#convo : anya

[andthesunwillalwaysshine]

FUCK IF THE TOUCHED SPEECH MADE MY HEART COMBUST THEN WHAT DID THE END OF DAYS ONE DO ???? such a perfect whole scene with the comedic greeting to the awkwardness to buffy basically calling him an idiot in 3 different ways (and using one of his made up words back at him) and then actually being real with spike and telling him their moment wasn’t just nothing but meaningful to her to spike telling her it was the best night of his life (twice he says this) and how he finally felt close to someone (and to her) and he is terrified (because he has loved her for so long and is used to it going nowhere and doesn’t want to push her after what he did) to buffy reassuring him he doesn’t have to be terrified to them actually starting the first real convo about THEM 

this scene is full of love but it rips my heart out and it is so angsty still because with the big battle incoming neither one of them knows who will end up alive after this (if they win) and if they will be both be alive after this  AND BUFFY’S FACE IN THE END (AND WHILE LISTENING TO SPIKE AND HER SOFT ’’SPIKE’’ WHEN SPIKE SAYS HE CAN’T DO THIS BEFORE OPENING UP TO HER)

[zacharyefrons]

Messages 📲 ⇢ Princess Anya 💖

Zac: So what are you currently up to? Are you down to maybe hang again? I know you enjoyed the camping trip as much as I did so, let's do something else sometime. Zac: BTW, saw the 'Furiosa' trailer and I know you'll be amazing. Can't wait to see it! || @joyousanya

[chcoticmuses]

@torturedmuses continued from here

''Am I dressed up like I'd be here with people?'' The deadpan expression coming over his features, but before he could say something that destroyed an attempt at an olive branch-- Ryder cleared his throat and took a deep breath to compose himself. After a moment or two, he sat straight up with his bottle in hand but turned in his seat toward her with a tilt of his head, his brows knitted together when hearing she'd initially been out tonight for a date. ''No that's... that's-- I'm..'' A lot of emotions all to feel at once, relief he didn't have to look at someone else in a position he so desperately wanted to be in again but sad that someone.. had really been missing out on amazing company. ''I'm happy you're out on a date.. Really, you know? I'm sorry they didn't show, but I'm-- '' Teeth are practically grinding together as he plays the words out mentally, but he's looking down to avoid her gaze and nodding once more-- taking a sip of his beer to avoid conversation. ''--Happy for you, Anya. I'm going to get another round and go sit in a corner, but whatever you want is on me for the night.''

[sometimesiship]

omg pls. headcanon that twilight normally cares fuck all about organic/non-organic produce, knows all the BS about it, when it matters, when it doesn't, marketing tactics, blabla, etc. etc. y'know, he's got the inside scoop, spy and all

but he's grocery shopping one day and sees a sticker that advertises non-gmo blueberries that retain all their nutritional value and are SURE TO IMPROVE YOUR KIDS BRAINPOWER and mans just goes FULL GRANOLA

[clinesmaddie-archived]

I had to come chat with you and your beautiful self. So, what's going on in the world of Anya? I've been enjoying so much of your work, I figured it was a good time to finally reach out again and chat. [ @joyousanya ]

[lexa-griffins]

My own clexanya au idea contribution:

Lexa is the Queen of a heavily militarized kingdom. Anya is her right-hand woman, the high general of her army, the one who taught a small princess Lexa how to fight when she was barely an adult herself. Anya has loved Lexa for as long as she can remember, proudly watching her become the Queen and standing by her side. She has not confessed her feelings, perhaps she never will, but she is happy to be Lexa's closest confidante and the one she turns to when times get tough.

Lexa has never loved anyone, does not know the feeling, or so she thinks but the truth is she finds so much comfort in her mentor and if she had to describe what love feels like, what she feels for Anya would certainly be what she would describe.

Clarke is a young knight, recently appointed to train in the Queen's private guard. From the moment Clarke enters the throne room she enchants Lexa and becomes hated by Anya. Secret smiles and brushes of hands between the knight and the queen have Anya be extremely hard on Clarke's training, waking her before dawn, sparing and fighting with her so hard the younger girl limps, reminding her its her duty to fight and die by the queen, hoping that maybe Clarke will find it too much and give her position, letting her and Lexa be.

Instead, Clarke grows more and more as a soldier, persistent and resilient, and as she grows Lexa's clear infatuation with her grows bigger.

"She has grown well as a soldier." Lexa comments, eyes not leaving the mock fight betwen Clarke and another soldier.

Anya tenses her jaw, "She is a good fighter, although I find her mouth too smart to be a decent knight with the position of protecting you."

"Well, I like her." Its clearly an admission, a confession of sorts, one that knocks the wind out of Anya, "she reminds me of you." Lexa adds, with a rare smile.

Anya nods, distant, swallowing hurt. Quietly, she whispers "Then why not me?"

Lexa turns to her, face closed but with warmth in her eyes, "Who says it can't be her and you?"

The queen turns her back to the training, returning to the inside of the castle with her handmaids following suit. Anya stays, watching her leave before she turns back to Clarke delivering a final blow, one Anya taught her over and over again, winning her the mock fight.

Why not us both?

It is when Lexa and Clarke are finally together that Anya starts to distance herself from the Queen something that deeply hurts Lexa. Clarke knows Lexa loves Anya too, she doesn't care, but she does not want to see Lexa sad like this. So she goes to Anya and extends her hand, asking for a compromise, that she does not need to like Clarke but for Lexa's sake, dont abandon her. Anya angrily says she would never abandon her Queen but Clarke isnt talking about Lexa the queen, she speaks of Lexa the human, the woman who loves them both. Anya shakes her head.

