#conan gray rp meme

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conan gray // found heaven rp lyrics meme.

edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!

found heaven.

can we repent this sin?

no soul is innocent.

everybody wants to love.

you walk alone into the darkest night.

you'll never sleep until you're satisfied.

you need love.

you need him.

you'll never get your momma's wedding ring.

father always said you ruined everything.

don't be scared.

you're no demon.

don't be frightened now.

you're in love.

you found heaven.

you're in love, you found heaven.

your heart is breaking.

you never meant to start this holy war.

you're trapped.

don't look back.

never ending song.

i apologise for calling.

too late, all my tears already falling.

our story wasn't stopping.

it goes on and on and on, like a never ending song.

you and i sacrificed my adolescence.

we've grown too close.

i can hear your voice in the music on the radio.

can you make us stay forever?

are we done?

fainted love.

you're losing your mind tonight.

calm down.

don't you get yourself down.

we're nothing.

i'm the worst if you want it.

when your heart aches and it's dead in the night, don't you worry for me.

don't you worry for me.

it's enough to survive.

i want your fainted love.

that's enough.

you take all the pain that you think you deserve.

it's easy to hurt.

say you'll love me for life.

say you'll never leave.

kiss me till i almost believe.

lonely dancers.

join me for the night.

dance with me so we don't cry.

there's no need to hide.

i know the answer.

your lover left you.

my lover's busy kissing other guys.

we're both alone now.

i know the perfect way to waste our time.

forget that guy.

he don't know love.

i hope he dies.

get back up, we'll be alright.

tonight, you're mine.

alley rose.

so much you'd change since you were born.

the way you kissed me, hot and fast, i knew it'd be the last.

don't leave me hanging alone.

where'd you go?

i'm just so nervous dear.

how the hell do you think i feel?

i waited all year at your feet like maybe you'd love me.

maybe you'd love me.

i don't even care if it makes me sound insane.

i thanked god to touch the flame.

i swore necks were made for bruising.

i swore lips were made for lies.

i thought if you'd ever leave me, that i'd be the reason why.

i don't care even if it's just a summer fling.

it's all experimental.

you go back to safer things.

i swore hands were made for fighting.

i swore eyes were made to cry.

you're the first person that i've seen who's proven that might be a lie.

that might be a lie.

the final fight.

i didn't fight the feeling.

i wanted you to see it.

i believed your lies.

i just stood and cried.

i just stood and cried for the lost time.

i just stood and cries for the love that died.

all i wanted was the final fight.

all i needed was to make it right.

there's nothing left to do but finally tell you what you put me through.

made a whole new life.

i came right back after growing.

you're still the same.

though it's me who may be broken, it was you to blame.

it was you to blame.

miss you.

is it wrong to now decide?

you know i'm a wicked man.

i bit the hand that was feeding me.

the fear of love is my tendency.

i never meant to break your heart.

i'll be gone because you love me.

i miss you.

didn't think you would understand after all that i put you through.

i came back only wanting you.

bourgeoisieses

the rich are wrong.

i'm a low-class guy.

the men at war, they draft the poor.

no time to mourn.

i don't need that, i need a maserati.

forever with me.

in this lifetime, we did it wrong.

i guess that you could argue we survived.

after all this time, i wonder why you're still with me.

you're still with me, well, at least in all my memories.

i ain't sorry.

i wouldn't change a thing.

it'll take a lifetime to get better.

i think i'm gonna love you.

i think i'm gonna love you, you're forever with me.

you're forever with me.

you are the reason i learned to love.

you are the reason i learned to love, also, the reason that i cry.

still, i think of all the bloodshed.

i'm even smiling now.

anger does replace the pain.

who am i to blame?

who am i to blame? i broke your heart the same.

i broke your heart the same.

eye of the night.

you're here, you're haunting me.

you're haunting me.

i always feel like i am not alone.

i hear a voice that tells me where to go.

i hear your heartbeat bleeding through the door.

the memories that i cannot ignore.

fight for my life inside a silent war.

boys & girls.

you don't know me.

you wouldn't care if i fell over and died.

he wants ya.

you don't even see me.

she wants ya.

there's no point competing.

nobody cares that you're psychotic.

i don't know much about love.

come find me in the crowd.

killing me.

got the curious feeling you're fiending for love.

we haven't spoken for weeks.

i love you bad.

i love you bad, that's the problem.

better love i deserve.

i'm hurting.

but sadly i worship every moment we meet.

i worship every moment we meet.

you take and you take coz you know you can.

i chase as you're chasing another.

you're killing me.

you're not making it easy.

too busy deceiving and cheating and lying and competing to know how lucky you are.

i just want you.

i just want you to free me.

i can't let go of your heart.

you lie to me.

you lie to me faster and faster, you're such a good actor.

you're such a good actor.

i don't wanna talk, just go away.

you claw at the locks till i let you invade.

i wanna die.

i wanna die but you keep me alive.

fight to survive.

oh love of my life, you're killing me.

winner.

packed my bags at fourteen.

packed my bags at fourteen, i hadn't planned on leaving, but you haven't been back home for days.

i hadn't planned on leaving.

they shudder at your name.

you don't really want to hear the truth, do you?

it's obvious to anyone who ever knew you that all you ever want is to be right.

all you ever want is to be right.

all you ever want is to be right, even if that means you gotta lie to do it.

there's no one who ever has done better at making me feel worse.

now you really are the winner.

there's nothing that ever did quite kill me more than what you did.

take a bow, coz you're the winner.

my heart that once was beating-- bleeding in the palm of your hand.

you have the nerve to miss me.

how do i somehow feel guilty when you're the one who let it get this bad?

you're the one who let it get this bad.

all you ever wanted was to fight.

i was only trying to survive your chaos.

look at how it's paid off.

