#cozyseasonmontharts

[lysipop]

Might have tried something that was too big for me with this one. I felt like I was struggling a lot to get it to this point, but ultimately I’m happy with the light in the sky. Not sure about the rest 🙈 I somehow managed to survive this weekend following the plan I set for myself. As you might know I sent a ton of newsletters regarding my shop sale and it’s very taxing mentally to think about good things to say about myself and anything connected to me. Apart from elevated levels of guilt, I quit eating, disassociated, by today I decided to quit sleeping, was shaking like a leaf and had rattling teeth of anxiety. And that’s the price I had to pay for the marketing I had to do in order to move ahead to become a freelancer and not just an enthusiastic hobbyist. I always think it’s much easier for me to ‘be free’, but after this weekend when I got a tiny taste of what it’s like to become a true professional, I’m even more scared than I was before. Yes, I know all this is just useless whining - I just thought it’s best to be clear about how things are. I joined in for some challenges with this one… #mysticalcreaturesweek prompt : dragon! ✨ Hosts: @alii_kawalii @bubblegumforest @hello.momo.illu @mellifera_paper @patchscratches @vailablack ✨ 2 birds with 1 stone… #cozyseasonmontharts Technicalities: Magical storybook toolbox: misty valley, scribbled scratches Lumi: shiny rice for the shiny bits Canvas: Solaris canvas #hellopromptosaurus (at Budapest, Hungary) https://www.instagram.com/p/CW0vLLGMtrS/?utm_medium=tumblr