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[not-your-average-pookie]

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I have two undergraduate degrees. One in psychology and one in criminology. My graduate degree is an M.S. of Forensic Psychology. I'm looking into getting my PhD. in Clinical Psychology.

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# “ BABYDADDY!! “

ft. ran haitani x afab reader! ( father’s day special. )

synop: you and ran, are co-parents, parenting one babygirl named saiyana. you let saiyana spend the day with ran for father’s day but when you go and pick her up, plans seem to change.

cont: no established relationship, rough sex, ran basically seducing the fuck outta you loll , tipsy driving, tipsy sex , cursing , unprotected sex , fingering , oral ( f. receiving! ) , no clear aftercare! , hair pulling, petnames - baby, sweetheart, pretty thing , good girl lmk if i forgot anything!!



it was currently 11:35 am, you woke up to the tapping and shaking of little hands and the soft call of your daughter. “ mama, mama! we have to get ready. “ saiyana repeats. you open your eyes to your babygirl pouting, you smile softly placing your arms around her holding her in your embrace. “ good morning, yana. “ she hugs you back uttering a sweet greeting. “ good morning mama! “ your eyes shifted to the clock, it was time to get up and get ready. today was father’s day, ran haitani, your ex-boyfriend and father of saiyana was supposed to be coming to pick her up around 12:45 pm.

you lifted your daughter up, while lifting your own body off of the bed slipping on your brown fuzzy slippers. “ you ready to go with papa? “ you asked, pressing your forehead against your daughters while she played with your necklace. “ yes mama “ she chirped. you carried her to the bathroom , standing her on her stepping stool, brushing her teeth and washing her face doing the same thing for yourself. “ what do you want for breakfast, hun? “ you asked while wiping her face with the warm face towel. “ hm.. pancakes!! “ she squealed. your daughter always favored pancakes over any other breakfast dish. “ okay, cmon sweetie. “ you held her hand, helping her down from the stool, leading her to the kitchen.

after around 15 minutes , the pancakes and fruits you had placed on her plate where almost finished. at this point it was almost 12 pm and you still had to dress her and put some actual clothes on, speaking that you only had on some shorts and a tshirt. “ mama i’m all done. “ she had ate all her fruit and only had a few crumbs of her pancakes left. “ okay, you can go pick out your outfit sweetheart. mama’ll come help you get dressed in a few minutes, kay? “ you went a wiped her face and hands with a napkin, she hopped down from the chair and ran to go pick out her cute little outfit.

you laughed before scraping the remainder of food in the trash and placing the dishes in the dishwasher. you turned to the sink and washed your hands, shifting your head once you hear your cell phone ring. “ i wonder who that is.. “ you dried your hands, quickly walking back to your bedroom to grab your phone, picking it up without looking at the name in fear of it sending the caller to voicemail. “ hello? “ you said softly into the phone. “ good morning, darling. “ you hear a familiar voice on the other end. it was ran. “ you two pretty girls awake? ” you turned on your heels, heading back into saiyana’s room seeing the outfit she had picked out, she was actually getting better, before she would pick out costumes and tutus to wear but now she’s picking out cute jean shorts and shirts with shoes to match.

you smiled and answered ran, “ yes, ran. we’re up, she’s already had breakfast, she’s picking out her outfit now. yana, here’s your papa. you remember what i said? “ you whisper the last part to her, and she giggles before you placed the phone on speaker and sitting it on the bed so you can start dressing saiyana. “ hi papa, happy father’s day!! “ she said perfectly just like you asked her to say it. “ aw, thank you sweetheart. thank you so much. i’ll be there to pick you up soon. okay? “ he said sweetly over the phone. you never really understood why you and ran left each other, it just seemed like the right thing to do. he was so busy and you didn’t work as much, but you can’t lie you ended up missing him. it’d take a hell of shit to get you to admit that though. “ okie! byebye papa!! “ she said to him and the phone clicked off.

after saiyana was dressed, you combed through her hair softly while she watched tv, some cute little pony show she liked. you glanced at it, it was pretty interesting. “ all done, you look so pretty, yana. “ she smiled and replied with a small “ thank you mama “ you were so proud of her, she was so well mannered even without you reminding her. you heard knocks at the door, saiyana’s eyes widened and you did the same, to be playful with her. “ i think that’s papa! cmon “ she hopped off her bed and ran to the living room, you went and opened the door revealing who was on the other side.

“ hi papa!! “ saiyana ran up to ran and hugged him and he held up effortlessly. “ hi sweetheart. i missed you. “ he kissed her cheek, closing the door behind him. “ happy father’s day , ran. “ you said to him, your heart warming at the sight of your daughter seeing her dad for the first time in a while, he was away on a business trip before this. “ thank you, darling. “ he turned to face you, his hair was down and he was dressed casually, a white shirt and sweater over it. “ i see you let your hair grow back out. “ you acknowledged referring back to a few months ago when he had cut his hair shorter. “ yeah, i didn’t feel like going to get it cut again. i think i like it longer, what do you think, sweetie? you think papa looks better with long hair? “ he looked at her as she played in his hair. “ yep! it’s super long, i want my hair long like papas! “ she exclaims. “ well i won’t cut it hun. “ you reassured her that if she wanted her hair long she wouldn’t cut it. ran chuckled, before looking at her. “ sweetheart you do have to get trims regularly, that’s the only way you’ll have healthy and long hair. “ he explains , pretending to trim her hair with his fingers. saiyana nods, before laying her head on his shoulder.

“ i’ll come pick her up around 9:30? “ you ask tilting her head. “ any time is fine, love. “ he says. “ okay, i’ll call when i’m on the way. “ you noticed how he kept calling you cute little nicknames. “ alright, sweetie. tell mama bye and give her a kiss. “ he leans her in to you and she wraps her arms around you, kissing your cheek. “ byebye mama, i love you! “ she gave you a pretty smile, “ mama loves you more, i’ll pick you up later. “ you kissed her forehead. “ see you later, darling. “ ran said sweetly. “ byebye, ran. “ you closed the door behind them.

you locked the door and headed back to your room, laying back in the bed. you wondered if maybe ran was having the same thoughts as you, like the whole break up was nonsense. you used to argue a little bit, but it was never nothing serious. never any disloyalty. your family back home, loved him. there was quite frankly, no reason to separate. you just felt like he was always so busy, and it kinda lead you to feel as though he didn’t want the relationship anymore. he did try to reassure you that it wasn’t that, but you guess it was in your best interest to ask if breaking up was best. him being the person he is, never wanting to hold someone where they aren’t happy.. he let you go.

you were in your head so much you didn’t even realize that you fell asleep, you woke up to your phone ringing. you jumped before closing your eyes again, grabbing the phone and putting it to your ear without looking at the caller. a bad habit you had at this point. “ hello? “ you answered very sluggish sounding. “ y/n? are you sleeping? i thought you were coming over here! “ you hear your friend hina on the other end, “ huh.. what hina? “ you groan out of exhaustion. “ y/n. you told me yesterday that you’d come hang with me and emma while the boys were out for father’s day. you said you’d be here at 3, it’s 3:40! “ hina squealed, making you sit up and look the clock. “ shit- my bad i’m on my way. “

you sat up and went to go get ready, putting on some black tights and a tank top, throwing your everyday jacket over it. double checking to make sure you grabbed the little things you were taking you walked out and locked your door behind you. normally you would have walked to hina’s but you had plans to go pick up saiyana after this so you just drove. it took you around 6 minutes to get to hina’s. you hopped out of the car, locking it and knocking on the door. emma was the one to open it and greet you.

“ hi y/n! “ emma hugged you, squeezing you. you hugged her back, “ hi emma, so the boys are gone? “ you questioned, the house being unusually quiet. “ yep. they left about 10 minutes before you got here, “ you nodded. “ saiyana is with ran, i’m guessing? “ emma asked out of curiosity, “ yeah , he came and picked her up from the house earlier. “ you explained before you realized both emma & hina were side-eyeing you. “ what… “ you genuinely were confused on why they were looking at you like that, taking a sip of the drink hina passed you as you sat in between the two.

