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#disappear but ...with matty i feel like id never left his side man it feels like ive neve left him at all
h0bi · 7 years
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im....going on a date tomorrow ? 😧🤔👫💕🍦🎟 *not clickbait*
#oh my god....#part TWO of the idk hiw long series of varsha get ur fuckin self together you dumb BITCH !!!#SO .... SO... matty came over today like i mentioned earlier and thankfully i managed to get out of my big warm fuzzy pants and ratty old#tshirt into some legging n my bootleg gucci hoodie witch cost 30 rupees when i bought it last yr#and im dumb and extra and wanted..to like. NOT impress him ofc but just...look nice i guess idk dont ask me the details BLESE cos i myself#have no clue why i did it . ut i dragged my sorry ass of my bed n made my hair all kinda urly n wavy at the end n put on me favvv lipglöśś#(the 1 that smells like banana candy ✨✨✨)#n then i decided to make sure my uglass BI#🅱️imples shouldnt look like fucking MOUNT EVEREST ON MY FACE so slathered that shit in bb cream n revlon powder godbless i looked less like#a steaming pile of garbage after ! v#but ANYWAY movion he came over like#45??minutes later with a tray full of these caramel tart things that his grandma used to make#and hpboy them shits were DELICIOUS like its BRAZY im salivating just thinkingabt them 🤤🤤 n im not even a caramel person so#we used to have them all the time as lil kiddies but he hated them so inwas like whadda hell ?? wyd??#n he told me that he spent like 4 hours in their kitchen trying to make them for me bc he knew that i havemt eaten them in so long n he#was so cute shshhshd when he tild me he was all bashful like BOY STOPSOSKSND IM GONNA NSJSSHSH#n we talked aboit all the things that had happened so far and it was so weird because u kno#even if its ur best friend frm childhood ..ofu spend a lotta time apart without ant form of contact that orgibal bond between u two could#disappear but ...with matty i feel like id never left his side man it feels like ive neve left him at all#i just feel so at HOME whattdgfthdgcucycucucakjsbs 😞😞#n he just watched me eat the pastries for a solid 45 minutes ....just chuckling at uow fast i was inhaling them shits good god theyre so#GOOD#and hes the same as he was when he was younger he loves ppl playing with his hair n i just spent so long with my hand in his pretty pretty#curls just running my fingers through them as he told me about all our friends back in argentina n just life i guess#n THEN... THEN he said that he wanted to explore the area n suggested that we go to the nearby shopping mall n i was like ya ok whteva n he#sudeenly got all shy WHICH I DIDNT THINK OF MUCH AT FIRST#before being like..we should go watch a movie ..have u seen it ?? n he was teasing me cos i get scared easily#n he was like 'we should see it so if u get scared u can jump into my arms' n i just about LOST it#but then he called me a giant baby n i also remebered hes MORE scared of horror movies than me so fuckcj SHUT UP MAYHAPS MISTRE MATTIAS SIR#god am i overthinking this ??? im over thinking this fuck me im killing myself right now goodbye
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