[rpmusingsforthesoul]

Conan Gray Superache Sentence Starters

Feel free to change pronouns

trigger warning for domestic violence mention

Movies

“I want a love like the movies.”

“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring.”

“Still can’t believe that this isn’t a dream.”

“Falling in love with a damn fantasy, that’s so me.”

“I’ve been living life in fiction.”

“In my head, we’re dancing in the dark.”

“Baby, this ain’t like the movies.”

“You say that it’s over, but why does she call you at 3am and 4am? That’s a funny way of staying friends.”

“Baby we lost all the life that we had and I can’t pretend it’ll ever come back.”

Disaster

“The potential of us, it was keeping me up all night long.”

“This could be a disaster, like what if you freak out and then we’re losing it all at the critical chapter where I say I love you and you don’t say it after?”

“I’m drunk, I really shouldn’t have called, I’m a little bit plastered.”

“This could be a disaster.”

“Let me just lose my mind.”

“Is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night.”

“Maybe I just made it up, messed it up.”

Best Friend

“Remember when you broke up with your fucking ex? God, I’m glad you’ve finally gotten over them.”

“God, I swear that bitch was such a narcissist.”

“Everybody knows I love you so so so so much.”

“That’s my fucking best friend, that’s my fucking right hand, that’s my fucking throw up in the bathroom, but still love them.”

“I hate, like, everyone except for you.”

“Who else is gonna grocery shop with me at 2am? Who else is gonna take that picture for you just to get revenge?”

“You’re just as psycho as me, just as sick inside the head.”

Yours

“I’m somebody you call when you’re alone. I’m somebody you use, but never own. I’m somebody you touch, but never hold. And you’re somebody I’ll never really know.”

“I know I’m not the one you really love. I guess that’s why I’ve never given up.”

“I could give you all you want, the stars and the sun, but still I’m not enough.”

“All I really wanted was that look in your eyes, like you already know that I’m the love of your life, like you already know you’re never saying goodbye.”

“I want more, but I’m not yours. And I can’t change your mind.”

“I should’ve known that it was dumb love.”

“All the things that I’ve done for you not to notice.” “Can’t believe I chose you over all my best friends. What the fuck did I do in the end? Just to not be yours.”

Family Line

“My father never talked a lot. He just took a walk around the block till all his anger took a hold of him. And then he’d hit.”

“My mother never cried a lot. She took the punches, but she never fought.”

“I say they’re just the ones who gave me life, but I truly am my parents’ child.”

“I’m so good at telling lies. That came from my mother’s side. Told a million to survive.”

“God, I have my father’s eyes.”

“I can run, but I can’t hide from my family line.”

“I watch the fathers with their little girls and wonder what I did to deserve this.”

“Someone who loves you, wouldn’t do this.”

Footnote

“Why would I lie? It’s so clear I’m in love with you.”

“I’ll stop being pretentious and loathing our friendship.”

“You taught me a lesson, that love isn’t precious.”

“I’ll just take a footnote in your life and you could take my body. Every line I would write for you, but a footnote would do.”

“We’re perfect together, but I’ll never be the one.”

Memories

“It’s been a couple months. That’s just about enough time for me to stop crying when I look at all the photos.”

“Please don’t ruin this for me. Please don’t make it harder than it already is. I’m trying to get over this.”

“I wish that you would stay in my memories, but you show up today just to ruin things.”

“I wanna put you in the past ‘cause i’m traumatized, but you’re not letting me do that!”

“Tonight, you’re all drunk in my kitchen, curled in the fetal position, too busy playing the victim to be listening to me!”

“Grab your books and your coat and that one good cologne that you bought when we were fighting! ‘Cause it’s still on my clothes, everything that I own and it makes me feel like dying!”

The Exit

“It’s crazy how fast you tilted the world that we were busy building.”

“Feels like we had magic wounds, but mine’s still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine now.”

“Feels like we buried alive something that never died.”

“You love her, it’s over. You already found someone to miss while I’m still standing at the exit.”

“I can’t hate you for getting everything we wanted. I just thought that I would be part of it.”

[starter-library]

YEARNING THEMED LYRIC STARTERS

FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS/NAMES/PHRASING AS YOU SEE FIT

Glimpse of Us (Joji)

“Why then, if she's so perfect do I still wish that it was you?”

“Perfect don't mean that it's workin' so what can I do?”

“Sometimes, I look in her eyes and that's where I find a glimpse of us”

“I try to fall for her touch but I'm thinking of the way it was”

“I'm only here passing time in her arms, hoping I'll find a glimpse of us”

“Tell me he savors your glory, Does he laugh the way I did?”

