#cramp pain is not helping me either nor is this cold 😭😭

[hanafubukki]

Somehow I went from one fic idea for Malleus’ bday to now three fic ideas.😂😂

All of which are in varying degrees of completion.

One idea came to me last night, which I really like a lot! And the initial idea for it changed a little bit because I thought of a rather interesting twist to it that I also like as well.

And I subtly added the changes to fit this idea But ahhhh, I don’t know if I will be able to write it to the level of impact I would like 😭😭

Sometimes I want to shake myself, just write it, but the perfectionist in me just ajdnsjjshss

And then the right vocab or wording won’t come though I know exactly what I want to say and I want to shake myself even more.

And don’t get me started on dialogue struggles, I know what I want them to say, but how do I word or get them to say it?? And that’s another hurdle 🥲

Here’s hoping I get at least one of the three done 😭🙏