#edit: sorry for the record it is totally shame talking. i think sex and whatever is hreatt

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gugh. i hate to do this but if i don't im never gonna be able 2 get 2 sleep tonite. anyway some kind of vent under the cut ill delete it tomorrow

never has the shame of hornyposting been like. actually so palpable. and it's so stupid i feel dumb for feeling this way. i like to think im the #1 advocate for posting whatever the hell about whatever it is you like. but im just sitting here . and i feel like this. sick thing that only knows how to be sexual and can't fathom making a human connection that isnt of that nature. i just want to be. fucking nice or something but i can't help it half the time.