at him. Just add the words she was spewing now and It was a recipe for concupiscence. “Mhm” he hummed. Licking his lips slowly as he moved his eyes back up to meet hers. “Such as my lips, and...  tongue. I’ll let you use your imagine for what else” he grinned. He moved on of his hands to push her hair back from her face and licked his lips once again. “You seem like you might be pretty talented in that mouth of yours as well” he said boldly. His voice dropping to a softer more desirable tone.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ “And it may not be my fault but I’d be happy to be that person to have your back even when you feel like no one does.” She smiled, at him before literally falling into a trance. He had a hold on her. She wasn’t sure what but there was no hiding that they did have some type of sexual tension, even if it was only to kiss. She knew that since the first time he touched her leg. As he reached out to push the hair out of her face, Emily’s eyes fluttered shut, humming at the touch. “You can either use your imagination to find out what I can do with this mouth or I’ll let you test it out...”. She was shocked with what she had just said but she couldn’t take it back now.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “I think that’d make me happy too” he said with a soft smile. She was sweet. She always had been, from the moment they met. It made him wonder if he took this any further if he would just be corrupting her. But that idea almost made it too sexy to resist. Even if he would feel bad for bringing out her dangerous side. He bit the tip of his tongue as he contemplated her words and a mischievous grin took over his features. Their sexual attraction was strong, there was no point in trying to fight it any longer. “Well..” he breathed out. His chest rising and falling with anticipation as he leaned in closer to her. “Maybe I’ll just test it out then” he added. Letting his tongue snake out of his mouth and travel over her lips. Tasting the flavor of them as she let them part for him. “So sweet” he whispered. Finally leaning all the way in and kissing her mouth. His tongue trailing up along the roof of her mouth before tangling with hers in a heated kiss. His hand gripping her curly hair as his other flipped to lace his fingers through hers.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ When she brought Khai up to her room, she wasn’t expecting what would actually happen. But being alone in a room with Khai, it was bound to go somewhere. She watched his body language, her breathing getting a little more frantic as she saw him leaning in. Her eyes were already closed when she felt his tongue on her lips, nearly moaning against his mouth before he closed the gap between the two, kissing him back. She used her free hand to cup his face, her finger staying interlaced with his as she let their tongues dance together, biting at his bottom lip.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ She kissed him back and his heartbeat began to speed up. This wasn’t what he had expected to happen by coming to her place. But he couldn’t say he wasn’t into it or enjoying it. She was so sexy, and he was so raw with emotion. It was bound to happen at some point, and with that bite to his lip. He took it as an invitation to continue. A low pleasurable growl falling upon her lips as he stood up from the piano bench. Keeping their lips connected as he pulled her by their laced hands to follow him. Once they were stood at the foot of her bed. He moved his hands to grab onto her just below her ass. Lifting her up so that her legs could wrap around his waist before laying her back onto the soft mattress. It wasn’t like Khai to waste any time during these moments, and he only hoped he wasn’t moving to fast. His body pressing into hers as he let his weight bear into her.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ Emily wasn’t really one to crack like this. She was usually more open when there was alcohol in the mix. But Khai helped her to feel more comfortable and maybe it was because of the vulnerable moment they both had shared while being at the piano. She didn’t know for sure but all she knew was this his kiss was intoxicating and she wasn’t going to stop kissing him any time soon. When he growled, it made her giggle against his lips as she followed him towards her bed. She felt a little nervous but part of her trusted Khai as she was lifted and put on the mattress. She wasn’t too rough, and was being very gentle with her, which was nice. She cupped his face agin, deepening  the kiss, her legs tangling with his as they lie there.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ There were two very different sides to Khai. The side were he could be sweet and soft, taking his time. And the side where he could be rough and dominating. He definitely got off on pain inflicted upon himself. But, he didn’t like hurting others unless it was encouraged. This wasn’t one of those times though. Right now he was just in the moment. Kissing her slow and soft as their lips massaged together. He wasn’t even using tongue now. Just letting his lips suck hers between his own as he moved his hand to slide up her side beneath her shirt. Feeling the warmth of her skin as he hummed against her mouth. He was definitely aroused and his hips pressed into hers as he held his weight over her on his casted arm. “Are you okay with this? Do you want me to stop?” he asked. His body already starting to tremble with a yearning desire to be inside of her.