“ you really don’t want to talk to him about it at least? “ emma asked once again. “ no.. i mean.. i don’t know? “ you were feeling uneasy with the questions. “ you do know!! either you miss him or not. “ hina poked your shoulder. “ i mean i do.. but it just didn’t work out.. i don’t know why “ you shrugged your shoulders , looking at both of them. “ my point! you don’t know why, which means that you don’t have a reason not to try again. “ you sighed, they went on and on about how you two should hash it out like grown ups and talk about why the two of you broke up. you looked at them once again, “ if i agree to talk to him about it, will you two zip it? “ you took another sip of your drink, “ yes! “ they shouted in unison. “ fine, fine. i’ll bring it up. “ rolling your eyes, you finished the drink.

after around 3-4 hours, it was time to go pick up saiyana. and you knew this because the sky was getting darker and you felt the tingling of the few cans flowing through you and you wanted to make the trip before you got too wasted. you said your goodbye’s to emma and hina before hopping in your car and heading into the city to make it to ran’s house. you couldn’t lie your head was spinning, you were nervous to say the least. ran probably had a girlfriend by now, it had been 8 months since you and him called it quits on your relationship. you didn’t have any idea on how to bring it up, or how to go about it. you were on the highway, trying not to speed. you realized you were around 10 minutes away so you decided to call ran, the phone rung.. once.. twice. and then there he was.

“ hi darling, what’s up? “ the way the words had rolled off his tongue had you feeling a bit hot, but then that could have just been the tipsy mindset you had. “ ran.. i- uhm.. i’m on my way to your house. “ you tried not to sound too.. off. but you were far too late, ran noticed the weariness in your voice. “ okay, you alright? you don’t sound too good. “ he said, voice going deeper than usual. you had to get him off the phone or you were going to lose it right there. you adjusted yourself in your seat. “ yeah- i’m fine.. we’ll talk when i get there. “ you said quickly, “ i’ll see you then. “ you hung up after a few seconds. you sped up until you reached the street of ran’s home, carefully pulling into the drive way. “ i can’t believe i’m doing this shit.. fuck. “ you cursed to yourself. deciding that time was only gonna kill you, you hopped out of the car and walked up the walk way, knocking on the door once you reached it.

ran opened the door, looking down at you as soon as he did so. “ darling, come on in. “ he moved over slightly , letting you in. you walked in , uttering a small “ hi, ran. “ you walked in not hearing anything so you already knew that saiyana was asleep. “ i’ll go get her from upstairs.. but before i do that, are you sure you’re alright, love? you sounded troubled over the phone. “ ran moved a bit closer to you, looking deep into your eyes. “ oh yeah- i actually wanted to see if we could talk about something.. i just.. “ you were tailing off, a loss for words and he picked you up right where you lost it. “ of course. come sit with me. “ he lead you to follow him to sit on the couch next to him. once you looked more comfortable, he asked. “ what’s on your mind love? “

after 30 minutes of talking about how “ neither of you did anything wrong” , you found yourself layed over ran, lips crashing against each other, your hands find their way in his hair while his found the familiar curves of your body, caressing them in ways he says he missed so much. “ missed your lips.. you’re so sweet baby. “ he whispered to you, squeezing the flesh of your ass through the thin material of the tights you wore. “ ran.. want you.. please. “ you whined, body aching to be touched at least a little bit. “ he lifted you up, taking you to his bedroom.

once you both entered the room and the door was shut, he layed you on your back, kissing you once again. you can hear him groaning through the kiss, the tent in his pants pressed against your sopping midpoint. your hand reached down to feel it, until he gripped your wrist. “ not yet, pretty thing. be patient, i want to show you how much i missed you. “ he moved down to your neck, sucking and kissing onto your soft spots. you started to let out moans and quiet whimpers, in need of more which he promised to deliver. he removed your top layers of clothing, while you helped him remove his own. he moved lower, cupping your breasts and placing his mouth around the nipple, the right one first. he used his fingers on the left, pinching and twisting it while his mouth sucked and nibbled on the current, he switched once he was satisfied, moving even lower, sliding down your pants and panties.. “ sweetheart.. you gonna let me see? open em f’me.. “ he basically pleaded while opening your legs, bending them and pressing them against your chest. “ hold em for daddy.. can you do that, hm? “ he whispered.. “ answer me, pretty. you know what to say.. “ he reminded you of how he liked to be addressed.

“ yes daddy.. oh- fuck.. “ you stammered out.. feeling a fat glob of his spit fall on your sensitive clit, he went down and sucked it up, licking all over your pussy, making your legs tense and close up, “ mmh, r- daddy.. please oh fuck!!! “ you squealed. ran wasted no time in spanking your ass from beneath you, “ shut it.. don’t you wake my baby up.. “ he warns you, ran was always meaner during sex. he never meant any harm. one of his hands slid up and wrapped around your throat as he sucked and nibbled on your already swollen clit. his finger found it’s way into your mouth and you lapped at his middle and ring finger getting them all wet. once he felt it was good enough, he brought them down and pushed them into your aching hole. “ d-daddy.. wait, i- “ you quivered, legs shaking. “ shhh.. shut up. i need you prepped before i fuck you.. you don’t wanna hurt do you, baby? hm? answer daddy.. “ you shook your head , saying “ no.. i don’t wanna- ah! “ he moved his fingers faster, pressing his tongue flat against your clit. once you started to squeeze his digits, he pulled both his fingers and tongue away. a long string of slick connecting both of them. “ you’re still as wet as ever for me.. such a good girl.. “

“ you ready, pretty thing? “ he was lining the tip of his cock with your opening, “ you know what to say if you want me to stop? “ you nod and heave out, “ yes daddy.. i want it.. “ he smirks before pushing it in , watching you gasp and take in the stretch. “ shh.. it’s okay.. “ he coos at you.. once he’s in until the hilt, he pulls out and pushes back in at a even speed, but he makes sure you take the whole thing, and he means the whole thing. by this point, you’re pressing against his abdomen, and he’s gripping your wrist. “ nuh uh, stop pushing me, love.. you can take it.. take it, baby.. such a pretty girl.. “ he has your eyes rolling back, when he starts to go faster, the tip of his dick hitting your insides just right. “ shit... daddy.. “ you whine out, he knows you like it. he won’t stop until he’s fuck a load deep into you.. his thumb has made it’s way to your clit, rubbing it backs and forth, you’re shaking and on the verge of cumming. “ daddy- i’m.. oh god i’m cumming!! “ you feel his body detach from yours, “ no, not yet. “ he rubs your stomach to soothe you from the fallen orgasm you couldn’t reach just yet.. “ please.. daddy please.. i wanna cum.. “ you beg.

now, he’s behind you and your back is arched, he pushes in, hands placed on your back to balance himself, “ oh fuck.. baby you feel amazing… “ ran grunts out. your mouth is open, at the feeling of his cock so deep in your tummy. you lay your head on the mattress. you’re letting out a river of curses as he begins to go at a fast pace, you’re crying and drooling at the feeling, completely fucked out. it doesn’t take long for him to hit that spot again that has his cock twitching inside you. “ daddy’s gonna cum.. cum in you and get you pregnant all over again, hm? you want that? “ he’s grabbing your hair, pulling your head upward. “ yes- yesyesyes daddy… wantyoutofuckmefull.. oh god!! “ you still haven’t came yet, but you’re really close.. “ can i cum.. please daddy let me cum.. “ you scream, he hisses spanking you once again, “ i told you not to wake my baby.. cum, cum for me. “ once he gives you permission, you’re gushing all over him, and his hot seed is spilling out from the sides of your cunt..

after cleaning you up and getting you nice and comfortable, you and ran lay down falling asleep in each others arms. maybe emma and hina were right about it , there was no excuse not to try again. <3

kai:3 - hiii this is my debut fic & father’s day special!! i had a ask for this but i read it completely wronggg and didn’t respond do it correctly!! so sorry to whoever that sweet soul was i hope this is good!! but any requests can still be sent!!

