#erotophonophilia

[offbrandfae22]

Me and who?

Found on Reddit

[lovelyxc0rpse]

Aftercare is when you hold them while they slowly bleed out

[prettypuppydog]

[dead-air-radio]

Sigh thinking about cults. And my religious truama tw.

Just imagining being super depressed and very emotional and having someone come into my life that is so normal and unassuming at first. Slowly they become a part of my everyday life and their little gestures make me trust them more and more and they are so caring that I become so codependent on them so when they start asking for weirder and weirder things I don't think anything of it. They start managing my diet but I assume they're just trying to help me and they know I want to lose weight even if they feed me weird things.

Or they start having me wear a certain thing almost as a claim. Before it turns into me being so dependent on them I'd do anything and so when I get so sad and sleepy but have the urge to cut I don't see it as a problem when they offer to do it for me. Slicing at my legs before kissing them. At this point they're so friendly and guiding they love to brush my hair and give me things and do things I'd usually do by myself like bathe me. Until I'm just some little lamb for them.

I'm so trusting of them when they say they have smth for me I think nothing about why I need to dress in the white gown they got me and all the jewelry they got me in the past as well as eat a piece of bread thay hes me woozey. And how they want me to wear bows in my hair and be bathed in a certain soap they like until we get into their car and they blindfold me for the surprise it's already Evening when we leave and once we get their they carry me to the surprise.

At first I assume we are just having a little romantic fire in the woods. I can hear the crunch under their feet from the leaves and the birds and other wild life. And the crackle of fire and the heat as we walk past it and I'm placed on smth like stone. When my blindfold is taking off I'm on an altar of sorts and there's a fire ahead of me as well as a bunch of people in masks. Of course I'm frightened holding onto the person I came with arm before they shush me. There's candles and statues around me as well as flowers and by the atlar is a bowl for offerings. The person sits beside me unphased as I cling to them, scared of what's happening. And they address the people. Not realizing he's a leader of the cult and all the jewelry and clothes they've been giving me are actually not only from them but his people as well. All their followers have known a out me for a long time giving them offerings to give the cult leaders little pet, his lamb. When he's done speaking to them he turns to me telling me to lay on the altar stone as he gets on top of me as the watchers look on. He cuts open my wrists while I whimper and shake and push against him confused. He cuts his wrists as well mixing his bleed with mine before licking at his wrists and he puts his wrist by my mouth for me to lick up as well.

Some of the followers that are dressed differently go on to give a spot of sermon as if I'm not whimpering behind them as the leader continues to assualt me and push up the white gown. The sermon is about needing to view the leader take what's his and have smth resemble the lamb and religious symbol of their cult and how I'm the image they should look up to cause the leader has chose me as his lamb to mark infront of them to make me his forever. Him cutting me open by carving his name into my stomach as he fucks me on the altar while his people watch

[mortuaryprince]

they hate me for my slut waist and recurring self harming behavior

[sluttibunnii]

imagining getting fucked at gunpoint, crying and begging him not to do it.

When he finally stops, leaving me a disgusting cum covered mess, he grabs me by my hair and shows me the gun was never loaded. He calls me pathetic for being so scared over nothing.

[impotesmentis]

eating her out!! (gnawing on her guts and snarling)

[sludgevomit]

Let me get you stoned beyond your limits. Constantly handing you the pipe, even lighting it for you to take a hit when you can’t move anymore. I’ll be able to touch you in anyway I want. Stretch your holes. Create new ones. Carve words into your skin. Pierce your flesh. Use you to cum when I’m done.

[gincat]

threatening to kill me won't do anything but turn me on

[theiceddream]

[coveredindaisies]

the kind of sex I want requires about a month off work and a hospital visit as part of the aftercare routine

[dead-air-radio]

Backshots here

[mortuaryprince]

*being dragged around by my hair and shoved to the ground* heehhe hooraayyy!!!! weeeeeeee!!!! yippeee!!

[ninthcurse]

making your captive watch gore videos while you fuck them, at first just to enjoy the way it makes them squirm and cry and try to push away from it, back into you - but then, as their brain gets more and more ruined it makes them come to associate gore with pleasure. and then you get to watch the mindbroken snuff slut you've created beg you for mutilation, beg you to torture them and cut their head off just so they can cum a little harder when you do

[prettyglitteryprincess]

Sometimes I scare myself with my own desires.

Like, I'm aware I enjoy the concept of rape and abusive sex. But there are times when I unexpectedly think of something horrible and it oddly turns me on. And I scare myself because well, who would even enjoy being whispered "I could fucking kill you right now" during sex? It's concerning when I drip at the idea of having a knife slicing my skin as you mercilessly rape my holes, saying, "I'll stab you if you make a sound". I find it disgusting when I imagine being brutally beaten- punched, kicked, slapped, cut, spit on- and then gaslit into believing that I want it, because I want anything that makes you happy, no? Yes, please carve whatever you want into my skin. Let it be your name or my title as a dumb whore, fleshlight, cum dump, free use slut, etc etc. Imprint it on my flesh and let the scar remind me every time I look into a mirror. Fuck my girly holes until they're bleeding. Until I pass out from the pain or the overstimulation of continuous fucking. Hold a loaded gun to my head, safety off as you pound me. Fuck me and push my head underwater, decide when I'm allowed oxygen. Force me to hear your insults and degrading comments until I'm sobbing and then jerk off your cock because you just love my tears and pain, my glossy eyes watching with shock.

It's actually terrifying the things I'll fantasize about sometimes. But I promise I'm still a sweet little girl who wants cuddles and plushies, daddy!

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