“Is this a part of your story? One that I had never lived”

My Heart is Buried in Venice (Ricky Montgomery)

“My heart is buried in Venice, hidden beneath all my worries and doubt”

“My heart is buried in Venice waiting for someone to take it home”

“Even when you try to hide it a smile creeps out from your teeth”

“I never thought I would have to say I’m sorry for anyone but me”

“Say what you mean”

“Tell me the truth or tell me you’re through”

“Don’t leave me to breathe”

“Don’t leave me to bleed for someone who chose to leave me be”

Hold Me (Steam Powered Giraffe)

“You told me you'd hold me, hold me 'til the mornin' light”

“You saved me, saved me from my own foolish blight”

“I'm strong now strong enough to cry only at night”

“I see how it can't be now- now that you're away”

“I wish that I could be like my father, he always knew what was right”

“I wish that I could be like my mother, she always tucked me in tight”

Movies (Conan Gray)

“I want a love like the movies”

“I look at you like you're perfect for me”

“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring”

“I've been livin' life in fiction”

“In my head, we're dancing in the dark in my head, we kiss under the stars”

“We’re holding hands, but it’s all just for show ‘cause Monday through Friday, we both barely spoke”

“They don’t know, they can't know”

“You say that it's over, but why does she call you at 3AM and 4AM? That's a funny way of staying friends”

“In my head, we never grow apart, In my head, you never break my heart”

“We lost all the love that we had and I can't pretend it'll ever come back”

I Hope Your Husband Dies (Amigo The Devil)

“Trust me, I'm not jealous, I'm just hoping that he really messes up”

“I'm not so much afraid of letting go as much as scared of giving up”

“All the distance that we've spent apart will never have to mean a thing cause every mile I travelled was to find the perfect stone to fit your ring”

“I hope your husband dies”

“Living in the moments hard when everything I want is in the past”

“When I had you near me I just couldn't think of anything to say but now that I'm alone, I got the perfect things to tell you everyday”

“Trust me, I'm not jealous, I'm just hoping that he really fucks things up”

“I'm not so much afraid of being alone, just kind of feel I've had enough”

“Time and time again, time reminds me you'll never be my own”

[greene-rph]

CONAN GRAY LYRIC STARTERS

no one cares that we're gone

this town don't got much to do

you and I haven't got much to lose

do you wanna rot in your room like we always do?

parents think we're fast asleep

we're bound to die

what's the use in trying?

my god don't look at your phone, no one's gonna call you

I don't wanna participate in your game of manipulation

I don't want your sympathy

just let me be sad and lonely

I know what you're doing

don't look in their eyes 'cause that's how they get you

shut your damn mouth

no one cares if you two made out

this town will never change

we all vowed that we wouldn't stay

curfew's at midnight

I think that we'll all be okay

now you're laying in another guy’s arms

when you look in his eyes do you think of mine?

I know in your head you see me instead, 'cause he looks a lot like I did back then

honey, you're not fooling anyone

I don't really care if you like me or not

there's nothing you could say, won't like you anyways

I know that you've been hurt

I know what you really want

you're just gonna be a fraud

why don't you go get your gun?

you don't wanna end me

I don't care about your little threats

said you wanted me dead

you should turn back to your rat pack, tell 'em I'm trash

you just went too far, wrecked your car, called me cryin' in the dark

don't be so dramatic

now you're manic, honestly, I've had it

listen to yourself, think you need to get some help

you need to get some help

I got nothing to offer

you like me, obviously

I'm the one you come to when you're feeling alone

someone come and help me

I've already hid the body

I don't really need nobody

you said that lie already

I just needed someone around

I could spend a lifetime sitting here talkin'

I'm gonna ruin your life

I've gotten tired of the games that you play

you tell me you love me then you throw me away

cry me a river till you drown in the lake

you may think you're winning but checkmate

I saw you kissing someone else

I'll play it super dumb

I'm holding a loaded gun

you should really run

I'ma wreck your car 

you're gonna wish you never harmed me

[loverfms-old]

*** TAPS MIC *** is this thing on ??? 

name  /  alias :  shiloh  /  love , lilo , lo , shi , etc. i wish i was a tvd heretic.  gender  /  pronouns :  demigirl  /  she/they where  ya  from  ? :  new jork titty  the  current  time :  9:12pm  height :  5′4  job  or  major :  i just graduated !! i have a degree in web development  pet  (  s  ) :  one dog , one cat. love them both sm. my puppy hasn’t been doing so great health wise , but i think her neck is starting to get better.  favorite  thing  (  s  )  about  yourself :  myyyyyyyyy fat ASS ! and idk i’m very empathetic 

meaning  behind  url :  i just like the word lover and fm seems to be the trend these days sdhfjsdk 

last  thing  you  googled :  i got curious about how fetuses feel while in the womb so i started googling fetal movement in the second trimester . i don’t have an excuse fhsdjkfjks 

birthday  /  zodiac :  valentine’s day  /  aquarius  in  your  opinion  ,  does  your  sign  suit  you  ? :  uhhhhhh sometimes. aquarius seems to have the reputation of being heartless or desensitized and i’m like. the most sensitive person in the world lmao  myers  -  briggs :  infp moral  alignment :  chaotic stupid  hogwarts  house : hufflepuff 

three  fictional  character  (  s  )  you  see  yourself  in  +  why :  i think i’d rather list the parts of my muse list that resonate with me ..... like for example , i see my loyalty , urge to lead ,  tendency to isolate in hope mikaelson  ;  i see my devotion , sensitivity , and mental illness in chloe price  ;  i see my ‘on the outside’ feeling + loneliness in eleven  ;  i see my passion for change , anger for racial inequality , and strong desire to feel safe as a black woman in the world in mj ; i see my smartass mouth , dramatic flair , and chaotic tendences in sirius black. just little pieces of me in each of my idiots.

