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[esmeislewd]

Not to say I want to be fat shamed by a personal trainer but if one could be really mean to me whilst she force fed me some ice cream after I struggle during a workout I'd like that~

[esmeislewd]

I love being stuffed!!!

BUT...it is so nice getting to play with your tummy when it's empty. When it's at its doughiest, softest and most jiggly. Where you can knead and wobble and grab is so easily and really feel just how much fat is really in there~

[esmeislewd]

Ancient vampires forgetting that humans actually gain weight when you feed them on a diet of almost nothing but cake because they enjoy sweeter blood and getting awfully surprised when their favourite cattle waddles into their quarters after sunset unable to fit into their clothes anymore.

[esmeislewd]

Mommy feeders are so unreasonably wonderful~

Constantly fussing over you and readjusting clothes that don't fit

"aww baby you're looking hungry, here I made this for you"

Saying that you never eat enough and they're worried you'll starve despite you being the heaviest you've ever been

Sitting you on their lap to cuddle and feed you snacks

"have you grown again?" and pinching your sides.

Always calling me their little girl, no matter how big I get 💖💖💖💖

"you've got to finish your plate otherwise you won't grow up big and strong"

Packing you lunches and snacks if you go out so you can stay fed all day

"Don't worry baby, let mommy take of that" whenever I try to get up to do something or need to get off~

Cupping your chin and lifting your face a little so they can wipe something off your face~

milk

Thank you for coming to my ted talk

[esmeislewd]

it's completely normal behaviour to want people at parties to come up to you, pat your belly, and push a snack in your mouth. and for this to continue until your belly is bulging out of your outfit and you're desperately whimpering and begging them to stop but they never give in until you're so stuffed you cannot move.

[esmeislewd]

gaslight me into gaining more weight.

Tell me I lost weight, make me complacent on my diet and feel like I am able to take cheat days a little more frequently.

Lie about when my last cheat day was, tell me it was a week ago even when it was a couple of days.

Instill bad habits in me saying I don't need to worry as I'm in perfect shape, a bit of fast food here an extra treat there, get me used to it.

Whenever I complain about clothes not fitting apologise for shrinking them in the wash.

Make me skip going to the gym, take me out on dates instead or ask me to watch a movie on the couch with you when I'm about to go out.

Replace my clothes with ones in larger sizes, replace the labels too, make me believe that I haven't grown.

Hide the scale and don't let me measure myself.

Slowly increase my portion sizes and feed me weight gain shakes instead of protein shakes.

Only let me find out when it's too late and I lack the willpower to do anything about it on my own.

Do everything in your power to break me out of the delusion that I am a fit girl and turn me into a soft, lazy, glutton on a one-way trip to obesity.

[esmeislewd]

I really like "dumbification" in feederism~

How many calories did you eat today?

uh I don't know? I'm hungry though so can I have a snack?

When was the last time you worked out?

ummm don't know and don't feel like it~

What are you going to have for dinner?

uh like whatever my feeder gives me?

How fat are you?

not sure...but I like it!

Being able to think doesn't really have any impact on your ability to gain so stop thinking and stop worrying, just mindlessly eat and watch the pounds pile on.

[esmeislewd]

Every pound makes me prettier

Every mouthful makes me hotter

Every inch gained makes me happier and more desirable

Getting fat is right for me, I should gain weight. I'm the most beautiful I've EVER been and as I keep eating more I'll only get better~

[esmeislewd]

Dear feeders who regularly take time to worship and appreciate their feedee, thank you.

Being lavished in praise and affection makes all that weight just so worth it. Taking the time to marvel at the work you have both put into your feedee's burgeoning frame is so important. It's a work of art, a living sculpture of hedonism that needs to be nurtured with love and care. Every curve and every roll is a beautiful monument to decadence and adoration, every stretchmark is a cherished trophy of your mutual dedication.

Your feedee wears the results of this kink on them at all times, it's not something you can both hide away when you are finished in the bedroom, and the world can be cruel and not understand. Making them feel cherished and loved and beautiful no matter what strangers say is so powerful and validating. Having that reassurance and comfort is so empowering and, at least personally, makes me love my weight that little bit more.

The feeders and fa's that do this are truly wonderful people and I'm glad you exist. Thank you for making someone's life better and I wish you all the best~

[esmeislewd]

mommy feeders packing you a lunch and snacks when you go out to see your friends~

waddling over to meet them, obviously twice the size of any of the rest of them clutching a bag full of food that they know you will easily finish this afternoon. no matter what you get up to you're eating. constantly. they're used to it by now, the slender frame they first knew long buried by the soft rolls that sprouted after you met your girlfriend. someone jokes she must be trying to fatten you up as you're about to stuff a homemade cookie past your lips and you hastily have to bite into it to hide your embarrassment at how close they were to the truth.

they're right, she is trying to fatten you up but it's not as one-sided as they make it sound. you're just as responsible for the weight you gained as she is. you're as addicted to your new size, your soft folds of fat, constantly snacking.

and as you all finish your mommy comes to pick you up, loudly promising to take you home via a restaurant or cafe because you just look so hungry.

[esmeislewd]

I love relationship weight~ It's so cute, your partner cares so much about making you happy and comfortable and that you start to get a little chubby. It's a physical reminder of your love~

But why let it stop there? Keep feeding your partner and keep growing, get absolutely huge to show your dedication to them and keep spoiling your loved one until they can barely walk. Let everyone see how much you love eachother~

[esmeislewd]

Feeders hugging their partner from behind just as an excuse to get to squeeze their belly to see how much softer it has gotten are literally perfect and deserve nothing but happiness~

[esmeislewd]

Secret life hack for feedees!

Pull your top up when you're next around your feeder and say "gosh, I love how big you've made me" and watch their brain cease functioning. You can then steal their phone and order whatever dinner or snacks you want whilst they are struggling to form a coherent sentence~

[esmeislewd]

Princess stress eating because her spouse is out on a dangerous quest and being 50lbs heavier by the time they return. Needing all of her maids to help lace her dress closed as she holds a ball in celebration of her partner's return. Then instead of dancing she spends the entire evening stuffing herself as the seams of her dress split, her belly desperate to make an escape into the amused hands of her spouse who is rather smitten with their softer wife and can't quite help but keep bringing her more to eat~

[esmeislewd]

When I'm happy I eat.

For me getting fat is an accumulation of positive emotions. If I get fat around someone or when I'm with them it means they make me feel safe and content and loved, every pound and inch the reflection of a smile or laugh or embrace.

[esmeislewd]

I love when robot caretakers glitch out and totally misinterpret human diet/weight. Imagine waking up to discover that your robomaid has bugged out and stuck a 0 on the end of your necessary daily calorie intake and relentlessly stuffs you all day so you meet it. There's no argument or appeal to reason that would work you HAVE to eat otherwise they would not be taking proper care of you and violating their programming.