#dont. feel angry AT anyone like when you're just peeved w/ someone. none of that. just. YEAH STUFF SUCKS SHIT IM ANGY ABOUT IT (ow the edge)
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#i preferred getting mad sm more than getting sad#at least that was like#it was kinda funny#like#i could laugh at it#and it didn't even feel bad#it was just#haha rage hah pissed i deserve better i think and uhhghnbdu yeah. big angry hammy villains level of anger thta's Funny#feeling it is more fucking. an aesthetic (idk how the hell to put it) than anything else like HAR im so upset i could like. do. say.#somewthing. edgy idk. oooo im so angerey im gonna uhhh explode somethiung. that's it i don't like feel. Upset. or bad.#just anger and it's not even directed at anybody like not /really/ because it doesn't feel justified also i just#dont. feel angry AT anyone like when you're just peeved w/ someone. none of that. just. YEAH STUFF SUCKS SHIT IM ANGY ABOUT IT (ow the edge)#ig largely also bc i care a lot about everybody so there's nobody i wanna like. Get. bc when you['re Really angry you just#fucking get somebodfy get back at them in some way or just snap at them but i don't feel any of that when i got angry instead of sad#i just. wasn't feeling anything seriously bad i was alright. god knows how to describe that kinda anger but that was it.#but this#i'm just#i'm sad#and i hate this a lot it feels /so. bad./#AND THIS ISN'T EVEN LIKE! BRO I'VE FELT SOOOO MUCH WORSE THAN THIS over the same kinda thing i'm doing! WAYYY less bad now#i !! and i'm glad for that but#fuck i just#i hate#i hate feeling#this#and i just#god it was so much better to just be feeling mad#sadness is just so goddamn painful. and empty. and. it just hurts and it makes EVERYTHING bad and#i just#i just want better
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