as far as characters i don’t play ..................... jake peralta & nymphadora tonks just about sum me up 

i  started  roleplaying : i was like. thirteen.  types  of  rps  i  enjoy :  all kinds ! however , i don’t prefer novella groups. i like groups where i can explore family dynamics , as i’m a sucker for those.

fondest  roleplay  memory :  uhhh idk about fondest of like all time but rn i have a 1x1 where they’re having a baby even tho they’re broken up , and they just got back together. emo. soulmate tings. mayhaps i’m obsessed with them , which is weird , since i don’t usually get into set ships. u didn’t hear that from me tho

canon  ships  you  can’t  help  but  love :  broooo luke x lorelai of gilmore girls was my first otp and i’ll die obsessed with them. emma swan x killian jones , chloe price x max caulfield , m.j. x peter parker , hope mikaelson x landon kirby .... yes , i’ll die on my stefan salvatore x caroline forbes boat  trope  (  s  )  you  tend  to  be  guilty  of : cute bruiser is probably my most used trope HJFKSFDS

i  prefer  .  .  . angst  ,  smut  ,  or  fluff :  fluff & smut are tired for first long  or  short  replies :  ngl , i like when things start off short. if they gradually or naturally lengthen , that’s totally cool pre  plotting  or  chemistry : i love both. a lot. but i won’t commit to a ship without chemistry sentence  starters  or  headcanon  memes : sentence starters single  muse  or  multimuse  blogs :  i used to be VERY anti mumu blogs ... now i can’t imagine not using them. my god. so much easier.  gif  icons  ,  medium  gifs  ,  or  static  icons : gif icons.

grab  the  book  nearest  to  you  and  pull  a  quote  from  it : my bookshelf is too tightly packed for me to pull anything off casually fshfkshfds

what’s  a  quote  or  song  lyric  that  speaks  to  your  soul ? : until the lion tells his side of the story , the tale of the hunt will always glorify the hunter.

last  movie  you  watched :  the princess and the frog did  you  like  it  ? :  OF COURSE  favorite  movie  (  s  )   of  all  time :  catch me if you can , gone girl , wolf of wall street , and ofc all of the disney movies ever.  favorite  tv  show  (  s  )  of  all  time :  stranger things , the originals , gilmore girls , sabrina the teenage witch , living single , etc.  favorite  tv  show  that  hasn’t  ended : at the moment ? the 100 favorite  series  of  books : harry potter + the lunar chronicles  sports  team  (  s  )  you  rep : what is a sport. favorite  video  game  (  s  ) : the last of us + life is strange. animal crossing , the sims , beyond: two souls are up there , too. favorite  youtube  channels : bailey sarian , plumbella , cherry wallis , drew gooden , and the take

put  your  music  on  shuffle.  what  six  songs  pop  up  ? : 1. no more bad days by this wild life 2. seventeen by marina & the diamonds 3. undrunk by fletcher 4. affluenza by conan gray 5. psycho by mia rodriguez

personal  aesthetic : i really don’t know. i feel like i’m all over the place. is organized chaos an aesthetic ? or just a lifestyle .  dream  vacation  ? : the maldives  dream  job  ? :  i do not dream of labor . dream  car  ? :  a volkswagen thing if  i  could  live  anywhere  ,  it’d  be : manhattan favorite  musical : HADESTOOOOWNNNNNN . anastasia comes in at a second favorite  food  (  s  ) :  rn i’m eating a churro so it’s a churro coffee  order :  2 large cold brews , creme brulee style unwatched  stuff  in  your  netflix  /  hulu  /  etc :  grey’s anatomy harasses me every fuckin dayyyyy. i started watching hollywood tho

i know wayyyyy tooo much about true crime. i can talk about it until i die. 

[gluttons-a]

MUNDAY  QUESTIONS  AND  ANSWERS .

BASICS

NAME OR ALIAS :   rose

GENDER + PRONOUNS :   cis female  ,   she  /  her 

ZODIAC SIGN :   virgo

RP EXPERIENCE :    5+ years

FAVORITE…

MOVIE :   predestination    /   kingsman    /   gravity    /  it   /   the conjuring   /  interstellar   /   the kings speech  /   railway man  /  imitation game  /  the danish girl .

TV SHOWS :   hannibal  ,   stranger things ,   sherlock bbc   ,    nikita .

ANIME :   bnha   /   detective conan   /   haikyuu  /   death note   /   snk   /   sao   ( a problematic fave of mine yikes )   /   orange   /   ame nochi hare   (  this is a manga but shh  )

BOOK :   the great gatsby ,  life of pi ,  perfume :  the story of a murderer ,  a thousand splendid suns ,  the lover  ( dumas ) ,  the bartimaeus triology ,  the dark room  ( seiffert ) ,  macbeth ,  the reluctant fundamentalist  ( mohsin )  ,   the old man  &  the sea .

POEM :   the mad girl’s love song  /  lady lazarus    ——   sylvia plath .

MUSIC ARTIST :   peach pit ,  (g) i-dle ,  kehlani ,  marinna  &  the diamonds ,  uverworld ,  frederic  ( フレデリック ) ,  ac/dc ,  bon jovi ,  florida georgia line ,  post malone ,  stromae ,  oh wonder ,  hippo campus  ...   (  too many )

COLOR :   red ,  black  .  for clothing ,  earth tones :  khaki ,  beige ,  tan ,  olive green .

