#christ i just remembered my work is on fleshing out characters for a screenplay and i just HAD to go and name my main character after esther | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

matsui-sinclair · 3 years

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after nearly fifteen episodes straight of ‘why is tuc2 put on the same level of tragedy as fh2? nothing that bad has even happened lol’ the last ten minutes of ep 15 are hitting me like a fucking. baseball bat to the skull. if esther dies i’m killing myself

#istg if i have to add last stop this town to my esther and ricky playlist someone is gonna have to pay me reparations #dimension 20 #the unsleeping city #suicide mention tw #i'm going to do my uni work to calm down and then hopefully watch the last three eps today #sometimes you don't know how truly attached you are to an npc until you want ricky matsui to bash someone's head in #if i'm being graphic rn it's bc i've never been in more emotional turmoil than i currently am #lord help me #christ i just remembered my work is on fleshing out characters for a screenplay and i just HAD to go and name my main character after esther #i'm literally gonna cry how am i supposed to distract myself from this hgfsdfghj

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