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ Emily had a kinky side to her but it took a lot for it to come out. It would probably take a few more times spent with Khai but she was enjoying this to the max. And more thankfully, sober. His kisses were sweet and so soft. When he refrained from using tongue, Emily knew it was for the sake of her but she also wanted him to know that it’s okay to use tongue. She loved it. Using hers to trace his lips, she smirked against his lips before pulling away to really look at him, her fingertips running along his jaw. “I’m more than okay with this.” She told him before leaning up and kissing him softly. “I want you to keep going. I’ll let you know if you’re hurting me or anything but I promise you I want this just as bad as you do.” She fully admitted as her hands trailed down his back, grabbing the hem of his shirt and pulling it up and over his head before connecting their lips again.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ It was so unlike Khai to actually ask for permission. Taking what he wanted and dealing with the consequences later, was something he was well rehearsed in. But there was something different about Emily. Something that made him want to take his time and respect her. She was so... new and different from what he was used to. It was exciting and almost a bit terrifying the way he felt just laying there kissing her. Like he could fall straight into her and never be able to breath on his own ever again. She teased his lips with her tongue and gave her consent and Khai grinned eagerly. Using the short separation of their kisses to remove her shirt as she did his. It seemed like only seconds before their lips had reconnected, and he was becoming a bit more persuasive with his kiss. His hand cupping her breast as he caressed it before sliding it to her back to unhook her bra. There was no doubt now that she could feel his bulge pressing between her legs. As his hips rotated in small circles against her with anticipation. “I want you so bad” he breathed out though soft moans. Letting his kisses fall to her jawline as he scrapped his teeth against her skin. His tongue soon finding her nipple as he tossed her bra to the floor.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ fuck. He was just as intoxicating with his body as he was with his kisses. What was even more important to Emily was that this would be something she’d remember and it wouldn’t be some drunken hook up. Not that it was bad but she would be able to actually give her all to Khai and not have any kind of alcohol do the talking for her. As he unhooked her bra, her breathing hitched, now fully exposed to him. But for some reason, she wasn’t nervous and moaned as she felt his bulge just between her legs. “Fuck...” she hissed under her breath as she heard him. Biting her lip, she tangled her fingers through his hair as he teased her nipple, bringing her knees up on either side of him. “I want you too.” She breathed out, her hips now rising to meet his.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Emily was so damn electrifying, he could practically feel her arousal burning into his skin. Which was a feeling he could definitely get use to and most likely addicted to. She felt so much better than the high he had gotten from the drugs he used to push into his system. The sounds coming from her stimulating him in ways he had never felt sober before. He looked up at her as he gently pulled on her nipple with his teeth and he smiled feverishly. Letting his tongue swirl around her hardened nipple before trailing down her belly and across her hip. His hand now working on getting her pants undone before pulling them off and tossing them to the side. “Fuck... you’re so sexy” he practically moaned. Kneeling over her body and taking in her figure before leaning back down and gently biting at her inner thigh. He kept his eyes on her reactions as he let his fingers trail over the wet center of her panties. Teasing her with his thumb as his fingers hooked through the fabric and pulled them down. Licking his lips he smiled again and let his tongue trail over her slit. Sucking her bud between his lips with a hum only briefly before rolling his tongue around and flicking it against her.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ God, was he skilled in all the right ways? She had never had anyone tease her around her nipples the way he was. It was incredibly sexy and she was so turned on. Her moans were verbal, and very loud as he kissed down her body, completely complying with him as he pulled her pants and panties off of her. Now completely exposed to him, she sat up and watched as he began to eat her out. “Holy fuck.” She groaned as she threw her head back, her toes curling as he ducked on her clit, flicking his tongue across it. She was breathless, not having been touched like this in while. She was loving every second, biting her lip as she raised her hips to him. “Khai...” she moaned out as her back arched off the mattress, feeling his tongue against her. “God that feels so fucking good.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ The way her body responded to him was enough to set his entire body on fire. He loved the way she was letting herself fall prey to him, letting him devour her in the most intimate way. As he kept his eyes on her he continued to flick his tongue against her. Sucking her clit back between his lips as he roughly pressed his tongue along her folds. Making sure not to break the suction as he pulled gently at her bud with his lips. “Mmm” he hummed, loving the way she tasted. The vibrations adding an extra bit of pleasure as he brought his fingers into the mix. Pressing them slowly into her opening and rolling them deep into her core. He wanted to make this about her, and giving her every ounce of pleasure he could. He got off on it.