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VDS ile VPS (Virtual Private Server) arasında karışıklık yaşanabilir. İki terim benzer sanallaştırma teknolojileri kullansa da bazı temel farklar içerir:

VDS: VDS’de, sunucular tamamen izole edilir ve her kullanıcıya özel donanım kaynakları tahsis edilir. Bu yapı daha yüksek performans sağlar.

VPS: VPS, daha çok paylaşımlı kaynaklar sunar. Yani, bir sunucu üzerinde birden fazla VPS bulunabilir ve bu VPS'ler bazı kaynakları paylaşır.

Sonuç olarak, VDS daha çok kaynak yoğunluğu gerektiren uygulamalar için önerilirken, VPS daha düşük bütçeli projelerde tercih edilir.

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[qardenofeden]

bf! kenma kozume who uses your selfies as his icons on every single platform available. steam, codm, you name it, you’re on it.

bf! kenma kozume who edits his in game avatars to look like you because “your face is satisfying to look at.” he then proceeds to throw a fit when “you” flirt with one of the love interests available, immediately hopping off the game and finding his place in your arms.

bf! kenma kozume who boosts you everywhere. your friends wonder how you reached platinum in valorant when you can barely manage to get double digit kills. your nickname in your discord server is literally “single digits.”

bf! kenma kozume who isn’t scared of getting his account banned, so long as he defends you from the misogynistic, lame weirdos who trashtalk you. he once got banned from chat for a month.

bf! kenma kozume who has the worst luck in gacha games, so when his favorite character’s banner drops, he immediately goes to your house to make you pull.

you and kenma had mutually agreed on a private relationship prior to being a couple, so he has absolutely no idea what to say when kuroo confronts him.

“kenma, who’s that girl in your profile picture?”

the man in question only coughs, looking around uncomfortably as he looks for a way to change the subject.

the two of you were currently doing your respective tasks in your room— kenma is gaming on your pc while you sit beside him, reading a book. your headset was cheap, making it easy for you to hear everything going on in the call.

“i, uhh...”

“what, is she an idol or something?”

oof. kuroo’s not letting up, is he?

your boyfriend’s gaze finds yours, the internal panic evident in his eyes. what’s that one old saying? eyes are a window to the soul?

you chuckle as you watch him, and kenma hmph’s at your dismissal.

kuroo speaks up again, interrupting the silence. “is she from a porno...? you can tell me, man.”

you barely hold back a fit of laughter as kenma stutters, “wha— no?! how’d you even come to that conclusion? you’re weird, kuroo!”

“just saying, bro. if you’re that secretive over her, you must be ashamed of how you discovered her. i mean, i’m not judgin’, you know,” he chuckles, setting up the bait. only thing left to do is wait for kenma to bite.

but kenma’s too smart for that. well, not really. if it were up to him, he’d have been screaming in kuroo’s ears right now about how absolutely pure and beautiful you are, and how he could never, ever be secretive over you. but, to his dismay, he remembers your agreement, mentally cursing himself for even agreeing in the first place.

you were his. his wonderful, utterly kind, other worldly beautiful love of his life. the object of all his desires, and the owner of his heart, body, and soul. why shouldn’t he show you off?!

you cave. in a matter of mere seconds, the headset goes from kenma’s head to yours as you speak against the mic, “i’m his girlfriend. you must be kuroo?”

on the other end, you can hear kuroo’s grunt of disbelief. kenma?! his anti social best friend who only ever talked to like, three people including him?! THAT guy managed to bag someone as pretty as you?! well, not to be condescending, but it simply doesn’t make sense! he doesn’t even go outside!

kenma grunts too, taking the headset back. his voice is calm again, back to its original octave. “kuroo, you there?”

“man, to be honest, i just thought you wanted to catfish people!”

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[kiiozawa]

A small drabble because moving out has driven me up a wall!!!

Pairing: Ex-Bf! Sukuna x Server! Reader

Warnings: SWF, drinking, slight alcoholism behavior if u squint, usage of pet names, princess, sweetheart

Word Count: Less than 800

A/N: the idea came to me while I was drinking Sauza tequila NGL not proofread!!!!

