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neuroticboyfriend · 1 year

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finally tried hydrocodone for my back pain and THIS is the ~big scary opioids~ they've been talking about?! i know they're still ykno, serious medication but. i. feel. fine! i even took my other medication todayy!? i'd be angry but im honestly just. WHAT. i'm not in pain! yall coulda gave me this YEARS ago but you just didnt! i shouldnt have had to have figured this out all on my own especially with how it coulda easily gone sideways if i didnt have some awareness of what im doing?? fuckkk the war on drugs man. fuck it. shit.

edit: to be clear no i am not prescribed this i found some in the house it aint mine

#in terms of euphoria and anxiolysis this is equivalent to the barbiturate i got prescribed for migraines. which.#granted i drained the bottle in a few days but #STILL.#i feel like i deserve to choose between severe ending pain that makes me near housebound and stuck in this recliner all day #and potential addiction #like i feel like i should have that choice #especially since they're coming out with more treatments and safety measures for opioid addiction #ALSO especially because denying me adequate pain management is leading me to abuse other shit in ways that have nearly Killed Me #fuck the medical system so hard #fuck #julian rants #opioids tw #drugs tw

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