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ Her knees were about to lock him in place, he was driving her so crazy. The way his tongue felt against her wet walls, she was in pure ecstasy. She began moving her hips, practically riding his tongue before reaching down and pushing his face further in. Yep. Her naughty side was starting to peek out. The more he worked with her, the more kinkier she felt. At the touch of his fingers, she pushed herself up on her elbows, moaning loudly, her mouth falling open as he pumped his fingers in and out of her. “God I need you inside me.” She groaned out, starting now to ride his fingers as she watched him.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Holy shit! He was not expecting her to push his face even further into her. But he loved it. His eyes practice smiling up at her as he gladly gave in to what she craved. He continued to fuck her with his fingers, rolling his wrist to get more depth and precision. Making sure to let his fingers tease at her g-spot as she lifted herself up to her elbows forcing him deeper. Finally she said the five little words he had been craving to hear. “i want you inside me.” That was all he needed to be able pull himself away. Lifting back to his knees he hooked his hands behind her knees and pushed her legs forward. Letting one of her legs drape freely over his shoulder as he aligned his cock with her entrance. Pushing deep into her with a slow roll of his hips, he let out a pleasurable moan. His hands gripping tightly to both of her legs as he brought them together and began thrusting into her.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ was she expecting to have sex today? Not really and normally, she wouldn’t even have sex this easily but the amount of tension between her and khai was starting to become slightly unbearable. The way her body was reacting was a tall tell sign too. She needed this. Him. All of it. As he teased her g-spot, she found herself nearly trying to muffle her own moans but it wasnt working all that well. Especially when he positioned her with her legs completely on his shoulders, and thrusting into her. “Fuck, baby...you feel so good.” She moaned out, reaching down at his thighs as he pounded into her. Her nails began to dig into his skin,  almost as if to ask that he fuck her that much harder and that much deeper.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ The sounds coming from Emily were so fucking sexy. He loved hearing just how good he was making her feel, and it turned him on immensely. She was so beautiful. Laying beneath him with a mess of curls, her eyes fluttering with pleasure, and her lips parting with need. He wanted to give her whatever she needed to feel good, and when her words clarified that he was, he smiled with satisfaction. “You feel so good too, baby” he moaned through hard breaths. Thrusting into her deeper and harder with every rotation as her nails dug into his skin. Fuck, that felt so good. The pain mixed with pleasure as her nails pierced his skin was intoxicating. “Shiiit, Emily” he hissed. His body already trembling with pleasure as he pushed her knees to her shoulders. Letting his body weight press into her as he got even deeper into her core.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ Emily hadn't felt pleasure like this in a really long time. Time with Loren was exceptionally fun but Khai was very different. He really was taking the time to know how to please her and would do it without fail. The bed was their island, and Emily was making a mess of it, grabbing at all of the sheets around her, nearly tearing the bed apart as he pounded into her. As her screams started to get louder, Emily was starting to care less and less who heard her. Khai needed to know how good she felt. She was cumming over and over, on his dick, soaking nearly both of them before really moaning in pleasure as he pushed her knees back to her chest. "Oh, fuckfuckfuck." She groaned out as he pushed deeper, biting her lip as her eyes filled with ecstasy. She moved up to up his face, kissing him before breaking away. "fuck, you're gonna make me cum again, baby." She moaned out, feeling her orgasm building up.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai could feel Emily’s walls quake around him with pleasure as her warmth spilled out all around him. It caused his movements to become a bit more sloppy with each fervent thrust he continued to push into her. She cupped his face and kissed him hard before breaking away to let herself be consumed once more. The sounds spilling from her along with her second orgasm causing him to completely loose control. “I’m gonna cum” he moaned out as his lips parted and he held his breath. Letting his hot cum explode deep into her core as he let his hips jerk uncontrollably with pleasure. “Fuck baby” he growled through gritted teeth. His entire body tightening and trembling with ecstasy as they rode their orgasms out together. As they began to come down his body practically collapsed on top of hers and he reconnected their lips, kissing her passionately. Only breaking the kiss to catch his breath as he buried his face into the crook of her neck. “You’re... wow.” he breathed out. His breath hot against her neck as he fought to steady his breathing. “That was amazing” he smiled. Kissing her shoulder softly as he tried to fully regain his composure.

~𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂~ As he unloaded into her, Emily let out her final moan, Turning her head into her pillow as he finished inside her, wincing as he pulled out, collapsing right beside her body. Turning her head to face him, she kissed him back, matching the exact same passion he gave her before running her fingers through his hair. “I’m wow? No. that was all you.” A giggle passed her lips as they both laid still, trying to catch their breaths and she went to pulll the sheet up and over them. “I hope that’s not the last time we ever do that. It was just too good.”

[malakhai-ozera]

Discord Thread || Khai & Emily

Discord thread featuring: Malakhai Ozera & Emily Davis ( @warmvlbes )

When: July 21st (early morning around 3am)

Description: Emily stops by to see Khai after he spends the day at Coney Island

Trigger Warnings: Suicide mention, Abuse mention

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ ———— Emily didn’t take long throwing on some sweats and rolling up to khais place. She knocked on the door frame before walking in, standing right before him with her arms crossed. “Hello zombie.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He didn’t even answer when she knocked knowing she would just come in. He was laying on his couch covered under a blanket and sleepy eyed. “Hey” he said softly. Not moving a single muscle except his arm when he reached for her

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She sighed. He looked pitiful. Absolutely pitiful. Much like a dog who had just had their balls taken away. She gave him a little smile and then moved over to get under the blanket with him, leaning into his arm that was reaching out for her. “Hey baby.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He wrapped his arm around her as she laid with him and he sighed contently. “I’m so tired” he said in an almost whisper. “But don’t let me sleep okay?”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily frowned. “What the fuck are we not sleeping for?” She asked him, raising a brow. “Like what’s the deal?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “You can sleep” he said softly. “I just don’t wanna. I don’t.” He snuggled her closer and hummed softly.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily frowned. “Why Khai?” She said, not believing the whole reason of just not wanting to sleep. “Why can’t you sleep? Or won’t you sleep?”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He sighed heavily at her question and shook his head. “I just don’t wanna see it. In my dreams. If I sleep now I’ll dream and I don’t wanna see it.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily looked up at him. “Don’t want to see...what?” She asked him and then it hit her. If she was right in her thoughts, she knew why he wouldn’t want to sleep. “Is today...” she paused.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He shook his head “it’s not... but it’s close. Today was just the spiral of it all. I just don’t wanna sleep” he said a bit more firmly. “I’m just so tired” he softened again

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily knew it. He spoke about the issue before and of course he wouldn’t want to sleep. No wonder his motivation was so low. Pulling him into her chest, she kissed his forehead. “I’m sorry Khai. I wasn’t even thinking. I’m so sorry.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He laid in his arms quiet and closed his eyes. His breathing deepening as he drifted to sleep for only a second. “I need to get up. It’s okay”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily let him go and got up with him. “Want to go shower? Like we planned? Would that help?” She asked, trying to keep him up.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He stood up with his eyes closed for a moment as he held onto her. Nodding his head soon after. “Yeah, maybe. I just need to wake up.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily pulled him along. “Showers are really good for that. They always help me wake up.” She said. “After, I can brew some coffee.” She was trying to help but if he did fall asleep, she wouldn’t leave. That way he wouldn’t be by himself.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “Okay, yeah. I’m good” he said. Opening his eyes wide to get them to adjust to being open. “Let’s go” he walked with her to the bathroom and pulled his shirt off before removing his joggers with nothing underneath. He stood under the shower and turned it on. The cool water hitting his back as he leaned against the wall with his hands

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily didn’t even have time to join him but she got herself undressed and followed right behind him, getting under the water and wrapped her arms around his torso, resting her cheek right against his back and just breathing him in.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He just stood there letting the water hit him as he moved one of his hands to her arm. His breathing slow and heavy as he hummed to the beat of billy Joel’s goodnight my angel. His thumb rubbing her arm as he continued to weakly hum the tune

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily found that soothing as hell but damn this was heavy to see him like this. She rested her hand just over his heart, listening to him sing and started to hum with him, harmonizing a little. She knew the song and loved it. So joining him on it she hoped he’d find soothing as she softly kissed his back.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He was mostly content as he stood there under the water. well as content as he could be anyway.  But the second she started to hum with him and harmonizing he dropped to his knees. His hands moving to cover his face as he breathed deeply and the tears streamed out silently.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily didn’t know what to think. She probably triggered an entire memory she didn’t even know existed. She always knew khais mom praised his singing but what if humming along was something she did too? Emily dropped down with him and pulled her into his hold and let him cry. This was a hard time for him and there was nothing she could do or say. She just held him. “I love you, Khai.” She said lightly, tears starting to stream down her face as she watched the love of her life crumble.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He just sat there in her arms crying silently. He didn’t even have the energy to full on cry right now. It took him about five minutes but he finally lifted his head and pulled himself up. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to just... crumble like that.” He was trying to be strong. It had been years but it never hurt any less. Probably because he still felt like it was mostly his fault. “Come on... lets get some coffee.” He didn’t even bother washing because he had showered earlier but he relizwd maybe she hadn’t. “Or you can shower and I’ll start it”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily held him the whole time, and shook her head. “Don’t ever apologize for that.” She told him, watching as he stood up and she cut off the water. “No I’m fine. Let’s go.”   She got out and picked up a bath robe she had left at his place and put it on, getting into the kitchen. She pushed herself up on the counter, trying to stay out of his way as he made the coffee.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He put his sweats back on and got the coffee brewing once they were in the kitchen. Walking over to her and rubbing his hand across her cheek and he moved past her to the piano. He opened the cover and sat there for a moment looking at the keys. His fingers softly playing a few random notes before he started playing the same song he was singing. His eyes closing as he just continued to play not singing a single word

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ She smiled as he brushed her cheek, resting her hand over his until he let it drop off of her face, sighing as she watched him walk over to the piano. She hopped down, listening carefully to the same song that was just being hummed in the shower. Moving that way, she took a seat beside him and just watched and listened. If all she could do was be there for him, that’s all she was going to do. She was too scared to say the wrong thing. But she was happy she could help support him.(edited)