The cool breeze from the rolled down window hit your flushed face rousing you from your tequila induced slumber. You reluctantly opened your heavy eyes as you started to piece together where you were and more importantly who you were with. The Sauza tequila sloshed in your brain as you raised your head from the window.

"Well, well, well. Look who's awake?" You instantly recognized the deep voice despite your drunken state spoke.

It startled you to the point you almost sobered up. Almost. You tried to recollect about what happened before you woke up in Sukuna's car.

What you do know is that you were at a bar alone, drinking cheap tequila (first mistake). You were doing double shots (second mistake). And at some point the bartender had to cut you off and called someone for you (third mistake). What you couldn't wrap your mind around was, how the hell Sukuna was driving you home.

Sukuna let out an exhausted sigh as he took a turn into your neighborhood. He could always read you like the back of his hand.

"The bartender called me, princess. You gave him my number." Sukuna's voice was low.

"W...Whyy?" You slurred out.

"Because he said you were a fucking mess-" He started to explain until you interrupted him.

"Nooooo.. Why w-would you pick me u-up?" You hiccupped. You rubbed your arms in an attempt to warm yourself up now that you were awake.

Sukuna looked at you from his peripheral, his grip on the steering wheel was tight. He doesn't know what annoyed him more. The fact that you were out in a bar alone, wasted. Or the fact that you questioned why he would picked you up. Something in his gut told him that there had to be a reason why you got into this situation.

Sukuna knew that you enjoyed drinking. Hell, he would drink with you when you were dating. But never has he seen you so drunk that you were crying about something. He couldn't decipher your slurred words or babbles when Sukuna had to princess-carry you out of the bar. The silence was deafening as he pulled up to your apartment building.

"...'Kuna?" Your voice was so quiet, Sukuna almost missed it. It had been so long since he heard that nickname come out of your pretty lips.

"There is nothing in this world that would prevent me from keeping you safe, sweetheart." Sukuna responded with his usual straightforward expression.

"What about your date?" The question escaped and you didn't know where it came from and neither did Sukuna apparently.

Without hesitation, he got out of his driver's seat only for you to be knocked out again when he opened his passenger door. Sukuna could feel his blood pressure rising as looked at your sleeping face. Your eyebrows were furrowed and you had such a cute little pout as your chest was rising up and down. Sukuna took a deep breath as he realized that he wasn't going to get any answers from you tonight. He grabbed your keys from your purse as he unbuckled your seatbelt. Sukuna carried you up to your apartment, your head rested on his warm chest.

"You escaped for now, but tomorrow morning, we are going to have a talk, princess." He murmured as he put gently down on your soft bed. Sukuna lingered at the foot of your bed before kissing his teeth and taking a blanket with him as he closed your bedroom door.

[esamastation]

Here's another original LITRPG thing I wrote a while back, which I just realised I never posted anywhere.

In which a guy named John has just died and is about to be Isekaied into a new world.

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Upon his death, John remembers everything - and promptly fist pumps the universe. "Oh, hell yeah!"

Before him floats the Tutorial. "Welcome back, Ser Afathion - or do you prefer Mr. John Castle?"

"Just call me John, please," John says, grinning from ear to ear. "Man, that was a good life! How did I do, how are my points? Bet I got a whole bunch from that war! And the relationships - that love triangle must've netted me a fortune!"

"You did very well indeed, John," the Tutorial says and produces a logbook - a glowing rectangle of text that hangs in the air between them. "Your life as John Castle was evaluated at 4.7 million System Credits. Congratulations."

"Awww yes!" John pumps his fist again. "Damn, but Earth is good for points!"

"Indeed. Would you like to take a look at your balance sheet?"

"Yes please!"

Another glowing window of text appears, detailing the arcs of John Castle's life and their worth. By themselves the events of his life weren't worth much, but the various roles he'd played stacked up to a decent enough point total. He'd played minor roles in three big war narratives that had had a decent following, and though he wasn't the main character in the love triangle, his ex ended up as a popular drama lead with a big following. And apparently he'd played the part of an enemy for three different people!

Though it's a bit disappointing that his life hadn't gotten him the Protagonist title, John's fine having played the side and background characters in the lives of more interesting people. His life was nice, if a bit short, and he could've done much worse than 4.7 million credits.