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[truedarkhunter]

A little more about Book of Circus

So I was squinting at the opening images of the Circus anime and thought I saw an alicorn or a winged horse, so I went back and paused it. Instead, it was a griffin. My favorite fantasy creature. That, of course, got me thinking about it. Why is it there? Is it a metaphor about the show? A merging of two things that should be impossible. (Well, Yana Toboso certainly has been repeating that theme throughout, hasn't she?) Nearly all the top circus performers in the show have been given prosthetic limbs, a merging of bodies or forms, if you will. (If you've seen the show, it does make that "merging" idea come out in yet another creepy, creative way.) However, near it is an Egyptian-styled statue. Then I realized, Noah's Arc Circus showed curiosities! Yes, we have Snake, but didn't really see his act. The strongman at the opening is doing fire-breathing, another curiosity act, not necessarily his main one.

The third one appeared to be displaying paintings or photographs of some sort. They look like they have figures in them. Unfortunately, as best as I can make out, the first one could be Baron Kelvin, or a person in a bear head and long jacket holding a basket of flowers. So...images of past performers? Art for sale? Previous/current fliers or posters? Whatever the case, these are in the white and purple striped tent set.

When we see Ciel Phantomhive, he is in one that has another juggler or stage magician with a green colored ball in hand, entertaining a pair of children. They appear to be out with a governess or long-suffering mother. The tent appears green, and indeed they have a green lamp outside similar to the one in front of Undertaker's shop. However, instead of being green flame, it is likely that it is green glass causing the color change. (Does anyone else wonder about that green flame at Undertaker's shop that never gets remarked upon?)

On the wall behind the performer are a pair of framed pieces. The one directly above the performer's head appears strongly to be a set of pinned insects on display. There is a large moth or butterfly on the left, a similar shape above, center, but to the right, the shape shifts, so my guess would be a locust or mantis. The far right is very spread out. That looks more like a crayfish/small lobster, fish, or a humming bird. Quite a range, I know. The "tail" is telling. That drooping shape isn't that common. The thicker body and smaller lumps imply fins or claws. Some fancy goldfish can sport such a tail, but the bodies tend to be more rounded. I'd place my bet on the cast shell of a fancy lobster like a blue lobster, or maybe something similarly bright like a mantis shrimp. Hmm, Homarus gammarus "European lobster" would fit the bill, but be rather common. Still, not everyone would have seen them up close. It might be a Florida crayfish since that would be quite "exotic" and the right size in comparison to the possible Atlas Moth also displayed. Catching some more still frames, there is a series of 3-sided tents with open fronts showing paintings, some implements including a guitar and a coal shovel with a cover (to keep the coal dust down). These could have been innovations on everyday objects or some things brought in from Spain or the Americas.

The second booth has a low glass case with some women ooh-ing over it. That could very well be a mummy they are displaying. Having looked at Victorian England history, they were absolutely disrespectful of Egyptian dead! "Mummy brown" was literally a paint made from mummy corpses. People would grind them up and try to treat ailments like it was tiger gall bladder. There is so much story fodder here. Anyway, there is a strong likelihood that they had one they put on their train as they set up in different locals. So they had that on their train...along with a sewn-together griffin. It makes sense that they would create such a creature much as P.T. Barnum did with the Fiji mermaid. Noah's Arc Circus wasn't as small as it seemed.

It makes some sense, clearly their benefactor, Baron Kelvin, had deep pockets. The lion used could even have been from the circus from earlier years or purchased from another circus when it got too old for it to inspire people. Alternatively Kelvin could have hunted it himself in his early years on a game preserve or just had one sent by a trophy hunter. The eagle(s) may have also been show animals.

There are two in the opening.

The first is part of the griffin. You can see the lion's tail in the frame of the red archway as the "camera" moves from Jumbo to Doll and Wendy and Peter. The second is on Dagger's left as he looks over at Beast who lounges across Betty. This one has its full eagle tail spread, so it is a second bird. Why this one? It could symbolize the desire to be free from the dark servitude the circus players are forced to do. It may also be how Dagger's pride is keeping him from being honest with Beast about how he feels. Alternatively, it could be that the Circus once had a falconer as part of their show who flew a pair of eagles. They had them taxidermied as they birds are expensive, rare, and could still draw a crowd/keep people entertained at the curiosities booths before the main performance.

More evidence that this is a larger circus: They have a carousel/merry-go-round (or roundabout in England or "galloper" by showmen) that has wooden horses in place of real ones. It has 4-5 horses only, but carousel horses were rather expensive as they were hand-crafted. By 1889, they were common at fairs, so having one would boost their credibility. (These details are from Wikipedia on Carousels btw, and a little from Greenfield Village.) On a side note: Apparently in the United Kingdom the horses move clockwise (with the animals facing left), while in N. America and Mainland Europe, they go counterclockwise (the animals facing to the right.)

In front of the carousel is a performer in a white top hat, layers of ruffles around the neck, and 4 stripes down the front of a shirt, likely also ruffles or meant to imitate the pleats of a formal shirt. To their right is another performer wearing a pink bow, black mask, and purple and white stripes on the top with a purple skirt below. The edge of the top has a soft material that looks like purple knitting. They have a black mask and a white or pale pink choker on and appear to be selling balloons...with helium or hydrogen in them. The New York Times reported on the balloon's potential for amusement at popular gatherings in 1873 (according to slate.com). So there was time for rubber balloons to be in popular production by 1889 when Circus takes place. However, they were likely still pretty cutting-edge. Tigers started appearing in circuses around 1831 with the French trainer Henri Martin in Germany. (britannica.com)

Then we have the chandeliers. These are being suspended off a hefty wooden frame inside the big tent. The center one ha the most impressive glass or crystal hanging from it. The others in the background seem to serve more for illumination.

However, the stage lights appear to be gas lights. At the very least they are candles and there are many. Even the main tent had a separate, squared-off entrance, if not multiple such entrances. All of this starts to add a lot of time to set-up, tear-down, and transport. When we look at the clothing of the guests, we see quite a few elegant gowns in various styles with bows and bustles. Likewise, the coifs are done up high and many ladies are sporting hats with some form of decoration, from bands to feathers. The 2 children behind Ciel show the girl wearing a fur-trimmed cape with white gloves and the little boy is sporting a bowtie. Thus, the middle and upper classes were definitely drawn to it. So Noah's Arc Circus was well-funded and likely had at least a month or more in a single location in order to make up for the number of days it took to break it down.

There were separate areas for the top tier performers vs. the lower tier ones. We are mostly introduced to the top-tier tents, but can see hints of the other area outside it. While not as large as Barnum and Bailey at it's height of 1, 100 people, it had to have a good sized number of people to make it work. That means lots of interesting side characters and stories to draw from.

Looking at the frames of people practicing, there are between 15-22. (Is that William in a yellow top, shorts, and leggings in the background?) When "Black" shows off, there are 2 scenes, one of people drawn to watch and the other of people gathering around him. Most of the people are not repeats and there is again about 15-22, and that isn't including the 2-3 Italian-style clowns that show up. So Noah's Arc Circus is probably around 100-300 people, I would guess. What's your guess?

For @Shinigami-Mistress (My response to Shinigami-Mistress' lovely art piece was to write a long blog post. Sorry it isn't about Grelle, but hopefully it will give you some new ideas, too.)

[the-letter-horror-lover]

A New Start

wicl93

Summary:

Sebastian didn't mark Ciel as his mate, he made Ciel his mate, and that's not the only problem Ciel has...

WARNINGS: SebaCiel, explicit yaoi, underage sex (Ciel is 13)

Chapter 1

Chapter Text

Normal

Thoughts

Flashback

WARNINGS: SebaCiel, explicit yaoi, underage sex (Ciel is 13).

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Kuroshitsuji, it is the property of Yana Toboso.

"Is he in here?"

Bard turned to look in the direction of the voice.

"Is something wrong, young master?" he asked. It wasn't difficult to tell that Ciel was in a bad mood, from the way he was standing with his arms folded, glaring around the room.

"Is he in here?" Ciel repeated through gritted teeth.

"Er...no...I'm not sure where he is..." Bard trailed off, scratching his chin thoughtfully.

"Fine", Ciel practically spat, before storming off.

"I wonder what Sebastian did now", Bard mused.