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ “My Mum, she taught me this song” he said softly as he looked over at her beside him and kept playing. “She used to sing it to me at night before she sent me away to live with my dad. I was only ten when I left. But I wish I would have stayed. I would have endured all the time if it would have saved my sister. God, she was my best friend” he teared up but kept playing. “She was eighteen. Only eighteen. I’m glad my mum believed her but I wish she would have believed me. I wish I never said anything.” His thoughts were all over but he was honestly just spitting out his pain. He kept playing and closed his eyes as more tears fell. His voice starting to shakily sing the song

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily listened to every word. She still didn’t know what to say. It was hard in situations like this. “Khai, none of what happened is your fault, baby.” She said to him softly. She hoped that was the right thing to say, rubbing his back as he spoke through his pain and kept playing piano. “It’s a beautiful song.” She said to him. “And you play it so well.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ It wasn’t wrong of her to say that, but he still didn’t believe it. He just shook his head as he kept singing. Finally stopping and looking at Emily with a forced smile. “Mackenzie was an angel. But when she took her own life, she took part of me with her. Ya know? I just.. my mum. I kinda hated her. But not like that. I wanted her to love me that’s all.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ It pained emily to hear this. She had her own battle with family but she never had to face a mom not loving her. That had to be hard. She knew Khai had been through so much and she nodded listening to him. “I don’t know anything about your mom or your sister other than what you have told me. But I can assure you Khai, your mom did love you. Even if she had a weird way of showing it, she did. Sometimes, it’s just not delivered the way we’d like it to be. That doesn’t make it okay but Khai you are so loved.” She said to him. “And I know this is so hard. Just know that I’m here. I’m just so scared to say the wrong thing. But I am a damn good listener.”

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He listened to her and sighed deeply. He knew she was trying to be there for him, but it was hard non the less. “She didn’t love me. Not in the end, but I appreciate that. I just have to accept I wasn’t what her or my dad wanted. I was the mistake. But it didn’t stop me from loving her. I just never wanted things to be this way.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ “And that’s why you’re the bigger person Khai. Through it all, you still loved.” She said back to him, resting her chin on his shoulder as he spoke, her had resting on his thigh and giving it a light rub. “I wish there was more i could do.” She whispered, wanting to help so much.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He nodded his head before leaning it against hers on his shoulder. “Your doing enough. Just being here. I’m gonna be okay. It’s just the next couple of nights I’m gonna be a little off. It’s not so bad during the day when I can keep busy. But at night it just... aches.”

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily nodded. It was understandable. Everything was coming into place. “I’ll be here every night if You need me to be.” She assured him. she leaned in and kissed his cheek before getting up. “I’m gonna make us that coffee.” She said to him, getting out 2 coffee mugs and preparing both for the 2 of them in the kitchen.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ He smiled softly as she kissed his cheek and began to play the piano again as she made the coffee. This song a little more mood worthy. “ It’s  just like breathin', speakin'... When we touch, like a force of nature. Not just a feelin', let's believe it. The birth of love... like a force of nature. Undeniable... Unforgettable... Nothing compares to when I feel you on my skin “ he sang. Humming the rest of the lyrics as he smiled over to her.

❈ Ⲉⲙⲓ𝓵ⲩ ❈ Emily smiled as she made the coffee. This song. The one he was singing. This was a song that meant a lot to her. To both of them. She came up with the coffees and sat beside him, the most genuine smile on her face. It was small, but loving. Hearing him sing that song live felt way more intimate the her little recording she played every day and it made her blush. “if feels so natural, natural, when we come together like a force of nature.” She sang along, repeating the line again and then wrapping her arms around one of his, kissing his shoulder as he hummed.

ღ 𝕂нαι ღ Khai smiled as she joined him and started to sing the song. “Keep going baby” he said softly. He would have song more but he was so tired and his voice was a bit raspy. He leaned into her as she grabbed his arm and he kept playing. Humming and singling only parts as he smiled softly at her.

[stcygcld]

As the month of April rolled around, Emily was informed that volunteer sign-ups for the Renaissance Faire were fastly approaching. While most of her friends in town helped out with planning the whole thing from the beginning, she only got involved when her cousin was tasked with helping out. Initially, because she was her ride. But the second time around, even Emily was looking forward to the Faire. With Lucas’ babysitter canceling last minute, she had been tasked with meeting with Simon to help him out with some of the final preparations before sign-ups, and it was safe to say that a part of her was starting to look forward to it. The Simon she saw during the summer was someone different from the one she despised the rest of the year, so she didn’t really mind his company. “Lucas’ sitter cancelled, so he told me to give you the list of all the acts that are confirmed for the Faire.” Emily informed the man as she entered her bookstore to see the Englishman. The bookstore had somehow become the headquarters for planning the Faire, but she didn’t mind it at all. It did make things easier. @swords-before-words​​

[lorencourtier]

Discord Thread II Loren, Jace, and Emily  

Discord thread featuring: Loren and jace @jace-matthews and Emily @warmvlbes

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When: July 28th

Description: Loren, Jace and Emily have a threesome. SMUT SMUT SMUT

Jace he raised a brow as he watched Loren walk into the room, crossing his arms. “I hope there’s a good excuse for this one”

Loren. His eyes landed on Jace as he walked into the room. Kicking his shoes off before climbing into the bed beside him. “I was with Emily. We fell asleep” he said honestly.