The Tutorial shoots a party popper over him, and John beams happily. "Did I get any sponsors?"

"No, but you received these offers," the Tutorial says, and a number of logos appear in the air, arrayed in a grid. Some of them offer discounts, others promise unique opportunities and a couple proclaim to be spiritually the healthy option.

John dismisses those ones off hand and points at the one that caught his eye first. "The Adventure Guild? Aren't they fully booked for, like, centuries?"

"There was a war on the server," the Tutorial explains. "Over a million characters died, and they're looking to repopulate."

"Huh. And their character packages?"

The Tutorial shows him the standard packages for the Adventure Guild's server. They start from low level mob and peasant packages that cost a few hundred thousand - and have the expected lifespan of a couple decades at most - to a high elf noble package that costs billions of credits and might last for a couple of millennia. The best John could afford in the Adventure Guild's Server is a merchant family with 10 extra stats points to start with - stat points?

"Stat points?" John asks.

"The Adventure Guild server is System Enabled," the Tutorial explains. "These are all transmigration packages."

"Get outta here! Transmigration package, me? In an Adventure Guild server?" John sputters, and then narrows his eyes. "Those things cost a fortune! What's the catch?"

"It's part of a new World Narrative the Adventure Guild is starting," the Tutorial explains. "They're looking specifically for players that have just come from Earth - your last life will be the one you'll be transmigrating from."

"Wow," John murmurs, wondering what kind of story the Adventure Guild might be building up. They're pretty known for their big narratives, and they're super popular as galactic entertainment goes - there's a reason why even cheap roles in their server are always fully booked. Even playing the part of collateral damage in a random bar fight on Adventure Guild server could net you pretty decent royalties. Never mind being hella fun.

If they've opened the server to someone like him, that means the place probably has a lot of new players. And that usually means there's a big thing coming, a war or apocalypse or something, and they needed a lot of fresh cannon fodder. And a bunch of Earth transmigrations in a post war Adventure Guild server?

"I am so in," John breathes excitedly. "What kind of customisation options do I have?"

"These are the species available," the Tutorial says and pops open a whole array of character customisation windows. "From the most affordable to the less so."

"And stat points?"

"Each race starts with a set amount specific for the race. Extra points cost a hundred thousand System credits per point."

So, basically, John could be a goblin with a lifespan of twenty years and start with 44 extra points to allocate as he chose, or he could become a dwarf orphan with an estimated lifespan of three hundred years, but he'd be starting without any extra stat points. The human merchant family with extra 10 points is pretty good value for his money, honestly, seeing as humans already start with 10, but… it sounded pretty boring.

Running a hand over his chin John tried to think of how to make most of this opportunity. "What's the cost of ambitions in the server? How about natural talents?"

A lot, it turns out. Good ambitions cost millions, as did talents. Dang, but Adventure Guild is expensive.

"You start with all of John Castle's knowledge," the Tutorial reminds him. "And his ambitions."

Sure, but John Castle's biggest ambition in the end was owning a nice car and not dying of cancer - and he'd failed in both, pretty much. He can't even remember if he had any life goals when he'd been a young man. Probably not, seeing as he hadn't really amounted to much. It's why he hadn't gained more points during his life - he'd gone into that life without any interesting traits, and it showed. He'd lived and died pretty quietly.

It would be nice to live a little more interesting life this time.

"Let's try random generation," John says. "Maybe I'll get some ideas."

Obligingly the Tutorial opens an empty character creation screen, and John inserts the number of credits he wants to use, 3 million. That way he'd have 1.7 million to spend on stat points and other things.

The first he gets is an awakened dog with high stamina and potential as a special mount. The second is an orc from an exiled clan - classic minor enemy encounter fodder. The third is a bird familiar with fire abilities - which is honestly a little tempting, though he wouldn't be able to speak, except to his master.

"Rule out non-humanoid creatures," John decides and folds his arms. "I want to be able to speak and, you know, have hands."

"Limiting selection to creatures when hands and the ability to speak "

The selection is limited indeed. Peasant human born to farmers, ghoul foot soldier, peasant human born to a tavern wench, skeleton serving a necromancer, orphan peasant human, sickly elf with a lifespan of five years, peasant human born to a smith…

"Perhaps we could narrow the search criteria," the Tutorial suggests. "What kind of life are you interested in living?"

