#even if he wasn`t strictly part of the movement

[laika-the-bitch]

Elysion — Leon Bakst, 1906

[wearebothdrunk]

“You will always be an exception to my rule”

Pairing: Bucky x fem!reader

Word counting: 1787

Warnings: fluff; some fight scenes. 

summary: You go on a mission with Zemo, Sam, and Bucky to Madripoor, but things don´t go as the plan. 

A/N: I tried to rewrite Madripoor´s mission but with Bucky´s girlfriend (you) on it. Hope you liked it!!! Requests are open.

*gif not mine*

You and Bucky have been dating for four months. You and he met at one of your training sessions at the Avengers building. You were part of S.H.I.E.L.D., but you liked to break the rules too much, so most of your missions were to help Sam. You two were very close, so when you and Bucky started dating, Sam would tease you both and get very protective of you. "Y/N, Bucky has made a lot of enemies in his life, please be careful!" he would tell you.

Sam trusted Bucky, but he didn't trust his enemies.

You never gave much thought to that. You knew it wasn't his fault and that you could defend yourself.

With everything that was going on with the super soldiers, Bucky had to go on a mission to Madripoor with Zemo and Sam.

" I have to go to Madripoor tomorrow, babe" Bucky said putting your hair behind your ear.

"Okay. What time do we leave?" you said

"oh, you are not going is to dang-" you interrupted him

You gave him the look that clearly said don´t even try.

"6 AM," he said mumbling

" Okay, I'm gonna pack," you said, kissing him on the cheek.

* next day *

The four of you got out of the car, and when you looked up all you saw was a private jet right in front of you.

"Is this yours?" sam asked Zemo

"yes, now get in," Zemo said

you were still staring at the plane and smiling. You saw Bucky's eyes looking at you out of the corner of your eye. You looked at him and he smiled.

"Those sunglasses make you so hot babe," you said.  He smiled, looking down blushing, and kissed your hand.

You got on the plane. You sat in front of Bucky, Zemo in the other seat, and Sam behind you.

Zemo was explaining the details of the mission to you three. It wasn´t complicated, it was in and out, straight and fast. The only problem was being able to pretend to be someone else you never met, but you were trained for all kinds of problems, so you stayed positive.

"And you Bucky, you're going to have to bring back the person that you swear is no longer a part of you," Zemo said.

You looked confused at Zemo and then at Sam and then at Bucky. They were both silents as if accepting.

" No way! No fucking way you're going to put Bucky to do that-" you were interrupted by Bucky's comforting hand on your knees.

"It's okay," Bucky said, looking into your eyes to comfort you. You knew that he wasn't comfortable with the situation but you also knew that there wasn't much you could do. You clasped both your hands over his and he gave you a small smile. You looked at Zemo in a way that made him realize that you weren´t happy with the situation.

After three hours you finally arrived in Madripoor. Sam was the first to leave the plane, and right behind him were you and Bucky. Zemo was the last to leave the plane because he was saying goodbye to the butler.

"Shit, I forgot something! Go ahead, It'll be a minute" you said, getting back on the plane. You were alone with Zemo. You looked out the window of the plane and saw that Bucky was already inside the car with Sam.

When Zemo was going to the exit door you put your arm in front of him, blocking the exit. He looked at you confused. "Can I pass?" he asked you sarcastically. "If you do anything bad to Bucky or if you're in on one of your crazy schemes, I swear to God I will kill you the second I see you," you said, looking him right in the eye. He swallowed. "Don't worry, I won't stand in your way. Now can I leave?" you raised your arm and letting him pass.

The four of you were on your way to your destination. Meanwhile, you were already dressed for the mission and ready.

You entered through the bar. You and Bucky had to be strictly professional on this mission, there was no margin for error. The two of you could not let people realize that he was not the Winter Soldier. When you were passing the bar´s door, you felt a soft touch on the back of your hand, it was Bucky. It was killing you not to be able to look at him and tell him that everything was going to be fine and that he was safe.

After a few minutes, Zemo gave the signal for Bucky to attack. It was painful to watch. Fortunately, you were able to control yourself. When he was done, he looked at you making you feel calmer.

