#doesnt mean i'm sad just you know somehow paralysed and cant take action in certain parts of my life | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

estellaestella · 1 year

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and sometimes you gotta laugh at your debilitating tendencies. like i went out to a party or something in july and i still have a jewelry box (that i took out then) on one end of my bed. I have been sleeping in a fetal position for two months rather than removing the box and putting it in a safe place.

it's actually open. has been for two months.

it even contains earrings inherited from my mum, so i'm terrified of pushing it over the edge in my sleep.

still dont know why i cant just be normal and put things away like a normal person.

real life; shitsville. online: omg, i have never posted stuff to insta this regularly like e-v-e-r

#mental health issues #doesnt mean i'm sad just you know somehow paralysed and cant take action in certain parts of my life #absolutely thriving in other parts of my life - things that involves others #but taking care of me is probably at the bottom of my list of priorities #i'm a high functioning something but not sure what #i actually have two jewelry boxes at the foot of my bed but the other one is closed #crap wait - just checked i hv 3 jewelry boxes here - not counting my tray of rings - which now that i think of it counts as a 4th

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