NUMBER :   2

LAST…

MOVIE WATCHED :   zodiac  ( 2007 )

TV SHOW WATCHED :   the witcher  ( 2019 )  ;  if this includes anime  ...  hq s4 !!

BOOK READ :   consent  ——  leo benedictus   /   justice   ——  michael sandel   ( the two books im reading atm ! )

THING GOOGLED :   italy  suicide  laws .

SONG LISTENED TO :   my oh my  ——  camilla cabello , ft. dababy

SONG STUCK IN HEAD :   wya  ——  carlie hanson

WHAT I’M WEARING :   grey sweater  +  bell pants  !

HOGWARTS HOUSE :   slytherin  /  ravenclaw

POKEMON GO TEAM : 

AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP :   5 - 6  on average .

BLOG

WHEN I CREATED THIS BLOG :   july  2018 .

DO I GET ASKS REGULARLY :   sometimes ?  if my mains are active  /   if i reblogged inbox memes .

EXPLAIN YOUR URL :   meph reaps souls  &  eats them .  hence devour .  tm was just an rpc fad  ——  nothing much to explain , i dont think hsdkfjskdfa

RPC / FANDOM MISCONCEPTION YOU HATE

GIVE SOME RPC SALT :

its 2020 ,   why are there still writers that try to control other ppl’s content ?  let people write homophobic / sexist / racist / morally gray / insensitive characters if they want to. mun =/= muse .  are holocaust fiction writers who portray nazi characters nazis themselves ??? no ??? i still don’t understand what’s wrong with writing problematic characters .  they’re not self inserts .  if you personally don’t want to see that shit ,  no one is forcing you to come into contact with their content.    just block it ,  simple .   at the end of the day,  rp is a hobby for all of us  &  ppl on the internet come from diff backgrounds  /  cultures / circumstances .  no need to shove your own standard onto everyone ,  just approach every conversation w respect .

cancelling ppl / vaguing / making a huge deal of personal feuds on dash  &   getting third parties to take sides .  i understand that actual predators who endanger minors within the rpc may warrant a post of warning  (  note :  this does  not   constitute as callout culture bc shit like that is actually illegal !! ) ,  but stop magnifying every single piece of irrelevant drama.  i’ve actually had ppl contact me personally  &  vague  /  bad-mouth other mutuals that i’m close with  &  i hated every second.  fam ,  no one wants to get involved in the middle of your messes . grow the f up  &  sort the matter out privately between yourselves .

GIVE SOME RPC SUGAR :

i’ve been on tons of forums during my years of rp  &  tumblr rpcs are genuinely like no other !!    tumblr centralises multiple plotlines around a single character  &  aims to explore character psychology  /  depth  as opposed to focusing more on plot than character development ,  which i highly ,  highly appreciate  /  prefer !    also ,   people in rpcs are generally super friendly  &  willing to interact ,  &  the quality of blogs on tumble are just absolutely fab .   not only the writing but the amount of thought  /  planning put behind the backstories ,  hcs ,  verses  ——  it’s so heartwarming to see how much people care abt their characters  +  worldbuilding  ——  it makes me more invested in interacting w the muses around me  &  developing my own in tandem !!

i’m genuinely so thankful for everyone who’s shown interest in my character or even just enjoyed plotting  /  chatting w me !!   i’ve made some good ,  long - lasting friends in rpcs   (  like , i’m still in contact w mutuals i had in 2016 , goodness ... )  +  even met some of them irl !!  soo i’ve been super grateful that the rpc has allowed me to connect w so many wonderful ppl  &  make some wonderful memories    ♡

TAGGED   BY :  @gctita​   (  ty  !!!  (∩´∀｀)∩  )

TAGGING :   anyone who’s interested !

[darkmacadamias]

name / pronouns: mar / marz / zip / basically anything u like lol. go by she | her

what’s on your playlist lately?: lots of conan gray! also 5sos’ new album bc i am still 14, apparently. hozier because, who am i w/o mystical forest chants? something tells me some of the wadians might agree.

any favorite character troupes?:  oof, besides, all of ‘em? i luv secret ~ romances ~, fuckboi that is soft for his homies [ bonus points if they fall for said homie... ], friends 2 lovers, bonnie/clyde vibes, short feisty gals, sensitive macho chars aka a big ass baby in a leather jacket. 

if you lived in wade, where do you think you’d spend most of your time?: any establishment with a loud, flickering neon sign and has this sort of a vibe, yknow? 

which skeleton character do you connect with most/are you most interested in?: einstein in tennis shoes! ok confession time lmao... i applied for this rp WAY back when in like mf 2017 or something and have been obsessively praying for its revival since then. i even have my old app saved, and obviously ya girl is gonna brush it up but, god. knowing this rp has grown from the concrete cracks years later???? march... perhaps you weren’t so ugly after all, lol. tho i am v interested in the loser and the la reject, i think lil baby einstein has their hooks in me too deep to let her go after all these years. 

do you have a theory about Josie’s death?:  *xfiles theme plays softly in the back*  👀 

a gif or meme that’s totally you:

[jadevassr]

task 001

PREFERRED NAME —ari

PRONOUNS — she/they

AGE — 20

PINTEREST — https://www.pinterest.com/sylviawraths/

DISCORD — ariya#7084

TUMBLR (PERSONAL/MUSE/RPH) — http://whiteteethteen.tumblr.com/

MYER-BRIGGS — infj/infp

HP HOUSE —ravenclaw i’m p sure but pottermore put me in slytherin!