Jace “fell asleep where “

Loren. “At the hotel. We booked a room” he answered. Looking down at his own hands

Jace “I guess that was out of respect of me.” He sighed. “Loren I just gotta know it won’t happen again...you can’t do that and not text me and tell me what’s up. I’m letting you do this but with respect included”

Loren. “I would have texted you. But I literally fell asleep reading. I know you’re letting me do this but, I have to be honest. It’s hard to not want to stay with her some night. Not every night. But sometimes ya know?” He almost felt like he had just gotten caught cheating and his negotiation probably wasn’t at the best timing. But Jace could probably already see it all over his face that he loved her. So he didn’t even try to hide it. “I just don’t really know what we are doing here. Is this like a poly type thing now? Or an open relationship? Cause I feel so bad being with her when I’m with you. But I also still want to be with her.”

Jace “I don’t know loren. When we got together, I didn’t think I’d be sharing you with your best friend. Emily I don’t even think is in to poly because of how things went down with Khai.” Jace sighed. “And it’s not something you should feel bad about. I told you that you can be with her sometimes. But in the end, I’m the one you are with. Not her. So I just want my feelings respected.” He bit his lip. “We could do like an every other day thing? One night with her, one night with me? I don’t know.”

Loren. “I didn’t expect it either, Jace. These feelings just kinda hit me out of nowhere. Yeah, I had them for a while. But not like this... and I’m not really into the whole poly thing either. I just feel so torn because I don’t even know if I should be doing this. I know it hurts you, and I don’t want her to end up just getting her again either. I feel like I’m being so selfish and I hate it.” He moved closer to Jace and placed his hand onto his. “I don’t wanna do that. It doesn’t have to be that often. Just ya know... sometimes” he shrugged. God, he was becoming a real piece of work and he knew how bad he sounded but he couldn’t stop it from coming out of his mouth

Jace “twice a week...no more”

Loren. “Okay” he nodded

Jace “I love you....and I forgive you”

Loren. “I love you too baby. Very much”

Jace “I know you do but you better kiss me to prove it”

Loren. He smiled at the request and then moved closer. Wrapping himself around his boyfriend before kissing him passionately

Jace he kissed him back smiling, and then pulled away. “Y’all know you don’t have to run off to a room to sleep. I’d feel better knowing you’re safe here.”

Loren. “Yeah, I know. I think she just wanted to get away for a bit. I guess Khai and her have been talking. I don’t really know.”

Jace “I can’t believe she threw her coffee on him!”

Loren. ”I know. I wish I could have seen it” he laughed.

Jace “what the fuck would bring that on? He must’ve fucked her over.” He shook his head. “When y’all leaving?”

Loren. “I don’t know. I haven’t gotten the details yet” he shrugged. “Tomorrow.” “I also went to the doctor today”

Jace “what they say?”

Loren. “I have Prader-Willi syndrome “

Jace “explain”

Loren. “I’m just always hungry, never get full, and don’t gain weight. It’s crazy”

Jace “I mean at least you have answers” He smiled. “Do you feel better knowing?”

Loren. “Not really. But they gave me medicine so... let’s hope it helps. Now I just need to get my sleeping under control”

Jace “that’s not bad. And I hope it does too. I want you to feel better but i think you look good.”

Loren. “You look good” he grinned

Jace “you look better than me okay”

Loren. “Liar” he snickered

Jace he walks over to him and wraps his arms around his waist. “You are the finest man I have ever dated. Don’t play”

Loren. He wrapped his arms back around him and blushed. “I can say the exact same about you baby. You’re so sexy”

Jace “I’m gonna miss you”

Loren. “I’m gonna miss you too baby”

Jace “do you promise to call?”

Loren. “I promise” he smiled. Kissing his nose

Jace “every day mr. ” He smirked, cooing at the nose kiss. “I love you”

Loren. “I love you too” he smiled. Cupping his face and kiss him

Jace he kissed him back and then took a deep breath. “Are you staying with her tonight?”

Loren. “I don’t know. You both should just sandwich me” he teased

Jace “that can be arranged”

Loren. “Seriously?” He asked quirking his brow

Jace “yes!” Jace shrugged. “She’s invaded us before!”

Loren. “Okay” he chuckled a bit nervously

Jace “what is it!?”

Loren. “Nothing”

Jace “baby you better tell me”

Loren. “I just didn’t think you’d be into that”

Jace “oh when you said sandwich, I thought you meant both of us in one bed. You actually mean...me up your ass while you’re inside her.”