"Something loud and bombastic," John says and thinks about it. "Since it's basically a fantasy world, I want to fight a bunch. Like, properly fight, not just be caught in the crossfire as a poor hapless victim - I wanna be the person running headlong into trouble because it's fun, you know? Like, you know, a good old style fantasy adventure protagonist."

The Tutorial considers it for a moment and then says.  "You do not have enough credits for the protagonist tag. However I have sent a query to the Adventure Guild, and they have a suggestion. Would you like to take on a curse?"

John perks up interestedly. "What kind of curse? Would it cost me points, or would it award me points?"

In answer the Tutorial opens up a status window - with a whole dropdown menu of available options. And it turns out that while most curses had a cost, there were some curses that would give John extra System credits to use. Sadly he could only choose one, but even so…

The curse that would give him the most was called the Puppet Curse, which would give a viewer - or a Server Admin - the ability to puppeteer him for a while if they paid him for it. It was worth a million just by itself - with the potential of being paid more as the curse was being used.

"Dayyym," John murmurs. "That's interesting."

It kinda seems like a quick way to get himself killed, though - he can just imagine some bored rich viewer using him to instigate a war just for fun, and then he'd be hanging by the neck in the nearest tree. No thank you!

The next most profitable curse was the Mouthpiece which was kind of the same as Puppet Curse, but it basically would make him say things the viewers - or admin - wanted him to say. Very useful for instigating drama! Also a good way to get himself killed.

The curses that cost him rather than awarding him points are a bit better. Designed to make things more interesting, they range from the Werewolf Curse - 1.5 million - to Curse of Sleepwalking - 400 thousand. There's a whole lot of different ones, some more interesting than others, and the one that catches his eye is the Bad Luck Curse. At 750 thousand credits it's not cheap but it looks like it would definitely make things interesting for him.

… or get him killed.

Ugh. It's this kind of hemming and hawing that made his previous life kinda boring!

"You know what, to hell with it," John says, turning to the Tutorial. "Can I send a question to the Server Admins? I want to know if there's a way to limit the Puppet Curse to Admin use only - it seems like the most interesting one, but I don't like the idea of a random viewer using it and getting me killed for kicks."

"I will send the query," the Tutorial says. There's a moment of silence, during which John idly hits the randomiser on the character customisation screen, trying to settle on a character. Human, human, orc, human, goblin, human, human, human, skeleton, human, human, human… Well, as a human he could start with as many as 27 stat points, assuming he spent 1.7 million on extra points, which definitely isn't bad, but… it's so boring.

Why does everything more interesting have to be so expensive?

Then the Tutorial opens a contract screen.

[Puppet's Very Specific Curse] [Contract]

[The undersigned hereby accepts the Puppet's Very Specific Curse for their character for the duration of their stay in the Adventure Guild's server. The victim of this curse can be at any moment subjected to System control, and can be piloted by any employee of the Adventure Guild, to do with as they wish. The undersigned hereby acknowledges that Adventure Guild is in no way responsible for any spiritual, emotional or mental damages caused by this curse.]

[Time limit: ?] [Mana cost: ?] [Cure: ?] [Reward: 1 000 000 store credits now and 1 stat points per activation]

John reads through the screen once, twice, three times, and then looks at the Tutorial. "Store credits only - and no credits per activation?"

"Without viewer participation, the Guild isn't expecting any returns, so, no," the Tutorial agreed. "And you must remember, the Server Admins already have their own characters and do not need an agent on the server. You might come in handy, but you're not necessary."

"Fair enough," John muses, shrugs his shoulders and then accepts the contract. One stat point per activation is way too good to pass by, even if it's not as good as a flat fee of System credits would've been. "Alright, 5.7 million credits to use! Ka-ching! Here's hoping I won't regret this."

"You won't - you will have no knowledge of it," the Tutorial says ominously. "You won't remember any of this, only your life as John Castle."

"Sounds like I'm in for some interesting times, then," John says, grinning. It's about time, too. "Now, any chance of talking down the price on the Bad Luck Curse? No? Alright, let's try the randomiser again, shall we?"