ASTROLOGY —libra sun cap moon scorpio rising Babey

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? — obviously

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU STARTED RPING ON TUMBLR —oh god idk... 18 or 19?

WHAT YEAR WAS IT? — 2017 mayhaps?

NAME A RANDOM ROLEPLAY THAT STICKS OUT IN YOUR MEMORY —this very weird shortlived motel rp. i was playing a penny lane wannabe (camille rowe fc) and the last thing i remember was conversing with a harry styles during a storm.

WITHOUT GOOGLING IT FIRST, WHAT DO YOU THINK SIR ELTON JOHN’S NET WORTH IS? —billions i assume

NAME THE FIRST SONG ON YOUR DISCOVER WEEKLY ON SPOTIFY OR THE FIRST SONG THAT COMES ON APPLE MUSIC / ITUNES SHUFFLE —dreamz by sara king

NAME A BOOK THAT YOU READ IN SCHOOL THAT YOU SURPRISINGLY LIKED — my memory is so bleak. probably hamlet or something

NAME A BOOK YOU HATED THAT MOST PEOPLE LIKED —i couldn’t get through sweetbitter the writing was so annoying fhgjfdh. also super sad true love story which seemed good via internet’s standards but it’s gross n RACIST

WHAT TV SHOW DID YOU RECENTLY BINGE? —the society

FAVOURITE QUOTE —”will you fight? or will you perish like a dog?” from that one meme w donald duck

LINK TO A VINE THAT EXUDES YOUR ‘ENERGY’ —i can never stop quoting When Your Dog Eats

DO YOU WRITE OUTSIDE OF RP? WHAT DO YOU WRITE? —bad poetry n prose

THREE YOUTUBERS YOU STILL TRUST —conan gray, hitomi mochizuki, ummmmmm kurtis conner

A CELEBRITY CRUSH THAT JUST WON’T QUIT —t*mothée ch*lamet fuck off

EVER MEET A CELEBRITY? SHARE YOUR STORY —i don’t think so!

WHAT’S YOUR PICTURE-PERFECT NIGHT? —getting wine-drunk w friends or my partner probably

A CONSPIRACY THEORY YOU KINDA BELIEVE IN —aliens dude!!!!

ARE ALIENS REAL? —YES

GHOSTS — probably

BIG FOOT — pro...bably

THE LOCHNESS MONSTER? —eh

WHAT WAS THE GENRE OF YOUR LAST DREAM? —i don’t remember but i definitely got many things i wanted and woke up disappointed

DO YOU STILL PLAY POKEMON GO? —no

WHAT’S A FILM YOU LOVED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND RECENTLY WATCHED, ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU DON’T ANYMORE —i can’t think of one! though the more i watch her (2013) the less i’m starting to care abt it

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? —crystals and polaroids. lots of paper things. letters.

WHAT’S SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BUT YOU’RE TWO LAZY? —everything lmao. mostly political things, communism. how to take care of plants properly.

THREE LANGUAGES YOU DON’T SPEAK, BUT WISH YOU COULD —mandarin, french, lao.

A GUILTY PLEASURE MOVIE —there’s no such thing as guilty pleasure. but twilight

A GUILTY PLEASURE MUSICAL ARTIST —same as the above but t*ylor sw*ft

TELEVISION SHOW —broad city?

NAME A FICTIONAL CHARACTER FROM TV/FILM/MOVIE/GAME/BOOK THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF PROJECTING ON / YOU RELATE TO —blue sargent from the raven boys.

DO YOU FOLLOW ANY SPORTS? WHO DO YOU ROOT FOR? —lol

HOBBIES BESIDES WASTING AWAY HERE? —digital painting and drawing. sometimes i play the uke and i’m learning the guitar. sometimes i pretend i know how to produce.

PLUG A TV SHOW / MOVIE / BOOK / VIDEO GAME / ETC… YOU WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD CHECK OUT —everyone should play night in the woods!!!

WOULD YOU EAT A STRANGER’S FINGER FOR A MILLION DOLLARS? —only if it was cooked

TEAM EDWARD OR JACOB? edward

LIVE-ACTION DISNEY MOVIES, YAY OR NAY? —nay

ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW MUCH DID YOU HATE FILLING THIS OUT? – 6

[starter-library]

CONAN GRAY’S SUPERCACHE LYRIC STARTERS

FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS/NAMES/PHRASING AS YOU SEE FIT

Movies

“I want a love like the movies”

“I look at you like you're perfect for me”

“If you are the diamond, then I am the ring”

“I've been livin' life in fiction”

“In my head, we're dancing in the dark in my head, we kiss under the stars”

“We’re holding hands, but it’s all just for show ‘cause Monday through Friday, we both barely spoke”

“They don’t know, they can't know”

“You say that it's over, but why does she call you

At 3AM and 4AM? That's a funny way of staying friends”

“In my head, we never grow apart, In my head, you never break my heart”

“We lost all the love that we had and I can't pretend it'll ever come back”

People Watching

“She wears a ring, but they tell people that they're not engaged”

“I wanna feel all that love and еmotion- Be that attached to the person I'm holdin’”

“Someday I'll be falling without caution but for now, I'm only people watchin’”

“I've never really been in love, not seriously”

“I cut people out like tags on my clothing”

“I end up all alone, but I still keep hoping I won't be scared to let someone know me”

“Life feels so monotone, but I still keep hoping“

Disaster

“Had the keys to my car in my hand, but I didn't leave 'Cause the potential of us, it was keeping me up all night long”

“This could be a disaster- There's so many factors, like, what if you freak out”

“Is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night?”

