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skunkes · 7 months

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WAIT TALON LOSES HIS WRINKLAGE WHEB HES FED?

Yeas ^_^ talon was turned when he was like 29 but even then he had a youthful/baby face. His default form looks something like dis (im still figuring it out, i dont draw him Young often for character reasons)

he doesn't like that he never gets to age, mostly after experiencing abuse under the assumption that he was even younger than he looks, so he forgoes feeding (the vampiric fountain of youth) so he can look old all the time to feel safer, be taken seriously etc (dis is also why he always looks uncomfortable when i draw him Unwrinkled, he feels unguarded and exposed)

He could just shapeshift to look however he wants when he's fed but it means needing to feed more often, he likes his Aged appearance to feel "Natural" and also well. Punishing himself, because sometimes disordered eating and other behaviors that can and do stem from abuse are just like that

#oc text #plucked directly from the 2 unsettling times in my life i had guys hit on me and be #disappointed that i wasnt actually um extremely underaged. lol. lol. lol.#the rest is all unique to him #anonymous #skunk mail #and also why when i draw him fed he's always wearing big clothess and he doesnt wear lipstick which is usually #the only thing talon does to put effort into his appearance #i actually genuinely still dont know how talon feels about his old body #which is why i keep putting him in long sleeved clothes with multiple layers even when hes Old #i used to draw him more in revealing clothing but that whole area is enshrouded in mystery to me rn #bc idk his true feelings on it

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