in the nihilism script, dean is in a time loop, beheading his own desires as he stays in stasis, sublimating his love for cas through work and through miming desire for Pamela-as-standin
dean’s always pushed his own happiness to the wayside (example: back at Sonny’s, with Robin)
anyhoo…
he kills “Drunk” and “Raincoat” over and over, symbolically killing his and Cas’s hunger for one another.
courtesy @spnscripthunt 14x10 nihilism
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