Ciel stormed out of the kitchen, heading upstairs. He practically stomped along the corridor, looking in various bedrooms. As he passed by one, he noticed Mey-rin.

"Do you know where he is?" he snapped at her.

"Sebastian?"

"Yes!"

"No, I'm not sure, maybe in the kitchen?" she asked.

The blue-haired young man left the room, getting increasingly angry as he went down to the servants quarters. He stopped in front of Sebastian's door, banging on it and listening for any sort of response. He wasn't sure why he thought Sebastian would be in there, he nearly never was, but he thought he'd try just in case, as it was obvious that the demon was hiding from him.

Ciel thought back to the cause of his current problem, which had been around two months previously...

"Young master, if you become my mate then I will still ensure that you are safe, and destroy anyone who threatens to harm you. And, when your goal is achieved, rather than take your soul, nothing will happen, in fact, you will be immortal, and you won't age."

"I'm still not sure I want to be 13 forever."

"If I mark you as mine, I don't have to completely take you as my mate for anything up to five years", Sebastian replied. "All of this was in the information I left you at the back of that file on Cole..."

"I know, I just wanted to hear it from you."

"Well then, Ciel," Sebastian said, purring the name in a more seductive manner than anything he'd ever said, "do you consent to be my mate?"

"I've got nothing to lose and plenty to gain..."

"Including me by your side", Sebastian added slyly, looking at Ciel's barely dressed form, holding his gaze on Ciel's crotch for a fraction of a second longer than could be explained by anything other than desire.

"Then I accept", Ciel said, a small amount of uncertainty in his voice, but his posture indicating his resolve. Sebastian smiled and leaned over the bed.

"Well then –"

"Wait –"

"You already accepted", Sebastian purred, running his bare hands up creamy thighs.

"I know, but when you say mark me...I know from those papers what that means, but where...?"

"How about just here?" Sebastian suggested, pressing the pad of his thumb against an area so high up Ciel's inner thigh it was almost at his perineum.

"Isn't that a little personal?" Ciel asked, blushing bright red.

"That's the point – so no-one will ever see it...except me of course", Sebastian replied.

"Er...okay, I guess", Ciel said, before his uncertainty faded and he moaned loudly, as Sebastian leaned down and sunk his teeth into the pale skin, sucking a mark into it that would never fade.

Sebastian pulled back to admire his handiwork, a bright red mark, that while would fade to purple, would never disappear, as it marked Ciel as his, permanently. He leaned back in to lick off the small traces of blood, as the mating mark required a small amount of blood to be drawn. He heard Ciel hiss slightly above him, and moved half an inch to lick at Ciel's perineum, distracting the young man from the small amount of pain by arousing him instead. He pushed the nightgown further up, kissing upwards as the pale skin was revealed, until he had pushed the nightgown off over Ciel's head and was kissing him on the lips. Ciel leaned upwards eagerly, his cock hardening rapidly. Sebastian pulled backwards and quickly stripped himself, allowing Ciel to push him over onto his back and take control.

Ciel looked down at the demon spread out on the bed beneath him, ignoring the unusual feeling in his right eye as he leaned down to kiss Sebastian, small hands trailing down toned skin to grip at the large hardness between Sebastian's legs.

"Ciel", Sebastian groaned, as Ciel worked him up even more. "You're more eager than last time", Sebastian pointed out.

"Last time I was engaged...although I suppose this mark effectively makes me engaged to you, doesn't it?"

"If that's how you'd like to see it, I will gladly accept", Sebastian replied, smile turning into an expression of surprise, as the navy blue head moved down and he felt a shy tongue press against his leaking slit. He groaned as Ciel began sucking on the head of his cock, resisting the urge to reach down and encourage Ciel to take more of him in, knowing that taking any control in this position would probably end the pleasurable suction.

"Having fun?" Ciel asked, pulling back to look up at Sebastian.

"Very much so", Sebastian replied, as Ciel turned around so that Sebastian could suck on him as well. Instantly realising what Ciel wanted, Sebastian swallowed Ciel down in one go, groaning around the young man's shaft as the head of his cock was again encased in the pleasurable warmth of Ciel's mouth.

Ciel gasped as Sebastian sucked him roughly, sucking as hard as he could on the head of Sebastian's cock while his own was swallowed down a tight throat. Ciel pulled back again, moaning as he sat up, his knees on either side of Sebastian's head as the demon released his cock, instead trailing his tongue back to lick at Ciel's hole. Ciel groaned, as Sebastian's tongue pressed inside him, a long finger sliding inside as well, wiggling around to stretch open the tight hole.

"More", Ciel gasped, rocking back and forth on Sebastian's face, as the demon licked and fingered him open. Sebastian complied, sliding another finger in alongside the first, scissoring them as he withdrew his tongue. He replaced his tongue with a third, then a fourth finger.

"Like this?" Sebastian asked.

"Yes, please, yes!" Ciel almost screamed, as Sebastian struck his prostate repeatedly. Sebastian grinned as Ciel bucked on top of him, before falling forward, the pleasure becoming too much for him. Sebastian rolled Ciel over onto his back, keeping his fingers inside the young man and continuing to thrust them in and out.

Ciel whined in disappointment as Sebastian withdrew his fingers, before gasping as he felt the head of Sebastian's cock enter him.

"Sebastian, keep going", Ciel moaned.

"I should wait for you to –"

"Your fingers opened me enough, and it's not like we haven't done this before, now get all the way in", Ciel ordered. Sebastian slid halfway in, before stopping again.

"Enough?" he asked.

"I said all the way – I ordered you...", Ciel trailed off, his hand reaching up to his now blue right eye, as he realised that the mark from the pact had faded, as the mark on his thigh now held him under a different form of contract. His suspicions were confirmed when he saw that the black seal which was previously on the back of Sebastian's left hand had also disappeared.

"I no longer have to listen to your orders", Sebastian pointed out, as he slowly slid his way all the way inside.

"You said nothing would change..."

"This is the one area where things will be different, especially if ignoring your orders allows me to prolong the pleasure we both have", Sebastian responded, continuing forwards until he was fully seated inside Ciel.

Ciel groaned as he felt the heavy balls against the globes of his ass, wrapping his legs around Sebastian's waist as the demon leaned forward to look down at the now single-coloured gaze, glassy blue eyes gazing up at him. Sebastian began thrusting in and out shallowly, sitting back up to grip Ciel's legs, lifting them upwards to allow himself to thrust easier.

"Faster", Ciel gasped. Sebastian complied, moving a little faster, and continuing to increase his speed as he thrust roughly in and out of his young lover. Ciel tightened his hole, making the demon-butler moan at the pleasure Ciel was capable of giving him, even when the young man didn't mean to do so. He released Ciel's legs, and the young Lord immediately fastened them back around Sebastian's waist, tugging the demon forwards so that Ciel could kiss him.

"Sebastian, I'm – urgh", Ciel groaned, not managing to finish his warning before the overwhelming pleasure overtook him, and he came across his stomach, some spilling over onto the bedsheets beneath him. Sebastian allowed them both a few more thrusts before he came as well, filling Ciel with his own come. He pulled his cock from Ciel's hole, shooting the last strips of his come against the outside of Ciel's hole, also painting white streaks across the purpling mark he had left on the inside of Ciel's thigh. What he had released inside Ciel started dribbling back out, staining the bedcovers even more, as Sebastian sat back on his knees to observe the spent young man beneath him.

Ciel's eyes started drooping and he drifted off into sleep.

And that was when Ciel's problem had begun. And the first time Sebastian had lied to him, as he had found out the following morning – by marking Ciel as his mate, Ciel had actually become Sebastian's mate. He'd age until he was an adult anyway, that was how it worked, but he was already Sebastian's mate and already immortal...and having a serious problem, which Sebastian was clearly aware of, as he was hiding from Ciel.

Ciel continued stomping around the house, before looking outside. He stormed out there, heading to where Finnian was doing something in the garden – probably something destructive.

"Have you seen him?"

"Sebastian? He's in the greenhouse trimming the roses", Finnian replied.

Ciel slammed the door to the greenhouse so hard that it almost shattered.

"Good morning young master", Sebastian greeted him.