-

If you guys remember that series poll I did a while back, making a generic fantasy character who then turned into a fox beast person Bard, lol. I wrote 6 chapters of this, and then it sort of petered off - but I still like it.

... I didn't even give the poor story a name, it's just called "LITRPG" in my files, haha

[cxvii666]

hi ten! saw your mixtape madness - might i request the album, pebble brain, by lovejoy and denki kaminari? <3

MIXTAPE MADNESS

“oh yeah, you gonna cry?”

“but I quite like your girlfriend, how'd the fuck she end up with you?”

denki. k

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you’re already in the backseat by the time denki swings open the door like he’s got all the time in the world. like you didn’t text him twenty minutes ago with a “u up?” that screamed desperation.

you didn't even wait for a reply. just showed up.

he doesn’t say hi. doesn’t ask why your mascara’s smudged or why your voice cracked on the phone earlier. he just slides in, slams the door shut, and lifts an eyebrow like, so, what’s the plan?

you’re on him before he can finish the look. hoodie bunched in your fists, mouth crashing into his like you’re trying to erase something with your teeth.

he tastes like burnt weed and cheap energy drink. smells like whatever body spray was on sale. the kind of scent that screams “i don’t try and i don't really care” but lands anyway.

you bite his lip.

he laughs against your mouth, lazy and bright and not even slightly surprised.

you climb into his lap like it’s a habit. because it is.

his knee knocks into an empty monster can, your thigh hits a cracked controller. there’s a half-eaten bag of sour patch kids stuck in the seat pocket. the car smells like teenage regret and vape juice and boy.

your not-boyfriend had an opinion about that, once. about denki. about how he’s not serious, and you could do better, and he’s a distraction from your potential. as if potential ever paid rent.

you told him to shut up.

denki grins into your neck like he knows exactly what you’re thinking. maybe he does. he’s stupid, not oblivious.

“so,” he mumbles, hands skating under your skirt like it’s just gravity, “your man still monologuing about capitalism through his teeth?”

you groan. “don’t.”

“sorry,” he says, not sorry at all. “just can’t believe you let that guy talk near you.”

“he’s not my boyfriend.”

“yeah, no shit.”

his fingers dig into your hips. his mouth finds your collarbone. he moves like he’s been here before. like he’s not afraid of the version of you that only exists in his backseat—messy, bruised, mouthy.

you don’t know why you keep coming back to him.

maybe because he doesn’t ask questions. maybe because he never tells you what you should be doing instead. maybe because when you say “i don’t care anymore,” he just nods and passes the blunt.

your phone buzzes from the footwell. denki doesn’t move.

“it’s him,” he says, like a joke. “bet he’s sending you another paragraph about how your ‘energy feels off.’”

you snort. “he said my taste in film is juvenile.”

“jesus christ,” denki mutters. “he’s a caricature.”

you shift against him. he’s warm. always warm. too warm. hoodie pushed up to his elbows, rings cold on your bare skin, breath hot where it ghosts along your jaw.

“you wanna talk about it?” he asks, cocky tilt to his mouth.

“you wanna die?” you shoot back.

he laughs.

you kiss him to shut him up. he lets you.

your panties end up somewhere by the emergency brake again. you think that’s the fourth time. neither of you cares. the speakers are playing some lo-fi song you think he found on a discord server at 3 a.m. it’s kind of beautiful. it’s kind of fucked.

you’re half sprawled across the backseat, legs tangled, lips swollen, breath still a little uneven. his head’s against the window. your shirt’s twisted around your ribs. he looks at you like this is a normal thursday. like you didn’t just try to crawl inside him to forget yourself.

his fingers find yours. not sweetly. just there.

you blink up at the ceiling. the roof has a rip in it. you hadn’t noticed that before.

“he ever make you feel like this?” denki murmurs.

you don’t answer.

“yeah,” he says, nodding slow, “that’s what i thought.”

your phone rings again.

you let it.

you let it and let it and let it until it dies.

denki pulls out a lighter and flicks it open and closed in the silence, orange flash lighting up his face in pieces. he doesn’t say anything. just looks at you like you’re a problem he already decided to keep.

maybe love is dead.

but you're alive.

.....

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