You went up some stairs towards a room that had a woman and 4 men. You looked around for exits in case things went wrong, but there were none. You then started to plan all the possible scenarios in your head when you were interrupted by the woman.

"A woman? In your super squad, Zemo? " she said.

"Don't worry, I'm not gonna kick your ass" you said

As you said this, two of the security guards started walking towards you, and then you heard Bucky taking a wrong step, the whole room heard. You kept looking directly into Shelby's eyes. She made a little movement with her hands to make the security guards standstill. 

She looked at Bucky and Zemo.

He fucked up the mission.

Shelby looked at Bucky rather suspiciously.

" Let's see what we have here," she said looking at Zemo and approaching Bucky. " A soldier trained by HYDRA to kill his enemies and who is controlled by a few simple words." she continued, grabbing Bucky's chin as if he weren´t a human. You felt your blood running throw your veins. She had zero right to do that.  " And to make it better, he has a metal arm.". She began to touch Bucky's metal arm. He didn't even blink. You felt your anger rising at seeing Bucky being treated like that, you just wanted to put a bullet in her head. Your fist began to close in order to control your anger. " If our deal still stands, I'm going to have to check my offer. I don't want some soldier trained for war, as you can guess, I'll have to check that this is indeed the winter soldier.". she continued.

Zemo seemed motionless and you and Sam were quite confused. You looked at Sam make him a sign that you used on your missions together. If this goes to shit, we have to step in.

She moved closer to Bucky whispering to him "kill her". Bucky looked at her but never out of character. You looked at Sam giving him the final sign. Bucky approached you, looking you straight in the eye and completely emotionless. Is this how he felt when he was the Winter Soldier? 

You looked at him a little scared, but you knew that he wouldn't hurt you. As he came closer to you the more your heart raced. 

Sam looked at the two of you so that he knew when his cue was. Bucky slowly took out his knife that was stuck in his belt. You looked at what he was doing and realized that you would have to protect him from the two security guards behind you. When he finally took the knife out of his belt, you turned around and punched the two men behind you. Sam did the same to the other two, and Bucky threw the knife towards Shelby who already had a gun in her hand. You and Sam had already taken care of the security guards.

" Let's get the fuck out of here," Sam said.

You went out to the back door because it wouldn't be long before some of the other security guards saw what was going on. As soon as you left the building you got into the car that Zemo had arranged for you to escape.

"Great plan," Zemo said ironically

" What did you want me to do?! kill her!? " Bucky said angrily

"Anything but kill Shelby!" Zemo said.

" Consider yourself lucky we didn't leave you thereafter what you put Bucky through. So shut up because we just saved your life" you said.

Zemo shut up.

You were sitting next to Bucky in the back seat. You put your hand on Bucky's thigh. "Are you okay?" you asked in a low voice. He looked at you and gave you a small smile. " Yes, don't worry.". You smiled at him and intertwined your fingers in his, leaning your head on his shoulder as he kissed you on the forehead. You spent the whole trip like that.

When you finally arrived at the hotel, the two of you went straight to the room where you were going to stay. You were super tired.

"I'm going to put on my pajamas and brush my teeth babe," you said to him

You then went to the bathroom leaving the door almost closed. When you came out you saw Bucky standing on the end of your bed with his hands clutching his head.

"Hey, Bucky, what's wrong?" you said worriedly.

"Nothing babe," he said not lifting his head.

you lowered yourself to his level. " I know you had promised yourself that you wouldn't be the winter soldier anymore. I'm sorry, maybe we should have done things differently and..."

"I don't regret saving you. I would never hurt you, not even for a mission. You will always be an exception to my rule," he said, raising his head and looking sincerely into your eyes.

You continued to look at him. You didn't know what to say. You never thought Bucky would be so sincere with you. You kept looking at him. "I love you, Buck," you finally said. It was the only thing that felt right at that moment. You just wanted him to know how much he meant to you.

"I love you too Y/N," he said.

He leaned over so that he could kiss you. You smiled.

"Shall we go to sleep?" he said

" yes, please!" you said.

You both got up. You leaned your head on his chest and hugged his waist. He pulled you into his arms and the two of you fell asleep. It felt like there was no one else in the world but the two of you.

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