"Not going to call me your 'mate'?" Ciel spat at him.

"Of course not, not when someone may hear us, unless you like that idea."

"Do you want to explain?" Ciel asked, still just as angry.

Sebastian set down the shears he was using to trim the roses and moved over to where Ciel was standing. He pulled the young man over to the table and chairs the young Earl used when having tea in the greenhouse, and pushed him down into the chair. Sebastian ran his fingers through blue hair, as he knelt down on the floor, bringing himself face to face with his young mate.

"I take it you are still annoyed about me not telling you that what we did was mating?"

"You lied to me."

"Technically I said I was marking you –"

"You said we were the equivalent of engaged, not the equivalent of married. And you didn't say this would happen to me!"

"I don't know what you mean, young master", Sebastian purred, leaning in so that his face was really close to Ciel's. The young man turned bright red at this, making the demon's grin widen as he leaned in closer and pressed his lips against Ciel's. The teen groaned into the kiss, his groan deepening as Sebastian slipped his tongue into Ciel's mouth.

After a few moments, Sebastian pulled back, looking briefly at the lust-darkened eyes and flushed face of his young mate before standing up:

"My apologies, young master, but I must excuse myself to make your lunch", Sebastian said with a bow, before leaving the greenhouse. It took a moment for Ciel to realise what had happened, by which time the greenhouse door had already closed and Sebastian had already returned to the house.

"Bastard", Ciel swore under his breath, no less annoyed than he had been before, and now also somewhat aroused, which only served to increase his annoyance at his mate.

Later that day, Sebastian entered Ciel's office.

"Good afternoon, young master. For tea today I have –"

"An explanation?"

"Young master, I'm sure you know how it happened –"

"Hardly", Ciel scoffed. "And I mean that. I'm a guy –"

"It is possible, young master", Sebastian stated, setting down a cup of tea and a piece of cake for Ciel. "Can I get you anything else?"

"How about an explanation?" Ciel demanded.

"Like I said, you know what happened", Sebastian said with a wink, before leaving the room.

"Damn it", Ciel swore, annoyed at how easily Sebastian could slip away from him. He stabbed at the cake angrily. Although it was his favourite chocolate cake, he was still too annoyed, stabbing at it angrily rather than actually eating it. Sebastian was making him more and more angry, and was not giving him a real explanation of how this would work, not to mention actually helping him in any way. He glared at the mashed up chocolate cake, before pushing it aside, feeling nauseous all of a sudden. He continued to do his work, wondering when he'd be able to get Sebastian to talk about the situation.

Ciel spent the rest of the afternoon in his office, even having Sebastian bring dinner there so he didn't have to leave. He didn't leave until it was late evening, and headed upstairs to bed. He called Sebastian to help him get ready for bed, the demon arriving a short while later.

"Bedtime, young master?" Sebastian asked.

"Yes."

It was obvious that Ciel was still annoyed, so as Sebastian removed Ciel's clothes he placed a kiss on Ciel's stomach.

"What are you doing?" Ciel asked in annoyance.

"Kissing my family."

"How about explaining how I'm pregnant at all?!"

"Well, as the mate of a demon –"

"Just...never mind", Ciel interrupted. "Just stop smirking about it all the time and help me."

"Of course, young master. So, how about I explain the mechanics of male pregnancy and what we have to do now..."

Next/Final Chapter - Ciel's pregnancy progresses...

Chapter 2

Chapter Text

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Thoughts

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WARNINGS: SebaCiel, explicit yaoi, underage sex (Ciel is 13).

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Kuroshitsuji, it is the property of Yana Toboso.

"How are you feeling, young master?" Sebastian asked, as he tidied some things on the other side of Ciel's office. The blue-haired young man continued to eat, although he was grimacing slightly as he did so.

"I'm fat, nauseous, and the only food I seem to be able to keep down is chocolate cake and onions. Which wouldn't be so bad, except having both in the same mouthful is not helping the nausea."

"I think we need to talk about what to do now", Sebastian said, moving over to Ciel. He moved the empty plates to one side and pulled Ciel's chair backwards slightly, rubbing Ciel's slightly swollen stomach.

"What do you mean?" Ciel asked.

"Well, you are beginning to show, and we can't have you obviously pregnant at any functions. However, you can't drop out of society for a few months, that wouldn't really work without a proper excuse."

"I take it you have one?"

"I believe so, young master", Sebastian smiled, as he set down an envelope in front of Ciel. The blue-haired young man looked at Sebastian suspiciously as he picked up the envelope and tipped out the contents.

"Tickets?"

"The maiden voyage of the Campania II departs from Portsmouth in three days. It is heading to America, stopping at several points up and down the East coast of the country before returning. It's a four month round trip, which is just about enough time – you're a little over five months pregnant, so that should be enough time for you to have the child and have some time to rest as well, before we return."

"And this is what you call dropping out of society?"

"No, this is only where people will think we are. I have...acquired a property out in the country, far away from any habited areas, which is where we will actually be staying for the duration of our absence."

"I see", Ciel said thoughtfully.

"I believe it is the only way that we can take you out of society", Sebastian stated.

"I suppose it would make sense", Ciel said thoughtfully. He leaned back in his chair heavily.

"How are you feeling?" Sebastian asked, standing up from where he had been crouched in front of Ciel rubbing the young man's belly.

"Fat", Ciel groaned. "It's difficult to move."

"That's why I'm here", Sebastian said, leaning down to pick up Ciel, one arm under Ciel's back and the other under his legs. He carried Ciel with ease, taking the younger man from his office to his bedroom, setting him down gently on the bed.

Ciel leaned heavily into the bed, pressing himself against the mattress.

"I'm so tired", he muttered. "And fat."

"You are pregnant", Sebastian stated, leaning down to kiss Ciel's stomach.

"And it's so much fun", Ciel retorted.

"Perhaps I can make it a little more fun", Sebastian suggested, kissing Ciel's stomach again. This time he continued, kissing down Ciel's stomach. He pushed down the loose pants Ciel was having to wear around the slight bump, which slid down the young man's legs easily, revealing his arousal.

"Sebastian", Ciel groaned.

"Yes, young master?" Sebastian looked up at Ciel slyly, licking his lips. He was so close to Ciel's erection that licking his lips caused his tongue to slide along Ciel's cock slightly.

"Urgh, don't tease me", Ciel demanded.

"Of course not, Ciel", Sebastian purred. He pressed his tongue against Ciel's erection again, much more firmly this time, eliciting another groan from the blue-haired young man. Ciel leaned back into his pillows, one arm across his face, as Sebastian continue licking stripes up Ciel's erection.

After a few minutes, Sebastian ran his tongue up Ciel's cock, but this time settled his lips around the head of Ciel's hardness, sucking harshly and pressing his tongue into the already leaking slit. Ciel moaned as Sebastian continued sucking, the demon gradually taking in more and more of Ciel's erection.

Before long, Ciel moaned loudly, arching his back and coming into Sebastian's waiting mouth. Sebastian hummed as he swallowed it all down, continuing to suck for almost a full minute, making Ciel shiver with pleasure above him. Eventually, Sebastian released Ciel's softened cock with a pop. Ciel looked down at Sebastian sleepily, before yawning widely. Sebastian smiled at his mate, pulling Ciel's trousers back up.

"Sleep now, my little mate, and I'll prepare everything for us to leave", Sebastian said soothingly, reaching up and running his hand through Ciel's hair. Ciel nodded as he drifted asleep, leaving Sebastian to sort everything out for their trip.

Ciel paced back and forward, but slowly, muttering to himself repeatedly:

"Stupid damn demon, where is he? Never here when I need him."

He was pacing back and forward in front of the large bed in the bedroom he had been using for the last few months. He and Sebastian had done as Sebastian suggested, made it known that they were going on the Campania II, while in fact staying in a cottage out in the countryside. Ciel even had managed to get time off from his duties as the Queen's watchdog, at least in a way, as she believed that the Campania II may suffer from the same problems as the first Campania, and had in fact approved of Ciel going on the voyage.

