#ete isolation and depression then relapse and come back and do it all again
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damn these trauma responses got hands. imust kill this existance of myself completely cut everyone off and delete everything and then come back 2 years later and do it all again

#me postingthis for the sole purpose of at least like 2 ppl knowing why if ijust disappear Grins#my life is just history repeatingover and over and over and over#i get comfy italk to like two ppl i then think those ppl r sick of me and i spiral into self hatred and leave and then get sucked into comp#ete isolation and depression then relapse and come back and do it all again#the lonliness has got me by the throat guyts#ive crawled out of a grave after being buried alive just tosee know one else is inthis field with me to give me a hug i crawl out for#nothing therees nothing and noone here for me because thatswhat i deserve hell yeah#bye again. mini hiatus not gonna be so mini
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