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burinazar · 3 months

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wondering how many more people in my circles i've accumulated enough Recommending-Things-To Credit to throw the hole show at them because i am dying for more sickos to show my things to

that 'write for an audience of thirty sickos' tweet is like aspirational to me because if i had that many (especially if a couple were like, Concrit-giving Sickos) i'd be really happy and not even slightly wish for a bigger audience. but it seems i can at most pull three-to-four sickos at a time and the prior sickos orbit away before new sickos come. Where Are My Thirty Sickos

#something really unfortunate is that there IS someone who shares the fandom with me AND shares my 'fics are Serious Art' takes #and would under other circumstances perhaps be able to give me the excoriating constructive criticism i desire*#*not that i don't love positive comments too! i ADORE them ; - ; feels like positive feedback on Bits Of My Soul <3 but i also want concrit #--anyway. under other circumstances i could perhaps request it from them.#BUT. LIKE. i keep framing stories through the lense of a ship they REALLY don't want to read and am unlikely to stop. whoopsie!!!#anyway. if you can stomach much Horror and Pain with the assurance that the driving force that makes it horrifying is Love and Tenderness #if you like the thought of engaging with a narrative where the act of doing so IS you acting out the metaphor of irreversible journey--#the theme of the inevitable destruction of innocence is one you yourself will have enacted upon you through following the story--#do your ebil a favor and watch the orphan hole show

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