#cuz idk i guess i both deeply repressed a lot of memories and i also just registered so much horrible shit as normal for so long | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

hecksupremechips · 4 months

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Anyone else having a major identity crisis cuz you realized that there’s just this entire version of you that you carefully crafted in order to cope with your abuse and you lived that life your whole life but it’s not you at all and you start to realize this as you slowly allow yourself to experience life outside of your abuse and it causes a crisis cuz you don’t know who you are outside of this persona you created and you have no clue how to function without your abusers dictating your life

#the klock keeps ticking #teehee im just thinking so hardcore about it all lately #and just realizing things have been a lot more fucked up for me than i realized #cuz idk i guess i both deeply repressed a lot of memories and i also just registered so much horrible shit as normal for so long #now its like. what the hell even is normal what is okay i certainly dont know #and its like i know theres this real version of me that exists outside of the persona i created but rn theyre clashing #cuz i dont know which one to be anymore not in this environment

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