Loren. His eyes widened. “I mean, I didn’t mean that. But that would be hot”

Jace “you said-“ he laughed. “I GIVE UP”

Loren. “What?” He laughed “It would be hot”

Jace “you said you didn’t think I’d be into it. I’m into it”

Loren. “You are?”

Jace “When you said you didn’t think I’d be into it, I thought you meant in general”

Loren. “I’m so confused right now” he laughed. “You wanna have a threesome?”

Jace “do you?”

Loren. “I asked you first” he grinned

Jace “we can?”

Loren. “Can we?”

Jace he sighed. “Yeah”

Loren. “Do you want to! That’s a better question”

Jace “If it only means me fucking you and you fucking her?”

Loren. “Okay” he nodded. Pulling his bottom lip between his teeth cause he couldn’t help thinking about it now

Jace “don’t do that look” he laughed.

Loren. “I can’t help it” he blushed with a soft chuckle “You’re so sexy” he grinned again. Running his tongue across his teeth

Jace “little boy....why do that to me?”

Loren. “Shut up and fuck me” he said pulling him in for a hard kiss

Jace he smirked and shook his head. “No. You fuck ME”

Loren. “Okay” he grinned. Getting up onto his knees and pulling off his shirt. His hands moving to remove Jaces next before undoing his pants

Jace Jace didn’t even waste time letting himself get undressed, smiling at Loren as she moved up the bed, staying on all fours as he looked back at him. “I’m greedy”

Loren. He licked his lips as he watched Jace. Pushing his pants down and kicking them off as he spit in his hand. Stroking himself a bit as his other hand teased Jace’s hole. “You’re so sexy. I’m already so hard for you.” He spit in his hand again and got himself more saturated with saliva before pulling Jace to him. Teasing his crack with his length as he moaned softly

Emily emily had made it up the stairs and back into the apartment when she entered the boys room, smiling at seeing Loren over Jace like he was. “Mind if I butt in?” She asked, each article of clothing falling off of her piece by piece, pulling Loren’s face to hers and kissing him as he sat at the entrance of his boyfriend.

Jace “oh this is really happening.” He smirked, looking back at Loren and starting to move his ass up and down his length, teasing him as much as Loren was teasing Jace as Emily locked lips with his boyfriend. “I’ll actually fuck you now that she’s joined us”

Loren. Loren watched her undress and kissed her back once she climbed onto the bed. Moaning softly against her lips as Jace rubbed against him. He placed his hand on Jaces back and pushed him back down. “Don’t you move” he demanded. Pushing his length into his boyfriend as his hand moved to play with Emily’s piercing. Kissing her again as he began to thrust deep and slow into Jaces anus.

Jace “fuck.” He groaned, feeling loren thrust into him as he grabbed at the head board and turned to see him still kissing emily, and fondling at her clit. “No” he smirked crawling away from Loren and getting off the bed and coming up behind him before smacking his ass. “You’re disobedient as fuck huh?” He shook his head, getting down on his knees and starting to tongue Loren’s entrance

Emily her legs spread  just a little more as he started messing with her pierced clit, biting at his lip as he continued to mess with her and watching him fuck Jace before Jace removed himself. She didn’t even think to ask before moving to lie down on her back, in front of loren, bringing his hand back to her clit

Loren. He practically whined against Emily’s mouth as Jace pulled away. But it was quickly replaced with a grunt as he slapped his ass. Smirking mischievously as he leaned forward to hover over Emily and he continued to mess with her clit. Kissing her again he moaned with pleasure as Jace tongued him. “Fuck” he breathed against her lips as he replaced his fingers with the tip of his cock.

Jace Jace smirked, loving that he leaned a little more forward and it gave him even better access as he began stroking himself before standing up and pushing himself inside Loren, but only as far as the tip, smirking as he teased him. “I’ll start when you do.”

Emily oh this wasn’t fair. Of course Jace wasn’t gonna start fucking Loren until he started fucking her. This was fucking sexy. She pulled at his brown locks, kissing him again as her hips raised, rubbing her wet folds around his cock. “Fuck me.” She practically begged, kissing him again and letting her tongue invade his mouth.

Loren. God! This whole scenario was so fucking sexy. He could barely believe it was actually happening. His lips parted against hers as Jace pushed into him and he moaned loudly. The slight pain of no lube causing his body to jerk forward as Emily lifted up to him. Causing his cock to be forced deep into her folds as he tangled his tongue with hers. His hand reaching back to grip at Jaces waist as he started to slowly thrust in and out of her. “Fuuu...”’he breathed out in a whisper as his eyes practically rolled back. Every thrust into her causing Jace to get deeper and deeper

Jace he smirked, seeing loren basically double penetrate himself into emily but also to be penetrated by Jace. Jace was starting to speed up his thrust, smirking at Loren as Loren was doing quite a bit of the work on emily.