"Urgh", Ciel groaned in pain, gripping his belly. He was now coming up on 8 months pregnant. Earlier that day he had woken up to find a note from Sebastian, stating that the demon had gone to acquire items which could pass as souvenirs from America, as the ship would have docked in the final port it was stopping at by this time. What had woken Ciel was a pain in his belly, and although he knew Sebastian would be able to sense it instantly if there was any problem with the baby, he was still a little concerned at the twinges, which were only increasing in frequency.

Ciel started at the sound of the front door opening downstairs. He was going to head down the stairs, but he heard Sebastian beginning to come up the stairs, so decided to let the demon come to him. Just as Sebastian opened the bedroom door, a larger twinge hit Ciel and he groaned loudly, gripping his stomach.

"Where have you been?" Ciel groaned.

"I did leave a message –"

"It still took you ages", Ciel complained, before groaning again and sinking to the floor. Sebastian reached down and lifted up the teen, placing him on the bed.

"It seems you are in labour, my young mate", Sebastian said. "I will fetch everything we need."

"Stay", Ciel ordered, grabbing Sebastian's arm.

"It won't take long, but I have to fetch a few things to help. How long have you been feeling these pains?"

"They woke me up this morning, at least three hours ago", Ciel replied.

Sebastian felt the bed, finding a wet patch and realising that Ciel's water had broken a few hours ago.

"Just relax as much as possible, my young mate, I'll sort everything and make sure you are fine", Sebastian said soothingly, reaching up to stroke Ciel's hair.

"Sebastian, 'm tired", Ciel groaned, before grunting a bit as another contraction hit him.

"Hold on", Sebastian said, before running downstairs, grabbing something, and returning, his demonic abilities allowing him to do this in the blink of an eye.

"Sebastian –"

"Drink this", Sebastian said, handing Ciel the small bottle he'd just grabbed from the kitchen. "It will make you sleep through the birth."

Ciel looked at Sebastian a little skeptically, but still accepted the bottle of purplish-orange liquid and drank it. He closed his eyes and drifted into a dreamless sleep, knowing Sebastian would make sure everything was okay, with both Ciel and the baby.

CAMPANIA II RETURNS TO ENGLAND

Ciel set down the paper, the headline the same as it had been for the last few days, ever since the boat had returned. Probably due to what happened with the first Campania, Ciel thought to himself. He leaned on his hand, elbow on the ledge of the carriage window as he watched the countryside move past. Sebastian was sat opposite him.

"Would you like to hold her?" Sebastian asked.

"Sure", Ciel replied, tiredness evident in his voice as he took the baby girl from Sebastian and settled her on his lap.

"Are you still tired, young master?"

"Well, it would be easier if she slept during the night rather than only during the day", Ciel pointed out.

The carriage slowed down, making a turn before continuing slowly.

"I believe we are home", Sebastian stated, as the carriage rolled to a stop in front of Phantomhive Manor.

"Are you sure the explanation will work?" Ciel asked.

"I believe it will. Anyway, allow me." Sebastian opened the carriage door, stepping down and helping Ciel out of the carriage, the blue-haired young teen still carrying the baby girl. Sebastian thanked the carriage driver, who circled round and headed away from the Manor, leaving Sebastian and Ciel to enter the house, Sebastian opening the door for Ciel.

The four servants were waiting inside the entryway to the house:

"Welcome back, young master", they chorused, all of them bowing.

"Is that a baby?" Finnian asked.

"I think it is", Bard added, before either Sebastian or Ciel could say anything. Ciel gave Sebastian a look, and the demon nodded, while Ciel headed upstairs to the master bedroom.

"If the four of you will head into the sitting room, I will explain", Sebastian said, indicating the four of them to head into the sitting room.

"Including about the baby?" Mey-rin asked.

"What else needs explaining?" Sebastian asked.

"Oh, yeah, I guess that's it", she mused thoughtfully, one finger on her chin.

The five Phantomhive servants headed into the sitting room, four of them sitting down, while Sebastian stood in front of them.

"Now then, as you all know, we were on the maiden voyage of the Campania II. While we were there we encountered a young widow, who was returning to her family in America. She found that the Campania II would be the quickest way to get there, as she was heavily pregnant. Her husband had died in the Sudan Campaign, a war going on at the moment which involves some English troops, but she herself was originally from America, while her husband was English. She had told many people on board that she was returning to America to her last remaining family, a distant cousin named John. While we were on the voyage, she went into labour, and ultimately died in childbirth. Her surname was that of her deceased husband, and her cousin was known only as John, so the baby would have been put in an orphanage upon arrival. Our young master, as a philanthropist, as well as due to the fact that the woman had been a good person, decided to adopt the child. She will be the Phantomhive heir rather than be left in an American orphanage. Any questions?"

"What if the young master ever gets married?" Mey-rin asked.

"I don't believe he's that interested in such matters", Sebastian responded.

"Yeah, we...know", Bard said purposefully. So he knows, Sebastian thought to himself. In fact, they probably all do, unsurprising really given the amount of noise I can get him to make.

"Well then, I will go and check on the master –"

"What's her name?" Finnian asked.

"Rachel Valentia Phantomhive."

"That's pretty", Mey-rin commented.

"Yes, it is", Sebastian agreed. "It is also made up of the young Lord's mother's name, as well as a name derived from a Latin word meaning strong, powerful and healthy. Now if you'll all excuse me, I am going to check on the young Lord and Rachel."

Sebastian left the four of them in the room, heading upstairs to check on Ciel and Rachel. He entered the bedroom to see Ciel sat on the bed, watching Rachel crawl around on the bed but also making sure she wouldn't fall off.

"They know about us", Sebastian said, as soon as he was sure the door was closed.

"And Rachel?"

"They believed my story."

"What if someone looks into the situation?"

"A pregnant woman did die in childbirth on the ship. The only detail we have changed is that the baby was in reality stillborn. However, it didn't take much to change the memories of the midwife and doctor who helped her so that they believed a young English Earl adopted the baby girl."

"What shall we do now then?" Ciel asked.

"Well, I will sort out a nursery for her in the bedroom opposite this one. I will also sort a cot in your office. For now, I suggest you go and get started on the paperwork which I'm sure has been piling up over the last few months. I will arrange for some tea."

"What about her?" Ciel asked, looking to where Rachel had fallen asleep again at the foot of Ciel's bed. In the second it took him to look at her and back at Sebastian, there was a flurry of sheets. Ciel saw that Sebastian was holding an unusual-looking piece of fabric, which the demon then tied around himself. He lifted Rachel gently, before sliding her into the fabric, which kept her firmly attached to his back.

"I will carry her while I sort a cot in your office, then she can sleep there while I build her nursery."

"Sebastian, you still haven't told me if being part-demon will affect her in any way."

"We'll have to wait and see – and that's not me avoiding the issue, if she is in any way different it will not be evident until it becomes evident."

"Fine. Go sort the cot and some tea. I'll change and then head down there."

"Do you require assistance changing clothes?"

"No. Besides, if you go and sort out the cot and tea, it'll probably be ready in the time it takes me to change and get to my office, right?"

"Of course, young master", Sebastian responded, bowing to Ciel, but only bowing a short way, so that Rachel wouldn't be disturbed on his back. The demon left the room to begin his task while Ciel stood up to get changed, hoping that everyone else would believe their story of where Rachel came from as easily as the four servants had done.

End

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Hey hi hey! Been a while...was curious how your writing is going and when we’ll get something new from you...yana is thirsty 😘

HI YANA! So the original plan was to get my current WIP, the as of yet still nameless season 8 fix-it, done and posted by the end of September... Seeing as my calendar is informing me that it’s the 28th right now, we’ll see how that one goes. Then I’m going to finish off Mr. Black & Lady Grey in order to post on  Halloween, then work on a different modern AU to be posted in November. From there we’ll see, there’s a million ideas in my planning folder, who knows what kind of inspiration will strike next. Oh, and I may do some Christmasy, Hallmark-movie-esque one shots in December, depending on how much time  I have between school and hopefully Gendrya Fest again, that was fun last year.

In any case, the new plan is to post this story by this weekend, because if I don’t give myself a deadline, it’s never getting done. Although the lack of title is going to become an issue eventually. 

