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#daan teasing her abt her bremen unethical experiments theory + his being a doctor putting him in a position of Opposing Authority in her--
beeapocalypse · 8 months
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AUGH karins orphanage dialogue where she says if anyone does you wrong you have to retaliate swiftly + violently. girl you have gotten into so many fist fights for sure
#if her day was just two percent worse the moment daan started teasing her when the train stopped she wouldve tackled him like a dog lol#her backstory of getting kidnapped and living unknowingly With her kidnapper for years in a country she didnt know the language of is--#--so much man there is no way she feels safe around anyone unless shes seen them at their worst / has grilled them for hours with deeply--#--uncomfortable questions. unsatisfied to be anything but the one in charge bc if she isnt shes in danger. the sheer DISGUST that comes--#--thru in her anger! gah !#shes so interesting. she feels awkward around children bc her only frame of reference of childhood herself is a deeply uncomfortable--#--and unsettling period of time where nobody believed her about anything but it is SO hard for her to put aside her own--#--roughness to get down on their level. an entire lifetime where authority figures failed her so now shes--#--got to fight for every single inch of ground gained#GAH. contrasting that with daans tendency to mold himself into the shape that authority wants from him. they make me SICK !!!!!#daan teasing her abt her bremen unethical experiments theory + his being a doctor putting him in a position of Opposing Authority in her--#--head that makes her feel like shes touching a hot stove or some shit for a while jsut looking at him when rlly they both have the same--#--exact issues and have just learned to cope w them differently. the moment karin swallows down that trigger finger anger and has a real--#--conversation with him just makes being around him all the more uncomfortable bc she is forced to acknowledge he is just a man and not an-#--enemy. constantly going after him and all her snappy anger was directed at this weird + sad victim of the war. like ummmmm oops. but she-#--never apologizes .
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