"I can love her enough for the both of us. She doesnt need you."

Clarke sighs, staring down. "If I leave her, will you return to her?"

Anya tenses, "if you leave her you'll break her heart."

Clarke nods, "and you will mend it. She is not happy without you. But if you believe you can love her for the both of us, then perhaps she'll learn to be happy without me."

Anya nods. The next day, she confesses. Her and Lexa spend the night together, and she could not be happier. Lexa looks over the moon. In the morning, after her and Anya share a kiss goodbye so they can go to their duties, Lexa runs to Clarke's quarters, excited to tell her the news, to be with the two women she adores.

But Clarke is gone. A note left on her bed, telling Lexa she has decided to give up her position. That a new battalion leaves in a week to the front lines of a small battle on the frontiers of the kingdom that she will lead it, wishing her all of the happiness she deserves with someone who loves her as much as Clarke does.

Anya is happy when she learns of this. She can love Lexa for both of them, she knows she can. So why, oh why isn't Lexa happy with just her? Why is she crying on her chest instead allowing Anya to love all of her pain away?

[billyigskars]

Anya, long time no speak. Still sucks we haven't worked together twice yet, think 2024 could finally be our year? Also, how are you? How's your holidays been? || @anyajcsephin

[scvcnmore]

@coreofgold:

†Continued from: Here†

"I think a better question would be: is there anything in this place that isn't haunted." Truth be told the redhead was finding it very hard to see how this place was even still upright. "You think we'd even know if a ghost were here?" She briefly wondered if she'd be able to pick up on one or if her abilities were limited to living minds only...

[actiongrrl]

|| Starter for @tsarnvoiny

−−−¨༺ "It's the promises; We break 'em every time.."

[kimbapisnotsushi]

sxf x sakadays crossover . . .

[mattrcbert]

I haven't heard from you in a long while and I'm absolutely gutted, shattered, miserable. What's been happening with you lately? Let me know if you're pausing all the travelling and planning a visit to London so we can catch up over a cuppa. You can share all the exciting details of your life, and I'll fill you in on the thrilling times I have taking Bobby for walks, that's the extent of the dullness in my life. @joyousanya

[tayzakharperez]

I want to have a fan moment and say I love your work, but I also feel we'd connect well so I'm trying to think how to start conversation outside of work and pets. However, pet talk - always on the table. Speaking of, I'm currently in London and seeing how much my dog enjoys my fiancée's home is beautiful. I might have to replace a plant and a couple books - also maybe a few pieces of clothing. I don't want to tell him Cash did it, so I'll replace them. I'm that person. This is me saying I won't talk about pets and talking of my dog anyway. I also ramble a lot, so tell me we're going to be best friends. || @anyajcsephin

[joeburrcw]

You know, I’m a huge fan of all things Super Mario, so you could say I’m pretty excited to see the new movie at some point. I’d been meaning to since it came out last month, but I’ve been so busy that I haven’t been able to find the time to actually sit down in a theater and watch it. Is there any way you can, perhaps, I dunno... Send me an early copy of it before it gets released on DVD and streaming services? I can repay you with a VIP box or fifty-yard line tickets to any Bengals game of your choice. // @joyfulanya​

[delicatetaysversion]

was thinking about how to make irl friends and of things i should say to make them like me and what i said here that so many ppl love me and if i should even be friends with them cause like yeah it would be fun to have friends but they seem kinda loser ish and boring and play video games all the time and then you're your own kid started playing thank u taylor for solving my problems for me 👍

[galaxydrcaming]

@allxthingsxglxtter

Dimitri doesn’t move away, kissing her back for those few moments more before she pulled back.  He had no idea what was going on at this point, nor did he ever expect those words to leave her mouth.  “You want to be with me.  But, you were so angry it’s…maybe you don’t remember?  Anya.”  He sighed, looking at his hands before his eyes move back to hers.  Wanting this so much, but also not wanting but be anything but upfront with her if he can be. “I’m just a criminal Anya.  All I’ve ever really been for a long time.”

Managing to sneak in one last quick kiss before fully pulling away, Anya bites her lip and furrows her eyebrows slightly. “I want to be with you. I still kind of am actually, but that doesn’t stop me from loving you, I just wish you had been more frank with me because you of all people know that I have had these memory issues before, but putting that to the side, I remember everything, maybe you don’t remember things.” She muses and reaches out to gently grab his hands. “You are more than that, Dima, you’re courageous and kind when you want to be, protective and loyal considering how long you and Vlad have been friends. You’re someone to me.”

[crescentcrowd]

Event: Sucre’s Baking Contest Closed For: Anya Channarong​ @dvsconocvdo​

⁺✦.° ☾ °.✦⁺

The baking contest had yet to start, most contestants were still plating their baked goods, and while many of them looked... less than edible, Anya’s actually looked appetizing. With the exception of Dilan’s entry that looked comically familiar, Bea didn’t have much hope for her tastebuds until she saw Anya’s star bread. She grinned up at the baker herself, “Anya, it looks like you outdid yourself. I’m glad you entered.” It would be nice to eat something edible after all of the burnt and misshapen entries she’d passed by. “What flavor is it? If you don’t mind me asking, that is.”