Emily she groaned, feeling his cock finally insert into her, continuing to kiss him, even through his minor curses here and there, her nails clawing at his chest as he rolled his hips into her. “God this feels so fucking good.” The weight of both boys over here just felt like Loren was as deep as he could go

Loren. The faster Jace moved the faster he did. Thrusting into Emily deep and hard as he pushed into her balls deep. His ass pushing back on to Jace with every thrust. “God yesss” he agreed with Emily. His moans deep and loud as he felt himself becoming dizzy. His body already tightening with pleasure as he gripped tightly as Emily’s hair and kissed her sloppily.

Jace his hands were pinned on either side of both of their bodies, letting loren literally pleasure himself but also Jace trying to meet his every thrust, smacking Loren on the ass again as he kissed at his shoulder, trying to motivate him to keep thrusting. Jace now balls deep in loren, he thrusted a lot faster, moaning passing his lips at the loudest volume.

Emily she whimpered, sloppily kissing loren back as her nails dug into loren as he was balls deep in her. “Fuckkkkk...” she groaned, her body literally starting to tremble by all the weight on her, her knees pressed into the mattress as she stayed spread eagle for loren. “I’m gonna cum...fuckfuckfuck” she hissed, cumming right over Loren’s cock as he continued to thrust into her.

Loren. Jace slapped his ass again and he thought he was gonna lose it. His cheeks clenching around him as his thrusts became a lot more sloppy. “Oh shit” he hissed with a low growl as Jace started going balls deep into him. His cock twitching inside of Emily as he tried not to cum yet. “Fuck baby...” he reaches back as wraps his hand around jaces head as he felt Emily spill out around him. His head turning to kiss Jace passionately as he kept thrusting against him. “I’m gonna cum baby” he moaned against his lips.  His his still jerking into Emily as his body started to convulse.

Jace “fuck baby...me too.” He moaned out, sloppily thrusting into him before pounding into him faster, his hot cum shooting deep into Loren’s ass, riding out his own orgasm as he kissed his fiancé

Emily “cum baby. Fill me up” she moaned, wincing as he started to convulse into her, gripping at his thighs to help motivate him.

Loren. His mouth dropped wide open as Jace pounded into him even harder. His moans so loud as Jace came deep into him, he couldn’t even contain them.  “Fuckfuckfuck Fuckfuckfuck” he practically yelled. His own cum shooting hard and deep into Emily’s core as his body continued to jerk out of his control. He   Collapsed on top of Emily as his lips pressed into hers again. His breaths hard against her mouth as his hand kept hold on to the back of Jaces neck.

Jace “fuck that was good”

Emily “I think we killed Loren”!

Loren. “God... holy shit” he breathed heavily. His face buried into the side of Emily’s neck as he laid on top of her. “Holy shit” he repeated again trying to catch his breath

Jace he laughed. “Emily I think you’re right.”

Emily she took her finger tips, tracing them up and down his back. “This was your idea”

Loren. He started to relax a bit as her fingers trailed along his back. Nodding his head to her words. “So good... so fucking good” he breathed out. “Holy shit...” his body was still trembling from the euphoric pleasure his body had just experienced

Jace Jace flopped down beside them, kissing Loren’s shoulders and smiling as he fell back on his back, pulling the covers up to his neck. “ I’m glad you had fun baby” he winked at him

Emily she kissed his forehead, still tracing his back in light circles before sitting up slightly. “I’m gonna move back into my room but That was amazing. Thank you”

Loren. He rolled off of her as he laid onto his back beside Jace. His hand grabbing for her arm to keep her from leaving. “Wait” he breathed out. Sitting up to kiss her soundly before letting her go. He laid back down rolling to lean his head against his boyfriends chest. Looking up at him with a smile before kissing his chin. “I love you” he whispered

Emily she kissed him back, giving him a wink before collecting her clothes and walking back into her room.

Jace he smiled, watching him kiss emily before pulling him into his hold and kissing him softly. “I love you too.” He smirked, kissing him again and taking a deep breath. “We’ll go easy on you next time.”

Loren. His eyes were closed as he melted into jaces kisses. Not opening them again until Jaces final comment. “Next time?” he asked

Jace “ohhhh you don’t want that again?”

Loren. “I mean....” he chuckled softly. His hand caressing jaces cheek. “That was amazing. So fucking amazing. God...” He kissed Jace again before leaning his forehead to his. “You’re amazing”

Jace he laughed, kissing him back and doing it soundly. “Maybe When y’all get back, we can do it again.”

Loren. He smiled down at his fiancé and nodded his head. “Yeah, maybe” he agreed. Leaning his head back down onto Jaces chest as his fingers trailed light circles around his nipple

Jace he kissed his forehead, slowly closing his eyes. “I love you.” He nearly purred as she started drifting

Loren. He smiled contently and closed his eyes. Listening to Jaces heartbeat as he started to drift off. “I love you too Jace Dante Matthews” he whispered