“Maybe I'm mistaken- You're not mine for takin’”

Best Friend

“Remember when you broke up with your fucking ex? God, I'm glad you've finally gotten over them”

“Everybody knows I love you so, so, so, so much”

“That's my fucking best friend, that's my fucking right hand”

“I'm gonna marry you If we're both still single by, like, thirty-two”

“Who else is gonna grocery shop with me at 2 A.M.?”

Astronomy

“Socially speaking, we were the same with runaway fathers and mothers who drank”

“As much as it seems like you own my heart- It's astronomy, we're two worlds apart”

“I thought if I wandered, I'd fall back in love”

“You said distance brings fondness, but guess not with us”

“Stop tryna keep us alive, You're pointing at stars in the sky that already died”

Yours

“I'm somebody you call when you're alone I'm somebody you use, but never own”

“I know I'm not the one you really love I guess that's why I've never given up”

“I could give you all you want: the stars and the sun, but still, I'm not enough”

“All I really wanted was that look in your eyes- Like you already know that I'm the love of your life- Like you already know you're nеver saying goodbye”

“So tell me that it's time for me to go ‘cause you know I can't do it on my own”

“I should've known that it was dumb love”

“Fifteen dozen roses all the things that I've done for you not to notice”

“Can't believe I chose you over all my best friends”

“What the fuck did I do in the end? Just to not be yours”

Jigsaw

“If changing my clothes would make you like me more- If changing my hair would make you care Then I'd grab the kitchen scissors And cut myself to slivers”

“I've changed every part of me until the puzzle pieces aren't me, at all”

“You take every part of me, all of thе things you need then the rest you discard”

“All I did just to make you happy still you don't even fuckin' love me”

“If I made you like me, would I even like myself?”

“Why don't you love me?”

Family Line

“My father never talked a lot, he just took a walk around the block”

“My mother never cried a lot, she took the punches, but she never fought”

“I say, "They're just the ones who gave me life" but I truly am my parents' child”

“I'm so good at telling lies, that came from my mother's side, told a million to survive”

“It's hard to put it into words how the holidays will always hurt”

“I can't forget, I can't forgive you ‘cause now I'm scared that everyone I love will leave me”

“All that I did to try to undo it- All of my pain and all your excuses”

“I was a kid, but I wasn't clueless”

“Someone who loves you wouldn't do this”

“All of my past, I tried to erase it but now I see, would I even change it?”

Summer Child

“Your favorite color is green- It reminds you of the summer you turned three runnin' through sprinklers on your street”

“There's darkness behind those eyes even when you smile”

“Oh, summer child. You don't have to act like all you feel is mild”

“Arеn't you way too busy takin' care of everybody to takе care of yourself?”

“When the Sun goes missing, aren't the flowers just as pretty?

Aren't the oceans just as deep?”

Footnote

“I told you I liked you, you said, "Sober up””

“But why would I lie? It's so clear, I'm in love with you”

“I'll stop being pretentious, and loathing our friendship”

“You taught me a lesson, that love isn't precious, It's not like the novels, no Pride and Prejudice at all”

“I'll just take a footnote in your life and you could take my body”

“They think we're a couple, they bought us some booze”

“I'd be embarrassed if I weren't so pleased that everyone else sees what you never see we're perfect together but I'll never be the one”

“You taught me a lesson, that feelings are reckless- It's just like the novels, side characters end up alone”

Memories

“It's been a couple months- That's just about enough time for me to stop crying when I look at all the pictures”

“I open up that door, see your brown eyes at the entrance You just wanna talk, and I can't turn away a wet dog”

“Please, don't ruin this for me. Please, don't make it harder than it already is I'm trying to get over this”

“I wish that you would stay in my memories but you show up today, just to ruin things”

“I wanna put you in the past 'cause I'm traumatized but you're not lettin' me do that”

“Now I can't say "Goodbye" if you stay here the whole night”

“You see, it's hard to find an end to somethin' that you keep beginning over and over again, I promise that the ending always stays the same”

“There's no good reason in make believin' that we could ever exist again”

The Exit

“It's crazy how fast you tilted The world that we were busy buildin’”

“Feels like we had matching wounds but mine's still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine now”

“God, it hurt when I found out you love her”

“You love her, it's over. Do you even doubt it on your lips?”

“I can't hate you for getting everything we wanted I just thought that I would be a part of it”

Overdrive

“Only met on the weekend said I'm not catchin' feelings, I guess I lied”

“All or nothin' Let's just trust the night”

“Yeah, I know you're a stranger but I'm likin' the danger of the "I don't know””

Telepath

“Don't even finish that sentence, babe Already know how this ends”

“It's just so you, you're just so predictable. Won't you try something original?”

“I Got a feelin' you're comin' back just like you have in the past”

“I got a feelin' you'll be sendin' me trash you shoulda left in the drafts”

“I got a feelin' you'll see me moving on and hate that I'm gone”

“When yesterday you said that you hate my guts, Now you're back in love?”

“I bet you'll return in perfect timing and I won't stop you from tryin’”

[rpmusingsforthesoul]

Conan Gray Sentence Starters pt.2

Wish You Were Sober

“This party’s shit. Wish we could dip. Go anywhere but here.”