As for the actual writing itself, inspiration is definitely coming in spurts for this story. I have a general outline figured out, as well as little snippets from each individual section, it’s now just a matter of stringing everything together coherently. And naturally, one of the sections that still needs writing is the smut, because that is always the last thing I write, for some reason. I’m also trying not to simply take my previous AUs and just repeat the same beats again, because this is definitely a different story than the ones shown in any of those. 

Here’s the last snippet I’ll be revealing before posting, taking place sometime before the battle.

Arya reaches for him, or maybe Gendry reaches for her. Either way, Arya’s first kiss ends nearly before it begins as their heads almost slam together, the only saving grace Gendry’s gentle hand on the back of her neck as he whispers hasty apologies against her giggling mouth. But they never truly part, instead slowly bringing their lips back together to taste and enjoy this stolen moment in Gendry’s little room off the forge. He guides her carefully, and she lets him, because even if she’d be the last to admit it, her only experience comes from the dreams that would wake her on steamy, restless nights in Braavos.

And if those dreams had always involved strong hands, stormy blue eyes, and sweaty black hair, well, no one needs to know.

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Warnings/Triggers: Smut references. 18+ only, If under 18, kindly un-follow me and leave my blog. Come back when you are 18! Sick dog. Jax being himself.

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You woke up at around five, to see Kozik still awake and Happy laying on the floor on the other side of Kozy. His arm draped around the dog cuddling him. You smiled seeing this sight. “Good morning sis.” “Morning.” You stood up slowly not to wake the two sleeping boys. You kissed Koziks head and walked to the kitchen opening the fridge. Grabbing eggs and some bacon you set it on the counters. “Kozik you can go and sleep in the guest room.” “I actually did fall asleep for a bit, about the same time Happy did. I just woke up a few minutes ago.” You nodded grabbing the coffee from the top shelf. Getting water you filled the coffee pot, then poured the grounds into the filter. You sat against the counter pressing start.  Turning to the eggs and bacon you began to prepare them. Whisking the eggs till fluffy, you poured them in the skillet and set the bacon on a baking rack, putting it in the oven. You scrambled the eggs on the pan, grabbing some cheese and throwing it in for good measure. After the eggs where done you put them in a large bowl with a spoon. Pulling the bacon out, you smiled at how crispy it was. Plating it you grabbed three plates and silverware. “Brother, food is done.” You walked into the living room, kneeling next to Happy. “Food is done babe.” He groaned waking up slightly. He looked up to see your beautiful face smiling down at him. He was 100% sure this was heaven staring into y/c/e. He slowly got up, careful not to disturb Kozy. You grabbed a blanket and folded it thick. Setting it in the kitchen next to your chair. “Hap, can you bring him in here.” He nodded slowly lifting Kozy up. Walking him to the kitchen he laid him down carefully. You pet his head as he woke up slightly. “Morning my baby.” You kissed Kozys head. He gave you a slight lick and fell back asleep. “If I ate a tray of pot brownies I’d be knocked out too.” Happy laughed a bit. “Remember when we ate those brownies from Donut, his old lady made for us?” you snorted shaking your head. “Man.. that was a fucked up few days!”

“Babe, Yana made some brownies for us.” Happy walked in setting them on the table. You walked in a bra and panties, currently in the middle of doing your hair. “Fuck..” Happy looked you up and down. walking over he grabbed your hips pulling you close to him kissing your neck. “Hey Babe! Doing my hair for date night.” “Mmm.. lets spend it inside. Me making love to you all night..” he kept kissing up and down your naked neck. “Hap we always do that.. we plan a nice night out and you decide we make love all night. As great as our sex life is, I want to have fun night out with my old man!” Happy smiled a bit. He kissed the top of your head agreeing. “Want a brownie while you get ready. I am going to have one.” You nodded as he walked opened the container handing you one. Both of you chatting as you ate it. “Well I am going to go finish my hair.” Hap agreed watching you walk to the bed room.

30 Minutes later you felt a slight buzzed feeling. By this time Happy had given you one more brownie since you asked for it. They were really chocolaty and delicious, more so than any brownie you had ever ate. Your body started to get heavier by the second. You hurd Happys footsteps come down the hall. He looked at you slumped over on your makeup table staring at him. “What the fuck….. why do I feel like this..” you mumbled, your mouth felt like it was moving so slow. Taking forever to even finish a sentence. “I think…. Those brownies had weed in them…” Happy stumbled to the bed laying down. Staring at the ceiling fan he watched it go around and around. “Fuckkkkkkkkk…” Happy spoke, making the word go long. You slowly stood up laying down next to him. He looked at you and you looked at him. “Damn.. how much weed did she fucking put in these…….” You hiccupped laughing at Haps expression. He had the classic stoner look on. Blank faced with a slight hazy smile.

Tuning over you fell off the bed. “Omph!” “You ok…?” you slowly got up siting back on the bed. “Yeah..” the buzz was a bit lower then the night before. “We fell asleep…” he nodded turning to look at you. “Yeah.. fuck those where really strong. I do not know how people expected to do much on these.” Happy slumped arm over your body. “I am starving… but can barly move…” you laughed nodding. “Same…”

Waking up the next morning you and Happy looked at the clock. “Fuck it is 3PM!” you stood up quickly. Happy grabbed his phone calling Donut. “What the fuck where in those brownies!?” you hurd Donut laughing his ass off on the other side of the phone. “Yana gave you the wrong ones… no need to come to the clubhouse today you two. It takes a bit to get normal after those.” Happy hung up the phone and dialed another number. “Yes.. can I get two large peperoni pizzas, a spaghetti with meatballs, garlic bread and some diet mountain dew for my lady?” Happy hung up the phone. “I love you so much..” you smiled at him giving him a lazy kiss. “Mmm… If I was not so damn buzzed I’d ask for more..” you laughed agreeing.

That night, Happy and you ate all the food he ordered.

“Baby.. thanks for the food.” Happy sat down dishing him self some eggs and bacon. Kozik agreed doing the same. They both ate and chatted. You moved your food around a bit taking small bites staring down at Kozy tiredly. The dog woke up wagging his tail slightly. “Gotta pee baby?” the dog slowly got up following you to the patio. Lifting him up you walked down the stairs with him.  You sat on the stairs of the deck, watching as he sauntered around sniffing the grass. He eventually peed and pooped. You waited till he was at the steps and lifted him up. Opening the door he followed you back to the kitchen. Kozik and Happy cleaning up the dishes besides your plate. “Sis eat. Then go back to sleep.” You did not feel like fighting and agreed. Finishing the food you handed the dishes to Happy and went to the couch. “Hun.. go ahead and take Kozy to sleep on the bed.” You smiled widely at him agreeing.

Laying in the bed, Kozik laid Kozy next to you. He covered both of you up, kissing the top of both your heads. “Sleep you two.” Nodding you drifted asleep. Kozik grabbed his phone and started looking at apartments for rent. “What do you think about her moving to another apartment?” Happy sighed putting the dishes away. “Not excited.. but I can see her reasoning. Intel, we get our grounding everything will be chaotic.” Kozik agreed. “I am sorry that I am not sorry for hitting you..” Kozik mumbled. “I am not upset.. you did it for her. I would do the same.” They both agreed with each other as they sat on the couch.

“Y/N wake up..” you felt a slight movement in you shoulder. Opening your eyes you seen Happy waking you up. Touching over the bed you did not feel Kozy. “He came into the living room a bit ago. He is asleep with your brother on the couch. We fed him half his food like the vet suggested.” You grabbed Happy by his kutte pulling him to you. You kissed him deeply, moving your hands to his face you pulled him on top of you. He shifted his weight not to put any on you still concerned about your wounds. His tongue slid past your lips and glided against yours. He pushed his hard-on against your pajama pants. Moaning in his mouth he did it again. He pulled away breathing hard. “Fuck.. what was that for…?” you smiled at him, rubbing your thumb against his plump bottom lip. “For watching over Kozy and I..” he bent his head down kissing your lips gently. “Always my hurricane.” “Ew… can we not do that while Kozik is in the house…?” you looked over blushing slightly. “Then quit staring.” Happy shrugged looking at him. “Well I gotta go. Kozy is sleeping. Bye you two!” you waved as he walked out. Happy waited till the door was closed before he pulled your shirt up revealing your braless chest. “Mmm… fuck…” he licked up your tummy to your breasts latching on to one of your nipples. He notes how much lighter the bruises where since the last time he had seen your bare body. “Aahh.. Happy…” you slide your hand to the back of his neck holding him there. He rolled your nipple between his teeth, sucking and slightly biting. The pain and pleasure sending shocks up and down your spine. Happy trailed his tongue to your other nipple, leaving saliva connecting the two. Repeating the actions again, you felt your body starting to tingle. “Mmm.. such pretty nipples… such beautiful breasts…” he mumbled against them. “Happy don’t stop..” you bucked into him, begging for the friction. Your legs turning to jelly as you felt an orgasm keeping you on edge. You knew he knew how to please you. How to make you cum without even touching your soaked core. 

