#don't get too hyped for an update soon tho bc it's still on the back burner for rn. just bc i have a couple more pressing things cooking to

[dont-be-late-to-the-dance]

yall I was JOKING about how this would fix me but like

HE ACTUALLY FUCKING FIXED ME.

that man Fixed Me for real. this actually isn't a joke

I WENT BACK TO MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AU FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THE MY EFFIN LIFE SHOW AND DIDN'T WANT TO DIE AT ALL!! DIDN'T CRY EITHER‼️ NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT!!!!!

I EVEN WROTE THREE (3) PARAGRAPHS WITHOUT GETTING SAD!!!!!!! LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!

[suggers-got-dingled]

hey bridie we got thru the birth/death of robrence ! once this awful robecca nonsense is over and his schemes are revealed well get the good stuff ie rob getting dragged by lucky and left a broken mess. I cant deny I h8 all the seb and rob scenes I just cant see past how much its hurting aaron and even tho I don't belive hes staying I couldn't accept him as theirs as aaron was tortured with his childhood abuse and SH over this and he will always be bex son whether shes here or not. Just bring on

(2) xmas and Katie as a ghost I cannot wait. Even tho its not that long to go I still find waiting till jan for the whites to sod off too long the only good part is seeing lucky in the attic and then losing the plot tom deserves a good exit. lets hope we get some more good spoilers soon or leaked videos theyre the only thing helping with this hell plot. Overdramtic Anon x

(3) Wow I can’t wait to erase 2017 from my memory it’s just been the whole kitchen sink of misery @ robron and us. Hopefully next weds scenes will be something we can hold onto until my monoshipper self is tested with aaron and the doctor 2.0 (WHY 😫) I just want RJS to near flatline and be in a coma why is that so much to ask for and attic boy seems like it leads to nothing I’m trying to stay positive but dear god it’s so hard these days 😢 Overdramtic Anon x

MY FAVOURITE ANON ❤️❤️

I’m sorry I’ve been absolutely useless at replying this week

…I may have not had time or I may just be recovering from robrence, on top of contending with the latest spoilers and a fresh void of monoshipper hell

I guess we’ll never know 😉

(but that’s why I’ve attached all your messages into one to reply in bulk, makes it easier for little old me who is an absolute expert in procrastinating but not getting on track with workload in and out of fandom life)

anyway, update: attic boy is rather humorous but could have had so much more potential… like fine spy on ur family through a hole you’ve drilled bc the vents just weren’t fulfilling enough, and sit back chilling with a satisfied smirk as ur mum breaks down like the sick fuck u are but like couldn’t u have uncovered the secret we all want to know???? pfft disappointed

and you know what else I’m disappointed by?? EVERYTHING Robert and the whites, and EVERYTHING Robert and Seb!!

LITERALLY JUST EVERYTHING

I HATE IT ALL AND I’M SO DISGRUNTLED

I thought I’d warm to it but wow no I can’t connect to this doting dad act because it feels flat and forced and pretty pointless and whenever he’s talking about his ~~boy to Aaron it literally makes me want to throw myself through a window 

(seriously it’s ruining the enthusiasm I have for robron scenes I’m all hyped up and can muse on the little moments they have together and then I’m dropped down right to the bottom when the vibe is literally killed)

the sooner Christmas arrives the goddamn better!!! it literally feels like we’re on a continuous loop of pain and discomfort and I’m not one to wish my life away but if robbo could hurry up and have his near death awakening and January hurry up and move in then that would be fabulous for the sake of everyone’s good health

I’m sending plenty of hugs and prayer circles for the next couple of weeks! it’ll hurt for sure but we’ve got past it before and we’ll do it again

I think it proves something when we’re all still here you know!! we’re made of absolute steel even the big bad wolf couldn’t blow our house down 

DECEMBER IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER

we have week commencing the 4th to ride out (lets hope Aaron isn’t riding Alex out lol bad joke I couldn’t help myself) and I’m always here if you want to remember the robron first kiss 3rd anniversary instead of having to watch Aaron k*ss someone else but his soulmate 

it’s all about those priorities

gotta whip out those coping mechanisms until we’re put out of our misery 😌