“Don’t take a hit, don’t kiss my lips, and please don’t drink more beer.”

“This is definitely not my crowd.”

“Real sweet, but I wish you were sober.”

“Honestly you always let me down and I know we’re not just hanging out.”

Fight or Flight

“Something’s gotten into you. You don’t really look at me the way you used to.”

“Every single rumor that I’ve heard of you say you were off with someone that I don’t know, calling other people on your telephone.”

“I’d rather die than have to cry in front of you.”

“I’d rather lie than tell you I’m in love with you.”

“You smell like perfume out a magazine.”

“I’m throwing all your shit out of my window.”

Comfort Crowd

“Someone come and help me.”

“By the time they’re there, I’ve already hid the body.”

“This hurt that I’m holding’s getting heavy. But imma keep a smile on my shoulders till I’m sweaty.”

“My breath’s getting short and I’m unsteady.”

“I don’t really need nobody.”

“I just needed company now. Yeah. I just needed someone around.”

“I like your shirt soggy.”

Jigsaw

“If changing my clothes my clothes would make you like me more, if changing my hair would make you care, then I’d grab the kitchen scissors and cut myself to slivers for you.”

“I’ve changed every part of me until the puzzle pieces aren’t me at all. I look in the mirror. Now I’m just a jigsaw.”

“You take every part of me, all of the things you need. Then the rest, you discard.

All I did just to make you happy. Still you don’t even fucking love me.”

“Killing parts of myself to fit you. Clear as shit I was not the issue.”

“If I made you like me, would i even like myself?”

“Pointing out my flaws doesn’t help.”

Astronomy

“Young love don’t last for life.”

“It’s time to go.”

“We’ve traveled the seas, we’ve ridden the stars, we’ve seen everything from Saturn to Mars.”

“As much as it seems like you own my heart, it’s astronomy; we’re two worlds apart.”

“I wish I’d stayed with you.”

“I thought if I wanted, I’d fall back in love.”

“Stop trying to keep us alive.”

“You’re pointing at stars in the sky that already died.”

“You can’t force the stars to align when they’ve already died.”

The Cut That Always Bleeds

“I don’t love you anymore.”

“If you’re gonna leave, better leave, better do it fast. Can’t live a longer sitting on your lap.”

“I can’t be you lover on a leash.”

“I can’t be the kiss that you don’t need, the lie between your teeth, the cut that always bleeds.”

“Can’t live another minute bleeding from my back. ‘Cause I don’t have another one for you to stab.”

“But even though you’re killing me, I need you like the air i breathe. I need, I need you more than me. I need you more than anything. Please please!”

“I could be your lover on a leash.”

“I could be anything you need as long as you don’t leave.”

[rpmusingsforthesoul]

Conan Gray Sentence Starters

feel free to change in order to fit muses

Checkmate

You think you you’re funny, right? Calling me drunk when it’s too late at night.

You think you’re super sly. Flirting with them then telling me your mind.

Now I’m gonna ruin your life

I’ve gotten tired of the games that you play. You tell me you love me then you throw me away

Cry me a river till you drown in the lake

You may think you’re winning, but checkmate

Now this is getting fun. I saw you kissing someone else’s tongue

You said that I’m the only one you love

I’ll let you think you’ve won

Yeah, baby, you should really run

You’re gonna wish you never harmed me

You did some damage so I’m making you pay

No one’s ever gonna love you anyways ‘cause you’re just a narcissist who’s totally fake

Heather

I still remember the 3rd of December. Me in your sweater. You said it looked it looked better on me than it did you.

Only if you knew how much I liked you

I watch your eyes as she walks by. What a sight for sore eyes.

She’s got you mesmerized while I die

Why would you ever kiss me? I’m not even half as pretty.

You gave her your sweater. It’s just polyester.

You like her better. Wish I were Heather.

But how could I hate her? She’s such an angel. But then again kind of wish she were dead.

Maniac

Do you think I’m a joke?

People like you always want back what they can’t have and I’m past that and you know that

Tell all of your friends that I’m crazy and drive you mad. That I’m such a stalker, a watcher, a psychopath.

Tell them you hate me and dated me just for laughs.

So why do you call me and tell me you want me back? you maniac

We had magic but you made it tragic

Now you’re manic. Honestly I’ve had it.

Listen to yourself you need to get some help

People watching

That wasn’t funny but she laughed so hard she almost cried

They’re having talks about their future until 4am and I’m happy for them

I wanna feel all that love and emotion, be that attached to the person I’m holding

Someday I’ll be falling without caution, but for now I’m only people watching

Im only looking just to live through you vicariously

I’ve never really been in love, not seriously

I had a dream about a house behind a picket fence

Next one I choose to trust I hope I use some common sense

I cut people out like tags on my clothing. I end up all alone, but I still keep hoping

Telepath

Don’t even finish that sentence, babe. Already know how this ends

What a shame, don’t even wanna stay friends

It’s just so you. You’re just so predictable Won’t you try something original?

Old news, reused. That’s why I don’t cry

I got a feeling you’re coming back just like you have in the past

I got a feeling you’ll see me moving and hate that I’m gone again

Yesterday you said that you hate my guts. Now you’re back in love

I bet you I’ll call you when I’m crying

I won’t stop you from trying

Can see it, you’re coming back. Call me a telepath