“Whoa sorry!!” you looked at the doorway to see Jax and Gemma standing there. Happy shot up covering you. He slammed the door in Jaxs face. Once you got situated he opened it again. “What the fuck do you want prince?!” you anger was for two reasons. 1. What he did to Kozy. 2. Denying you the orgasm Happy was about to give you. “I came to apologize. When no one answered and the door was unlocked I got worried.” Gemma nodded agreeing with her son. Showing the gun she had pulled out as they searched the house. “Gemma do you need me for something?” “I came to check on your wounds. Seems like your are ok. I still see your ribs are slightly bruised.” You blushed knowing they both seen you topless. Happy stood behind you, hands on your hips. You could feel the heat radiating off him. Both in anger and horniness. “There is a party tomorrow night guys. Come Y/N.” Gemma smiled at you. “We hit are years sales goal in two months because of you!” you blinked slightly. “It has been two months since I have been here?!” you internally where shocked. “Well month and a half including Colorado.” You winced at the memories. “We will be there.” Happy spoke up, cold as ever. Jax turned around, he looked down seeing Kozy come up to him. Jax leaned down petting him. “I am so sorry little man for making you sick. Hope the trippin was not too bad for you. You probably see me with three heads right now..” he rubbed the top of Kozys head. “You lucky.. I don’t tell him to bite.. you.” Jax frowned standing up walking over to you. “You can hit me again if you want darlin.” At the nickname you felt the clutch Happy on you grow tighter. “Not worth it Prince. He forgives you but I don’t.” Jax sighed bending over, kissing your cheek. “I really am sorry. Sorry for barging in Hap, did it for protective reasons. We have enemies.” Gemma came over hugging you and nodding to Happy. She was a bi quieter than normal. “I will see you tomorrow Gemma. Only if Kozy is better.” “Bring him with. A prospect can watch him. Or Tig.” “Naw.. my baby boy is sick. He is my responsibility.” You said calmly. “Your going to be a great mom one day.” You laughed a bit. “The only kid I want is the one with four paws.” “We will see about that.” She smirked walking out.

You rolled you eyes slightly wondering if she thought you where pregnant or if it was because you and Happy had been fooling around. You felt your center of gravity shift, Happy pushing you gently on the table. “So fucking sick of his nicknames… guess he needs to know who you fucking belong too..”

[yana-of-the-arcana]

poison in the kitchen

Warning(s): None Pairing: Julian Devorak x Apprentice (Yana)

Summary: A medical student walks into a curio shop. The joke is how long two idiots deny their feelings for each other. ((A Modern AU composed of sentence starters / prompts.))

In which Yana has a weird job.

"I'm sorry, what?"

Julian has gotten used to hearing Yana say rather outlandish remarks far too nonchalantly, but this one takes the cake by far.

She takes another sip of her tea, sitting behind the counter and watching him as he slumps in his customary chair in the curio shop, right in the window and surrounded by drying herbs hanging from the ceiling. He's just gotten off his shift at his latest residency, and as became their custom he immediately went to her shop so the two could get dinner together.

They decided that they'd rather cook than eat out, and Yana's casual explanation of why they can't use her kitchen is what's currently leaving Julian gaping.

She repeats herself slowly. "We can't go to my place since I'm making poison in the kitchen."

He stares at her, but she doesn't break. "You're...you're serious."

"Incredibly so."

"What do you need poison for?"

"It's not for me, it's for a customer."

"And the question still stands, what do they need poison for?"  

She chews her cheek for a moment. "Poison might not be the right word. It's a potion meant to give someone bad luck." Yana shrugs, a smirk tugging at one corner of her lips as she explains, "Mostly it just smells awful in my apartment right now."

He mutters something that sounds suspiciously like 'unbelievable' and Yana hides her grin by finishing the last of her tea, setting the mug down on the old mahogany counter. Julian runs a hand through his hair, crossing his foot over his knee as he looks at her with a lopsided grin. "It's a wonder you haven't been evicted yet."

"I'm not the one who nearly burnt down an entire building."

"No one ever told me you aren't supposed to put metal in the microwave!" Her laugh fuels his scowl, though it can never last for long when he sees her smile.

"You're the dumbest medical student I know," she teases, voice full of warmth and eyes betraying her growing fondness for the young man. If he keeps visiting her shop, she has a feeling his charm is going to win her over completely (as if it hasn't already).

He laughs, giving her a smarmy smirk. "And you're the rudest shop keep I know."

She shrugs with a smile, standing from her seat behind the counter and stretching her arms above her head, hearing a satisfying crack in her back. "Well, if we're going to eat anytime soon then we better start closing up shop."

While Yana takes out her keys to lock up the cabinets and display cases, Julian remains seated, watching her with a raised brow. "We?" he parrots with feigned indignance, though the scowl she gives him when she stops next to his chair triggers a chuckle at her expense.

"Yes we, now get up and help me." She gives his leg a playful kick and turns to begin her closing ritual, knowing that as much as he might argue now, within minutes he'll be up and mopping up the floors for her. It's strange to think that the medical student stumbling into her shop asking to see her ex two years ago is now a constant presence – one she doesn't want to get rid of any time soon (or maybe any time ever).

Julian watches her locking glass display cases of ingredients and crystals, taking out the more expensive ones to lock in the safe she keeps hidden in the back of the shop. "Technically I'm a customer."

"Then why haven't you bought a single thing?" She finishes up, the keys in her hands and several jars and silk bags in her arms as she levels him with a smirk. As she walks back towards the counter, she explains with the tone of a scolding mother, "You've been coming in here for nearly two years to study, chat, or disparage magic, and I haven't kicked you out." Before she can exit to the back through the curtained arch, and before he can come up with some excuse, she turns and quips, "And you have the audacity to call me rude."

He watches her disappear into the back, trying to come up with a retort. Something within him is giggling madly at the exchange, but he does his best to keep his face constrained to a grin; she doesn't need to know how much he looks forward to seeing her. When she comes back out from the back, carrying a mop and bucket with her, he straightens in the chair, puffing out his chest. "You know, I was just about to buy something but now I can't – out of principle."

Yana rolls her eyes, stopping in front of him and holding out the mop and bucket. "If you help, I'll make blini for dessert," she bargains, only to laugh a moment later at the childish twinkle and awe that overtakes his face.

"Have I ever told you you're the most generous woman I know?" The smile and wink he gives her as he stands and takes the cleaning supplies from her might be perceived as flirtatious by an outsider. Julian prefers to kid himself and label it as platonic, and Yana is content to remain delusional and chalk it up to his personality.

(Still, he's lingering for a hair too long and a hair too close for just a friend.)

She flicks his nose and returns his wink. "And I don't believe you for a second."

Their laughter fills the shop as she goes to continue her routine and he goes to start mopping up in the back. While he walks, he steals a glance at her to see her small form at the counter once more, going through the register and concentrating on counting while biting her bottom lip. His chest aches at the sight, for a reason he won't let himself comprehend, and he sighs under his breath, "I wish you would."

He doesn't think she hears him.

She does.

She spends the rest of the time avoiding his eyes and trying to hide her blush, and Julian is none the wiser.

A/N: In these troubling times I just wanted to write something self-indulgent and domestic with these two. Feel free to send in prompts for me!